cast a peach

Chapter 90 Water

It was not too late after going back, Tan Mingli cut the watermelon, chilled it for a while, took it out, inserted a fork and brought it to the bedroom.

Zhao Guangshui had just come out of the shower and was wearing a nightgown. Because his body was not dry enough, he didn't go to bed. He just sat on a chair and looked curiously at the small ornaments on Tan Mingli's table.

Tan Mingli is not a person who pays much attention to the taste and interest of life. There is almost no decoration in the house, and the table is empty at first. The small ornaments that are placed now are all Xiaoshui brought her a small stone today and a piece tomorrow. Small leaves, slowly accumulate.

She also specially modified them all to make them easier to store.

Tan Mingli's eyes fell on the girl's naked calf, and he paused slightly.

It is as shiny and white as suet jade.She now knew what it was like to caress that piece of skin.

Xiao Shui's body is very soft, everywhere is soft, the legs can be folded up to the shoulders, and then the girl will bite her lip and cry softly.

"Sister Li, do you still have these?"

Zhao Guangshui was a little embarrassed, but also very moved. The feeling of echoing everything and being treated seriously no matter what was so heartwarming, "I thought you threw it away..."

When she left Sister Li disheartened last year, she almost lost her mind. Tan Mingli didn't bring anything she bought for her, only the luggage she had brought when she came, followed Lian Keqin into the car in embarrassment, and left in a hurry. He didn't dare to have the extravagant hope of coming back to see Tan Mingli again.

She thought that Sister Li would clean up everything she left here.She thinks that sister Li will be upset when she sees these things.

Tan Mingli softened her eyes, shook her head, and said softly:

"How could it be. I don't want to."

It's too late to see things and think about people all day long, how could she be willing to throw away the things that Xiao Shui gave her.

"Seeing them is like seeing you. It makes my heart feel a lot more at ease. I am always busy, and I always miss you... Do you know? Xiao Shui, several times, I wanted to drop everything to find You, go with you."

It's a pity that the right time hadn't come yet, even if she thought about it day and night, she couldn't get what she wanted, so she could only keep thinking about it empty in her heart.

Tan Mingli approached her, gently stroked the girl's shoulder with his fingers, and said in a low voice:

"You come and go, like the wind, as if you didn't take anything away, and you seem to have changed everything without knowing it. I don't understand why this is so, it doesn't make sense... But I realized later, Love itself is so unreasonable."

She lowered her eyebrows, meditated quietly for a while, then suddenly laughed freely, bent down, and said in a gentle voice:

"I used to be very afraid of losing, Xiao Shui."

"I hate losing, I hate accidents, I hate variables, I hate having my destiny in other people's hands. I don't like being pushed around. So I'm always thinking, what should I do to win, what to do to make my life I hold it in my own hands. I feel that life is like a chess game, and I am the player; I am very proud and confident. As long as I want to do it since I was a child, there is nothing I can’t do. I believe that even if I am not a player , but there must be enough chips and confidence in this chess game."

"So you see, when I go back to China, go to university, get married, and leave the Tan family, there may be occasional mistakes, but every step is under my control."

Tan Mingli half-kneeled on the ground, put the girl's hand on his cheek, and looked at her calmly, "Xiao Shui, I like to control, I like to conquer, I like everything to be certain, and I like everything to follow me." The feeling of planning development operations.”

"And Shen Qingzhou's derailment was the first setback I encountered in my life."

Even when it comes to such indecent things, the woman's expression is still peaceful and soft, and she is not at all angry, as if she is telling someone else's story:

"He makes me feel very strange. I feel that I have done a good job and am a good wife, but he is not satisfied. He wants to destroy the balance between us and my future planning."

"I don't really care about him, he just confuses me. He said I was cruel to him, and I thought afterward, maybe that might be the case. I gave him everything but love. I didn't think it mattered, but He just wants my love."

"But unfortunately, I must disappoint him. I have no heart, no love, only endless thoughts and calculations."

Tan Mingli lowered his head and kissed the girl's hand, "Then you came."

"Actually, at the beginning, I invited you here just to repay Sister Hua's favor. By the way, I secretly hoped to have a young life to fill the emptiness in my heart. Before you came, I thought that even if you are naughty , very rebellious, makes me angry, and that's all right—I've had nothing to do for too long; the house is empty, unpopular, and there's not even anything to annoy me. I'm lonely, Xiaoshui."

"Sister Pear..."

Zhao Guangshui seldom heard her confessing himself so sincerely and frankly, so he couldn't help being touched, staring at her deeply, holding her hand, trying to comfort the emotionally upset woman with his own body temperature.

Tan Mingli held her hand a little tighter, and after a while, he continued slowly.

"But you're so nice...better than I could have imagined. I've never met a child like you, and I subconsciously guess what you think and do, but what you do next always surprises me I didn't expect it. You always surprise me, Xiao Shui."

"I gradually found that I began to rely on you, began to fidget, began to think about what you were doing when you were in school, and began to involuntarily want to be infinitely close to you."

Tan Mingli's voice was low and soft, and she was clearly speaking love words, but she showed a serious and sad expression, "But at that time, I didn't realize that I liked you."

