sinovels Chapter 30 30
Chapter 30 30
The black blind man sat silently in the corridor, his expression was gloomy, and there was still a large amount of blood on his left shoulder, only the hands that were clasped together were trembling uncontrollably.
He looked at his hands, a little puzzled, what were he afraid of when he used to hold a gun and play a violin so steadily?
By the way, he remembered that Xie Yuchen's hand was very cold, and Xie Yuchen's hand was shaking while clenching his hand. He said it hurt so much, so their pain resonated with each other.
Xie Yuchen was pushed into the emergency room and hadn't come out yet. No doctors or nurses came out to inform him of the situation, but the investigators from the Special Gender Management Agency rushed to him first and asked him, "Why did you let your Omega go and even accompany her when she was pregnant?" He was involved in dangerous activities."
Heixiazi felt that the bomb that exploded the car was not very powerful, and the one in front of him was the real explosion. He was completely stunned, and asked after a while: "... who is pregnant."
The investigator froze and frowned: "We suspect that you deliberately murdered your own child."
Xie Yuchen's secretary stood by and listened for a while, then understood, and quickly pulled the investigators aside: "It's all a misunderstanding...can you explain..."
The blind man felt that he jumped out of this world again, looking at his absurd life with cold eyes.
What kind of love is his love? He turned his back on what he said. He knew that Xie Yuchen hated waiting, but let him wait, and that child, the dead child, that child was so similar to his former self, that he was cruelly rejected before he was born. .
If he hated his mother for a moment, he should hate himself equally now.
The pendulum of error goes round and round, and he cannot escape.
His breathing became more and more rapid. Last time, he almost felt that his body and soul were about to be separated. He was the only survivor who escaped from that house. While running, he obliterated his own existence.
A few nurses surrounded him, watching him cover his heart in shortness of breath, and repeatedly asked him what was wrong.
He suddenly started laughing non-stop, it was ridiculous, loneliness ended in despair, love also ended in despair.
It's ridiculous, his empty life.
He maintained terrible concentration for about a month, and he wrestled with the wound for more than ten days, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, and fell down in the dark.
The last image in his eyes was the pressing door of the emergency room, with Xie Yuchen inside.
He had a very long dream. In the dream, he walked through the winding alleys and met a little girl in a yard. The skirt of the little girl was flying and she was kicking a shuttlecock. She happily ran into his arms.
He also became happy, and lifted the little girl high, and the little girl laughed loudly.
He took the little girl for a walk, and the little girl was humming, the song he sang to Xie Yuchen, light and playful.
Under a big tree, Xie Yuchen stood there, and the little girl trotted all the way. Xie Yuchen squatted down with a smile, stroked the little girl's cheek, and asked her gently, did you say goodbye?
The little girl turned her head and smiled sweetly at him: Goodbye, don't get lost again——
Xie Yuchen put his hands on the little girl's shoulders, and the little girl turned into a bouquet of petals from her shoulders, which shattered in the wind. The blind man ran over in panic and kept asking, what are you talking about, goodbye.
The little girl stretched out her hand to touch his head, and her hand turned into scattered petals, but she still smiled, goodbye, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid——
The blind man wanted to hold her in his arms, but the little girl disappeared completely.
Goodbye, Dad.she said so.
The black blind man could only hug Xie Yuchen, but Xie Yuchen didn't move at all, and said with a smile, you forgot, I am her, and she is me.
If you don't want her, I won't exist.
Xie Yuchen smiled, and also turned into a bouquet of petals, and went away with the wind.
And he sat there awkwardly, with nothing in his hands.
The blind man opened his eyes, ignored the doctors around him asking about his health, and asked with difficulty, "Where is Xie Yuchen?"
Xie Yuchen was wearing an oxygen mask and fell asleep peacefully. The cold infusion tube was still continuously pumping liquid into his body.The blind man walked up to him, wanting to hug him, but he was afraid that he would hurt him, so he dared to watch silently.
Xie Yuchen's eyelashes trembled, he raised his hand with difficulty to take off the oxygen mask, and brushed his fingers across the corners of the blind man's eyes: "I wanted to pretend to be asleep, but why are you crying like a funeral? Have you seen an eye doctor? Can you cry?"
The blind man leaned over and buried his head in Xie Yuchen's pillow.Xie Yuchen carefully raised his hands to hug the blind man: "Don't be afraid, I said I won't die. Besides, don't you remember, Zhu Jing wished me a good death, I fell into your arms I was thinking, if I died at that time, I would be so happy, so I will not have such a good fate."
The blind man raised his head, twitched the corners of his mouth, and rubbed the tip of his nose against Xie Yuchen's: "I promise you, I will let you die in my arms, okay?"
Xie Yuchen blinked and smiled: "Have you thought about it, this promise is very heavy, it includes—"
"Including that I will always love you, watch you forever, and be with you forever, until the last moment of your life." Heixiazi read these words with piety only once in his life.
Xie Yuchen raised his hand and hugged him: "Okay, of course. But have you thought about it, with me, there will be a lot of pain, so are you willing to do this? I will give you a chance to regret it, only this time .”
The blind man held him in his arms, wanting to hold him tight, but he couldn't bear it: "You're right, I'm a bastard, I know that I give you a lot of pain, I know that people like me shouldn't interact with others, but As soon as I open my eyes, I just want to see you, you can reject me, you can reject me countless times."
Xie Yuchen held the black blind man's face, and the light in his eyes flashed mischievously: "But only when I am with you, can I feel that I am a complete person. Maybe the essence of life is pain, and I just want to share it with you." .”
Me too.The blind man thought.
The blind man forced a smile, but found that he almost forgot how to smile. He kept a wry smile, and reached out and gently touched Yuchen's belly: "Even if I killed our family."
Xie Yuchen blinked his eyes in bewilderment, and when he understood, he continued to smile: "Doctor Qi, can you see what fluid I'm infusing?"
The blind man stood up and took a look, and quickly recited the generic name of the drug in his heart: progesterone—a drug generally used to stabilize defective embryos in the mother's body.
Xie Yuchen sighed softly: "The doctor said that Xiao Qi is very strong, and it's rare for such a tossing to be fine. It's probably——I really want to come to this world to take a look, and I don't know what to see. I just know this When it happened, I thought about not wanting him, but you said that there are very few people who will love you unconditionally, so I kept Xiao Qi—you have to be responsible to the end. "
The blind man sat silently beside Xie Yuchen's bed. Xie Yuchen looked at his bewildered expression, and simply lay down with a suffocated smile and continued to pretend to be asleep.
The blind man stretched out his hand, thought for a long time without thinking where to touch it, and finally stretched out an index finger and tapped Xie Yuchen's shoulder lightly. Xie Yuchen opened his eyes pretending to be angry, and couldn't help laughing when he saw the blind man with a tangled face: "Is there anything else? If it's okay, you should go back and rest. Don't take your body too seriously."
"I have something to do, I have something to do." The black blind man chuckled, "Are you married?"
Xie Yuchen nodded and corrected, "This is called remarriage."