Bitter Tea [101 Mei Xuan]

Chapter 37 I

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Please come back——you are free Maybe it's because the pain in Meng Meiqi's eyes is too obvious, or maybe it's because Wu Xuanyi has already expressed all the evil he can do to her. Walking slowly in front of Meng Meiqi, she said softly, "I'm just joking, don't be unhappy."

Meng Meiqi felt that she should smile, but the corners of her mouth seemed tired and she couldn't lift it.

Wu Xuanyi didn't get a response, so she raised her eyes and looked at her. Meng Meiqi pulled her into her arms before she saw her expression. She noticed that her cheeks were wet and her lips were trembling uncontrollably. She wanted to say, you never joke, she wanted to ask if you really hated me, but she moved her throat, and in the end she just said, "I'm not unhappy...Xuan Yi."

Wu Xuanyi leaned against her shoulder, her breath filled with the aroma of Meng Meiqi's favorite lemon-flavored shampoo. Hearing this repressed sentence, she tacitly didn't ask anything, and nodded slightly.

The light in the living room was very bright. Looking at the closed door, Meng Meiqi suddenly remembered that when she first came to Wu Xuanyi's house, the moment she opened the door, she was afraid that her eyes, which were used to the dark, would be stinging, so she stretched out her hand Covering her eyes, blocking the light.

Wu Xuanyi is too gentle, no matter what time it is.

Wu Xuanyi made a fuss quietly, and seemed to be a little tired. After putting down the baby, she curled up on the sofa and was about to sleep. Meng Meiqi was afraid that she would get sick, so she wanted to carry her into the bedroom, but Wu Xuanyi seemed to be stuck on the sofa Go up, don't want to come down no matter what.Seeing that she insisted on sleeping here, Meng Meiqi had no choice but to go to the bedroom to hug a quilt and cover her carefully.

After turning off all the lights in the house, the windows in the living room were open, with bright light coming in, and the noise of some nocturnal college students playing. Meng Meiqi walked to the window and looked at the night view of the city in the distance.The darkness dies, and the neon lights are gradually revived. Across the relatively quiet neighborhood, there are all kinds of excitement going on.

She has lived here for a while, and she can see such scenes every day.

Meng Meiqi closed the curtains, returned to the sofa, and groped to sit down on the ground.There was no light in the living room, and Meng Meiqi could only see Wu Xuanyi's silhouette in the dark.She looked at it carefully for a while, turned on the phone and adjusted the brightness to the lowest level, and found out the number she had stored in her phone when she was reunited with Wu Xuanyi. The string of numbers always looked familiar, and she pressed her head to think about it for a while, Finally remembered.

This number has not changed. Since I got Wu Xuanyi's number by chance four years ago, her number has never changed until now.

Meng Meiqi gave a low laugh and put the phone back in his pocket.

does it worth?

I'm afraid you won't answer if I ask you.

After all, Meng Meiqi didn't dare to meet Wu Xuanyi who was awake. Meng Meiqi ran out of the house when it was still daylight, and took a taxi back to the hut she rented.

The cold wind in the morning made her shiver, and she lost all feeling in her fingers after returning to the rental house.Meng Meiqi managed to enter the house holding the key, and the first thing she did when she kicked off her shoes was to pour herself a cup of hot water to keep warm.

Compared with the spaciousness of Wu Xuanyi's house, this small rental house will look crowded no matter how you tidy it up. Trembling, Meng Meiqi kicked away the bench next to the table, opened the refrigerator and took out the remaining half bag of noodles, and poured half a pot of water on the gas burning.

Today happened to be Friday, and Meng Meiqi had no class today, so she happened to be happy to stay at home.After jumping on the spot for a while, her body finally warmed up. Meng Meiqi drank the hot water in one gulp, poured half a bag of noodles into the pot, sprinkled with seasonings and two green vegetables, and found an egg from the refrigerator. Typed in when the noodles were almost cooked.While looking at the time on the range hood, Meng Meiqi stirred the noodles in the pot with chopsticks. Seeing that the heat should be almost ready, she reached out and turned off the gas.

Putting the noodles in the pot into a bowl, Meng Meiqi took the bowl and retrieved the bench that she had kicked away, sat at the table and smelled the hot aroma, and contentedly picked up the chopsticks and prepared to eat.

