Chapter 60 How can there be pure aloofness?
Chapter 60 How can there be pure aloofness?
For many years, their e-sports has been called not doing business properly, and has been underestimated by others, but they are not bad people, let alone doing things that are harmful to the world. They have their own dreams and are working hard for them.
Although the e-sports industry is slowly attracting the attention of many people, there are still too many people who look down on or even hate e-sports, which makes professional players like them very depressed.
Thinking about it, Lin Mu couldn't help feeling, "When I first came to LG, it was just a small office, not as big as an Internet cafe, and I lived on scattered sponsors. At that time, I almost thought I joined a pyramid scheme organization .”
As he was talking, Lin Mu laughed out loud. Looking back now, the lg meeting was really a bit miserable, even worse than Lin Mu wandering outside by himself.
But the LG is relying on their daily rice and old godmothers, saving a little bit of money, and adding one game after another to slowly get better.
"At that time, lg was not much better than Blind Snake. In addition, the e-sports industry was not doing well at all. Some people wanted to leave at that time, but they heard the boss say that if you bite your teeth, you will definitely survive. , no one mentioned the matter of leaving again. After so many years, e-sports has finally risen.”
At the end of the speech, Lin Mu faintly felt a little distressed, and finally revealed the dullness that had been pent up in his heart for a long time.
When he was a member before, he could chat with his master, but since he became the captain of the team, these complaints and aggrieved can only be held in his heart.
Now it's finally out, comfortable!
Hearing this, Ji Ran couldn't help smiling, Lin Mu confided in him again?
"Can I understand that you are reminding me that persistence is useful." Ji Ran asked with a smile.
If it was really useful, he could spend all his life waiting for him.
Lin Mu suddenly became speechless, his mouth opened and then closed, and he didn't protrude a word for a long time.
Looking at the smile on Ji Ran's face, Lin Mu felt that Ji Ran was complacent. Seeing him so embarrassed and panicked, Ji Ran would definitely feel that he had won.
As soon as he thought about it, Lin Mu's unyielding temper came up, and he said seriously, "I'm not! I don't! I just feel..."
Lin Mu let out a breath, gritted his teeth, and said, as if he had made up his mind, "You don't have to give up your future for me. You are irresponsible to yourself, and to your uncles and aunts! You have already finished your master's degree. Isn't it a pity?"
Ji Ran smiled, took another step forward, and said without any hesitation, "It's not a pity."
Lin Mu didn't even think about how to persuade him next, Ji Ran just finished his answer so simply, he was stunned, and kept asking himself what to say in his mind, but he really didn't know how to persuade him for a while.
In Ji Ran's eyes, Lin Mu's appearance of wanting to speak but not knowing how to say it is very cute.
Since he mentioned it all, Ji Ran doesn't mind telling Lin Mu another news, "My parents know."
"Know that you play games?" Lin Mu's eyes were filled with surprise. In his impression, Ji Ran's parents attached great importance to Ji Ran's study.
He didn't have such things as living expenses until high school, but Ji Ran has had living expenses since the fifth grade of elementary school.
The reason is that Ji Ran's parents know that Ji Ran likes to read books very much, so they will not miss Ji Ran's books when they save money.
His previous money for sausage roasting and game consoles was all tricked into spending by Ji Ran, but he really didn't expect that Ji Ran's parents would allow Ji Ran to play games.
Ji Ran nodded, and added, "I also know that I like you."
Lin Mu gasped. What surprised him now was not that Ji Ran confessed his love again, but that Ji Ran's parents agreed to his son coming out.
It was because he hadn't seen them for a long time, and he was not familiar with them.
It is these parents who were originally ideologically accomplished and caught up with the trend of the times.
Thinking of his parents, Ji Ran felt somewhat guilty, after all, when he heard that he liked trees, his mother cried all night.
"My mother asked me if it was true, and my father almost beat me to death." As he spoke, Ji Ran smiled softly, and said, "But I can't lie to myself, I just like you."
Lin Mu took a few steps back in fright, and the distance between the two was opened again.
He looked at Ji Ran vigilantly, trying to wake up the young man who had gone astray, "Ji Ran, have you ever thought that maybe you are just brotherly to me? Maybe it's because you have no one around you for so many years?"
Ji Ran has been very cold since he was a child, and he would not waste time answering things that can be solved with one sentence.
So Ji Ran's "emotion" towards him is probably because Lin Mu is the only person he has really known for so many years.
But Ji Ran was very sure of his own thoughts. When he heard Lin Mu's words, the smile on his face faded instantly, replaced by his usual seriousness, "I think it is necessary to let Captain Lin know the fact that I like you I don’t like being close to other people.”
"You...I..." Why does Lin Mu feel that he has known Ji Ran for nothing for so many years, why does he feel that he doesn't know Ji Ran at all?
Ji Ran took a step forward, took another step, and asked in a soft voice, "Are you so anxious to persuade me to leave, are you afraid of what I will do to you?"
Seeing Ji Ran getting closer, Lin Mu simply turned and walked forward, just not wanting to get in close contact with Ji Ran.
"I just feel it's a pity." After speaking, Lin Mu didn't dare to stop walking forward, and when he saw the dormitory building, he almost didn't run.
When walking past the reflector on the side of the road, Lin Mu looked at the distance between himself and Ji Ran, ran into the dormitory in a hurry, and entered the elevator to return to the room first.
Seeing that the elevator was closed, Ji Ran, who was clearly still able to catch up, slowed down when he saw the elevator door closing slowly.
The elevator finally stopped on the fifth floor, Ji Ran looked at the number and sighed softly.
Does Lin Mu know that he will get hurt if he rejects him again and again.
But he won't give up, Lin Mu was scared away by his own recklessness, now he can't force Lin Mu anymore, that's why he didn't get into the elevator just now.
Lin Mu stepped out of the elevator, and watched the elevator door close, feeling a little dazed, but the elevator went down after a while, Lin Mu suddenly came to his senses, and hurried back to the room.
The fifth floor is the dormitory for their first team. Since Hao Pengyou and Lu Jin didn't come back, the entire fifth floor seemed very quiet, and the voice in the corridor was very clear.
Lin Mu leaned against the door, listened to Ji Ran's footsteps and stayed at his door for a while, then walked over and opened his own door.
Hearing Ji Ran's door closing, Lin Mu finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Lin Mu suddenly felt that he was a little out of strength, and sat on the edge of the bed wobbly, staring blankly at the door without moving or speaking.
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