bedtime counseling

Chapter 26 I Have the Right to Know

The author has something to say: Yesterday I saw a message saying "Brave Zeze, not afraid of difficulties" and thought it was very cute. Our Xiaoliang is a straight ball genius who can't be beaten or killed.Even we all think that Xiao Liang is super attractive, wouldn't Wu Ke, who gets along day and night, think that?

"What's wrong, what's wrong?"

"Here." Liang Ze squeezed his lower back, gritted his teeth and got up, and said intermittently, "Here I feel a twinge of pain."

His endurance has always been amazing, and he will never make a sound until the pain is unbearable.Wu Ke was extremely nervous, and took a set of clothes to change for him, "Can you still hold on?"

Liang Ze nodded, but the pain was so painful that he couldn't even sit up straight, let alone walk.

"I'll carry you."

Putting on his clothes and picking up his things, Wu Ke paused for a moment when his eyes glanced at the phone——

There are unread text messages on it.

But it was only for a moment, he quickly put away his mobile phone, and squatted down to the side of the bed with one knee: "Come on, slow down."

The corridor of the hotel late at night was silent and empty, only the sound of hurried footsteps.Wu Ke fixed the person with one hand and pressed the elevator with the other. After pressing the elevator, he raised his eyes and stared at the number above his head, with a rare eagerness on his face.

"Speak out if you feel uncomfortable, don't hold back."

Liang Ze nodded weakly, seeing that sweat was also seeping from his forehead, he even wanted to wipe it off for him.

"It's all like this, isn't it honest?"

"I didn't..." Hearing his stern tone, Liang Ze smiled weakly and didn't move. He just lay his face on his shoulder, gasping for breath.

The car drove to the hospital, and all the way from the parking lot to the emergency department.After several examinations, it was confirmed that it was a calculus, and it was necessary to receive extracorporeal lithotripsy immediately.Being a B overtime doctor also praised Liang Ze: "Young people have a good foundation. In your situation, many people yell in pain. You are so powerful that you don't even groan!"

In fact, Liang Ze found that he had bloody urine yesterday, but the matter of Wu Ke's going abroad occupied his mind, and he couldn't think about anything else.

"Does he need painkillers for a situation like him?"

"It's almost over, why don't you take painkillers." The doctor said calmly, "Be patient, it's not a big problem."

Wu Ke was still worried, and turned to look at him: "The pain is so unbearable that I have to say it."

Liang Ze's lips moved.

Wu Ke leaned over: "What did you say?"

"I said I'm fine, don't underestimate me."

He even knows how to be brave.

Compared with the pain during the attack, the process of crushing stones is really nothing to mention.After the crushing, the doctor asked him to stay and observe for one night, but there was no ready bed for the time being, so he could only sit on the chair in the corridor temporarily.

At 01:30 in the morning, the emergency building was brightly lit, and doctors and patients were in a hurry. Only here was quiet.Liang Ze vacantly closed his eyes, his cheeks were as pale as paper, and his black eyelashes drooped quietly.Wu Ke asked the nurse to bring a pillow and put it behind his waist, "Sit by yourself for a while, and I'll buy you a bottle of water."

Liang Ze didn't open his eyes, but moved his chin slowly, "Hurry up and come back."

Walking near the triage table, Wu Ke looked back at the end of the corridor.The person who was barely sitting upright just now has bent over and is lying on the chair with his pillow on his side.

It's time to go back quickly.

Gathering his mind, he walked outside the building and dialed He Feng's phone number.

Unexpectedly, He Feng didn't sleep either.

"Hey who?"

"I'm Wu Ke," he said calmly, looking at the rain-soaked fallen leaves by the roadside, "you sent me a text message at night, saying you wanted to see me."

There was silence on the phone for two seconds, and then there was a muddy yawn.

"Oh, it's you. Seeing that you haven't responded, I thought I copied the number wrong."

"What's the matter with me?"

"What do you mean by college bully? Don't you have a high IQ? I'll tell you if I guess right."

He Feng seemed to have a prejudice against him, and his tone was stinging, but Wu Ke was not irritated by him: "Say what you have to say, don't play around with me."

"Whoever has time to go around with you, if it's not for Liang Ze, I don't want to mess with people like you at all." He Feng put away the joke, his voice suddenly turned cold, "I said, if you are a man, just be quick, don't keep fishing like this Look at Liang Ze. Play with others if you have some money in your pocket...I despise people like you the most."

