Can't fly

Chapter 59 The Key

"Thank you Huaihuai, see you next time!" The program director waved to him.

The young man was about to put on a mask. Hearing this, he paused his movements, and returned a bright smile to her: "Sister, are you still leaving?"

"We're going to see the dailies soon."

"Thank you for your hard work. I'll invite you to eat hot pot sooner next time."

The director's eyes were bent into a line: "Oh, it's so good, I love you so much, I'll help you choose the lens!"

Xia Huai said thank you, and watched her return to the work room, her smile gradually subsided, and she lowered her head to cover all her hypocrisy with a mask.He put on a baseball jacket, covered the expression on the upper half of his face with the brim of his hat, and covered it tightly before leaving the TV station building through the passage.

There were many fans waiting for him to get off work at the door. Surrounded by the crowd, he finally came to the parking lot. After getting into the nanny car, he took the initiative to lower the window and waved, put on the sign and smiled.

"Thanks for your hard work!"

"Brother, take care of yourself..."

"Be happy!"

The voices gradually faded away after the nanny's car drove tens of meters away.

Xia Huai took off the mask irritably and threw it aside, leaned against the back of the chair, raised her head, and stared blankly at the ceiling of the car.In the ears, the noise didn't disappear just because he was far away from the fans. He Xiaoshi was talking on the phone with someone in the co-pilot, his eyebrows beaming.

"Really?" He Xiaoshi asked excitedly, "You got it? What kind of role is it... Oh, a third-line supporting role, that's not bad! Let me tell you, Xiaoyao, I knew this movie was for an award when I saw it , the box office may not be high, but as long as you win the prize, you will have room to choose your book...Well, I will help you find a way, don't worry! You are my eldest brother's own son, I will definitely help you..."

Xia Huai rolled her eyes, turned her head and pressed her face against the car window.

"...Well, okay, send a message whenever you encounter difficulties, be serious about shooting, and don't care what others say." He Xiaoshi finished the phone call with unsatisfactory joy on his face.

He couldn't hold back his words, and before the car reached the next intersection, he turned around and couldn't wait to share it with Xia Huai.

"Today, Cheng Shu contacted Yao Jia's manager, saying that because an actor is unwell, he needs to change his role from the small supporting role of the current two-line line, and there must be more shots!"

"Oh, very good." Xia Huai knew that he loved this nephew very much, "Congratulations on your success."

He spoke weakly and very sarcastically. Normally, He Xiaoshi would change his face immediately, and he would have to scold him.But now he is probably immersed in joy, ignoring Xia Huai's yin and yang.

"I just said, which of these producers is shameless!"

Xia Huai: "Then what if they don't care? Are you really going to expose the fact that He Yaojia was almost raped?"

"No way, the material is for Shuotian's people to read. As for what outsiders think... Is there any difference in who Wan Chenyun raped? We have evidence, why can't it be Fang Fei?" He said complacently, "Little Most of the Yaojia drama is due to the video being circulated to Yang Yuanyi. I thought Yang Yuanyi would help him to the end as before, but it was so easy to compromise! It is also reasonable, who wants to get involved with a rotten person—"

"You don't know if Fang Fei is a rotten person?" Xia Huai cut him off suddenly.

He Xiaoshi didn't respond, and said "ah" in a daze.

Xia Huai snorted coldly: "Being close to the gold master, playing big names, entangled in scandals, and not trustworthy, it is difficult to cooperate. Isn't it you who sent him a 'bad guy'? Mr. He? But what's the use, Fang Fei Isn't it very popular now?"

He Xiaoshi finally realized: "Are you accusing me?"

"How dare I." Xia Huai looked at the phone and said innocently, "I still hold the contract in your hands, if you get upset, arrange a black hot search with me and buy a fermentation package to ruin my reputation , and then force me to terminate the contract... but no one who does charity will support me, so it's all over now?"

"Xia Huai, don't pick yourself up so clean, you wanted to steal Fang Fei's resources!"

Xia Huai smiled: "So what, have you never touched the money I made?"

