brother

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

He couldn't help but say: "No appetite?" Yu Yang woke up extra late today.When he woke up, Wang Yang had disappeared.

Yu Yang sat on the bed, scratched his hair, his head was still a little unclear.The strong smell of obscenity in the air kept reminding him of the absurd things that happened last night.

He got out of bed a little speechlessly, looking at the messy mess, he only felt that he was in a particularly bad mood.He picked up the clothes on the ground, threw them into the toilet, and was about to go out, but he ran into Wang Yang who had just returned.

His face was a little stiff, but Wang Yang raised the object in his hand like a normal person, and asked, "Do you want to eat?"

Yu Yang nodded silently, took the bag from him, took out the food inside, and put all the food on the table.Then, as if he couldn't be free, he ran to the bed to make the bed.Wang Yang stood by and watched him busy up and down, and suddenly said, "Yu Yang, I like you."

"Yeah," Yu Yang responded, "I know, me too."

Wang Yang was surprised by Yu Yang's calmness, couldn't help being a little surprised, and then stammered: "I, I mean...I like you...Did you hear me right just now?"

"Of course I heard it right." Yu Yang burst out laughing, and said helplessly, "I'm not deaf, so I can't hear at such a distance?"

"then you……"

As soon as Wang Yang said two words, he shut his mouth tightly and stopped talking.He stared at Yu Yang thoughtfully, as if he understood something, the light in his eyes dimmed instantly.

Sure enough, Yu Yang sighed softly, turned his head to look at Wang Yang, and asked, "So what if I heard it?"

It was very quiet outside at this time.Because it is in the suburbs, there is no sound of car horns at all, but the sharp chirping of insects cuts through the space and penetrates the eardrums.Although it didn't sound uncomfortable, the overall atmosphere was still quite quiet, so I ate breakfast in silence.

Yu Yang could barely remember how long it had been since he sat with Wang Yang and had a quiet breakfast.Since they went to college, Wang Yang became more and more lazy, and Yu Yang, who unfortunately went to the same college as him, could only send him breakfast to bed like an old woman.It is not that Yu Yang has protested because of this situation, but every time he was defeated by Wang Yang's thick skin.

This time Wang Yang miraculously didn't rush to eat all the food, instead he chewed slowly like a girl, as if he was unwilling to chew the food in his mouth into powder.It was the first time that Yu Yang saw that Wang Yang didn't eat at the speed of a starved ghost reincarnated, so he couldn't help but find it interesting.

Wang Yang was silent for a while, and then let out a muffled "hmm".

Yu Yang smiled, took a sip of water, and slumped on the chair, like an old man in his twilight years, squinting his eyes to enjoy the sunshine coming in through the window, and said slowly: "What are you thinking about? I can't even eat anymore."

Wang Yang said bluntly: "I miss you."

Yu Yang sneered, and lazily said: "I have something to think about, it's right across from you." Then he looked at Wang Yang playfully, and said with a joke: "Come and tell me what you think about brother ?" He looked at Wang Yang with ambiguous eyes, and his mouth started to be mean again: "Is it because I fell in love with my brother?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he wanted to slap himself.

To his surprise, Wang Yang didn't answer yes directly like before.He fell silent instead.

Yu Yang also fell silent, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little weird.

After three or four minutes, Wang Yang couldn't stand the dull atmosphere, so he finished his breakfast in a few mouthfuls, wiped his mouth, then stared at Yu Yang, and shouted in a rough voice: "I'm fucking *dam* What's wrong with falling in love with you!"

Yu Yang was startled for a moment, and then he laughed so hard that he couldn't close his mouth. Seeing Wang Yang's increasingly gloomy face, he finally tried his best to restrain the smile on his face, covered his mouth, but still smiled with crooked eyebrows and eyes , The shoulders kept shaking.

Wang Yang stared at Yu Yang desperately, and after a long time, until Yu Yang stopped smiling, he gritted his teeth and asked viciously, "You've been poked at the laughing point?! Laughing nonstop? Convulsions!"

"Yes, I was poked at the laughing point." Yu Yang responded with a smile in his voice, but the smile on his face gradually faded, he stared at Wang Yang, and asked, "Are you serious? "

"Seriously, of course."

Wang Yang's face darkened completely.At this time, there was no emotion in his voice, it was just dry, as if he was reading a textbook.Yu Yang leaned hard on the back of the chair, took out two cigarettes from his clothes, lit one himself, and handed the other to Wang Yang.

