call me palatan

Chapter 20

They came neither early nor late, so there were not too many people in the cafeteria.But there is no one in line at the teacher's window.So Fu Quming smiled at Chi Tan with a little embarrassment, and asked him to take up the privilege once with him, and then gave the meal card to Chi Tan after he finished ordering.It's not a girl, so Fu Quming naturally wouldn't wait for Chi Tan to finish cooking before going to get the chopsticks and occupy a seat together, but he took Chi Tan's chopsticks together, and Chi Tan, who also quickly finished the meal, also saw it This scene, so I stood there and waited for him, watching him walk towards the seat before walking over.

Y Middle School has always advocated respecting teachers, so there is a teacher's window for eating meals, and there is a special teacher's dining area in the cafeteria.However, because the teachers have almost left at this time, there will still be some students in twos and threes who will come over, but none of these students are in the same grade as them, so they don't know Fu Quming and Chi Tan, so They found a seat and sat down, and they didn't encounter such embarrassing things as being greeted by others or being greeted with scrutiny.

After sitting down, Chi Tan couldn't help but glance at Fu Quming's dinner plate, almost all of them were vegetarian dishes.Then I couldn't help asking: "Teacher, don't you eat meat?" Fu Quming suddenly looked serious and made a lame joke to him: "Although I don't eat meat, I am not a monk, so don't misrepresent Oh." Chi Tan didn't laugh after saying that, but he laughed because he thought it was funny... Maybe it was to cover up his embarrassment, hahaha.Although Chi Tan was almost stunned seeing his overly lively appearance, but when Fu Quming began to blushed and stopped smiling, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. Embarrassed, I said to myself: Hmph, I will never play this kind of joke with you again... It's too embarrassing, it's so embarrassing...

Then Chi Tan said without warning: "No wonder you are getting thinner and thinner." Fu Quming looked up at him with some astonishment, just in time to meet Chi Tan's serious gaze on him.The young man has good-looking but always seems too gloomy eyebrows and eyes.Chi Tan usually doesn't like to laugh, but when Fu Quming teases him in class, or throws teasing at him during the small stove, he seldom smiles, which makes Fu Quming think that Chi Tan hates him very much and doesn't like him at all.But now, Chi Tan is looking at him with cool but firm eyes, and it can even be said to look at him with a gentle smile, as if he has been looking at him like this for a long time in a place where he can't see.Fu Quming suddenly became confident.How can someone who can look at him with such an expression hate him?

But suddenly he was even more awkward.I don’t know if you have this feeling, but in fact, many times, people are far less comfortable in front of people who like them than they are in front of people who hate them. After all, no matter what they do, they seem to be a little afraid of disappointing this love. Or it seems that it does not meet the other party's expectations.Well……

After thinking about it for a while, Fu Quming decided to briefly tell Chi Tan his true inner opinion about the incident last time. After all, it is such a good time to have a heart-to-heart talk, and he doesn't know when the next time will be.So he said: "Actually, you asked me that question last time...Let me tell you, I think this is pretty good...I didn't say that suddenly because you gave me a cup! Actually, I was not a gregarious person before. To be honest, when I was your age, I only had learning in my heart and eyes. The main reason was that I didn’t like making friends very much, so I firmly chose learning, which is beneficial. Harmless good friend, because of his firm goal and simple personality, he can naturally be admitted to a good university, and then find a good job smoothly. But people, after you reach a certain age, you are actually far away from you Not far away, just go to university, and you will find that the old life where someone always tells you what to do is no longer there, so you will feel very confused at first, but slowly, you will find your own way again, but you You know, when you enter the society, no matter which road you choose, the road is full of people. That's why I said, from my current point of view, you still have to be in a group, otherwise you may miss some things in life. Youth should be there, the kind of youthful and frivolous time in novels. After all, the feeling of a person and the feeling of a group of people are still very different. If you want to experience both, then make friends. If you try it, you will feel If you still like someone, then be alone. It all depends on you. What kind of life do you like, what kind of life do you want to live... But I really think that you don't think about yourself now, or The few words you heard from other people are so withdrawn, you just don’t make friends randomly, right, it’s quite like me back then! Anyway, I quite like you like this. Oh, isn’t it too obvious to boast that your intentions are too obvious? Hahaha. Don’t mind, don’t mind.” Fu Quming yelled at him with an unscrupulous look, and at the same time looked at him with serious eyes, and continued: “Just do it according to your own mind, don’t The most important thing is to feel sorry for yourself.”

It turned out that Fu Quming wanted to speak in a simpler way, so he babbled so much, and he laughed embarrassedly, fearing that he would be disgusted by his sudden exposure of his talkative attributes, but the person on the other side suddenly excitedly After shaking his hand, he looked up at him again.It might be an exaggeration to say that, but it's true.Now Chi Tan has an inexplicable feeling of being lit up.He smiled and responded loudly to him: "Yeah!"