born white

Chapter 48

Shen Bai turned his head to look at Qi Tian in the back seat, and saw that he was leaning on the back of the chair with his eyes closed, he didn't know if he was asleep or awake.There was tiredness between the brows, probably because the whole body was in a state of excitement and tension these days to prepare for the singing, and the two of them hadn't been together for a long time until late yesterday, and Qi Tian didn't have a good rest.

Shen Bai raised his hand in the air to gently caress his face, and finally stopped between his brows, his thumb brushed over the tired face floating on it.

Li Si turned the steering wheel softly, and Shen Bai turned to look at him when he heard the sound.

Know at home?Li Si just mouthed and didn't make a sound.

Shen Bai nodded and then shook his head, not sure, probably.

After the car drove near Shen Bai's school, Qi Tian opened his eyes.The setting sun outside the window hides half of the body, leaving only half hanging in the sky reluctantly, and a fiery red afterglow spreads around it and spreads half of the city.

Qi Tian stretched weakly in the car, lay down on the passenger seat, with his chin on it, and rubbed his right hand around the seat under Shen Bai's earlobe. Shen Bai glared at him at first. After letting go, I didn't bother to care about him.

"Put us down ahead, we can walk over in a few steps." Qi Tian said to Li Si.

After hearing this, Li Si was stunned for a moment, then his expression returned to normal in an instant, and he said to Qi Tian, ​​"Don't worry, I'm not short of the gas fee."

"Great Sage, I'll go home first. I haven't been back for half a month. My parents should miss me if they don't want me." Shen Bai turned his head and said, "Go back yourself first, wait for me to come home and see Come back and see."

Qi Tian's right hand stopped moving, Shen Bai was a little uncomfortable, and moved his head to stick it up again.

"Well, good. Then I'll wait for you at home."

Li Si still drove the car to the gate of the community and stopped. It was not allowed to park for a long time at the gate of the community. Qi Tian strode out of the car, took out his suitcase from the trunk, and walked into the community.

Before he had walked a few steps, he heard Shen Bai shouting from behind, and he stopped to look back.

The car window fell slowly, Shen Bai poked his head out and showed a sunny smile, "Brother Tiantian, wait for me to go home!"

"Okay." Qi Tian looked over and followed him with a smile.

He has to laugh.

He couldn't tell Shen Bai that he was not asleep in the car.

In fact, he clearly heard the text message notification.

In fact, he vaguely saw the hands touching him.

In fact, he probably guessed why he came home.

In fact, he was very distressed, and wanted to go back together, face it together, and bear it no matter what happened.

But since Shen Bai chooses to leave him a smiling face, he can't expose this lie. Shen Bai wants to bear it himself, but he must be ready at any time to help him carry the burden.

The car slowly started and disappeared, and finally merged with the constant flow of traffic and could no longer be distinguished.

The night was getting darker, and the street lamps on the street were lit up one after another, illuminating everyone's way forward.

Shen Bai pressed his face against the window listlessly, counting in his heart how many trees were left behind by their cars, and his eyes were lost just counting.He closed his eyes hard, pinched them for three seconds and opened them again, continuing the boring counting game just now.

He had to fill his mind with this matter, trying not to think about things after he got home.

The trees on the outside became more and more clear, so clear that each time he had to wait two seconds before he could see the next tree, and only then did Shen Bai realize that something was wrong.

It is only one intersection away from their compound, and the speed of the car is getting slower and slower.

"What's wrong?" Shen Bai straightened his body and looked at Li Si.

Li Si didn't speak, he drove the car to the side of the road and stopped, and lowered the window to let the outside wind blow in.This series of actions made Shen Bai dazzled. He suddenly thought that this summer, he had a private appointment with Qi Tian, ​​and Qi Tian sent him home after the meal, and he stopped at the side of the road not far from the compound in the same way. Get down, and then Qi Tian shamelessly starts to touch him in the car.

It was also that night that they formalized their relationship, and Shen Bai blushed when he thought of everything that happened that night.

"Do you want to prepare in advance?" Li Si asked with concern, and then yelled in the car with righteous indignation, "I never thought that Uncle Li's mouth is so long. It's a secret, bah, but it's not a big deal for him." It was lively, anyway, the news didn’t heat up and let others go, Uncle Li is really a happy person.”

