Brother Xia's favorite

154 Chapter 1

When Fu Jie sat up from the thin blanket covered in cold sweat, the sky outside the window had just dawned.Fu Jie blankly locked his eyes on the treetops in the yard. It was about to enter winter, and the yellow leaves on the trees had already fallen completely, and the place where he saw was very bleak.Fu Jie looked down at his wrist expressionlessly again. There were several old and new cuts on his wrist, which were shockingly engraved on Fu Jie's left hand, and also engraved deep in Fu Jie's heart. .

Fu Jie has nothing to love in life, and living is nothing but a last resort.

The mother has secretly hidden all the sharp and sharp things, and the siblings are always monitoring Fu Jie's every move. As long as there is any trouble in Fu Jie, the mother will immediately rush into the house with tears, hug Fu Jie and wail over and over again. To: "It will pass, it will pass, Ajie, can you not leave your mother behind?"

There were no tears in Fu Jie's eyes, only a dark silence remained.Fu Jie nodded numbly, and grinned uglier than crying: "Mom, I'm not going to die, so stop crying."

Fu Jie had died too many times. When he left school, he was rescued and sent home.Fu Jie's job card was still in his trouser pocket, and the eldest brother who fished Fu Jie out of the river called the school with the job card. The school was afraid of getting into trouble, so he quickly notified Fu Jie's family. As for Fu Jie's suicide and The reason for being expelled was stated in no uncertain terms by the school, consciously occupying the commanding heights of morality.

"Our school can't afford that son of yours." The school leader who informed Fu Jie's family had a high-spirited attitude, "Corrupt work style and moral depravity! How dare a homosexual sneak into our key middle school to teach? It's a big joke!"

The school leader cleared his throat after finishing speaking: "However, our school is not such a ruthless place. We paid for your son's medical expenses, and someone hurried to pick him up. If we dance again, we won't be able to hold back, really. It's enough to cause trouble."

It was Fu Jie's father who came to pick him up and left. He was addicted to alcohol and gambling, and had a bullying personality.Facing the arrogant and domineering school leader Fu Jie's father, he didn't dare to fart. As soon as the school staff left, the dark-faced middle-aged man slapped Fu Jie's face fiercely: "Shameless!" What a bastard! Promising? Expelled from school? Why didn’t my mother shoot you on the wall back then? It really makes me look good!”

Fu Jie's father scolded the boss for a long time, but Fu Jie just tilted his head and listened silently and numbly. The slap on his face was burning and painful, but Fu Jie didn't realize it. Fu Jie's heart was ashamed.The family members of the patients in the same ward couldn't stand it any longer. They stood up and blamed Fu Jie's father: "There are other patients here, why are you making such a fuss? Besides, you are such a father? My son's life is dead." It's almost gone, and you're just thinking about your face? It's really interesting who came here from the corner of the mountain."

Fu Jie's father spat fiercely on the ground, and the unbearable scolding finally stopped temporarily, and his resentful and vicious eyes pierced into Fu Jie's body fiercely, Fu Jie trembled slightly, There was a chill down the spine.

Fu Jie's father stretched out his hand towards Fu Jie: "Where's the money? Where do you put all your money?"

Fu Jie looked up in a daze, and then drooped down with a dead expression.Fu Jie's father raised his hand and slapped again. Fu Jie's body was like a fallen leaf after autumn, and he fell lightly to the side of the bed. Fu Jie subconsciously raised his hand to cover his red and swollen face, and then watched his father turn over Flipping through the cabinet, he found the wallet at the bottom of the drawer.

There is only 200 yuan in the wallet, and Fu Jie's salary will be sent home on time every month, leaving only enough for basic living.Fu Jie's father was rather dissatisfied and put the money into his pocket, staring at Fu Jie who was leaning on the bed and scoffed: "It's not enough for my travel expenses! You're a loser."

Fu Jie twitched the corner of his mouth, and finally made a hoarse voice: "There are hundreds of dollars in the card, I will take it out for you, you take the money, you go back, I don't care about it."

Fu Jie's father widened his eyes fiercely: "Go back? I spent so much money all the way to come here for nothing? Let me tell you, don't play tricks on me. It's not so easy to die! Who the hell will you die? Earn money to take care of your children? There are still three mouths in the family that can only come in and out!"

Fu Jie, who was weak, was almost dragged back by his father. His father was reluctant to pay for the hospitalization, and immediately pulled Fu Jie off the bed after cursing him as a prodigal, and went downstairs, pushing and cursing.Fu Jie's heart is endlessly desolate, life is better than death, but he can't ask for death.

When Fu Jie first came home, he would dream all night.In the dream, Meng Fei was extremely gentle. After the gentleness, he tore off his false smile and pointed at Fu Jie with a ferocious face and laughed loudly: "He's gay! He's gay!" Countless strange faces flocked to him , Surrounding Fu Jie, Fu Jie squatted on the ground covering his ears in panic and helplessness, slowly falling into endless despair.

Fu Jie tried to commit suicide time and time again. As long as any sharp object fell into Fu Jie's hands, such as a knife at home, a broken wine bottle, Fu Jie would mercilessly greet him on his wrist.Only the physical pain and the relief when facing death can make Fu Jie feel happy for a while. Fu Jie has no desire to live, and Fu Jie just wants to get rid of it once and for all.

But the mother's tears and the terrified gazes of his siblings finally softened Fu Jie's heart. Fu Jie stopped what he was doing, and the peeling knife fell to the ground with a thud.Blood gurgled down Fu Jie's wound to his fingertips, and then dripped to the ground to bloom bright red flower buds, which were so shocking and frightening.With a cry, his mother rushed forward quickly, and hugged Fu Jie tightly in her arms. Fu Jie closed his eyes tiredly, and sighed deeply, long and slowly.

Can't live, can't die.

Fu Jie has lost a lot of weight, and Fu Jie's baby face has obviously sunken, and those big and bright eyes have become cloudy and dull, hanging on Fu Jie's face so abruptly, as dead silent as if he is about to enter the grave People are average.Fu Jie just sat on the bed and lost his mind all day long. After drinking, his father would come in from time to time to grab Fu Jie and beat and kick him, swearing dirty words.Fu Jie endured it silently, letting his father beat him like a puppet without a soul.No one dared to come in and stop his father, because everyone knew that the result would be that the drunken father would fight more and more vigorously, and the fists that fell on Fu Jie's body would become more fierce.

"It's a fucking loss for me to raise such a good-for-nothing like you!" The father pointed at Fu Jie with red eyes and scolded, "You are not as good as the girl named Jiang in the village! At least she can sell it! Look at you now What can you do? Repay a famous college student? Pooh!"

Fu Jie smiled miserably with blood on his forehead: "Then let me go, I don't want you to raise me."

Father's wine bottle slammed down again mercilessly: "Want to leave? It's not that cheap! Even if I raise a fucking pig, I can at least eat a few meals of meat! If you don't earn money for me, you won't go anywhere want to go!"