Just as the chopsticks were stuck into the beautiful candied eggs, the mobile phone on the stove suddenly rang. Meng Meiqi didn't understand who would come to her early in the morning, so she reluctantly walked over with the chopsticks in her mouth, and just clicked on the new message interface , the name that I haven't seen for a while jumped out immediately.

Zhou Zhenan: Meiqi, I came to Beicheng to see you. Do you have time today? Let’s meet in the afternoon.

Meng Meiqi was startled, the chopsticks in her mouth almost fell off, and she waited for a few seconds before typing.

Shanzhi: Why did you suddenly remember this?

Zhou Zhenan: I just miss you, so I came to see you.

For some reason, Meng Meiqi actually had a subtle sense of betrayal.

Shanzhi: What time does the car leave?

Zhou Zhenan: Not long after getting on the bus, it will arrive around [-] o'clock in the evening.

Meng Meiqi wanted to say something more, but suddenly realized that she had nothing to say, her finger stopped on the input method for a while, and then slowly clicked down.

Shanzhi: Pay attention to safety.

Zhenan Zhou: Yes.

Putting down the phone, Meng Meiqi was stunned for a while before walking back to the table slowly.

I ate a bowl of noodles a little too quickly, and accidentally burned my tongue while drinking the soup, and a small blister formed, and the painful Meng Meiqi was sweating profusely.He took a breath and looked for cold water to drink everywhere, took a big gulp and put it in his mouth, it would be more comfortable when it was cold.

Looking at the ceiling with some peeling paint, Meng Meiqi suddenly had an extremely real feeling.

Hanging out with a bunch of "husbands and dogs", having a boyfriend who would come all the way when he misses you, living in a rented house with his own money, worrying about piles of homework and endless classes every day, This is the life she should have.

For unrealistic and illusory things, it is impossible to even think about them.

It is not possible, and it is not worthy.

Counting it, she and Zhou Zhenan haven't seen each other for a long time.

She was not a clingy character, and she liked to stay at home during the holidays. Even Cheng Jieling couldn't let her go out, let alone her boyfriend who was so good-tempered.So the two of them didn't see each other very much even during the three-month vacation, and even if they did, she didn't like to go to far places to play.It's amazing to say that, apart from more and more chat records between the two of them, there are only a few photos occasionally left in a small park or restaurant. She didn't even call her a well-behaved boyfriend, and Zhou Zhenan actually He can also cheerfully praise Meng Meiqi as the most competent girlfriend.

She didn't know how to think about these things before, but now that she thinks about it again, she realizes that she really didn't feel sorry for Zhou Zhenan.

Standing in front of the train station in the cold wind, Meng Meiqi thought about seeing Zhou Zhenan and smiling happily.

Zhou Zhenan also has a gentle and non-aggressive face, his eyes are always sparkling, containing a pool of crystal clear lake water, his skin is so fair that blue blood vessels can be seen, he is tall and tall, with the appearance of a gentle senior, So it is also very eye-catching in the crowd.

Meng Meiqi looked at Zhou Zhenan, who was facing her eyes from a distance, smiling like a flower, and couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips, and walked towards that figure against the flow of people.

Zhou Zhenan wore an army green windbreaker and black jeans, which were very slim, making him even more tall and straight.Although Meng Meiqi dresses casually, she has a good foundation and can wear any clothes. The two of them stood together and soon got a lot of amazing looks. Some even secretly took pictures, and their faces couldn't hide their envy. .

By the way, Zhou Zhenan was very popular at that time, with a warm appearance and a warm personality, what little girl wouldn't fall in love with him?But why did he fall in love with himself?

Meng Meiqi feels that her personality is not very good, and occasionally she will hit people when she gets angry. Ten people who are nervous are not enough to hug each other, and they don't know how to take care of other people's thoughts, so they look better.

Zhou Zhenan rubbed her hair and said with a smile, "Why are you in a daze."

His voice is very magnetic. Meng Meiqi once liked it for a while, and asked him to send voice to himself every day, even emoticons were not allowed.

"No, I'm so happy to see you."

