Chapter 40
Chapter 40
When the takeaway arrived, Qi Yuan told Liang He to get up and eat together.
Liang Hean got up, but didn't take another look in Qi Yuan's direction, and walked silently to the bedroom with the locked door.
On the phone, Qi Yuan learned from Liang Heping that the bedroom Liang Hean used to live in was not the one they slept in now, and he was going back to his own bedroom in this way.
Qi Yuan stared at Liang He'an's back, watching the man enter and close the door, and suddenly thought of the time when he came to the hospital for the first time.
At that time, he just thought that Liang He'an was good-looking, and never thought that he would develop such a relationship with this person that most people could not appreciate.
"Hehe." Qi Yuan smiled wryly, took a bite of the rice in the lunch box, it was not good, not as good as Liang He'an's burnt eggplant.
At two o'clock in the morning, Qi Yuan gritted his teeth, got up and knocked on the door of Liang He'an's room, he thought, he should take medicine and sleep, he must not let people hide.
As a result, Liang Hean's door was unlocked, the room was pitch black, and there was no one on the bed.
Qi Yuan walked into the closet that made him fearful and had nightmares for half a month, and pushed it lightly.The orange light in the closet was on, and Liang Hean curled up, like the little black cat that day, sleeping in a pile of clothes.
It hurts like this.
Qi Yuan knelt down, touched Liang Hean's hair, put one hand under his neck, and put his arm around his knees, and picked him up.
Liang He'an seemed to be sleeping deeply, just like every night before.But the difference is that this person smells of alcohol, a very strong smell of liquor.
Only then did Qi Yuan remember that Liang He'an never drank alcohol before, no matter in Thebes or at home, or even going out to eat with his parents.It seems that in order to control his emotions, he deliberately avoided drinking, and he did make too much effort.
Qi Yuan glanced back at the wardrobe wall that was injured by the knife, and after knowing that it was really made by Liang He'an, he was able to read it calmly.
"Don't be afraid... I'm here." Qi Yuan hugged Liang He'an, walked back to the room where they usually slept, laid him flat on the bed, and covered him with a quilt.
Qi Yuan also took off his clothes, and lay beside Liang He'an, holding the other's broad palm to reassure him.
Suddenly, Liang Hean muttered.
Qi Yuan didn't hear clearly, he propped up half of his body and put his head near Liang He'an's lips, asking, "What?"
"Xiao Yuan, I'm sorry."
Qi Yuan heard it clearly, cleared his throat, and kissed Liang He'an's forehead lightly: "You remember the agreement between us, I didn't ask you anything, don't say it, and don't have any psychological burden."
The hands of the two were placed very close to each other. After falling asleep, they would unconsciously grope for it, and would not let go of it once they were grasped. They kept holding each other, and sometimes even clasped their fingers tightly.
Early the next morning, the gray sparrows nesting in the community began to chirp for the first time.
Qi Yuan woke up and saw Liang He'an was sleeping soundly facing him.
He raised his hand to trace Liang Hean's eyebrows, bridge of nose and lips, and suddenly smiled.
"Little guy, if you're sick, bear it to me." Qi Yuan murmured in his heart.
"Meow." The little black cat crawled in through the open door, and climbed up bit by bit, grabbing the corner of the quilt beside the bed.
During this period of time, it has been eating very well, and its little feet stepped on Qi Yuan's body, full of weight.
Qi Yuan pulled the kitten and placed it between him and Liang Hean, and the kitten made a pleasant "cuckoo" sound.
"Uh." Liang Hean frowned and opened his eyes, seeing Qi Yuan and the kitten looking at him together, smiling.
It seemed that it was someone else who had thrown dishes and bowls in the kitchen the night before.
"Are you awake?" Qi Yuan passed the little black cat and kissed Liang He'an's lips.
Liang He'an continued to smile, moved to the side, put his arms around Kitten and Qi Yuan and said, "Headache."
"Well," Qi Yuan sniffed his nose carefully, the smell of liquor still lingered in the air, he said, "Our Mr. Liang is still playing crazy after drinking."
"Ha." Liang He'an raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brows, with an embarrassed smile, trying to explain, "No, I...that's..."
"Hush!" Qi Yuan didn't let Liang Hean continue, got up, threw the cat aside, leaned over Liang Hean, and said, "Hurry up and do it, I'm still in a hurry to go to work."
"Haha, good." Liang Hean supported Qi Yuan's waist, moved his body, pressed his palms down on Qi Yuan's head and kissed.
Four or ten minutes later, Liang He'an was still unsatisfied, and Qi Yuan was reluctant to let go. The two looked at each other, only seeing each other in their eyes.
"It will get better." Qi Yuan said.
"Hmm." Liang He'an nodded slightly, not sure if Qi Yuan really understood the situation.
"So, it can work this time, because of me."
"En." Liang He'an pressed another kiss, and he felt that Qi Yuan seemed to have noticed something.
Qi Yuan looked at the time, got up to wash up, and said to Liang He'an who was curled up under the quilt naked, "Sleep a little longer, take a good rest, and I will go to your school before I go to the hospital."
Liang Hean frowned slightly, wanting to refuse, sighed and stopped talking.