"Hey, sooner or later, it's just that there is an extra Uncle Li brand accelerator in the middle of the schedule." Shen Bai patted Li Si on the shoulder, "It's just that I wronged you this time and asked you to follow along." I suffered together."

Li Si had been worried that Shen Bai had forgotten his problem before, and the two of them have been together during this trip to the south city.Besides, Uncle Li also bumped into him into the same restaurant, so he couldn't argue at all.

"Damn." Li Si patted the steering wheel.

He can think of what Uncle Li said, it must be when I was eating in a shopping mall in Nancheng, I happened to bump into your Xiaobai misbehaving with a man there, and that kid from the Li family was still helping to cover up.

The more Li Si thought about it, the more angry he became. If... Forget it, it's a pity that there is no such thing.

Shen Bai also sighed heavily.

"Let's drive, what else can I do. I'll block the water when the soldiers come, and I'll continue to block when the water comes."

They parked the car in the garage and walked unsteadily to Li Si's house.In the summer, the mosquito repellent we planted together was all withered, lying dry on the ground, lifeless and lifeless.

"Shall I go back with you?" Li Si pushed open the courtyard door of his house and closed it again, "I guess my family doesn't know about us, and I don't need to report anything to them."

Shen Bai pushed Li Si in and politely refused.

"No, you'll do me a great favor if you go in and pull out these weeds. It's really uncomfortable to watch. It's a trivial matter for me and I don't need to worry about it so much."

Li Si had no choice but to pull Shen Bai into his arms, and then punched him on the back.

"Come on, I will always be by your side. I wish you a successful negotiation."

"Well, I wish me success in the negotiation."

The two waved goodbye.

Shen Bai stood at the door for a long time before he plucked up the courage to take out the house key from his bag.The moment the key went in, he couldn't help laughing at himself.

This is obviously his home, and his biological parents are inside the door, no matter what they do, they can't break his legs, but what are they afraid of?Shen Bai thought it was too ridiculous.

The door opened with a "click", and all the lights in the room were on, dazzlingly bright.Shen's mother, Wang Wanqiu, leaned halfway on the sofa in the living room with her eyes closed and couldn't see any expression. Shen Bai's father, Shen Kang, was squatting on the ground, vigorously massaging her arms.

Shen Kang looked up expressionlessly when he heard the voice, and continued to lower his head to help his wife with a massage.

Shen Bai didn't dare to say anything, he took out the slippers on the shoe cabinet and put them on lightly, holding his breath, he wanted to go upstairs first and put the things in the backpack into the drawer of the bedside table.As soon as he stepped on the first step with his front foot, Shen's mother suddenly spoke.

"I don't want to miss Shu, do you still know how to come back?"

Shen Bai was already in fear, but he was so frightened by these words that he almost fell to the ground.Holding his backpack and holding the stairs to stabilize his body, he took a few deep breaths to stabilize his beating heart.

"Well, Mom and Dad, I'm back."

Shen Kang patted the sofa and let him sit on it.Shen Bai obediently walked over with his backpack in his arms, but he didn't dare to sit down, and just stood beside the sofa in a daze.

"Is there anything to explain?" Mother Shen's voice was sullen.

"I..." For a moment, Shen Bai didn't know where to start to explain, did it start when he was not interested in women since he was a child?Or did it start because my uncle didn't dare to confess to them?Or start with having a boyfriend?

Shen Bai didn't know exactly what his mother wanted to confess, so after thinking about it, let's start with the latest one.

"Uncle Li said that, right? That's right, we met in Nancheng, he met me and..." Shen Bai suddenly got stuck, what should he call Qi Tian in front of his parents, is it boyfriend or just say it directly? What about the name?

"Then he met me and someone." Shen Bai explained the existence of Qi Tian ambiguously.

"When did it start?"

"Ok?"

"I said when did you and that person start?"

When the word "then who" came out of Shen's mother's mouth, Shen Bai unexpectedly found it particularly ambiguous. He wanted to laugh at such a serious scene, but he still managed to hold it back.

"This summer, it's only been a few months."

Shen's mother pushed Shen Kang away, sat up from the sofa, and rubbed her temples with her fingers, "Since we can't be separated in a few months? Didn't she whisper in my ear half a year ago that she wanted to go to Northern Europe? I have been procrastinating and not agreeing. You can go after your internship is over and you are on winter vacation."

Shen Bai sneered, other people's idol dramas are full of heartless mothers-in-law throwing money at women outside to tell them to get out, how come it's the other way around here, what is this called "Fat water doesn't flow to outsiders' fields?"