Zhou Zhenan rubbed her head again, smiled and grabbed one of her sleeves, and walked slowly along her pace: "I came here all the way, have you thought about what to take me to eat?" It's delicious."

Meng Meiqi blinked: "Is there any delicious food, do you want shoe soles?"

Zhou Zhenan flattened his mouth: "It's hard to accept."

Seeing his aggrieved expression, he couldn't help laughing twice, and looked down to see the leather bag in his other hand, which seemed to be very heavy, so he stretched out his hand to take it over to help him carry it for a while: "The bag What's in it, show me!"

Zhou Zhenan pressed her forehead and pushed her aside, and said with a smile: "What's there to look at, it's just clothes. The train I'm going back to is tomorrow, so I can't sleep on the street today."

Meng Meiqi was startled: "Tomorrow? You only stay here for one night?"

Zhou Zhenan nodded and pulled her back again.

"Why?" Meng Meiqi was a little puzzled. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be the weekend, so why are you in such a hurry to leave tomorrow?

Zhou Zhenan didn't answer, just grabbed her sleeve with a smile, and continued to walk forward: "I want to eat hot pot today, okay?"

Meng Meiqi nodded in a daze.

A hot pot meal was very refreshing. The soup was very spicy. After eating, both of them were sweating profusely and their mouths were burning.Zhou Zhenan was not very good at eating spicy food at first, but because Meng Meiqi liked it, he even developed the ability to eat spicy food himself, but the redness on his face couldn't go away after eating, because this Meng Meiqi also laughed at him a lot, He just smiled and rubbed her hair.

Accidentally overeating, Meng Meiqi felt as if she was pregnant in October with a lot of stuff in her stomach.Zhou Zhenan has always been more cautious when eating, and today, for the first time, he ate his fill. Two people who were pregnant were walking slowly by the side of the road.It was already dark, the taillights of the cars formed a river on the road, and all kinds of colorful lights hanging on the trees were lit up. Meng Meiqi pointed to the stars and insisted that it was the moon, and Zhou Zhenan cooperated and agreed on the pentagon the moon.

After walking for a long time, it was time to part ways. It was too late and there was not even a taxi.Meng Meiqi looked at the traffic on the road that had thinned out at some point, and was about to speak when Zhou Zhenan grabbed her hand first, and said, "Let's go for a while."

There was an imperceptible request in that tone, Meng Meiqi looked down at the hands they held together, and nodded.

The colored lights in Beicheng will be very beautiful at night, and there are all kinds of them. It's a bit like the high school she transferred to later. There is also a very beautiful road there. At night, all kinds of lights are lit up, creating a dreamlike scene.

After walking for a while in relative silence, Zhou Zhenan suddenly said, "How long have we been dating?"

It's really strange, he is the one who thinks about the time of dating every day, but now he asks about her instead.Meng Meiqi tilted her head and thought for a while, then said, "It's been more than half a year."

There is an overpass not far away, which is extremely dazzling in the light, and the melody of the violin floats down from the bridge, with a long and sad voice.Zhou Zhenan took her hand, walked slowly onto the bridge, and sighed, "It's been a long time."

Meng Meiqi didn't know what he was going to say. She bent down and turned her head to look at his expression. It was no different from his usual gentle and gentle expression, but there seemed to be something else different, and she couldn't tell where it was.

Zhou Zhenan nodded her forehead, took her hand twice more and said: "Walk well, and be careful of the stairs under your feet."

Meng Meiqi stood up straight and hummed.

She intuited that he had something to say, because he was very much like the night he confessed to her that year.

Sure enough, he seemed to have made up his mind, and said leisurely, "Mei Qi, we haven't spoken for a week."

Meng Meiqi said: "That's because I recently applied for four..."

"You don't need to say it." Zhou Zhenan said: "You don't need to explain, just listen to me."

"You always feel that you are unattractive and annoying, but in fact, you are the warmest person in the world, you will take into account other people's little thoughts, you will really worry that irrelevant people will get hurt, and you will show your heart to your friends Take out your lungs, eat instant noodles for two weeks in order to buy me a set of clothes that I look at more, will smile at me every lap when running and exercising, will bravely face wrong accusations, and will not eat meaningless If you are misunderstood and slandered, you have to pay back ten times. If you don’t explain clearly, you have to roll up your sleeves and fight. Only when you win in the end do you think of being wronged..."

