born to owe you

Chapter 32

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Nian Youfeng's eyes turned red, and his thoughts jumped, imagining the scenes of Tian Huaijing and his current husband's various tender and loving words.

How did I get together with him in the past? I put my place in that man who didn't know his face.

Some can't stand it.I didn't dare to inquire about his family situation, and I didn't have the courage to ask, who is his husband? !What kind of family did you marry into? !He knew that it was easy to know these things, all he had to do was ask Yun Fushan a word...

Thinking of knowing that something happened to him at that time, I was so anxious that I rushed to the hospital, the child had no signs of life, and the adults were not out of danger, how did I feel? !flustered!Fear!regret!Why are you so messed up! !Even I can't bear to break up and say it, let alone a person who is pregnant, even if he is a man!He still loves himself so much, never changed, still trusts himself so much, never less!I was wrong!Naively believe that he is so powerful, he can stand anything!

For so long, I struggled to lay the groundwork deliberately, refrained from seeing him, avoided frequent business trips, handled a lot of work in person, occupied myself, occupied everything without thinking too much, reduced contact, and let time and space wear him down His will, his persistence, he thought that he already knew the number in his heart, and if he had cares, he would calm down and not be too excited!wrong!All wrong!

Weak and lifeless, he made himself feel distressed and regretful like that, and he couldn't let go anymore. After waking up, he drove him away sharply and relentlessly, making him suddenly regret that he was the one who couldn't do without him.

Asking for forgiveness was rejected.Knowing that I don't want to lose him, I want everything, my selfishness is unforgivable!In order to force the affection behind his hatred towards him, he wanted to get out as soon as possible, but he couldn't find anyone who could help him!Can't find it!Don't want to marry someone else!

Resist the pressure and persevere, and clean up the things around you!Even if he is in pain, seeing my sincerity, I am still by his side, and he will forgive himself in the end.I want to stick to it, but there is really no way, no!

The Golden Harvest City Tower, developed together with Belmode overseas, was a large-scale project well-known at home and abroad at that time. It created a classic example of a small conceptualized future city, combining technological life and the characteristics of the future life trajectory proposed by the government with bold creativity Such as the smart grid, the rational layout of resources and fuels, the operation of new modes of education, transportation, entertainment, and medical services involving all aspects of human life, and the design and realization of the mutual symbiosis and integration of human and environmental ecosystems.

Since Nian Youfeng returned to China to take over the project three years ago, it has been going well, and there are constantly big financial groups wanting to join in.

But at the beginning of the year, Belmode had an accident, their local stock price plummeted, a large amount of project funds were wasted, and the final critical period of the Jiahe project was forced to stop.If it's just a matter of money, the prospect of this project is very good, and Nian Youfeng can raise money by himself, but it's hard to guard against deliberate fraud.

A relatively advanced recycling channel has been developed in Jiahe Wanggang Landscape Mountain, which intersects with the energy supply channel. There was a problem with the design given by Belmode. The first commissioning and operation of the recycling system caused heavy metals. The pollution of energy materials, even if the area is not large, was discovered and dealt with in time, but such news was suddenly spread, which made it even worse for the existing projects, and made this bright new city that has not yet been opened become dusty.

At that time, the bank and business partners did not have a satisfactory assessment of the progress of the Jiahe project and the impact of the accident. When they mentioned the issue of pollutants, it was as if no one wanted to be involved in the mess.Nian Youfeng had no choice but to compromise under the persuasion of his mother and the oppression of his father's critical illness. He signed a project merger contract with Shao, married Shao Yuan, passed on the funding gap, and rebuilt the problem of pollution that went wrong. Hired experts to experiment and plan, made new city promotional videos in the media, refreshed public perception, and passed the most difficult half year of this project.Six months later, Shao Yuan became pregnant with her son Jin Jin.

When Nian Youfeng thought of this, his guilt towards Tian Huaijing increased sharply. His son was so innocent and cute, but he and his child were stillborn. The child she was pregnant with could be born, and he could have such a son... How great would it be? !How good would it be? !Myself and him will not be the same as now.The emotion of regret is getting bigger and bigger, sometimes drowning myself, and it can't be added.

