but you never loved me

Chapter 136 Identity

If you were an orphan, and one day a stranger told you that he was your relative, how would you feel?Maybe you are too late to be happy or angry, and your heart is filled with doubts.Yan Zimu's mood at this time was like this.

He hesitated for a long time and finally asked the question that has haunted him for many years: "If you are my grandfather, what about my parents, where are they now?"

Because she couldn't remember anything before the age of eight, Yan Zimu had reason to believe that maybe her parents didn't abandon her on purpose.That's why he always wanted to know his own life experience. He even thought that if his parents had something to hide, he would definitely forgive them.Years of ups and downs made him understand the importance of relatives.

Looking at his grandson's expectant eyes, Mr. Gu was filled with grief.But he knows that deception is pointless, knowing the truth will only bring double the pain.

He held Yan Zimu's hand tremblingly, and the tone of his mouth was full of pity: "Poor child, you have to be mentally prepared, your father...he has passed away."

After getting the answer, Yan Zimu was completely dumbfounded.Seeing the old man's reaction, he already had an ominous premonition, but he didn't expect the truth to be more cruel than he thought.

Although he didn't know his life experience, he could pretend not to care.But he couldn't lie to himself. Since he was a child, he had fantasized about what kind of person his father was like countless times.But the first news I got about him was that he had passed away.

It's the feeling like you've been looking forward to something, and one day it finally belongs, and the next moment it's gone.That feeling of emptiness in your heart makes you think it might be better not to have it.

But there was always a glimmer of hope in his heart: "What about my mother? And how did my father pass away?"

In the old man's old eyes, two lines of turbid tears rolled down: "My child, you have no mother, you only have two fathers, and they both passed away. You were kidnapped when you were eight years old, and they died in order to save you." In the fire."

Yan Zimu was not someone who shed tears easily, but looking at the frail old man on his face, his heart was filled with deep sorrow.It turned out that his parents had never let him down, but instead lost their lives to save him.For the first time, in front of an unfamiliar person, he let tears wet his eyes.

Yan Yan didn't understand their conversation, she just watched her father cry suddenly, and stepped forward to wipe Yan Zimu's tears with both hands with her heartbroken.No matter how much she wiped it, she couldn't wipe it dry. She was anxious for a moment, and she also cried out.

Holding his daughter's warm little hand, Yan Zimu finally stopped his grief. His daughter has always been his driving force.Besides, there is now the old man in front of him and the baby in his stomach.He couldn't stay in sadness, after all, he didn't fully understand the whole story.

"Ruan Ruan, go and help grandpa wipe away tears." After Yan Zimu kissed his daughter's forehead, he ordered her to comfort old man Gu.

Yan Yan was obedient, and took a piece of toilet paper and gently wiped the old man's face: "Grandpa, don't cry, if you cry again, you will become a little cat."

Tong Yan Wuji is indeed a good medicine for pain.Mr. Gu looked at the lovely Yanyan, and his emotion instantly overwhelmed his sadness: "My child, what did you call me?"

Yan Yan knew how to read words and expressions best, and seeing the excited look of the old man, she called out sweetly again: "Grandpa Grandpa!"

"Hey!" Mr. Gu replied eagerly.He hugged Yan Yan happily, and Yan Yan played with his gray beard curiously.

Yan Zimu stopped talking: "Xiaoyan, you can't be so rude!" Seeing that her father was about to get angry, Yan Yan immediately put down her hands obediently.Mr. Gu waved his hands cheerfully: "It's okay."

Looking at the happy old and the young, Yan Zimu remembered that he recognized this relative, but he still didn't know his identity.Confused, he asked, "Can you tell me, who are my biological parents?"

Only then did Mr. Gu remember that he hadn't said anything important, and said in a solemn tone: "My child, your two fathers are Gu Huaijun and Qin Zhaoran. You are the only grandson of the Gu family, Gu Yang."

Yan Zimu was completely stunned. The name Gu Yang was once his nightmare, a shadow that would always hang over him.Because from the moment he fell in love with Ning Yi, he was Gu Yang's shadow, Gu Yang's substitute.

He murmured and asked: "Which Gu Yang?" He stared at the old man's mouth opening and closing, and the answer that shocked him was revealed in an instant: "You are Gu Yang, the only grandson of my Gu Qingcang, the only grandson of Gu's Group heirs."

Mr. Gu's tone was full of pride, but Yan Zimu didn't know how to react.Are you Gu Yang?That Gu Yang that Ning Yi misses so much?Is not likely to?The Gu Yang that Ning Yi loves is obviously another person.

He looked at the old man, and asked suspiciously, "Hasn't Gu Yang been found?" Mentioning this old man's face became gloomy.Gu Huaiyu actually lied to herself with this matter.It seems that the previous suspicion was correct, and the daughter must have ideas about the company.

But before some things were investigated clearly, he couldn't tell Yan Zimu. He patted Yan Zimu's hand: "Good boy, in fact, Grandpa has been secretly investigating your whereabouts these years. But there are some misunderstandings, It caused grandpa to recognize the wrong person. Don't blame grandpa for making you suffer so much."

Hearing what Old Master Gu said, Yan Zimu knew that he was really Gu Yang.At this moment, he actually wanted to laugh a little. He once envied the person Ning Yi hid deeply in his heart, but it turned out that he was the one who envied him?

Seeing his strange expression, Mr. Gu thought he was blaming himself, and said guiltily, "Son, it was Grandpa who was sorry for you and failed to find you sooner. There is nothing wrong with you blaming Grandpa."

Yan Zimu put away the expression on his face and showed a smile: "I don't blame you, I want to thank you for not giving up looking for me for so many years." He said and held the old man's hand.

Mr. Gu looked extremely fragile in front of his grandson who was finally found back, his eyes turned red again and he patted his hand, saying repeatedly: "Okay, okay, okay."

Yan Zimu took a piece of paper from the coffee table and handed it to the old man. He was nearly six months pregnant, and it seemed a bit strenuous to do such a simple movement of leaning forward.

Mr. Gu didn't want to ask him what happened to his stomach from the beginning, but now he couldn't hold back: "My child, is the father of the child in your stomach Ning Yi?"

Yan Zimu was stunned for a moment, then nodded.After seeing it, Mr. Gu found that it was what he guessed, and sighed: "Oh, you and your father are really similar. So do you really love each other? If so, grandpa will let him marry into our family."

Seeing that he didn't answer for a while, thinking of another possibility, he immediately became furious: "Is it because that little bastard bullied you that you got pregnant? If so, grandpa will beat that little bastard to death for you!"

Seeing that the old man was so excited that he couldn't breathe, Yan Zimu quickly stroked his back to help him calm down.The tone was low but firm: "Grandpa is not like this, he never forced me. It's just that I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore."