sinovels Chapter 201 Vision
Chapter 201 Vision
Ning Yi watched him turn and leave, trying to grab his hand and stay in mid-air.He was a little disappointed, he thought he shouldn't have said that sentence at all, the original mood of that person was better.He stared at the dishes on the table in a daze for a while, then picked up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.
Yan Zimu entered the room and stayed for a while, feeling a little thirsty, so he got up and went to the living room to find water.When he got the water and was going back to his room, he heard the sound of running water from the kitchen behind him.
He vaguely saw Ning Yi's figure, but he was not very sure.He unconsciously walked to the door of the kitchen, and when he saw that familiar figure from behind, his mood was indescribably complicated.
He asked in a doubtful tone: "Ning Yi?" When Ning Yi heard the voice behind him, his shoulders trembled, and the plate in his hand fell into the sink with a "bang".
He was stunned for a moment, with a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, picked up the bowl and continued to wash.Yan Zimu became more and more confused, he felt that Ning Yi was too strange now.He hesitated and spoke again: "Ning Yi?"
Ning Yi's shoulders trembled violently, and his rationality told him: "Don't turn your head, this is just an illusion." But he still couldn't help turning around slowly.
When he turned around and saw the person in front of him, he still didn't dare to speak.Too many times, the 'Yan Zimu' in front of me can talk and smile at him, but as long as he responds, he will disappear.
Yan Zimu looked at him without saying a word, and unconsciously frowned more and more.He stared at Ning Yi and asked, "Ning Yi, what's wrong with you?" Then he reached out and stroked his shoulder.
The warm touch from the shoulder made Ning Yi's face pale instantly.He gently patted Yan Zimu's hand away, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "It's okay, I was thinking about something just now, what's wrong?"
Yan Zimu always felt that something was wrong with him, but he couldn't tell exactly what was wrong.He looked at Ning Yi for a long time before saying, "No, I'm just curious to see you washing the dishes."
Ning Yi smiled and said: "Do you think it's a bit strange?" Yan Zimu replied: "It's really strange." Ning Yi smiled: "Why do you think it's strange too? When we were together before, you always cooked... ..."
The conversation stopped abruptly in the middle, and we all knew each other clearly.Three years ago, they were also very happy.Yan Zimu always cooks, Ning Yi washes the dishes, Yan Yan just sits on the sofa and watches TV.It's just that things are different now, and it would be too ironic to mention the happiness of the past now.
Although the expression on Yan Zimu's face remained unchanged, the expression in his eyes gradually became indifferent.He looked at the remorse flashing in Ning Yi's eyes, and said, "I'll go in and wait for you."
Originally, this sentence sounded very ambiguous, but when it was heard in Ning Yi's ears, it felt as uncomfortable as a needle prick.He wanted to tell Yan Zimu that as long as Yan Zimu didn't want to, he would never force him.But Yan Zimu didn't seem to care about his answer, as soon as he finished speaking, he turned and entered the room.
After Ning Yi finished washing the dishes, he took a shower in the bathroom outside, then turned on the TV, flipping through the entertainment channels in boredom.
He stared at the TV screen distractedly, but felt a little bitter in his heart.How much he wanted to stay by this person's side before, but now he finally had the chance, but he didn't dare to face that person.
When the entertainment channel finally finished, he looked up at the wall clock, it was past twelve o'clock.He rubbed his already messy hair, got up and walked into the room.
He breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the man's steady breathing.He lifted the quilt, approached the man cautiously, and hugged him into his arms.
But the warm touch from his fingertips made him almost withdraw his hand immediately.He instantly understood that the person in his arms was naked.
It was pitch black all around, and it was almost impossible to see anything.He could only lower his head, and softly whispered a self-deprecating word in that person's ear: "How do you always know, how can you hurt me the most."
He hugged the man and lay down for a while, wrapped him up with a quilt, and then got up and took out a quilt from the closet to cover him.Then she hugged the man through the quilt, then lowered her head and pressed a gentle kiss on his forehead before closing her eyes.
However, as soon as he closed his eyes, the man's indifferent voice came from the silent air: "Ning Yi, I don't want to owe you anything."
Ning Yi slowly opened his eyes, enduring the stabbing pain in his heart.
When he spoke, his voice was light like a gust of wind: "I would rather you owe me, so that I have a reason to stay by your side. Zimu, can you stop being so cruel to me?"
Yan Zimu's eyelids trembled a few times, and he was always so indifferent when he spoke: "Ning Yi, I can't do it, because you used to be more cruel than me. Have you forgotten our child, he..."
Ning Yi interrupted him unbearably, his voice choked with sobs: "Stop talking, I'm the one who's sorry for you, I'm the one who's sorry for our child. I beg you, don't mention him, okay?"
Yan Zimu didn't speak again.In fact, every time he said something that hurt Ning Yi, his heart hurt like it was being torn apart.Ning Yi didn't notice that there were crystal tears running across the corner of Yan Zimu's eyes.
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The next day was Sunday, Ning Yi woke up early to make breakfast for Yan Zimu.Yan Zimu looked at the millet porridge in front of him, feeling ironic in his heart.Why didn't Ning Yi know him so well when we were together?
He drank porridge and said, "I may not be able to stay here today, Yanyan's school parent-child sports meeting, I'm going to school to accompany her for a day."
Hearing this, Ning Yi's hand holding Yan Zimu's vegetables stopped.Seeing his reaction, Yan Zimu knew that he was thinking of the past again.But he didn't mean to bring up old things again, so there was no need to apologize.So he just quietly ate the porridge in front of him, waiting for Ning Yi's answer.After a while, Ning Yi replied: "Okay."
Ning Yi originally said that he was sending Yan Zimu to school, but Yan Zimu refused.But half an hour after Yan Zimu left, a car drove towards Yan Yan's school from the same location.
Today is a parent-child sports meeting, so the school's management is relatively loose.Ning Yi easily tricked the security guard and entered the school.When he arrived at the playground, a parent-child relay race was being held.
He found Yan Zimu in the TS.XD.Z crowd almost at a glance, as if no matter how many people there were, this person would always be the most conspicuous in his eyes, like a little sun.
He looked forward in Yan Zimu's direction, and saw Yan Yan's figure.He looked at the strange yet familiar figure in a daze.It has been three years, and Yan Yan has changed a lot.He grew taller, became more beautiful, and looked more mature and stable.
Ning Yi felt a little regretful that she had not been able to be with her daughter in the past three years.But fortunately, Yan Zimu had his daughter with him for the past three years.