"It can't be separated." Shen Bai said firmly, "Don't they all say 'nephew follows uncle'..."

Before Shen Bai could finish his sentence, Shen Kang raised his leg and kicked him on his knee, took out a tissue on the table and handed it to Shen's mother, while reaching out and gently patted Shen's mother's chest to help her calm down.

Shen Bai's body staggered back a few steps after being kicked by this kick and knelt on the ground, he simply couldn't get up from his knees.

"Mom and Dad, since I was a child, I have lived in accordance with your wishes. I feel very happy to be your child and I don't feel wronged, but just this matter..." Shen Bai knelt on the ground, Holding the corner of the backpack tightly with both hands, "I feel very wronged about this matter. Can you listen to me patiently tonight?"

Shen Bai's voice trembled, and his palms were sweating, but now he couldn't help but shout for bravery.

"Mom and Dad, I have really liked the same sex since I was a child. I wanted to find an opportunity to tell you, but at the same time I was afraid that you would not accept it. Until my uncle brought his boyfriend to our house, I don't think you are disgusted with this kind of thing. At that time, I just thought about telling you guys after organizing the words, until my uncle’s emotional talk collapsed.” Shen Bai paused to stabilize his emotions, and raised his head to meet Shen’s mother’s sentimental gaze, “Mom, you know that you are not happy because of uncle’s love. What am I doing when things are depressing, I am also constantly blaming myself for concealing my sexual orientation, and then being a shameless person, finding a same-sex wife to cheat marriage and have a child, so that you will not feel sorry for me anymore."

"Mom and Dad, I have been living in anxiety all day for more than 20 years. It was not until I met him that I got out of that emotion."

Shen Bai bent down violently, and knocked his head hard on the ground three times.

"Let me be disobedient and unfilial tonight. I beg you, please don't want me, and don't let me be separated from him."

After Shen's mother heard the shocking news from others today, her whole body is in an extremely unstable state. Shen Bai's words just hit her sore heart, and she was so angry that she coughed and felt The next step was almost to cough up blood.

"Shen Bai, get the fuck upstairs, you didn't come out without my order!" Shen Kang roared angrily.

Shen Bai supported the sofa and stood up, his head was dizzy and his body swayed, he walked slowly upstairs with his backpack in his arms.

Halfway through, he suddenly turned around and bowed deeply to his parents downstairs, "Anyway, thank you for listening to me tell so many secrets tonight."

The curtains in his bedroom were closed tightly, and the surroundings were pitch black. He could only hear the sound of the hands of the clock on the wall turning. He seemed extremely lonely in this environment.This is his habit. Every time he goes back to school, he always draws the curtains. He feels that the furniture exposed to the sun is more likely to be damaged.

But because of this, when he called to say that he was going home, Shen's mother would open the curtains in advance to let the sun shine in to disperse the moisture in the bedroom. By the way, she would help sweep the dust in the house and replace it with new garbage bags.As long as Shen Bai comes in at night and sees that the curtains are open, he will know that Shen's mother has made preparations again.

But this time, it was Shen's mother who informed him to come back, but there was no change in the house, like a puppy that had been vigilant for half a month quietly waiting for the owner's kiss.

Probably because he is really desperate for himself, Shen Bai thought to himself.

The mobile phone reminded that there was a new message on WeChat, and Shen Bai sat on the bed tiredly and took out his mobile phone to look at it. It was a photo of him lying on the bed sent by Qi Tian.

——Good night, is your boyfriend asleep, I'll wait for you to come home.

Shen Bai looked at the two lines of words on the screen, hesitated to reply, typed and deleted, deleted and continued typing.Before he could make a decision, Qi Tian's voice call invitation was sent, and Shen Bai uncontrollably pressed the connection directly.

"What are you doing? Boyfriend." Qi Tian's mischievous voice came out through the microphone, Shen Bai's mood instantly became unbearable, just now he couldn't help crying because of the fierce argument downstairs, but now he fell down Feeling wronged in every possible way, tears flowed down the sides of the nose.

"I didn't do anything, I was thinking of you." Shen Bai's voice was full of tears.

Qi Tian panicked when he heard this, knowing that Shen Bai's conversation must have collapsed this time, he was extremely anxious and worried but still pretended not to know.

So he jokingly asked: "Did you think so? Thinking of hiding at home and wiping tears secretly?"