At that time, Tian Huaijing stood up again after a period of depression and decadence to devote himself to his biological research, and Nian Youfeng never inquired about him again.He had a premonition that he didn't want to know about that, he would feel better if Tian Huaijing lived well.But he completely discarded himself as garbage, and when the love he once wiped away from the bottom of his heart, he was so uncomfortable that he scratched his heart and couldn't sleep at night.

Love and guilt make Nian Youfeng dare not face up to the reality that he is going to face, but now every step Nian Youfeng takes, he becomes firmer and stronger to face Tian Huaijing, as if he is far away from what he wants closer.

There is a voice in my heart telling him that he will give you a chance, he is not such a heartless person, it is all an illusion, an illusion!Maybe when he left, he was sad and crying.Isn't he the best at pretending?Obviously liking myself for so long, always keeping an appropriate distance, neither taking a step forward nor taking a step back, even if I am annoyed at my teasing and joking, I am not angry, and I am generously forgiving, but after a year, I want to leave Only when you are willing to pierce that piece of paper.Don't you understand?Thinking about the days with him again, how many times I have been refreshed by him, seduced myself in a serious manner, let go of the restraint and slutty galloping in the depths of my love, the intoxicated look of opening my mouth emotionally, There is no half of his introverted temperament, that is a completely different person, the ups and downs make people love the joy and joy that the heart beats and hits to death.Grinding love to arouse my desire, only he can make my passion surge to the peak.As long as he is willing to accept you wholeheartedly, even if he thinks it is not something he can do, he has done it. He loves you and is happy for you, and he can't help it.

But once the love is together and the love is gone, it is a changing double world, defensive, isolated, decisive, ruthless, and that steady, cautious and mature big man.He was used to pretending, and before he passed his line of defense, he set up a pretense warning.That's his protective color!That's not the real him!

He loves you, loves you!You have to let him let go of his guard and accept you again.The best time of youth, one year together, three years of love, how many such four years are there in life.There is no such thing as Tian Huaijing. I have never heard him say that he has loved anyone else, and I can feel that he has no reservations about himself.He can't forget himself, he won't just forget himself!

Nian Youfeng rekindled her confidence and couldn't wait any longer!Ignoring his current physical condition, he no longer struggled with who his husband was.I had never thought about it this way before, and after a sudden enlightenment, Nian Youfeng opened his eyes.At night after finishing the plan, Nian Youfeng couldn't wait to call Yun Fushan.

"Master, Huaijing is actually not married. What do you want to do?" Yun Fushan carefully observed Nian Youfeng's expression.Except for a moment of wide-eyed stunned, he quickly returned to normal, and his words couldn't hide the joy and lightness.

Nian Youfeng's heart was pounding, he was not married! !No! !I was right!Very good!

really! !He is alone!Whether it's because of his weight with him or not, this is the best news anyway!But, where did he come from?

"What's the matter with the child?"

"Master, do you know?"

Nian Youfeng frowned again, puzzled, waiting for Yun Fushan's answer.

"Sir, are you going to find him?"

Nian Youfeng didn't intend to hide it from her, so he nodded very definitely.

"So I want to know what happened to him later!"

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Yun Fushan finished speaking, left a few words, and then left.

"Injury is always unintentional, but it hurts the most. If he can forgive you, I hope you can understand him more and be considerate of him. After all, only the people he cares about can make his life easier."

Two days later, Yun Fushan went to see Tian Huaijing and brought news of him to Nian Youfeng.Nian Youfeng immediately sent someone over there to Tian Huaijing's Jingyuan Technology to talk about the fund's support for that fertility technology.

Nian Youfeng is waiting for him to wake up soon, we will meet soon, soon!

The author has something to say: Nian Youfeng, scum or not, depends on how much room you have in your three views.He is a rich and only child, and Tian Huaijing is the one who pays the most when he is with him.At the beginning when he promised Tian Huaijing to be together, it was more of a novel desire. Do you think it was love for a lifetime?hey-hey!no.Then he really fell in love with Xiao Shou, the injury was caused, and he woke up too late, causing the loved one to suffer a lot.Sai Jieshi's eyes are very poisonous, and he knows what he wants.The two of them have different pain rates in terms of the degree of hurt Tian Huaijing caused to his feelings.The injury after falling in love is definitely greater than the injury before falling in love, so Sai Jieshi wins! !It's just that one of the hurts is the past tense, and the other is the present tense when the truth will be revealed soon, so at a certain node, they are evenly matched, and they will soon reach this node.