Chapter 1 First Meeting
Chapter 1 First Meeting
1.
Earlier, Yu Changan knew Lu Ming from an oil painting called "Breastfeeding".This painting is the work of Yu Changan's father, Yu Beilian.The picture shows a thin mother breastfeeding her baby with only her lips and chin exposed.The face is not the main object of Yu Beilian's depiction, so the visual focus of the whole picture is on the slightly bulging left breast that is not held in the baby's mouth.
He is Luming.
In the painting, Lu Ming has his Adam's apple weakened by Yu Beilian, and he wears a string of pearl necklaces around his neck.The pearls are round and white, and the Luming is soft and quiet.Lu Ming is like a pearl.
Yu Changan stood in front of this painting for a long time.He remembered that when Yu Beilian's solo exhibition was first launched, the media praised the necklace on Lu Ming's neck as the finishing touch, because it "symbolizes motherhood and purity".What exactly does it symbolize, only Yu Beilian knows.But Yu Chang'an knows that its meaning is definitely not motherhood and purity.
At noon one day in October, Yu Changan went to the No. 8 private room of Cang'an Restaurant.He received a call from his father's friend Xu Pinshan two weeks ago, and was told that his father not only remarried, but that his child was almost a hundred days old.Yu Chang'an asked what kind of woman was the victim this time, and Xu Pinshan said that it was not a woman, but a boy of eighteen or nineteen years old, with a female reproductive system in his body.
"Oh, it's intersex." Yu Changan said.The next day he went to Hewu Art Museum and saw "Breastfeeding" and Luming in the exhibition hall.
Now Yu Changan is standing in the middle of the No. 8 private room of the Cang'an Restaurant, and finally meets Lu Ming, the protagonist of "Breastfeeding".Lu Ming sat beside Yu Beilian, holding a baby in his arms.
Yu Changan speculated that Lu Ming might have just been pregnant with a child when Yu Beilian created "Breastfeeding".
The father and son greeted each other, made enough superficial efforts, gave each other a slightly better look, and made a false impression that the father and son loved each other infrequently, and showed the twelve people including Lu Ming.Only each other knows what the real appearance is under the smiling face of the other.Yu Changan came suddenly, and the stools and bowls and chopsticks had to be temporarily increased.While the waiter was busy with him, Yu Beilian had already planned how to disgust him.
Xu Pinshan, who was originally sitting on Yu Beilian's right, gave up his seat to his old friend's eldest son.Yu Changan thanked Uncle Xu affectionately and pretended to be affectionate, saying that Uncle Xu has not seen you for a long time, and you are still the same, you haven't changed at all.Xu Pinshan patted Yu Chang'an on the shoulder, and said affectionately that Chang'an had changed a lot, more handsome and more stable.Yu Changan will please the elders, he is willing to use all the sugar in his body to make a smile.He practiced this smile for 23 years, and suddenly lost the meaning of this smile at the age of 23.Unexpectedly, at the age of 30, he has not forgotten this ability, and he can still make a sweet and sensible smile at his fingertips.
Yu Chang'an said hello to all the uncles who knew or didn't know. He can play the role of an excellent and stable son to perfection, so that everyone can understand that his decency is the result of his mother's education.
Yu Changan's greeting finally came to a stop in front of Lu Ming, waiting for Yu Beilian to introduce him.
The words that Yu Beilian used to disgust his son were finally going to come in handy.He patted Lu Ming on the back, encouraging him to raise his head and look at the stepson who fell from the sky in front of him.But Yu Beilian's weight on Lu Ming's back seemed to have touched the baby first, causing the baby to look at Yu Changan before Lu Ming.The baby is not ugly, the eyes are dark and big, maybe these eyes follow the deer.
Lu Ming got half of his courage from his own child, and the other half from Yu Beilian's palm. He raised his head and looked at Yu Changan.Yu Changan finally had a legitimate reason to look at him carefully. His hair grew to his neck, and his broken bangs hung on his forehead, which made the pair of bright black eyes stand out on this soft face, but they were afraid of looking at people.Yu Chang'an could see that Lu Ming was a young deer that was captured by Yu Beilian and raised in captivity.
Yu Beilian said: "Chang'an, this is Luming, but you can't call people by their names directly, you have to call them 'Mom'."
This move was effective and made Yu Changan want to vomit.Yu Changan knew that this was his father's revenge for his uninvited visit.He hadn't been home for seven years, but suddenly appeared after his father married a new wife and gave birth to a child. Of course he was uneasy and kind.
He wanted to come to see what kind of defective child a 47-year-old father who was not old would conceive with inferior sperm, and also wanted to see whether the father who hadn't seen him for seven years was getting old.Unexpectedly, Yu Beilian still had the suave and suave appearance he once had. He was a handsome man when he was young, and he was still handsome when he was old; and the baby was healthy and fat, and would burst into loud and annoying cries when he was hungry.
Lu Ming was startled by the sudden cry of the baby in his arms, and he was in a hurry for a moment.The high-end shirt that Yu Beilian chose for him made him tie his hands and feet. When he hugged and patted the baby, he had to worry that the child would wipe his tears and snot on the white shirt, and he was even more worried that the child's waving hands would break the expensive necklace around his neck.
Lu Ming asked Yu Beilian for instructions to leave the table—their child was hungry, and he wanted to find a private space to breastfeed the child.Yu Beilian nodded gently, and squeezed Lu Ming's hand.
After Lu Ming got up, Yu Changan realized that Lu Ming was still a child, he looked only 1.7 meters [-], but thin and thin.Yu Changan thought, maybe a production consumed most of his energy.Intersex births are always a little harder.