What he said was all about defending Liang Ze, which made Wu Ke feel very uncomfortable.

"I heard from Liang Ze that you are not familiar with each other." He bowed his back slightly, leaning against the tree trunk to touch the smoke, "I have no other intentions, I just want to know what standpoint you come from to say these words."

When He Feng heard it, he cursed in a low voice: "What a fucking heartless... At least he saved his life, but he said he didn't know me well..."

Help?

Wu Ke raised his eyes: "What do you mean?"

After a pause for a few seconds, He Feng snorted and said something earth-shattering.

"He almost died six years ago because of you."

A rescue ambulance stopped beside him, and the red light on the roof was flashing, causing Wu Ke to turn his back: "Speak clearly, what do you mean he almost died because of me."

"Do you really want to know?" The phone rang, but He Feng's voice was as clear as if he was beside him, piercing his ears word by word, "Actually, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but Liang Ze refused to let me. He is a stupid, dead-brained person..."

be silly.

stubborn.

Indeed, whether it was six years ago or six years later, Liang Ze always behaved very hesitant when facing matters related to Wu Ke, looking forward and backward.

The time I found Liang Ze was in the middle of the night.

That night He Feng was playing games in the Internet cafe, and when he came back, he couldn't remember what time it was, but he only remembered that the sky was pitch black and there were few stars.Less than 50 meters away from home, he saw a person lying on the side of the road, and he was almost scared out of his wits.

Walking in and looking, the person is still alive, and it turned out to be Liang Ze.

"Hey, hello!" He didn't wake up after kicking twice, so he had to turn him over and drag him back to the dilapidated house with his arms crossed.

He Feng still remembers the moment he turned on the light.Liang Ze was lying on the concrete floor, his head and body were covered in cold sweat, and blood was everywhere from biting his lips.

"Hey, what's going on, you, were you beaten?"

He was in a semi-comatose state, unable to speak at all.It took He Feng a lot of effort to get him to bed. He wanted to see where he was injured, but when he moved his leg, he moaned in pain, which scared He Feng into thinking that his leg had been crippled.

Taking off his pants, he took a deep breath.The back of Liang Ze's underwear was stained with blood, there were deep and shallow pinch marks on his waist, and there were unclear marks of mucus on the thighs.

Rao has been in the society for several years, and this is the first time He Feng has encountered such a thing.After thinking and thinking, I still didn't send the person to the clinic in the end.

That night, he took care of Liang Ze all night, so that Liang Ze, who had a fever and was injured below, would not have to freeze outside all night.Rounding it up, it can be regarded as a life-saving grace, He Feng has always thought so.

When Liang Ze woke up at dawn, his lips were bloodless.Seeing that he refused to say the reason for his injury, He Feng guessed that he was bullied by some gangster and couldn't save face, so he held back and didn't meddle in other people's business.However, he was injured very badly, with several cuts in his lower body and it was inconvenient to go to the hospital. In the end, He Feng went to the pharmacy to buy some antipyretic and anti-inflammatory medicine for him.

He remained in bed all that day.First, he was in a daze, without saying anything, and without taking a bite of food.After lying down until night, he seemed to be much better, so he said goodbye and went back to his home.

It was on the third night that he really knew the cause of his accident.That night, He Feng helped other people run the power line, and it was just eight or nine o'clock after finishing the work, when he passed by a nearby pond, he saw Liang Ze sitting there lost in thought.

"Why, want to swim, the injury healed up so quickly?"

Looking over, under the moonlight, Liang Ze's face was covered with tears, and the front of his jacket was wet a lot.

"you……"

Liang Ze was holding a mobile phone with both hands, and he was in a daze, as if he didn't notice that there was another person beside him.

He kept his head down to make a phone call.

In the dark, the phone was blindingly bright, and the tofu-sized screen shed a lot of tears, and the word "A Ke" was blurred.

No one picked up.

He Feng saw Liang Ze fight countless times, repeatedly, but he still couldn't get through.

I don't know why, after a long time, he can't even remember Liang Ze's face clearly, but he still clearly remembers the scene by the pond at that time.

