born to owe you

Chapter 27

Aunt Yun looked at him in a funny way, and when he recovered from his annoyance, he said, "Oh~, I was so careless that day, he kept asking me to leave, I thought it was because he was tired and needed to rest, who knew it was because of a seizure? It was born. This child is just polite and doesn't like to trouble me. Fortunately, he knows to look for you, otherwise it would be bad."

Sai Jieshi's mind was filled with Tian Huaijing's repeated refusals, and he felt uncomfortable. He also thought of the man who had just met Tian Huaijing, the man who came to the hospital.Has he not been able to forget that man yet, his head is full of gloom, and he is very unwilling, so he asks as if venting, "Aunt Yun, it's been three years, and he still hasn't forgotten that man?"

Aunt Yun's face immediately showed a look of embarrassment and melancholy, and then glanced at Tian Huaijing on the hospital bed, and motioned Sai Jieshi to go out and talk.The two came to the tea room outside the suite.

Sai Jieshi scratched his hair a little irritably, and sat on the sofa fiercely, "Why is he so upset?! Can't make it through!?...Why? Aunt Yun, tell me!!"

"Jesch?"

"I want him to accept me! That man is already married. I don't understand, why can't he accept me?"

"..."

Sai Jieshi raised his head and looked at Aunt Yun with a firm expression.

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"Oh~, alright! I'll tell you all."

"Mr. Nian, he is Huaijing's first man. Huaijing grew up in the National Orphanage, and he is a person who values ​​love and righteousness by nature. It's a pity that you have never met before. After your illness is under control Every year, I only see Miss Jin come to see the master occasionally. At that time, I heard Miss Jin say that you can't wake up from playing every day, and you have a rough temper. You can go wherever there is novelty and fun. She often doesn't see you. How can you think of being free? Come to visit the old man. Alas! This is also fate. If Huaijing met you first, wouldn’t this be the case?!”

Three tendons bulged out of Sai Jieshi's head, "Aunt Yun, can you stop me from getting too close?"

"Jie Shi, you are different from Mr. Nian. I have seen all the way, those lovers and couples who have been separated and reunited, who have gone through ups and downs, who have been separated from life to death, their experience of getting along and loving each other, and their choices. Whether their lives are smooth and happy or not, these are not It depends on the age, what is needed is a sincere heart."

Sai Jieshi frowned and moved his thick eyebrows up and down, as if you don't talk nonsense, I know they are the right size and match, and you don't need to comfort me, Tian Huaijing will worry about whether I am too energetic or not.With the seriousness and urgency of what you were about to say, Aunt Yun begged for mercy, she nodded and continued.

"Listen to me, I have known Huai Jing for 16 years. At that time, he had just arrived in Benia, and he was a student in a course taught by the master at the university. The odd jobs at that time were very unstable, and there were many students around the university. He competes, and he is a foreigner. He is often bullied because he needs a job. The master likes him when he sees that he looks like a man who can do things. He looks handsome. Maybe he is a child and has no family. The master is also out of a kind of protection Mental health, let him come to help at home. At that time, he was still a big boy, besides reading, cleaning, cooking, sewing and gardening, he could do everything and was willing to do everything. He would do what others didn’t do. Talking more and talking less is extremely reassuring and trustworthy... Sigh! This also shows what his past living environment would be like?"

Sai Jieshi didn't understand something in his heart. At that time, Binlia was the era when the strong came to power, and the competition was fierce. He looked down on some people's low-handed methods, and he had taught him a lesson.I can imagine how difficult Tian Huaijing's life would be in an unfamiliar environment when he was still very immature when he first entered the society, and he has no backer.

"At that time, he was less than 20 years old, and his personality was not cheerful and confident. He was born with a strong self-esteem and buried himself very deeply. Perhaps he understood from a young age that only by himself can he have a future, so he worked very hard, and it is also the most proud of my master. It is a pity that after the passing of Miss, Uncle and Madam, the master lost his spiritual sustenance, and was so sad that he wept silently. He relied on Xinnai as if he were his own son. It was he who gave him sustenance and support in the sad moment of the master, and knew him Everyone knows that he is a very real person. I watched him follow the master from university to postgraduate to Ph.D. in Benlia, buried in the laboratory and fight with those scientific officers. At that time, he gained a lot The honor and the biological patent award. At that time, he was a senior supervisor at the Bokenza Institute and led researchers who were older or younger than him to do projects. The working environment and treatment were not picky. He faded away from youthfulness and gradually matured and stabilized. Slowly from nothing It is really not easy to get to that step step by step through his own efforts. He has always been willing to give, and he has been the most authentic person from beginning to end."

Sai Jieshi nodded empathetically.

"Seven years ago, Mr. Nian came to Binlia to discuss business for their family's Jiahe City seat project. The master is his uncle. Mr. Nian was free, so he went to the master's school to study a few advanced courses. At that time, he There are always people who like him around, young people get together, sometimes hold a party, and have fun at home. The two of them met at that time.

At that time, the master's accumulated illnesses broke out, and his health was not good. Huaijing lived at home all the time, went to work during the day, and discussed some research issues with the master at night.Since Mr. Nian came to Binlia, he often visited Mrs. Madam and the others, and the two of them gradually met each other a lot in such an environment.

At that time, Mr. Nian had a girlfriend. I always thought that Huai Jing and him were just ordinary friends at that time. After we got acquainted, we had some contacts, but I didn't see any difference.It's just that after nearly a year, I heard later that Mr. Nian's girlfriend had done some extreme things and was admitted to the hospital. The two seemed to break up after a period of trouble.Mr. Nian came to the master to bid farewell and proposed to return to China. Huai Jing was obviously very surprised. It may be at that time that they finally confirmed their relationship.