"You like octopus balls and hot pot, you like plain potato chips, you like to listen to music on your Walkman, and occasionally learn to draw on a whim, but because it's too hard to give up, you like to watch Japanese dramas, and you always feel that people need to live more clearly. Well, know the suffering in this world, and then work harder to live..."

"You are fine, you are really fine, Meng Meiqi, you remember, you are the best person in the world."

They walked to the middle of the overpass, and the reverse traffic roared past under the bridge. The violinist on the bridge was still playing that lightly sad song, and the warm light hit Zhou Zhenan's soft curved face. He stopped, She smiled and said, "But, I can sense that such a good Meng Meiqi doesn't like me."

Meng Meiqi wanted to explain something, Zhou Zhenan leaned over, held her shoulder, and said softly: "You have someone you like, I can feel it, because we have been together for three years, and I really know you very well."

A figure that tormented her all the time came to mind, and as the sentence of liking was clearly outlined, Meng Meiqi was in a daze for a moment, looked into Zhou Zhenan's eyes, and said firmly: "Yes."

His eyes were shining brightly, and his words trembled a little: "So... so, Mei Qi, I really don't want to part with you, but we are not in the same way, it is difficult to get to the end, I gave it to me I have time to be sad, so I will break up with you, don't feel guilty."

Meng Meiqi couldn't speak, her eyes were a little sore.

"Let's...let's part here, just like when we were together."

He straightened up, his brows and eyes were still smiling, and the tears in the corners of his eyes did not fall. He must have really thought about it for a long time, and it is not easy to let go of what he loves voluntarily.

He seemed to have something to say, but after Meng Meiqi waited for a long time, he just said goodbye softly, and then walked towards the end of the overpass without looking back.

Meng Meiqi stared at the back and slowly went away until it disappeared. The shy boy in his memory blushed and said to her, "I like you, can you talk to me?" socialize.At that time, he was also full of thoughts, and his eyes turned red with excitement after getting his affirmative answer. Now he cried for her again, in order to force himself to give up her and let her pursue her love.

She didn't know how long she stood there, and the violin song changed several times. It wasn't until the last person was about to pack up and leave that Meng Meiqi realized it.In the middle of the night, people's hearts were trembling due to the cold wind. Meng Meiqi stood by the bridge with her arms folded. For the first time in her life, she felt such an obvious sense of loss.

It would feel like a relief.

Meng Meiqi wanted to laugh, but her eyes were blurred.

She took out her cell phone from her pocket, found out Fu Jing's number, and called.

It was picked up almost instantly, and the distraught voice came out of the phone: "Dead man, what do you want to do! No one is allowed to sleep in the middle of the night, be careful, I will let your mother beat you to death..."

"Are you at my mother's place?"

Fu Jing hehe twice: "Yes, I'm with your mother, I'm not the same as you little heartless."

Meng Meiqi pursed her lips and said, "Then don't go, I'll be there tomorrow, and I have something to ask you."

Fu Jing snorted: "Little brat, what do you want to do? If you let me keep it, I'll keep it, right? I'll leave early tomorrow morning! You won't be mad at me!"

Meng Meiqi said: "I like Wu Xuanyi."

The triumphant laughter over there stopped abruptly, as if choked, and it took a long time before he said: "What did you say?"

Meng Meiqi felt that the figure had never been as clear as it is now, so clear that she seemed to be within reach. She repeated it word by word: "I said, I like Wu Xuanyi."

Fu Jing seemed to jump up from the bed: "Are you enlightened? Bah! What did you say? What do you mean? Please speak clearly, don't mess with me!"

Meng Meiqi smiled and said, "I'll wait at my mother's place tomorrow, I have something to ask you."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, put his hands in his pockets, let out a sigh of relief looking at the night scene in the distance, turned around and walked to the other side of the bridge.

Separate here...

On the opposite side of the road, under the overpass, the army green figure stood stubbornly, watching the girl with her hands in her pockets re-entering the colorful lantern road, he also stood there for a long time, waited for the wind to die down, and finally turned and left.

It is eternal separation.