"Before you, I never thought that one day I would fall in love with a girl ten years younger than me; after you, I never thought that I would fall in love with other people in the world."

Tan Mingli raised her eyelashes, her voice trembling slightly:

"I feel more and more that my feelings for you are becoming more and more irresistible. But the more I feel like this, the more panic I feel, and the more I feel the need to stay away from you. This feeling is so addicting, I am already deep in Extricate yourself, but I can't delay you any more."

"At that time, I did a lot of things that made you sad. I'm really sorry, Xiao Shui."

She gently kissed the back of Zhao Guangshui's hand.

"I have always been very confident, I believe that I can handle the relationship with you well, and I will let you see me clearly without being too hurt, but I found out later that I was too conceited and too arrogant. "

Tan Mingli looked at Zhao Guangshui softly, "And I'm very scared, Xiao Shui, can you understand me?"

"I'm afraid that I'm just a momentary illusion, and I'll take you as a comfort after being single for a long time; I'm also afraid that you're just a momentary infatuation, and you will take dependence as love if you don't know much about it."

She said softly, "Facing you, I always don't know what to do. You are the most difficult situation and the most difficult problem I have encountered."

"Then what happened to you..."

Zhao Guangshui's eyes were already a little teary. The deep pain and infinite affection hidden behind the woman's too frank words made her feel very distressed-it turned out that she was not the only one who struggled at the beginning, and sister Li was pushing her away. Sometimes it hurts too.It turned out to be the case.

She also half-knelt down, tried to hold the woman's cold hand tighter, and hugged her tightly with sobs:

"I'm sorry, Sister Li, I made you sad..."

"No...Xiao Shui."

Tan Mingli closed her eyes, her eye sockets were equally sore, but she was smiling softly.She reached out and stroked the girl's slender back, and said softly, "You have never made me sad, you have always made me feel very happy... Even after you left, when I think of you still living in the same city as me, Living well in the world, I feel that I have strength in my heart again."

"I love you."

After hugging quietly for a long time, Tan Mingli suddenly whispered in Zhao Guangshui's ear.

"Hey...I originally planned to use these words to say when I proposed, but I don't know why I said them all of a sudden..."

She let go of Zhao Guangshui, lowered her face, wiped away her tears, and laughed softly at herself with some embarrassment.

What responded to her was Zhao Guangshui's catching up kiss with trembling breath.

After the lingering and passionate kiss, Tan Mingli's eyes lightly focused on Zhao Guangshui's face, panting slightly, while stroking the girl's lips.

With a little smile in her eyes, she lowered her voice:

"Don't you eat watermelon?"

"Don't eat..."

Zhao Guangshui was also panting. She licked Tan Mingli's fingers, raised her eyes, and said softly, "Sister is sweeter than her."

Tan Mingli's eyes deepened. She didn't speak, but put her fingers into the girl's mouth a little bit, and watched the girl lower her eyes obediently to hold her fingertips.

"Xiao Shui, do you have class tomorrow morning?"

she asked softly.

This was an easy-to-understand hint, and Zhao Guangshui's face turned red in an instant, and she whispered, "No..."

"That's fine."

Tan Mingli smiled softly, unbuttoned her pajamas with one hand, and sighed regretfully, "It seems that you are going to feel hot again, Xiao Shui."

……

Tan Mingli was still in a good mood when she woke up the next day, with a happy smile on her brows and eyes.

She woke up very early, Zhao Guangshui was not awake yet, she was tired from taking care of her last night, so she deliberately didn't wake her up, she didn't wash up until she had set a plate of Zhao Guangshui on the dining table.

The girl's cheeks are pink and her hair is black and soft. Others often don't look very energetic when they get up in the morning, but her eyes are still as bright as a clear spring.

Tan Mingli really liked it, and smiled a few more times.

She suddenly thought of something, she raised her face, and called out in a warm voice:

"Little water."

Seeing her seriousness, Zhao Guangshui thought she had something serious to say, so he put down his spoon and nodded nervously:

"Sister, I'm here."

"I'm thinking……"

Tan Mingli tapped the table lightly with her knuckles, thinking, "The fortune teller that Grandpa Zhao found for you may not be very good."

With a narrow smile in her eyes, she whispered:

"He said that you lack water in the five elements. But after practice, I don't think it is very lacking."

Very much.

Zhao Guangshui reacted for a while before he understood her cryptic teasing. He blushed all of a sudden, was speechless for a long time, and said angrily, "Don't speak yellow!"

Ah, why did she think that Sister Li suddenly had something to tell her, but in the end, Sister Li just told her... that kind of...

In the past, she would never have imagined that Sister Li would speak to her calmly and calmly after falling in love with her...with a yellow accent.

That is, how can someone who looks so dignified and dignified, with such a gentle and upright temperament, say that she is so serious...

She doesn't think she's exaggerating...

Zhao Guangshui recalled last night and covered his hot face.

It seems, it seems to be a bit... um...

But you can't say it directly!

Ah, Sister Li really became uncute after falling in love with her!