cool person

Chapter 4

Li Fei held the corner of her clothes to stop the bleeding.The other hand touched for a long time and only found a cigarette and a lighter.

Did you bring any money with you when you went out?Li Fei didn't quite remember asking.There were people coming and going on the road, and no one gave her half an eye. The car passed by brought a gust of wind, as if it passed directly through her body.

As soon as he stepped into the pet shop, Laicai ran over happily wagging his tail, and kept getting into Li Fei's arms, licking her face non-stop.

It was so happy, Li Fei wanted to touch it very much, so she let go of her hand holding the corner of her clothes.Laicai was even more excited when he smelled blood, and was about to lick her hand. Suddenly, a hand patted its dog's head away.

"Be careful of rabies." This young doctor, dressed in white, made him look gentle and elegant, and his frowns and smiles gave people a feeling of spring breeze.

Li Fei raised her hand, "Wrap it for me, I don't seem to have any money with me." She looked up at Zhou Jieli, her face was pale and weak, and her eyes were soft.His head was a little messy, and the corners of his clothes were all bloody.It's a little embarrassing, and it hurts to watch.

Li Fei like this... is really nostalgic.

"I went to see Aunt Xie today." Zhou Jieli devoted himself to helping Li Fei treat the wound. "I also went to see Xie Xiaokang"

He began to bandage her: "How does it feel?" He didn't look up, "How does it feel to have nothing to eat and work?"

"Hate, hate him for cheating on me, hate him for putting me in jail, hate him for ruining me. But he is dead now, before he died, he was ruined and his family was betrayed. My hatred has become lost." Like talking to himself same language.

Zhou Jieli lowered his head, his eyes were hidden under the thin bangs.Just keep doing what you're doing. "Aren't you wondering what Xie Xiaokang went through during the two years you were in prison to force him to commit suicide?"

Li Fei shook her head, "Those have nothing to do with me. I only know that his betrayal is true, that I hurt people and went to jail, and that he committed suicide. That's enough to know."

Zhou Jieli packed his things, turned around and touched the kitten in the pet box very lightly.The kitten was curled up weakly in the pet box, black and autumnal, like a small coal ball.

Li Fei asked: "Is that the meatball from Anxi's family?"

"Well, it's quite serious." From a very early age, Li Fei knew that Jay Chou didn't look people in the eye when talking to them.

"That girl is quite interesting." Li Fei nodded and said, looking straight at Jay Chou, like you.

Suddenly, Li Fei noticed that there seemed to be something in his pocket, and when he took it out, it turned out to be a few pieces of money that were so small that they couldn't be folded any more!Shaking his head and cursing in a low voice, I was almost fucked up by the veterinarian, and it's useless to come out now!

Li Fei came out of the pet shop with the money, and she told Zhou Jieli to go home.Who would go home so early now that they have money?

Everyone is dead, so just drink the rest of the unhappiness.

Sitting in front of the house, Li Fei was about to freeze to death, but it seemed like a fire was burning in her chest.It's not winter yet, it's so cold!No, it's hot!No no no!yes……

She couldn't tell if she was cold or hot.The gauze that had just been tied on the drinking hand was loose.Trembling, I want to repack it, but the more I do it, the more I send it away.

He grumbled, "Hmm..."

"Why don't you go in?" Lin Yueshan stood in front of her at some point.Li Fei looked up, thinking, disobedient!Back again late.

"Key... I didn't bring the key"

Seeing Lin Yueshan looking at her, she slowly squatted down, cupped her face, and approached slowly.It's really close, Li Fei is a little dazzled by the closeness.Her appearance became more and more blurred.Only those eyes are like stars, and also like... Laicai.

Li Fei looked at those eyes obsessively, reached out to touch her hot face, and gently stroked the corners of her eyes and eyelashes with her fingers.

"Heh" Li Fei was laughing, but her eyes were full of hopelessness, and tears flowed down the corners of her eyes into Lin Yueshan's fingers.In the haze, she felt that Lin Yueshan's eyes were brighter, and her fingertips were moist and slightly hot.Li Fei was a little surprised, she...

Li Fei smiled even more, "Lin Yueshan, do you know what you look like? You are very much like the cactus on my balcony. You are unreasonable and arrogant. I will stab anyone who gets close. I have been looking up at you, don't fall down. I'm not close to you, and you don't come close to me. You are not suitable for the world below. But you are always alone, like the first time I met Laicai. Don't be afraid, no matter how long it takes, you will always leave. And I can only stay here forever and watch you leave without looking back..."

When Li Fei woke up, she found that she was sleeping on Lin Yueshan's bed, wearing Lin Yueshan's pajamas.Lin Yueshan next to her was fast asleep.The morning sun floods the entire room.Her face was so delicately set against the white quilt that it was almost transparent.Like a darling in God's arms.

Li Fei got up, she was completely broken last night.If there is something offensive, can she justify it by saying that the ignorant is innocent?She doesn't smell of alcohol, is Lin Yueshan taking care of her?

Hmm - I helped her so much yesterday, it should be considered a favor for her to take care of me.She stroked her chin in thought.

Lin Yueshan's eyes were sleepy.Yoyo wakes up.Missing Li Fei

"Li Fei?"

"Huh? Wake up? You'll go out for breakfast later." Li Fei's voice came from the living room.

"..."

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"Li Fei, I have always regarded you as... a very good friend. I don't like to talk. You were the only one who would occasionally joke with me when I was in high school. So you are the person who remembers you the most clearly in these years. Can you meet again I am very happy to see you. I know you must have experienced a lot, I don't want to spy on your scars, I just want to get closer to you. I can be more clear with you...be friends." She said to herself, Try to keep your voice as calm as possible.If Li Fei could see it, she would definitely be able to spot Lin Yueshan's nervousness at first sight.

