blue lotus

32. Looking at flowers while drunk

Running with Ma Shuai on the mountain path, the mountains are full of wild flowers, Ma Shuai danced in the flowers like a child, with a high spirit, just like a certain scene in a movie, the hero picked a lot of flowers A large bouquet of flowers, holding the heroine, running among the flowers, one by one flowers are thrown like clouds, the shot is very beautiful, but it’s a pity that those blooming flowers, so beautiful, are taken away Picked off innocently, the jade died and the fragrance disappeared, making a sacrifice for human love.It can be seen that the movie is not perfect, at least, from the perspective of ecological aesthetics, it is a bit bloody.

"Leizi, come here." Ma Shuai lay on a bluestone among the flowers, and greeted me with a blushing face.

Seeing me approaching, he straightened up and sat up, "Sit, my wife."

I sat down next to him, "Handsome, are you crazy enough?"

"Not enough. Such a beautiful day, how can this be enough?" He hugged me roughly, "Leizi, have we known each other for three years?"

"Ok?"

"It's been three years, why haven't you made any progress in your relationship with me? Every time I'm begging you for nothing, don't you want to pester me again today, to satisfy my vanity?" He Begging me hard.

"Well, shall I read you a poem?"

"Too sour, don't listen." His head shook like a rattle.

"Then, sing a song? It's "Blue Lotus". It's very nice."

"If you don't listen, it's like mourning."

I said in my heart whether I want to listen to it or not, I don’t want to sing it for you yet, the whole big bastard, listening to songs is a waste of rhythm.So, I coquettishly whispered in his ear, "Handsome, how about helping you shoot down the plane from the sky?"

"No need." He immediately came back to his senses, staring at me with a pair of thief eyes flattered, "No, no, use, use."

"It's late, the plane flew over." I fell on his shoulder drunkenly, "Handsome guy, I'm dizzy, please send me down the mountain."

"No." He grumbled bitterly, "Why do you get dizzy every time I ask you to jerk off for me?"

"I'm afraid of heights. I told you that." I narrowed my eyes triumphantly, looking at the pure white rose not far away, nodding and smiling at me in the wind.

In the evening, Ma Shuai drank a lot of wine with my dad. I was also very happy to see the two big men with red faces and red ears pushing glasses for a change. It was really like a family.

Because I had the thread removed, it was inconvenient to drink, so I sat next to my mother and ate food with them.Seeing that my mood has improved a lot in the past few days, my mother was relieved, and whispered to me about Ma Shuai, "Mr. Ma, you don't look gentle, but you have a bold personality. You can really get along with your dad." drink."

I thought that Ma Shuai, a pervert, really knows how to play tricks and deceived my mother. It seems that people should not only look at their appearance, who knows that under his handsome appearance, there is also a restless, lewd and shameless heart hidden. . "Mom, do you really think my teacher Ma is good?" I glanced at Ma Shuai, "Why didn't I see how good he is?"

"You child, why do you say that about your teacher? He came all the way to see you. From this point, I think Teacher Ma is a nice person." My mother seems to really love her.

"Well, his meaty nose is very cute, and it's a good appetizer." After I finished speaking, I burst out laughing and sprayed the soup in my mouth all over the table.

My mother also laughed for the first time, but not as presumptuously as I laughed. She suppressed her fist and gently slapped my back, "You child, you are not big or small, is your injury healed?"

Seeing my mother and I wrestling happily together, my father was also happy for a moment, raised his neck, and drank a glass of wine, "Are you two secretly plotting against me?"

"Dad, just now my mother said that you are not old or young." I joked.

When my mother heard it, she pretended to be angry and said: "You child, when did you learn to make your mother happy, just slap your mouth and forget it, and mother will punish you to drink this bowl of fish soup."

"Mom, I don't want to drink." I cuddled in my mother's arms coquettishly, "I drank too much soup, I'll get old at night to urinate."

"You're disobedient? Son, drink it while it's hot. Mom boiled it for you. It's very fresh." Then, my mother picked up the bowl and was about to feed it to me.

I don’t know why, I suddenly became irritable for no reason. The scene where my dad forced me to eat that day was vivid in my memory, like a gloomy whip shadow hitting my head and face. I was terrified, and instinctively stretched out my hand to block it, “Don’t force me!”

With a bang, the bowl of fish soup slipped from my mother's hand and fell on the floor tiles. The bowl was also broken, and the soup spilled all over the floor.

"Son, is it hot?" My mother panicked, took my hand trembling and looked at it repeatedly, "Son, mother is wrong, ah, I shouldn't force you, son, what's wrong with you?"

Tears welled up in my eyes, I just sat there without saying a word, I didn't even know what was going on, what happened to me?Why is it so impulsive?

"His dad, take your son to the county to have a look tomorrow." My mother stroked my hand and said to my dad distressedly, "My son came home, so many things happened back and forth, and he couldn't handle it. Still a child."

My dad and Ma Shuai had surrounded me a long time ago, still in shock, Ma Shuai patted my shoulder, "Leizi, we are not sad, ah, are you tired, why don't you go back to the room to rest first?"

My dad didn't dare to touch me, he knew that I had a big prejudice against him, and he was afraid of bringing up the sadness in my heart, so he just said to my mother, "It's okay, I'll take him to the psychiatry department of the hospital tomorrow. Son, you'll be fine."

"I'm not going. I'm not mentally ill!" My abnormal behavior frightened my parents, and they didn't speak anymore. "If you are expecting me to die early, send me to the hospital." After I finished speaking, I stood up resolutely, seeing the deep sadness in my parents' eyes, and my heart was very sad, "Dad, Mom, don't let me die." Worry about me, I'm fine. I don't want people to laugh at me as a coward, Dad, didn't you say I'm the son of a tiger?" I forced a smile from the corner of my mouth, "You don't want your son to be a coward either, Yes or no?"

"Son, dad is—"

"Aren't I fine?" My voice softened, "I'm sorry, Mom, I was fine, but I made you unhappy and made you all unhappy for me. Mom, I will never do it again. You Don't be sad. I'll go see Uncle Jun tomorrow, Mom." As I spoke, tears trickled down my cheeks again.

"Son, mom doesn't blame you, I don't blame you." My mother hugged me tightly, bursting into tears, "Okay, the whole family will go to see your uncle tomorrow, son, don't be afraid, your uncle is hard-working, won't Something happened."

Going back to the bedroom, lying on the bed, I looked out the window calmly, in the dark night, I could vaguely hear the sound of the pattering rain, knocking on the glass window, the feeling of wetness filled my heart, yes, I came home The first rain finally pushed through the clouds and came into my life.