Beautiful big brother who lives next door

Chapter 56

"Ji Jin!"

He Li shouted from behind, his eyes were red, and the veins on his neck were protruding.

Ji Jin in front had already held Huo Yuchuan's hand tightly, and once he held onto it, he refused to let it go.

He Li was sitting on the ground at this moment, describing himself as embarrassed, his usual demeanor was gone.After calling Ji Jin's name, his throat seemed to be choked, He Li looked at the two people in front of him, and finally found sadly that he had nothing else to say.

Ji Jin heard him calling his name.He straightened his neck and didn't turn his head to look, but just stared into Huo Yuchuan's eyes, as if he had never heard of it, but his heart was tense just now.

What he feared the most in the past few days still happened before his eyes.On the way here just now, Ji Jin prayed more than once, hoping that everything would be in time.

But such a humble hope just now came to nothing in front of him, and He Li directly exposed his previous thoughts in front of Huo Yuchuan.

Those dark thoughts that he least wanted Huo Yuchuan to touch, those thoughts that would never appear in that beautiful Brother Jin.

It was all the lies he once told Huo Yuchuan.

Although he knew this truth clearly, at that moment, Ji Jin once again deeply realized that the relationship between people is so fragile and prone to cracks.

It was also what he was most afraid of happening between himself and Huo Yuchuan.

He had been trembling during this time, and he was finally able to face one or two, and he almost had to work harder, so he could muster up the courage to confess to Huo Yuchuan.

Hearing those words that He Li ignored, Ji Jin's first thought at that time was that it was over.

He could already see the cracks in their relationship.

No, don't do this.Ji Jin forced herself to pull Huo Yuchuan back calmly, all she wanted was to leave quickly.Ji Jin was extremely resistant to this result.

Now his only support is Huo Yuchuan.

This is what Ji Jin has been avoiding these days.Now he is going to explain to Huo Yuchuan, is there any point in saying that he likes him?

right.He is despicable and reluctant to part with Huo Yuchuan.

He didn't care about Huo Yuchuan, it was because he cared too much that he was afraid of being exposed like this, for fear that he would show disappointment to Brother Jin after seeing him clearly.

The moment Ji Jin stepped up the stairs, he heard He Li behind him suddenly ask one last sentence: "Is it really impossible?"

His voice trembled, and he tried his best to suppress the overflowing emotions under his voice.Ji Jin turned around without looking at him, and said the last sentence in a low voice.

"sorry."

He Li took off his glasses and wiped his face. He seemed to be looking away, but quickly lowered his head and wiped his face again. His movements were stiff and flustered, and he wiped again.Later, he simply buried his entire face deeply in his hands and did not move.

The tears on my face couldn't be wiped clean.

There is no going back.He was able to hang out with Ji Jin like that when he was making jokes, and secretly liked him in those days.

Maybe everything was his own hallucination from the beginning to the end, and he didn't catch up with Ji Jin that evening when the sun was setting.

He never really caught up with Ji Jin.

Ji Jin didn't stay any longer, turned her head and pulled the person in her hand and left.

On the stairs, I met people from He Li's family who came upstairs to check what was going on, Ji Jin reluctantly smiled and dealt with it.The two went downstairs first and left He Li's house.

At this moment, the moon in the sky showed its head again from the clouds, and a layer of dim moonlight shone on the way the two of them went home.Along the way, there was only the sound of silent insects in the grass beside the road, and the relatively silent footsteps of the two people filled the quiet night air.

The hands of the two were loosened after the people from the He family came over just now, and now they are walking on the road in tandem.Ever since Huo Yuchuan came out of the He family, his eyes were a little blank.People followed Ji Jin silently.

Before Ji Jin held his hand, he would hold it back, but that's all.

Huo Yuchuan didn't know why, since just now he has always felt a strange and strong sense of emptiness in his heart.Obviously staying by Brother Jin's side, but the closer he is to Brother Jin at this time, the more this hollow feeling will swallow people up.

But he likes Brother Jin so much, there is no better place in the world than staying with Brother Jin.Even if he knows now, brother Jin will choose to leave one day.

Huo Yuchuan raised his head, looking at Brother Jin's back, there was injury in his black pupils, and there was also a kind of desperate stubbornness.

A voice told him the grip wasn't tight enough.not enough.

Ji Jin walked in front of Huo Yuchuan.He walked more and more slowly, and finally stopped.

Huo Yuchuan watched as Ji Jin bent over in front of him, he stretched out his hand, and pulled out a weed from a clump of weeds by the side of the road.

Seeing that Huo Yuchuan didn't ask, the image of his back was talking to himself: "... I haven't played this game for a long time."

When Ji Jin said this, there was still a feeling of barely cheering up in her tone.

He wanted to talk to Huo Yuchuan from just now, to break this suffocating silence, but he didn't know what to say.

The first sentence seemed so blunt.

Ji Jin turned his back to him, as if he didn't notice the atmosphere at this time, he was still playing with the dog's tail grass with his head down almost stubbornly.

When he was in high school, Ji Jin often saw these children weave interesting gadgets out of grass or leaves they picked at random.

