but you never loved me

Chapter 169 Begins and Ends

Ning Yi's words made Yan Zimu silent, until the doctor helped Ning Yi to the emergency bed and was about to push him away, he didn't look up at him again.

But Ning Yi still refused to give up, and grabbed his hand after lying down.Because the doctor was waiting anxiously, Yan Zimu had to face him.

He looked at Ning Yi, and the emotions in his eyes were so complicated that it was difficult to see clearly.Suddenly, he lowered his head and leaned towards Ning Yi, suddenly making people feel that he wanted to give a kiss.

Ning Yi's eyes widened in surprise, and as Yan Zimu got closer, beads of sweat emerged from the tip of his nose.Just when he was infinitely close to his lips, Ning Yi suddenly closed his eyes in a panic.

But the expected kiss did not fall. Instead, a sentence that was low enough for the two of them to hear pushed Ning Yi into the abyss in an instant: "Ning Yi, I don't hate you, I just hate you. So it is impossible for me to stay by your side, because I never want to see you again." Ning Yi opened his eyes, the pain was so obvious, he wanted to sit up from the bed emotionally.Yan Zimu's attack was extremely fast, and Ning Yi passed out immediately after slashing with a knife in one hand.

"Doctor, push him out." After finishing everything, he regained his indifference, and calmly talked to the doctor who was watching blankly.He looked at Ning Yi who was pushed out, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and the wind blew in from outside the window, so the words echoed in the wind: "Goodbye, Ning Yi."

He didn't turn around until the man was completely out of sight.Looking at the warm sun outside the window, I couldn't help reaching out to touch the sun, watching the sun shine through my fingertips, a thin but extremely strong smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

From this day on, Yan Zimu was reborn from the ashes of despair.And Ning Yi, in panic, fell into the hell of regret and self-blame.

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If there are unexpected pains in this world, for Mr. Gu, he has only experienced it twice in his life.Lost a son once, almost lost a grandson once.

So when Yan Zimu asked him with a pale face about what happened to his father that year, he no longer made any reservations.

Yan Zimu had already recalled all the stimulation he received when the tempering plant was burned, and the memories related to that incident.He remembered his father tricking him to go out to find the police, he remembered the raging fire after he turned around, and he remembered that the person who knocked him out was... Gu Huaiyu.

Coupled with Mr. Gu's detailed investigation of the accident at the time, it is very clear who the murderer is.His eyes were deep, "Grandpa, help me find someone, the leader of this kidnapping, his name is Dao Scar."

When Mr. Gu saw the depth and gloom in his eyes, he was startled.After a while, he also understood why, since Gu Yang had an accident for so long, he also investigated Gu Huaiyu, even if he didn't want to admit some facts, facts are facts.

Yan Zimu is his own grandson after all, he knows that even if he is his own aunt, Yan Zimu will not let go of the murderer who killed his father, and maybe she will pay for it with her life.

Master Gu felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, and he sighed. The old man had been strong for a lifetime, but now he showed a rare fragility and fatigue: "I will help you find him, but Yangyang, give Grandpa some time, and I will let you go." Your aunt took the initiative to bear the consequences for what she did."

Yan Zimu was silent for a long time without opening his mouth. His father's matter was the only thing he could not compromise on.When Old Master Gu spoke again, his tone was pleading: "Son, grandpa doesn't want to see your hands stained with the blood of your loved ones. Even if you want your aunt to pay for her life, grandpa will help you. Anyway, grandpa is half buried, Don't be afraid of these."

Yan Zimu looked at the muddy tears streaming down the old man's deeply wrinkled face.He still softened his heart, "Grandpa, I don't necessarily want her to die, as long as she pays for everything she has done. If she is not willing to plead guilty, you should leave everything to me."

Mr. Gu knew that this was Yan Zimu's final compromise.He patted the hands of Niu Si gangster Zhu Yu Yun Lizhen and Yan Zimu: "Yangyang, it's Grandpa who is sorry for you." He broke down in tears while talking.

Yan Zimu put away the coldness on his face, and with a smile, patiently wiped away the tears for Mr. Gu. "Grandpa, don't be sad. I gave birth to a baby, a boy. I haven't visited him yet. Grandpa will accompany me to see him."

Hearing about the child, Mr. Gu didn't feel so sad in his heart.But he heard that the child was born prematurely, weighing only two catties, and it took a long time to be rescued.Yan Zimu will definitely feel distressed and sad when he sees it.

"Yangyang, you just had an operation and you are still too weak, otherwise you can rest in the ward first, and grandpa will help you to see it. After a few days when you feel better, grandpa will take you to see the child."

The smile on Yan Zimu's face gradually disappeared, "Grandpa, he is my baby. He was supposed to be born safely, snoring and sleeping in my arms. But now he is lying in the incubator and suffering, and I can't accompany him. I'm looking at him. But I should go see him, I think he can feel mine. Maybe I'll look at him and he'll feel safe."

Old Master Gu still felt sorry for Yan Zimu, "But..." Yan Zimu regained the smile on his face, and interrupted him with a smile: "Grandpa is fine, as his father, I should accompany him to suffer."

Mr. Gu could no longer refute, so he called Dr. Chen and asked Yan Zimu to sit in a wheelchair and push him to the nursery.

Yan Zimu's face was calm, but his heart was actually uncomfortable and flustered.Even though he had made a lot of mental preparations for himself, when he saw the little man curled up in the incubator with tubes all over his body.

He didn't care that there were so many people around him, and his eyes were red. "Two catties, this child is not half as heavy as Yan Yan's after birth." Unable to restrain the fear in his heart, he grabbed Dr. Chen's white coat: "So young, will he be in poor health in the future?"

After a moment of hesitation, Dr. Chen still told the truth: "There is nothing abnormal about the baby's body now, but it is still too early to have a caesarean section at six months. The baby's liver is not yet fully developed, and the incubator is still not as good as the mother's body, so there is no guarantee that the baby will be born in the future." Will there be any sequelae?"

Yan Zimu didn't say anything, but his face was extremely pale.He put his hand on the glass, trying to touch the child in the air.He rested his head on his hand and looked at the child through his fingers: "Baby, Dad will take good care of you, and Dad will let you grow up healthy and healthy."

The child in the incubator seemed to feel his father's gaze, and even smiled slightly.Dr. Chen exclaimed from the side: "Baby smiled!" Yan Zimu instantly smiled in relief.The sunshine outside the window was just right, and the cold corridor was filled with warmth.