He Xiaoshi was slow to realize that he didn't want to get in, and it wasn't because he wanted to help others, but because he wanted to scare himself off.He was very angry, but he couldn't break his face with the biggest cash cow in his hand at this moment.

He blushed, endured and endured, and finally squeezed out a flattering smile: "Okay baby, isn't it, is my nephew's matter important recently? I'm sorry, I still care about you most. By the way , do you want to make an idol drama? Recently, I have a film appointment and invited me here, let me show you first?"

"I don't want to act." Xia Huai directly refused, "Sleep for a while, don't make noise."

He was still frowning when he closed his eyes, and his face with gorgeous features showed a bit of bitterness at this moment.

Recently, he thought of Fang Fei, which may have something to do with the laziness and depression in spring. He saw the random speculation about the crew of "Falling into the Water", and the picture of holding up the mobile phone in front of Fang Fei in Pingzhou uncontrollably appeared in his mind.

As a result, chest tightness and shortness of breath, and the whole body began to feel uncomfortable.

He just wants Fang Fei to regret paying the price again, not to be slandered, let alone being slandered without saying a word, so that he can continue to film and receive endorsements smoothly...

Xia Huai let out a muffled snort as the nanny's car bumped.

He Xiaoshi looked at Xia Huai, raised his eyebrows slightly after a while, and began to think: Xia Huai has always been deeply tied to his interests, but recently he often does not cooperate...

It's impossible to do so many immoral things, now my conscience finds out, right?

He Xiaoshi sneered secretly and sat back in the co-pilot.

"Stop, stand still."

Startled by the director's stern tone, He Yaojia was at a loss and stood there blankly.

On the opposite side, Shen Yao made no secret of her dissatisfaction with him, glared at him sharply and then turned around to find a place to rest.He Yaojia was stunned even more by his stare, and he even forgot to say "I'm sorry".

"Don't always look at the camera when you're walking, this place doesn't need your front." Yang Yuanyi walked towards him from behind the monitor, his tone was still gentle, but showing a hint of impatience, "It's everyone's responsibility to delay the repeated reshoots." Time, this is the first time, can you be more careful?"

When He Yaojia was told by him, he was instantly too ashamed to lift his head: "Director, I just..."

"Forget it, rest for five minutes and come back."

After Yang Yuanyi finished speaking, the surrounding staff also seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

Some people drank water, some chatted, and some brave people went to take photos with the stars on the set to strike up a conversation.He froze on the spot, more and more embarrassed by the lively scene.

When Yang Yuanyi said to assign him a supporting role at first, He Yaojia was almost ecstatic in his heart.

"Falling into the Water" has experienced many twists and turns, but Shuotian still attaches great importance to this movie. After repeated adaptations of the script, it has already formed the prototype of an award-winning movie: the dark side of reality, social hot spots, and human conflicts are all favored by domestic movie awards in recent years. Themes, coupled with action scenes and exciting scenes, the commercial influence will not be too bad.

The new role Yang Yuanyi gave him was the mafia of the gangster, with more lines and scenes, and he appeared from the first scene.

In the beginning, He Yaojia didn't take the difficulty of this role seriously, and prepared patiently and earnestly. He thought that he could complete the task easily, but in the first scene, he was turned into a scumbag by the opposite actor.

When facing the camera directly, He Yaojia realized that even an inconspicuous supporting role is not as simple as he thought.He got the role by abnormal means, but he couldn't control it.

This character had a lot of rivalry with acting stars such as Shen Yao and Wang Hongyu, and his performance was not in the same dimension at all.

So over and over again, and over and over again.

Until Yang Yuanyi expressed his approval with a gloomy expression.

But He Yaojia was still unhappy, it seemed that it wasn't that he could finally pass the test, but that Yang Yuanyi had no choice but to reluctantly choose a less bad one from many times to make do with it.

What's more terrible is that the few actors who used to have a good relationship with him in the crew no longer paid attention to him.