Among them is a kind of street tree. The people here call it a redbud tree, but it is actually a sheep's hoof, and its leaves grow in the shape of a sheep's hoof.

The round leaves are about the size of the palm of your hand, tear them apart along the long veins on both sides, insert and fix the excess leaves on both sides with leaf stems, and you can fold out a leaf rabbit with long ears.

Ji Jin had never seen this before in the place where he lived, but Chen Tao planted rows of this kind of tree in front of the school, and brought a leaf rabbit back to him.

Ji Jin thought it was fresh and fun.At that time, Chen Mingfeng, not to be outdone, made a little rabbit for Ji Jin. It was a rabbit ring made of dog's tail grass, which was fluffy.

The little girl put it on Brother Jin's finger beautifully, and ran away shyly.That ring didn't last long in Ji Jin's hand before it was snatched off again.

It was little Huo Yuchuan, he took the hand of Ji Jin who was at the mercy of others, and put on the ring he had just learned to weave for him.

Ji Jin was used to being tossed and tossed by these children day by day, and let him go.But at that time, I thought of teasing him, so I pretended to be surprised and asked him: "Oh, what should I do, you put a ring on me, and you have to marry me in the future."

Hearing these words, the young boy's quiet and steady phoenix eyes were obviously shaken a lot.

Ji Jin looked amused.He said solemnly: "That's how it is over there! We have to get married now! What should we do? Do you want to marry me?"

Huo Yuchuan, who hadn't grown up back then, pondered for a moment, and when he raised his head again, he suddenly agreed, "Okay. I'll marry you."

Ji Jin was startled: "?"

The little boy just looked into his eyes.

"Will Brother Jin marry me?"

He was so serious, so it was Ji Jin's turn to be put on the ring, thinking silently and scratching his face.

So much for the memories.On the path in the middle of the night, Ji Jin turned around to face the grown-up Huo Yuchuan, and stuffed a grass ring that had just been randomly woven into his hand.

Ji Jin took a deep breath, he smiled wryly, and his voice was not like usual: "Does what you said still count?"

Huo Yuchuan was taken aback.

He subconsciously took the grass ring and looked up at Ji Jin again.

"You marry me." Ji Jin looked at him and said.

"I don't know how to tell you, Yu Chuan, maybe you won't believe me now."

There was sadness in his eyes, and he was stubbornly looking at Huo Yuchuan seriously.

"You are as important as dad, mom, and my grandma."

Ji Jin tricked Huo Yuchuan once.It seemed that his confession of sacrificing everything at this moment was so weak and fragile.

"Yu Chuan, if you marry me, you are part of my family. We will not be separated." Because he pretended to be joking, Ji Jin also pretended to smile after speaking.

The rough grass ring was put on Ji Jin's ring finger and slowly pushed to the bottom.Huo Yuchuan took a step forward, reaching out to hug Ji Jin who was crying uncontrollably.

Ji Jin was so sad that he couldn't speak at this time, but he still insisted, and said in a choked voice: "I have promised you... If you promise, you can't go back on your word."

Huo Yuchuan didn't know what to say anymore.Seeing Brother Jin crying, it started to rain in his heart.

His throat tightened, and he solemnly agreed to Brother Jin: "...Okay."

Ji Jin cried into tears.Although it still seems to be ordering him, it already seems to be acting like a baby: "You kiss Brother Jin."

Huo Yuchuan kissed his tear-wet face, and then kissed his trembling lips from crying.One after another, soft and warm kisses fell on his stiff and frightened face, comforting his lonely and sensitive heart clinging to him.

Ji Jin was exhausted enough today.Huo Yuchuan carried him on his back for the second half of the journey, and his pace slowed down, walking very slowly.A section of the road was also stretched very long.

I remember that on the day when it was raining heavily, he also recited Ji Jin like this.Huo Yuchuan's shoulders are broad and reliable, and he walks extraordinarily securely. Ji Jin, who is lying on his back, can leave her body to him with complete confidence.

After what happened just now, Ji Jin's eyes were sore from crying, and her heart seemed to be so weak from crying.Following Huo Yuchuan's steady pace step by step, he looked up and saw the moon in the sky.

Huo Yuchuan thought Brother Jin was tired from crying and fell asleep, until Ji Jin suddenly hummed softly to himself.

Singing without accompaniment.He hummed softly, aimlessly, nasally.There are no lyrics, but it is a melody that both of them are extremely familiar with.

In the night, only his voice seemed lonely and lonely.

"You ask me how much I love you"

"How Much I Love You"

"Think about it"

"You take a look"

"the moon represents my heart."

Lying on his shoulder, hummed the last sentence in a volume so soft that only two people could hear it.

Huo Yuchuan listened intently.You must know that before the change, he could only listen to this kind of singing with headphones, and he would not get tired of listening to it many times.

There is not a single straight confession in this song, as if Brother Jin couldn't tell Huo Yuchuan that he liked the word.

How could there be love between them?

They are like two trees growing into one, and they have long been unable to distinguish each other.