Chapter 117
Chapter 117
The two sent away Xiao Bin who was still making an appointment with a friend to go to the library to search for information, and they wandered aimlessly around the campus together—an invitation from Xin Sui, saying that they had never visited University B properly, and now that It's here, and it happens to be an opportunity, not to be missed.
This timing is actually a coincidence. If He Jingle dared to challenge the other party yesterday, and the two of them could have the courage to refuse to agree when they were separated by a mobile phone; With those quiet eyes staring at him, he couldn't say anything disappointing, and he was useless at all.
In the afternoon, there were few people, and he was shy, listening to his ex-boyfriend next to him introduce the artificial lake in the school with a heavier heart than going to school. He simply stopped and said in a low voice, "Xin Sui, why don't I go back first."
This is the beginning, and the follow-up is not so difficult to say. He poured out the reasons he had been thinking about for a long time, and spoke very quickly, as if afraid of being interrupted: "There are still many things to do later, I have to go back first." Study the class schedule and see how much time off you need to take—it’s about Ju’s mother, I think the sooner you can go there, the better. So, so I might not be able to take a good tour today, can you come back next time if you have a chance?”
Xin Sui stared at him for a few seconds, and said something familiar: "Next time, if there is a chance, when will it be next time, and when will we have another chance?"
The wind with the moist breath of the lake blew quietly through the gap between the two of them. He Jingle had lowered his head and was half a meter away from Xin Suida, but now he suddenly became angry, raised his face and smirked politely Said: "Senior Xin asked this question so hard for me to answer. After all, don't you know the meaning of 'there is a chance next time'? I just give you back what you said, don't you?" Don't you understand?"
He has a stubborn expression, the eyes under the brim of the hat are bright, his cheeks seem to be thinner due to the days of running around, and his chest is also thin, standing there upright, giving people the illusion that he will be blown by the wind soon; despite saying this The next moment he spoke, he began to regret——
He couldn't help thinking, after all, he still couldn't keep the dignity of getting together and going away.
He Jingle has lived for 20 years, adhering to the principle of being a villain who can fight but never speak, and the number of times he quarreled with others by talking only, let alone facing Xin Sui now, he knows it well, Saying these things will not serve any purpose except to add to the rift between the two of them.
But he still opened his mouth and said it so naturally, as if these words existed from the very beginning, but were deliberately ignored by him. He should have said that a long time ago, and he should have let Xin Sui have a taste of this duality of ice and fire. The taste, together with the insignificant jealousy when I met Xiaobin just now, returned the money with interest, even though he was not qualified.
Xin Sui was not angry because of these words, but frowned, looked at him sadly, and after a long time, opened his mouth and called out: "Xiao Le."
"I--"
He seemed to want to say something more, but the phone in his pocket vibrated untimely:
There was less than half an hour left before the scheduled lecture time in the afternoon. The previous counselor called to remind him. The reporter said relaxedly: "It just so happens that you go over now, and I will go back to do my business."
He didn't speak, but he moved one step ahead, firmly grasping the other's wrist hanging by his side, as if this was the only way to ensure that He Jingle would not disappear from his eyes.
For a few seconds, He Jingle almost thought that the two of them were living in some big idol drama, and that Xin Sui was playing the male protagonist who was crying bitterly and wanting to save their love at all costs.
This made him feel horrified from the bottom of his heart, and he couldn't put it on Xin Sui's face; but unexpectedly, the other party let go of his hand again, as if the emotional expression at that moment just now was the limit, and nothing happened. He: "If Zhao Yuansi still needs my help, you can come to me at any time."
"Xin Sui," he opened his mouth in a daze, but he didn't know what to say after calling his name, so he said in a nonchalant manner, "I wish you a smooth speech."
Xin Sui smiled, and cooperated with him to change the subject: "Well, it's good that you are here."
He Jingle walked back along the way he came here in a daze, and the image of Xin Sui clutching his wrist sadly just now was all that lingered in his mind; the students passing by in twos and threes on the school path all looked here curiously, A young boy came over first, handed him a piece of paper, and said kindly, "Don't cry."
He realized that he was crying again.
But so what, he thought suddenly.
Even if he cries, it doesn't matter if he gets the limelight again because of some unlucky event that happens once in a century; he is no longer linked to Xin Sui's life, and he doesn't have to worry about making a fool of himself today and asking the other party to pay him back twice as much tomorrow.
He stopped suddenly, wiped away tears, cursed a word, picked up his mobile phone to send a message to Xiaobin, his wet fingers stained the screen, but he didn't realize it, and kept asking: [Where is the small auditorium of the Four Teachings? ]
The other party replied quickly: [Go straight into the school gate and turn right, there is a road sign. ...Brother Xiaole, didn't you come with Senior Xin? ]
He didn't care about explaining, he went back and forth, ran all the way in the direction pointed by the other party, and got lost when he walked casually in the past, but today it seems that he can't even bear the heavens. When he arrived, the auditorium was full of noise. The unclosed door saw Xin Sui standing on the stage, so he slid slowly and sat by the door, listening to the gradual silence inside, and then Xin Sui's voice sounded: "It's an honor to meet you here."
He didn't even dare to go in, because he was afraid that the other party would know that he was so contradictory, and just now he couldn't say it, but he was so cheap that he couldn't help but come and take another look.
In the small auditorium, Xin Sui's voice was clear, and the sound shook his eardrums; outside the small auditorium, his eyes were blurred with tears, and his head was deeply buried in his knees. He had a hunch that this might be the closest time for them to get closer for the rest of their lives. .
He just sat quietly like this, until Xin Sui's voice on the stage suddenly stopped, as if he was phrasing words, and then, his voice became more gentle and distant, and he said: "Actually, there is a friend who wants to come to see today, but he temporarily Something happened, so I couldn't catch up."
There was a smile in Xin Sui's voice, as if no matter when and where, as long as he thought of this person, he would feel happy in his heart: "I wanted to thank him face to face—it's ashamed to say that it's the first time I participated in this kind of occasion. It turns out that I can’t avoid being vulgar here, and I want to use the microphone to speak to important people.”
"What are you shouting for?" A bold smile teased, "Senior Xin, your friend is extraordinary."
"Of course, it's a very important friend." The energetic young senior on the stage replied with a smile, "As for what to shout... Actually, I haven't thought about it, because the content is not very important to the two of us. He should have everything I want to say." I understand, he is too timid, so I have no choice but to look at him openly under the eyes of everyone."
"It's a pity he's not here." Xin Sui finally said.
——But that was enough, the person he thought would not come is now outside the door, he listened carefully to this experience sharing that was useless to him, and heard what he wanted to say, That's enough.
The blunders of fate finally took care of them once when they were at the end of their journey. The memories between them were no longer various unconventional events, but that he had also accompanied him to witness briefly as an anonymous friend. Passed through this much-anticipated grand event.
He Jingle stood up slowly, intending to leave quietly before the symposium ended; when he looked up, he found a person standing quietly in front of the right, holding a thick science fiction novel in his arms, looking up at the tree remaining dead leaves.
The man turned his head, and the eyes of the two collided, and they both recognized who they were.
"He Jingle," Ji Xian called him, "Do you have time, I want to chat with you."
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Originally, I wrote that Xin Sui wanted him to come, and wanted him to shed a few small tears to make it miserable, but after thinking about it, I felt very ooc. I felt that people should not be able to do such stalking things when they are of normal age. Not puberty, don't pretend to be young
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