I don't know how long there was silence in the living room.When Lin Yueshan packed up and went out.Li Fei stood at the door of her bedroom holding her mobile phone with a smile on her face. "I've been missed by the high-cold student bully in my class for so long!"

She raised her phone and said with a bit of pride: "I recorded this passage, it's rare to say so many things at once, and you'll like it when it's posted on Moments!"

"..." Lin Yueshan looked at Li Fei who was smiling, and burst out laughing.For a moment, the hustle and bustle in the alley was also quiet.The two looked at each other and laughed for a long time, until the gloom in Li Fei's heart dissipated, and his mood was like the morning sun this morning.

Lin Yueshan looked at Li Fei, her eyes only reflected her happy expression.

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The ethereal bell echoed in the dark room.

"Hello?" The voice was slightly hoarse and tired.

On the other end of the phone is a gentle woman: "Shanshan, it's me"

Lin Yueshan propped her head up, only her computer was still on in the room. "...Oh, it's very late, haven't you slept yet?" Staying up late made her reaction a little slow.

The voice of the person on the other end of the phone was very gentle: "I just wanted to call you when I got home, didn't I bother you?"

Lin Yueshan denied, "No, I haven't slept yet."

Thought they didn't worry about it, but they kept thinking about it; some people thought they had forgotten it, but they still remembered it.Like her mother, like Li Fei.

Lin Yueshan asked, "How is uncle?"

The person on the other end of the phone was a little surprised.Although Lin Yueshan's tone was as calm as ever, Zheng Yi was surprised that she could say such words directly.She has always felt that her daughter's personality is too indifferent. Although she is worried that it will be difficult for her to live alone outside, Lin Yueshan will always say coldly, "I'm fine, don't worry."

"mom?"

"...Oh, he..." She had already helped her uncle enough, some time ago Lin Yueshan even proposed to sell the house her father left her for him to treat his illness.But how can this work.Because Lin Yueshan was too independent, they always felt that they didn't care enough about her, and they felt guilty all the time.They took her money before, how can they sell the house her father left her now?But Zheng Yi couldn't tell a lie, even if the lie was well-intentioned.Lin Yueshan finally began to integrate into this family, how could she make Lin Yueshan feel that she was going to push her away?For a moment Zheng Yi didn't know what to say.

Hearing her silence, Lin Yueshan knew what she was thinking, "I'll go home sometime and clean up the house, and then I'll find an intermediary. It's okay, uncle's illness is the most important thing now."

Zheng Yi couldn't hide her sadness, "Shanshan, you don't have to do this, we will think of other ways."

"Other methods will increase the burden on the family in the future. This is the fastest and most effective method, and it doesn't matter. Anyway, I rarely live there now."

"but……"

"Instead of seeing things and thinking about others and making yourself feel sad, it is better to let it do something practical"

After hanging up the phone, Lin Yueshan raised her eyes to focus on the computer again, and the sound of mechanical typing on the keyboard sounded again in the room.

"I'm going home in two days, do you want to go back?" Lin Yueshan said to Li Fei who was eating breakfast at the dining table.If it is true that Li Fei has been here since the bar owner said she was released from prison, then she should not have been home for at least three years.

"Do you want to go home? I'll see you off." Li Fei answered the wrong question.She hasn't been home for almost four years. At the beginning, she was expelled from school, and like a street mouse, she was chased by debtors everywhere, and she was isolated and helpless.After calling home once, her parents were first shocked, questioned, and then disappointed.When they asked her to go home, she ran away, feeling ashamed to go home.So I never contacted my family again.Later, she went to jail for hurting others, and it was too late when she thought of home.Xie Xiaokang didn't know how to pay back the money.When I came to see her, I told her that her parents were looking for her. She hated Xie Xiaokang at that time, and she was even more afraid that her parents would know her situation, so she told him that if he let her parents know her current situation, she would drag him. Funeral.Xie Xiaokang helped her hide it well, but he never visited her again.She never heard from home again.After she was released from prison, she was poor and had nowhere to go, so she moved here under the introduction of her inmates.

She really didn't know how to make her parents accept that her daughter, who had been well-behaved since she was a child, had become a prisoner of labor reform.If she goes home, her parents will only worry more, so why not?But what about going back.

Lin Yueshan didn't ask any more questions, and said, "If you use a small eDonkey, then you don't need it." eDonkey Lin Yueshan committed obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Li Fei smiled and said: "What's wrong with my car? Oh! Forget it, then I'll find a handsome car to pick you up when you come back."

"But having said that, you have done so much for your stepfather, how touched he should be. I think you are so filial as a free girl!" Li Fei teased.

Lin Yueshan looked at the computer by herself, and didn't answer her.I thought Lin Yueshan would say angrily, "I want you to take care of it", but she would ignore him.Li Fei was bored, but still kept talking.It doesn't matter whether people talk to her or not.For a while it is said that Lin Yueshan's boss is Zhou Papi, and for a while it is said that Zhou Jieli is a piece of wood. The cute little girl Anxi is so obvious that she is not right.

She was chattering non-stop, Lin Yueshan finally couldn't take it anymore, her face was indifferent, and her eyes were nailed on Li Fei's body like poisonous thorns.Approaching step by step, "Can you try to say one more thing?"

Only then did Li Fei realize that Lin Yueshan's dark circles were scary. Yes, Lin Yueshan was sitting there when she came back last night, and she was still sitting there when she got up this morning.Had she sat there all night?Li Fei asked, "Did you sleep last night?"

The corners of Lin Yueshan's mouth raised stiffly: "What do you think?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Li Fei screamed in the room: "Ah!!!"