He Yaojia followed his uncle's advice and didn't care what other people said.But right now, he is standing on the set, and other people are busy in their own way. There is no one to guide him, no one to teach him what to do, and no one to be eager to help... which makes him very lonely.

In exchange for this role, is it really right?

In the corner of the studio, after taking a panoramic view of his loneliness, Yang Yuanyi looked normal, turned around and went to the corner to light a cigarette.

Just as the lighter was about to be put away, someone reached out to him: "Borrow me a lighter."

Without raising his head, Yang Yuanyi handed over the cigarette case and lighter together.

After the "click" sound, the choking smell of tar and nicotine was refreshing for a short time. Shen Jue took a sip and teased him: "Didn't you say quit last time? You're really putting on an act, why promise if you can't do it."

He felt that there was something in Shen Jue's words, and he also felt that he was suffering from neurasthenia recently and always thought too much, so he didn't try to defend himself.

"How is the performance?"

Shen Jue didn't name names, but there was only one person in the group who could make him care so much.

Yang Yuanyi said honestly: "It's really very talented, it's obvious... Honestly speaking, it exceeded my expectations. But Shen Yao has his own ideas, and we don't have a tacit understanding, and I'm worried that there will be conflicts in the later stage."

Shen Jue smiled: "Indeed, he is too serious and always falls out with the directors he has worked with. Let me apologize to you for him first."

Yang Yuanyi smoked a cigarette, and said after a long time, "I don't even know if this movie will be finished."

"Don't be like this." Shen Jue knew about his rivalry with his family, although he didn't quite know the reason, "It seems that you promised your mother before that you would seriously make a movie for her to watch, right? This subject matter is very important to you. Strangeness is a challenge, but if you really shoot well, you may not let yourself go to a higher level."

"Understood." Yang Yuanyi flicked off a piece of cigarette ash, "But the hunch is not very good."

Shen Jue asked: "Is it hard to pass?"

"what?"

"There is an ideal candidate, so no one is satisfied with it."

Yang Yuanyi remained silent for a while, and just when Shen Jue thought he would not answer, he let out a muffled "hmm" and started talking: "It's hard for me to describe... Originally, A Fei might just give me face when I chose the role. , I didn’t particularly like it, I only praised the script as okay, so I came to give it a try.”

"But he still played, even better than before."

"He only showed up for a short while during the audition, and I felt that he was the only one." Yang Yuanyi lowered his head slightly, "Brother Jue, do you know that I regret it now, I should have met him no matter what."

Shen Jue didn't understand.

It seems to be talking about movies, but it seems to be more than just movies.

Ashamed to admit, there are many things he hasn't told Fang Fei, but it's useless to think about it now.

Yang Yuanyi also knew that they were hypocritical at the beginning, they only took what they needed for a little physical pleasure.Later, when they get along day and night and make movies, he has to watch Fang Fei through the camera for at least seven or eight hours a day. Before he knows it, every slight change in Fang Fei's expression seems to have carved a deep groove in his mind, which cannot be eliminated.

So after Fang Fei left him, Yang Yuanyi had frequent dreams and was often awakened.

Among those illusions full of snow and sea, he remembered Fang Fei's expression every time he remembered Fang Fei, and in the end he always froze in disappointment and sadness.

Fang Fei was right when he said he didn't understand equality.

He has always enjoyed too many privileges and conveniences, and is too arrogant, thinking that what he gives must be what the other party wants.He finds satisfaction in giving, and feels that this is all there is to being in love, but he doesn't think there is more to it.

Frustrated again, Yang Yuanyi tried to get rid of and ignore it, just like getting rid of the shadow brought by his broken leg back then.

But he failed completely.

Little by little, the strange pain penetrated into the blood, bones, and every nerve, and a rusty corner in the depths of the body finally made a hoarse sound.

It was a desire he had never had.

And he is sure that only Fang Fei can give it to him now and in the future.

It has nothing to do with anyone or any memories, Fang Fei is never a substitute, let alone an emotional sustenance.

He is the key called love that Yang Yuanyi has dreamed about for many years, but has never grasped it.