but you never loved me

Chapter 158 Dedication

Gu Huaiyu didn't stop him, and let him run away and disappear from his sight.There is a smile on her face that is inevitable. Every so-called upright person has his own weaknesses.And Xia Chengchen's weakness is Ning Yi.I'm not afraid that if he doesn't agree today, he will naturally come to him later.

Xia Chengchen ran forward desperately until he ran out of the villa area.Then he squatted down on the ground and hugged his head.He felt that Gu Huaiyu who would say such things was too scary.What made him feel even more frightening was that when she said those words, his heart moved slightly.He was afraid that if Gu Huaiyu continued talking, he would be tempted to agree to her.

Even though Gu Huaiyu has been far behind him at this moment, Gu Huaiyu's words "Then I will help you get rid of this hidden danger." He shook his head desperately, I want to forget this magical sentence.

"No! I don't want to be like her. Brother Yi won't let me go, he said he loves me."

"Yes, Brother Yi loves me. I will confess everything to him, and he will definitely forgive me."

While thinking this way, he stumbled to his feet.Not too far away was a taxi passing by, he reached out to stop it, and said in an unstable tone, "Go to Jinyuju."

If Yan Zimu is an exceptionally strong person, Ning Yi is even worse than him.Even because of Yan Zimu's disappearance, he was devastated.In front of outsiders, he is still the calm, introverted and tough Mr. Ning.

Only Du Chenfeng knew that something was wrong with him, and always comforted him from time to time, and advised him to rest more and not to embarrass himself.But Ning Yi just ignored his words, just because he felt uncomfortable, and he was afraid that he would think of Yan Zimu when he was free.

But the mountain of work during the day made him temporarily forget about Yan Zimu, but once he returned to the empty home, all his pretense was reduced to ashes.Sometimes he felt that he was left with only a shell, his inside, his heart, and his soul gradually withered after Yan Zimu left.

As usual, the room was deserted after the door was opened.Ning Yi also mechanically repeated what he would do every day, taking off his shoes and changing them, going to the living room to change the violets that were about to wither, and then going into the kitchen to cook.Recently he has learned to cook and is used to cooking for himself.

He brought the prepared dishes to the dining table without moving a chopstick.He stared blankly at the "sweet and sour short ribs" in front of him, and laughter sounded in his ears.

"Daddy, eat quickly, the sweet and sour short ribs that Dad made are delicious." The daughter picked up a piece of ribs for herself, while Yan Zimu looked at them with a smile on the side.

Ning Yi looked at the smile on the corner of Yan Zimu's mouth, and he really wanted to reach out and touch his face.Niu Sigang, Zhu Yu, and Zhu Yu, but he didn't dare, because he knew that these were his own fantasies, and they would shatter at the touch of a touch.

But what if you don't touch it?Illusions are illusions, and always disappear.For a moment, the surroundings have returned to deathly silence.Ning Yi's face was slightly disappointed, and he got up and entered the room without looking at the dishes in front of him.

He opened the closet, took out the bathrobe, and prepared to take a shower.But inadvertently, he saw a white corner of his clothes.He removed all his coats and took out the dress.It was a white shirt, and he lost his mind looking at it again.

This shirt is her own, but Yan Zimu has worn it once.He forgot to take his clothes in the shower that day, so he didn't pass the bathrobe in on a whim, but gave him this shirt.

He came out wearing this shirt, wiping his hair casually with a bath towel, his cheeks were flushed from the steam in the bathroom, and most of his white and slender thighs were exposed.At that time, I couldn't hold back and threw him on the bed. I couldn't count how many times I sank into his body that night.

Ning Yi suddenly recovered, because he found that he had reacted.There was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth: "It turns out that not only my own heart, but even my body's desire for him can't be restrained, and I reacted when I thought about it."

After holding back for a while, I still couldn't let go of the impulse.Ning Yi stared at the shirt in his hand, his eyes changed.He let go of the belt and went down with the shirt in his hand.

He closed his eyes, panting low and quickly, and finally released it in his hand after a long time.But the body is satisfied, but the heart is inexplicably empty.He turned over and lay on the pillow, hiding his disappointment.Smelling the faint scent of Yan Zimu's hair on the pillow, she gradually felt sleepy.

Just as he was about to fall asleep, there was a knock on the living room door.Ning Yi opened his eyes and got out of bed.

Ning Yi was a little surprised when he opened the door and saw Gu Yang's pale face.Let him in, and asked, "Ayang, what's wrong with you?"

Xia Chengchen looked at the worry in his eyes, stepped forward to hug him tightly, and said in a tone full of deep anxiety: "Brother Yi, do you love me?"

Ning Yi wanted to hug him to comfort him, but when he heard this, his hand hanging in mid-air was put down again.His expression was a little tangled, because he really didn't know what answer he should give.

Xia Chengchen didn't wait for his response for a long time, and his whole body trembled. He stepped back slightly and looked up at Ning Yi.Biting his lips lightly, his eyes were full of grievances.Obviously he was about to cry when he was sad, but he couldn't hold back his tears: "Brother Yi, you..." Seeing him like this, Ning Yi couldn't help but hugged him softly and comforted him: "Fool, Stop thinking about it."

Xia Chengchen's heart was hit to the bottom, and Ning Yi didn't answer his question at all.If it's not a guilty conscience, why do you want to escape?But he didn't show the despair in his heart, he smiled sweetly when he raised his head: "Okay, I don't want to think about it."

Seeing that Ning Yi was only wearing a sweater, he quickly complained: "Brother Yi, you'll catch a cold if you wear so little. Wait a minute, I'll get you a coat." He said and walked towards the room.

Ning Yi wanted to stop him, but he had already reached the door of the room.The door was not closed, so he saw at a glance the white shirt that Ning Yi hadn't cleaned up on the bed.The traces and liquid on it made Xia Chengchen's face a little pale.

"Brother Yi, you would rather insult yourself than touch yourself."

Ning Yi was a little embarrassed, and went in to take the clothes to the laundry room.When passing by Xia Chengchen, Xia Chengchen grabbed him.Ning Yi looked at him suspiciously.Xia Chengchen kissed her while taking off his coat.

Ning Yi stayed there, until Xia Chengchen stripped himself naked and stood in front of him, then he came back to his senses, and quickly pushed Xia Chengchen away.

Both of them were silent, and after a while, Ning Yi put the coat on the ground on Xia Chengchen, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry." But he walked towards the door without stopping.

Xia Chengchen sat on the bed, holding his arms, feeling a chill in his heart.At this moment, there was a beep, and his cell phone rang.He picked up the phone and looked at the text message from Gu Huaiyu, "If you decide to cooperate with me, I will be there anytime." His eyes were full of desperate madness.