"or?"

Wang Yang took the cigarette without saying a word, but didn't smoke. He just frowned and said, "I remember you told me that you would try to smoke as little as possible."

"Yes." Yu Yang smoked slowly, exhaled a smoke ring, glanced at Wang Yang, and said perfunctorily, "I will pay attention to it in the future."

Wang Yang pulled the cigarette out of his hand with some anger, threw it into the ashtray viciously, and didn't even extinguish it.He had a gloomy face, and his tone was very unfriendly: "Who are you ※fucking like this for? Huh?"

"I didn't make it for anyone to see." Yu Yang clicked his lips in regret, looked at the cigarette in the ashtray, and said suddenly: "Even if you are serious..."

His voice gradually sank, and he kept repeating that sentence, saying softly: "Even if you are serious...even if you are serious..." He looked up at Wang Yang, with resentment in his eyes, and have no choice.

"Even if we are all serious, what can we do?"

He said word by word: "We are all men."

These words were like a heavy hammer, smashing all the bravery left in Wang Yang's heart, and shattered it to the ground.

"But……"

Wang Yang gritted his teeth, trying to say something as if struggling for the last time, but was interrupted by Yu Yang: "What's so good about it?" He sighed, his tone unavoidably a little sad.

"No matter how bad we are... that's the truth, and it will never change."

Wang Yang couldn't help shouting: "Why! Just because we are all men?!"

"Just because we're both men!"

Yu Yang's tone was rare and harsh.His voice raised slightly, and after he finished speaking, he was panting heavily with excitement.

Yu Yang's face was a little pale, but his breathing gradually calmed down.Yu Yang glanced at Wang Yang, who also had no blood on his face, and couldn't help but feel sad for a moment.He wanted to ease his tone and say something more, opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't say anything at the moment.

He only felt that his eyes were a little dry, as if something was about to break through the eye sockets and fall out.Blinking furiously, he finally blinked it back.

Wang Yang didn't notice anything.

After a long time, when Yu Yang almost thought that Wang Yang had fallen asleep, Wang Yang said slowly again: "Even so, even so, can't we try?"

There was some pleading in the tone.

Hearing such words and such tone, Yu Yang couldn't help being sad.He was silent for a long time before he said, "Wang Yang, if we are really together, we can't just try."

"so what!"

Wang Yang got angry when he heard his tone, and blurted out what he had been thinking for a long time. "So what! How much do you and I care about the eyes of the world? If that's the case, then we might as well be together!"

"It would be fine if that was the only way."

Yu Yang sighed, and wanted to speak again, but found that his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make a sound.He poured all the large glass of water in his hand into his mouth, and after gurgling for dozens of seconds, he wiped his mouth and asked helplessly, "What about auntie? You don't care what auntie thinks anymore?"

Wang Yang was taken aback.

Afterwards, his face gradually turned pale.He kept repeating in a low voice: "What you said...is true."

Wang Yang was born in a single-parent family. His father died when he was two or three years old, leaving only him and his mother.The two families have no relatives, and the mother has always been strong, so she raised Wang Yang by herself.

Because of this, since childhood, Wang Yang never let his mother worry about him, let alone do things that would make his mother angry and sad.

Yu Yang also ignored Wang Yang's momentary silence, and continued to say to himself: "—and, it is impossible for me to ignore the feelings of Wo's parents." He smiled wryly, and suddenly found it difficult to even speak. "—You know, my brother just came out with his family a while ago, if I do the same thing, my parents will be crazy and mad."

It took Wang Yang a long time before he let out a soft "hmm".He said softly, "I know."

The two fell silent again.They just looked at each other quietly, until someone knocked on the door and asked them to go down for lunch, and Wang Yang laughed again.He put on a nonchalant look, stretched his waist, and shouted loudly to Yu Yang: "Xiao Yuzi, I will entrust you with tidying up the room! Come on! Do it well!"

Said and patted his shoulder.

Yu Yang also laughed, and said, "Yes, I obey."

He stood up, crossed the table between them, and kissed him lightly on the lips.

"Wang Yang, I love you."

He said so.

And Wang Yang also kissed back, a low, hoarse laughter came from the depths of his throat, he also imitated Yu Yang's appearance, stood up, and left a light kiss on Yu Yang's lips.

"I love you too," he said with a smile. "Me too."