The dishes were served plate by plate, but the middle-aged men's chats were not yet ready to end.Yu Changan didn't want to participate in their conversation, so he focused his attention on the cubicle in the private room.Lu Ming was feeding the child in the cubicle, humming some vague tune softly, Yu Changan couldn't hear clearly, but he heard Lu Ming's voice was a typical young boy's voice, not as feminine or rude as he imagined , a little cautiously, afraid of shocking anyone.
The [-]-day banquet with children as the protagonists made a group of middle-aged men enjoy themselves. The boy Lu Ming and the young man Yu Changan were both on pins and needles.Lu Ming is afraid of people, and Yu Changan thinks Yu Beilian is disgusting.
After the dinner, Yu Beilian said goodbye to his old friends. Lu Ming stood behind him, and Yu Changan stood next to Lu Ming. He could smell the milky smell.
When Lu Ming was standing next to Yu Changan, holding the baby in the pose in the oil painting, he still couldn't quite connect Lu Ming with "Breastfeeding", but he suddenly understood that "motherhood and purity" can indeed Appearing harmoniously and uniformly on Lu Ming, this quality does not need a string of pearl necklaces to set it off.
Yu Beilian saw off the last friend, and turned around to ask Yu Changan when he would leave.Yu Chang'an said: "I want to stay for one night before leaving, can I go daddy?" He played the role of a good son enough, even in front of Lu Ming, he couldn't lose this layer of hypocrisy.
Yu Beilian smiled nonchalantly, "Okay, welcome."
The people who live in Cang'an Juli are rich people or rich people's lovers.And Yu Beilian's single-family villa was bought in exchange for a painting.
This was the first time Yu Changan entered his father's villa.It faces a large artificial lake. There is a large room on the first floor that is Yu Beilian's studio. The huge floor-to-ceiling windows allow Yu Changan to have a panoramic view of the beautiful scenery outside.Yu Changan liked this villa.
He sleeps at night in the guest room next to the master bedroom.Aunt Qi, the nanny, cleaned up the room for Yu Changan.Aunt Qi was surprised and pleasantly surprised when she saw Yu Changan. She whispered to Yu Changan when she was laying the sheets in the guest room that she hadn’t come back for so many years. After Teacher Yan’s death, Teacher Yu was also very painful. It's all Teacher Yu's fault.
Yu Changan immediately annoyed Aunt Qi.Of course, my father can't be blamed for my mother's death, but I have to count all the women Yu Beilian cheated on, including Aunt Qi.In Yu Chang'an's eyes, the middle-aged woman, Aunt Qi, who was originally a pretty face and figure, suddenly turned ugly and hateful.Yu Changan was too lazy to talk to her anymore, he left the room after a few perfunctory words, and ran into Lu Ming.
Lu Ming changed into home clothes. A set of ordinary dark blue men's pajamas finally made Lu Ming's gender no longer ambiguous, and at the same time made his skin look white and glowing.After meeting Yu Changan's eyes, he immediately looked away, and then said good evening in an almost inaudible voice.Yu Chang'an thought that Lu Ming was probably taken aback at this time. He has been in the position of being hunted for a long time, and everyone looks like a hunter.
Yu Changan also said good evening.
Lu Ming paused and fled into the master bedroom.
At night, Yu Changan couldn't sleep, he turned on the dim small wall lamp beside the bed, thinking that his mother could not enjoy such a comfortable big villa, but let a deformed boy enjoy it.Yu Changan didn't hate Lu Ming, nor could he like him.His rationality told him that the bastard was Yu Beilian, and he should hate Yu Beilian; but emotionally, he was jealous of Lu Ming for his mother.
Yu Chang'an wanted to know why Lu Ming was willing to be with Yu Beilian?Because Yu Beilian is rich?Because Yu Beilian is handsome?It seems that there is no reason for Lu Ming not to be with Yu Beilian. After all, Yu Beilian is excellent in everything, while Yu Changan, the son of a great painter, is only a third-rate novelist at an age when his father is already famous.
He was thinking about Lu Ming, and when he was full of curiosity about Lu Ming, Yu Beilian's white and tender legs were being parted by Lu Ming, and Yu Beilian's warm and wet tongue had invaded his vagina.Lu Ming moaned hoarsely, but was encouraged by Yu Beilian not to suppress it.He listened to Yu Beilian in everything, so Yu Chang'an, who was separated by a wall, could also hear his crying and whimpering.
First there was an indistinct gasp, followed by a low moan of refusal and some enjoyment, and then there was an undisguised sobbing of being completely immersed in the sex.Yu Changan got out of bed like a demon, and walked towards the wall separating the guest room and the master bedroom, the sound became clearer as he got closer.He heard Lu Ming weeping aggrieved intermittently, saying that Teacher Yu, no more.
Yu Changan couldn't imagine how much strength his father used to dry Luming, even the bed board slammed against the wall.Lu Ming was still sobbing, talking too fast, no more.Yu Beilian asked him if he was comfortable, and he said yes.Yu Beilian asked him if he liked it, and he said yes.
Yu Beilian said: "Xiaolu is really my good boy, you will be my good boy all your life."
Then Luming started moaning irregularly again.Yu Changan wanted to find evidence that he was coerced by Yu Beilian from the sound of his bed calling, but found that Lu Ming was happy and comfortable from the beginning to the end, even when he was crying.
Yu Changan got an erection.He had been wanting for a long time, but now he listened to his "little mother" having sex with his father, and his lower body became swollen.He couldn't help but imagine Lu Ming, a boy who just turned 19, who was played by Yu Beilian not long after he became an adult, until he became pregnant.What does his vagina look like?What does his penis look like?What was it like when he was crying?
The more Yu Changan wanted to know everything, the more afraid he was to see Luming.He left the villa at dawn the next day.Aunt Qi asked him why he left in such a hurry, and when would he come back?
Yu Changan said, "Let's talk about it later."
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