Chapter 108 The Brother Returns 4
Chapter 108 The Brother Returns 4
Song Chen pressed his body tightly against Xia Yifeng's back, and wrapped his arms around Xia Yifeng's waist.Xia Yifeng didn't turn his back all the time, he just turned his back to Song Chen and breathed heavily, as if he was already fast asleep.
Song Chen tiptoed up, poked his head out from Xia Yifeng's shoulder, and slowly painted Xia Yifeng's eyebrows with greedy and infatuated eyes.Xia Yifeng didn't change much, but his demeanor became more and more stable, with a little tiredness and vicissitudes in his eyes, thinking that life would be extremely difficult.
Song Chen leaned down and kissed Xia Yifeng's forehead, his sleeping face, the corner of his mouth and the back of his right ear almost piously. Song Chen's heart was beating like a drum, but he was cautious. Chen thought, even if Xia Yifeng doesn't like me anymore, it's good to be able to touch him silently like this, it's also good to be able to see him, as long as Xia Yifeng won't disappear again.
It wasn't until late at night that Song Chen let out a long sigh of relief, and lay down slowly against Xia Yifeng's back. Then his breath gradually sank, and he fell asleep with a slight smile.
In the darkness, Xia Yifeng suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were like torches, and there was no trace of sleepiness in his eyes.Xia Yifeng tugged at his pants impatiently, turned over carefully, and gently embraced the sleeping Song Chen into his arms.Song Chen in his sleep was still the same as when he was a child, when he felt Xia Yifeng's body temperature, he would unconsciously sneak over, bowed his body and buried his head in Xia Yifeng's neck.
Xia Yifeng heard Song Chenshu's slow and soft breathing beside his ear, and couldn't help laughing in a low voice: "Song Chenchen, you can really test your brother's willpower."
Song Chen didn't realize it, and rubbed his face against Xia Yifeng's shoulder, as if he wanted to change to a more comfortable position.Xia Yifeng spotted the moment when Song Chen raised his face, lowered his head with deep eyes, silently sucked Song Chen's lips, and gently rubbed and tossed them infatuatedly and pamperingly.Song Chen seemed to feel something in his dream, and subconsciously opened his lips. Xia Yifeng was startled suddenly, and quickly moved his head away. He took a few deep breaths to suppress the restlessness in his body, and then wrapped his arms around Song Chen. Holding Song Chen on his waist, he slowly fell asleep.
When Xia Yifeng was tired, he kept admonishing himself, it's wrong, it's all wrong, don't ruin Song Chen, don't personally ruin the future of the person you love the most.
Even so, Xia Yifeng still had the most peaceful sleep since he left home, and had the sweetest dream in years. In the dream, Song Chen still looked like he was in high school, with a young and shy smile, stretching out his arms Holding Xia Yifeng's neck, whispering in Xia Yifeng's ear over and over again: "Because I love you, Xia Yifeng, I love you."
Xia Yifeng thought sadly, but what else can I give you? It's not the age to go forward.
Xia Yifeng walked very simply, threw the luggage he brought over in front of Song Chen, put on his coat and was about to go out.Song Chen bit his lower lip, rushed forward with red eyes, hugged Xia Yifeng tightly from behind, and held back Xia Yifeng's resolute pace: "Brother, can you stop leaving..."
Xia Yifeng patted the back of Song Chen's hand reassuringly, and refused in a brisk tone: "No, I still have work to do when I rush back. It's hard to find a driver for these two months, and the boss gave me a lot of money. I have to pay for it anyway." It's over. Let go, Song Chenchen, you go home quickly, I'll let you take care of uncle and aunt, don't let me down."
Song Chen shook his head reluctantly, Song Chen didn't want to let go, always felt that Xia Yifeng would disappear again after letting go.
"You're such an old man, don't get bored." Xia Yifeng slowly broke Song Chen's fingers, "You should be a junior, and you should graduate in a year and a half. If there are good girls in school, you should try it." Let’s talk about dating, talk about love. It’s not so pure when you enter the society, you should cherish it.”
"That's right." Xia Yifeng frowned again as if remembering something, "Wu Heye, who drove you back, don't hang out with him if you have nothing to do. I have no objection if you want to find a female classmate. I need to find another man..."
"Brother." Song Chen took the initiative to let go of Xia Yifeng's arms, and lowered his eyes to hide the sadness in his eyes, "Is this what you really want to tell me?"
Xia Yifeng didn't look back, Xia Yifeng just hesitated for a moment, and then said again in a calm voice: "Yes, it's good for you to find a female classmate together, don't be...inappropriate with a male."
Xia Yifeng coughed lightly again: "I don't mean anything else, you have to think about your future...Song Chenchen, my car is almost here, I'm leaving first, don't send me off...I, I Will always come back.”
Song Chen was silent for a long time, and finally nodded: "Okay, brother, goodbye."
Just like before, Song Chen is well-behaved, sensible, neither crying nor fussing but full of worries.
Xia Yifeng didn't dare to turn his head to look at Song Chen. Xia Yifeng was afraid to see the despair and tears in Song Chen's eyes, and he was also afraid to see Song Chen's trembling shoulders and the bitterness on his lips. After holding on to this point, Song Chen took another step forward, Xia Yifeng wondered if he could still be ruthless and say insincere words.
Xia Yifeng opened the door and escaped almost in a panic, until he escaped to a place where Song Chen couldn't see, then he leaned against the wall and blocked his eyes with his hand.
Song Chen squatted down slowly in the room, something was torn apart bit by bit without mercy.
The campus in winter was bleak, and in Song Chen's eyes, there was no color at all.Song Chen didn't know how he moved to the downstairs of the dormitory step by step, Song Chen raised his head blankly and looked at the gray sky, and couldn't stop thinking in his heart, it's going to rain, did Xia Yifeng bring an umbrella?
But Xia Yifeng had already left, his steps were firm and decisive, and when he saw Song Chen, he said something that Song Chen didn't want to hear, and quickly withdrew and left.Song Chen felt that his heart was also empty, Song Chen raised the corners of his lips bitterly, and slowly sat down next to the flower table downstairs.
Sporadic raindrops fell on Song Chen's hair. Song Chen numbly touched his face. He didn't know whether the wetness in his hand came from the rain or from the bottom of his heart. Song Chen suppressed his usual smile and lowered his head. Quietly closed his eyes.
What else do you want? Song Chen, Song Chen tortured himself over and over again, is he still fine? Shouldn't he be content that he hasn't disappeared? What else do you want, Song Chen.
But how could it be so sad?
Song Chen bent down and curled himself up into a ball, like a stubborn little beast, with many scars but just whimpering silently, the obsession with wanting nothing made Song Chen physically and mentally exhausted.
Someone stood in front of Song Chen, and Song Chen could see the pair of well-crafted and well-styled leather boots in his vision.Song Chen raised his head expressionlessly, and Wu Xingye smiled wickedly with one corner of his mouth curled up.
"It's so ugly, Song Chen." Wu Xingye grinned, "Is this what you want, Song Chen?"
Song Chen didn't speak, Song Chen just looked at Wu Xingye's gloating face calmly and indifferently.
Wu Xingye squatted down, looked at Song Chen's wet eyes, reached out and squeezed Song Chen's chin: "Follow me, Song Chen, I will give you what he can't give you, what's good about you?" I can't think about it."
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