"I'll try to come back as early as possible in the afternoon. Don't cook, wait for me. I'll buy vegetables and cook you a delicious meal. Actually, I'm pretty good at cooking, but I haven't had a chance to show it off."
Seeing Qi Yuan's serious appearance, Liang He'an couldn't speak, so he smiled and nodded: "Okay."
Qi Yuan fried a poached egg and left one for Liang He'an, and walked away while eating with a slice of bread.
He really went to Liang Hean's school first and asked the director for leave.
The day before, Liang He'an suddenly felt unwell, which worried the director.He listened to Qi Yuan's explanation that he had a severe headache and needed to rest. He thought it might be that the young teacher was under too much pressure from leading the graduation class and leading the competition recently, so he granted a day off in a reasonable manner.
"It just so happens that tomorrow is New Year's Day, and the school will also be on holiday. Let Teacher Liang rest at home for a few days." The director said.
However, after leaving school, Qi Yuan didn't go to the hospital, but directly called the department and verbally asked for a day off.This has never happened in his entire career.
Qi Yuan suddenly thought of Zhong Mutian.
He still remembered the time when he went to Zhong Mutian's house with Nie Yingjun and Liang Hean, Liang Hean looked at Zhong Mutian differently from other people.
The person with that kind of eyes seems to be very suitable for the setting of scribbling in the closet.
……
Zhong Mutian was very reluctant to be woken up by Qi Yuan's phone call early in the morning.
But when he heard that it was related to Liang He'an, he still came to the appointment early.
In a newly opened coffee shop in the city center, Qi Yuan explained the intention of meeting Zhong Mutian this time.
He wanted to know the Liang He'an that Zhong Mutian knew, the Liang He'an that he never wanted to show in front of him.Based on his feeling, he believed that only by knowing everything about that person could he enter his heart and heal him fundamentally.
"He has been seeing a psychiatrist, do you know?" Qi Yuan asked Zhong Mutian.
Zhong Mutian shook his head instinctively, his gaze met Qi Yuan's firm gaze, and then he began to freeze in a daze.
"He told me that as long as I want to know everything about him, I can ask him at any time, and he will tell me without reservation. But I know that since it is something he is unwilling to take the initiative to bring up, if he is asked, Being mentioned is probably another disguised injury. That's why I came to you." Qi Yuan said frankly.
Zhong Mutian didn't like Qi Yuan very much, maybe it was because of some unspeakable jealousy between the same sex, or something else.In short, after knowing that Liang Hean and Qi Yuan were very close, and even lived together, he always avoided this person, was too lazy to see him, and was annoyed when he saw him.
Qi Yuan also knew how Zhong Mutian saw him, but he was still confident that he could open the other's jaw and get the answer he wanted.
"Who do you think you are?" Zhong Mutian asked provocatively, "Why should I tell you?"
Qi Yuan said calmly but solemnly: "The person he loves, of course I love him very much."
Zhong Mutian smiled: "You two have only known each other for a few days, but you met in a gay bar, and you dare to say such things just for fun?"
"You dare to say this word to someone you have only known for a few minutes, not to mention that we are serious, and I have a clear conscience when I say it." Qi Yuan replied with a smile.
Seeing that Zhong Mutian didn't speak, Qi Yuan continued: "Actually, I've seen it before, you like him a lot, right?"
Zhong Mutian remained silent.
Qi Yuan said: "In the past, Liang He'an didn't admit that he was gay and said he didn't like you, and you could still accept it. But once he recognized his nature of being gay, the first person he fell in love with was still not you, and you were a little bit My heart is unbalanced, and I will even blame this imbalance on me. Am I right?"
"But you have to understand that now, he and I are in love. If you remember your sincerity to him and want him well, then tell me the truth." Qi Yuan said again.
As soon as these words came out, there was an immediate silence between the two.
In the coffee shop in the morning, the business is very deserted, and the owner can only make the sound of "squeaky" when he moves the goods by himself.Between Qi Yuan and Zhong Mutian, the atmosphere was quiet and scary.
Just like that, after the air was stagnant for a long time, Zhong Mutian lighted a cigarette for himself as if admitting defeat, and said, "Yes, I know everything about him. What's the matter?"
Qi Yuan was glad that he found the right person, sighed secretly, looked up at Zhong Mutian again, and waited for the other person to say: "Everything, everything, I want to know his past, his past, everything I don't know."
"Huh," Zhong Mutian blew out a smoke ring, half-closed his eyes and looked at Qi Yuan, although his expression was still reluctant, but at least he opened his mouth, "Do you still remember that dog named Kara?"
Qi Yuan nodded, and replied seriously: "Remember, Liang He'an said that the dog used to belong to him."
"Yes!" Zhong Mutian nodded, seemingly lost in thought. After a long time, he said again: "That year, we were both 15 years old, and that's when I realized that I liked him. I really like him, I really like him, and now Also. I will not allow anyone to hurt him, no matter who it is, including myself."
Qi Yuan nodded seriously again.
Zhong Mutian exhaled the smoke in his mouth, twisted off the remaining half of the cigarette and put it in the ashtray, and asked, "No matter what happens, you will be by his side, help him, and love him, right?"
Qi Yuan continued to nod, very sincerely: "Yes."
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