The young boy sat on the wet and dirty grass, weeping silently while trying his best to dial a number that didn't answer.The person he likes abandoned him, his pain and despair are silent, everything is held in his chest, but He Feng can hear it clearly, hitting his ears like a thunderstorm.

After six years, this boy once again felt sad and desperate for the same person in front of him.Even if he can't understand that men like men, He Feng can't sit idly by anymore.

After recalling this, he took a deep breath on the phone and cursed coldly: "You're not a fucking thing, Wu Ke, just fuck someone up and slap his ass and leave. If you really don't like a man, why do you touch him?"

The cigarette in Wu Ke's hand had already been burned out.

He leaned against the tree stiffly, looking at the emergency building in the distance, and didn't say a word for a long, long time.

After drinking too much wine that night, Liang Ze woke up lying beside him, his expression was indeed different from usual, but——

He couldn't believe it, he walked quickly back to the second floor of the emergency room, and learned that Liang Ze had already been placed in the ward.

Pushing open the door, the eight beds inside were fully occupied by eight people, and Liang Ze was facing the window at the southernmost corner.Hearing the sound of hurried footsteps, he turned around slowly. Seeing that it was Wu Ke, he smiled with difficulty, "Where's the water?"

The voice was very soft, afraid of waking up other people in the ward.

Wu Ke took a deep breath, got up after a few times, and quickly tightened the bed curtains around him.

"Ake..." Liang Ze was stunned.

Wu Ke leaned over and stared closely into his eyes: "That person is me, isn't it?"

Liang Ze didn't understand at first, he was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood the meaning of this sentence, his face suddenly became tense.

"He Feng told me everything." Wu Ke didn't give him a chance to breathe at all, and he followed wherever his eyes escaped, "I want to hear from you, whether it is me or not."

Liang Ze's lips moved slightly, but his body had already froze.Countless thoughts flashed through my mind in an instant, should I confess or continue to hide, what would be the consequences, my brain was in chaos.

But in the gap of a few seconds, Wu Ke's eyes quickly turned red, "Liang Ze, how can you be so selfish, I am the person involved, and I have the right to know what happened, why did you keep it from me for so long?"

The chaotic thoughts returned to zero in an instant, and Liang Ze suddenly lost his temper, "I..." I didn't hide it on purpose, but I just didn't have the courage all the time, and I was afraid that you would alienate me because of this matter.

"sorry."

"I don't want to hear sorry," Wu Ke frowned, "I want to know what happened that night, why didn't I remember anything afterwards?"

Liang Ze's lips moved, but no sound came out.

"Say it!" Wu Ke yelled at him unbearably.After being kept a secret for so many years, I really have no patience at all.

"Don't you shout, don't get angry—I say."

The two lips were tightly pressed together in shame, and slowly separated after several seconds, the color of the lips changed from white to red.

"That night you drank too much and vomited on your clothes. I carried you to the bathroom, took off your clothes and flushed you, and there I was..." He jumped out one word after another, and skipped a certain sentence. Some of the most embarrassing parts, "When I got back to bed, I fucked you again with my mouth. At that time, your reaction made me feel that you were not disgusted, so I..."

Just halfway through the explanation, Wu Ke's face turned livid.

I never thought that that person would be me back then.He didn't have a clear memory of the details of that night, but he only remembered that after the exam, a group of people gathered at KTV, he and Liang Ze were both drunk, and fell asleep when they returned to the attic.She thought she had a long and chaotic dream, but who knew it was true, he and Liang Ze...they had a relationship as early as time.

Driven by strong anger, he leaned close to Liang Ze's blushing face, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "From now on, you are not allowed to lie to me again, and you will answer whatever I ask you."

Every time he uttered a word, the scorching breath passed by his face.Liang Ze turned his eyes slightly, seeing Wu Keying's eyes, his heart felt as if he was tightly grasped by a hand, and he couldn't say anything against it, "Okay..."

"Who took the initiative then?"

Liang Ze swallowed lightly: "Me."

"What did we do?"

Really ashamed to continue, Liang Ze buried his face deeply in the pillow, his ears buzzing, "Don't ask if it's okay, you won't want to listen. Besides, it's all over, why are you asking about these details?" ?”

"It's over for you, not for me." Wu Ke grabbed his wrist, his voice suddenly hoarse, "If you dare to do it, don't be afraid of me asking, I have the right to know what I have done and what responsibility I should bear."