Soon Tian Huaijing also resigned from the research institute to bid farewell to the master.At that time, the master lost his temper and told him not to go. A wealthy family like the Nian family would not accept him casually, but Huaijing didn't listen and insisted on going to China to start a business and staying with Mr. Nian.The two talked for a long time in the study, and finally the master finally agreed with him with a sigh. "

"In the following year, they seemed to have a good life. Huaijing would call back often, and occasionally came to see the master when he was free. They seemed to have become more lively and smiled. They were full of youthful brilliance and energy. , it seemed to be growing backwards, but it turned back to life, and even told a joke or two. The master was very happy. At that time, Huaijing's career had also improved, and he had already started to sell some registered scientific research results. The enterprise went into production.

well!In the autumn of that year, something happened to Mrs. Miss and my uncle. Huai Jing rushed back and spent the most difficult months with us. Mr. Nian took us out to relax. After the master stabilized, Huai Jing went with us again. He went back, and it could be seen that the relationship between the two was very good.But later, the Nian family suddenly changed, the project was interrupted, and Mr. Nian's father was seriously ill again. Huaijing was still pregnant with the child at the time. You know what happened afterwards. It was indeed Mr. Nian who made him feel cold.If Mr. Nian could not get married, perhaps Huai Jing would not have such a hard life. "

Sai Jieshi's heart was beating fast, and the feeling of distressing his heart made him uncomfortable.What kind of bad people did his wife meet in the past? When she encountered problems, she first sacrificed her lover. The lover was still pregnant and pregnant. No wonder the child was gone. How could she be in the mood to wait for delivery? You bastard!It's so fucking harmful!Hitting the back of the sofa with one hand, his brows were furrowed, and he gritted his teeth.

After regaining consciousness, Huai Jing devoted himself to the experiment all day long, repeatedly, failed again, and tried again if the method was wrong, overthrew everything, followed new scientific research results, and went out to consult technical personnel in the same industry if he had any relevant trends. Give out your own things to exchange, or even all of them.Sai Jieshi recalled what he investigated and what he saw when he was with him. Apart from admiration, he was moved and distressed, and he couldn't help but love.

"Huaijing is such a person, very persistent, very contradictory, very loving, and very resolute. Chaos is not allowed in his world, black and white must be distinguished, even if it is painful, he chooses to do so. Only he is always awake , rules and order are the fulcrums that support him to maintain his self-esteem in this world. Mr. Nian is too greedy, and he wants to get married to solve the problem, but he is unwilling to let go. Huaijing cut this knife by himself. other people."

"I think it may be because he made this decision himself, rather than that Mr. Nian had to give up on him first, the period of his emotional love and the loss of that child who meant so much to him became a burden beyond his ability to bear." Hurt, that's why Huaijing is more difficult to let go of the past, and is willing to accept a new relationship.

You saved him and have been helping him all the time. He is very grateful to you!Very trustworthy!But unilaterally, he has always regarded you as a friend and assistant.If you want to change your relationship, the requirements will be higher. He will definitely consider your personality and habits. Can you accept it?What is needed is time and opportunity to change some images fixed in the mind.Jie Shi, you now understand his experience, the results of his past simplicity and hard work are devastating to him, with his personality, you need to let him know that everything about you is not the surface, believe in your Feelings are not child's play, they can be tested, otherwise nothing will change. "Aunt Yun's eyes were deep.

"I think, I really want to tell him, but I... I'm afraid that if I say it, he will misunderstand me even more. I didn't mean it. It was at the beginning, and now I love him. I dare not take risks, dare not..."

Aunt Yun, sighed, "Okay, now that you know this, I believe you will know how to do it! I also hope that his life will be easier, he has been too tired these three years! If you are sincere, be patient Some, take good care of him and his son! He will appreciate your heart."

"Of course, that's my son too."

"It's not easy for you to think like this. Although children don't have biological relatives, children are very cute, and they will develop feelings after being together for a long time. Huaijing loves children very much, and because of this affection, your relationship with him will be strong." changed."

"Aunt Yun, that's my son, my own."

"what?!!"

"Didn't he apply to the sperm bank of the hospital?!"

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"You?! You are so reckless, so he will think that you are premeditated, moral kidnapping! Technology investment! Business behavior without distinction between public and private! You are creating problems for yourself. No wonder you said you were afraid of his misunderstanding! This is a big misunderstanding. Yes! You are so confused! When he understands everything and thinks it through, how can he accept you?!"

"I don't want to! I don't want to! But he insists on having children, how can I bear him giving birth to others? I can't accept it! I can only do this!"

"You!... You're too impulsive. Once your matter is unraveled, how can Huaijing bear it... Really... That's right, that child! Is there a problem with the child?"

"Now the hospital has not found any problems. The child's resilience is very strong. I know that he is very likely to be like me, or he may only inherit the good aspects. You know that many children are genetically selective."

"I hope so!... Alas! You can only hide it from him temporarily. When the child grows up, there will be no problem, and you will worry about it in the future."

"But he already knows." Sai Jieshi sighed, regretting at the beginning, why couldn't he bear to go back and make a phone call, and heard a colleague mentioned that the child was difficult to take care of, eating, drinking, and sleeping in a hurry. Sent to the hospital, adults and children suffer... Then I was in a hurry, alas!Piansheng was heard by Huaijing again.

Both gradually fell silent.