Bad intentions

Chapter 19

It's not good to go to bed too early, Yu Chen'an was eating supper, and when he heard that Huo Jintang probably woke up, he came out to see what he was doing.

"It's fine to call it a barbecue," Huo Jintang said, "You actually ordered a cheesecake?"

Yu Chen'an was a little guilty again, he said: "You said I was too thin."

After hearing Yu Chenan's words, Huo Jintang seemed to think it made sense: "Then you should eat a little fatter, anyway, no one cares if you are fat or thin for the time being."

Yu Chen'an always felt that these words sounded weird. He took two bites of the cake, thinking that it seemed really weird, so he asked, "What do you mean?"

"Is your contract about to expire?" Huo Jintang said suddenly, "Don't renew it."

"Why?" Yu Chen'an didn't understand, and he didn't understand in many places, "I think the company is pretty good."

"It's pretty good," Huo Jintang agreed, "It's good because it's in the Mala Gobi."

Yu Chen'an didn't know why Huo Jintang started swearing again.

Huo Jintang still chose to explain in common human language: "Sub is probably not suitable for this show, he can't make the schedule and can't act in this show, this commercial endorsement doesn't fit his positioning, you can also consider other artists such as AA, BB and CC, this is his profile."

"What?" Yu Chenan was still in a daze.

"It's been a long time for you to imitate," Huo Jintang said pretending to be frustrated, "You idiot don't even know how many resources you missed when your company responded to the rejection email."

"Will it?" Yu Chen'an still didn't quite believe it, "No, I think I still have a lot of work and my schedule is full."

"Maybe the sky is falling," Huo Jintang said, "If you are not careful, it will hit you with a crash."

Yu Chen'an still chose to continue eating his high-calorie cheesecake, Huo Jintang sat over and just watched him eat.Thinking about it, I should emphasize it to Yu Chen'an so that he would not forget: "Remember not to sign, as long as you are obedient."

Yu Chen'an thought, this is not a brother from heaven, but a father who is a control freak.

"You're really weird," Yu Chen'an couldn't help but said, "I've done so much, and if I ask you why, you'll know that you're making jokes and talking nonsense, but you just don't want to say you like me."

Huo Jintang didn't expect Yu Chenan's words, and said after more than ten seconds: "That's because you have a bad memory, I've already said it."

Of course Yu Chen'an remembered, but it was still wrong, something was wrong: "You don't want me to believe what you said at all."

Just like a child who failed the exam and was very happy once in a while when he got eighty points, it was rare for Huo Jintang to be silenced. Yu Chenan also had a great sense of accomplishment, so today might not be the right time to continue asking questions.Yu Chen'an pushed another unopened bag to Huo Jintang: "It's for you."

In fact, Yu Chen'an wasn't sure that Huo Jintang would wake up when he bought it, but because of the full discount, he ordered an extra dessert, and kept it on the table without touching it.

Huo Jintang opened it and smiled angrily: "It's fine to eat ice cream at night, can you put it in the freezer? I'll save this for me?"

Yu Chen'an bit the spoon and remembered what he forgot. He leaned over and saw that the ice cream ball had turned into water.

"Sorry..." Yu Chen'an wanted to order another one, but the delivery of the dessert shop had already stopped.

Huo Jintang ignored Yu Chen'an and walked out with the bag.

"Where are you going?" Yu Chenan asked.

"Of course I threw this thing away," Huo Jintang said, "otherwise the table will be sticky, why don't you wipe it?"

Yu Chen'an wanted to say that he could clean the table, but it seemed that this was not the point of the matter. Was Huo Jintang angry because he didn't wait for him to eat supper together?He left the chair and followed Huo Jintang out.

Huo Jintang said, "Throw out trash, why are you here?"

Yu Chen'an said: "I still have an extra pair of chopsticks for supper."

Huo Jintang looked at Yu Chen'an inexplicably, and sighed: "I lost to you idiot."

He threw the ice cream soaked in the paper bag into the trash can and went back: "The rest is mine, you are not allowed to eat it."

Really weird for a guy.

"Don't act like you're thinking again," Huo Jintang said while eating Yu Chen'an's supper, "Why don't you do some useful work, God won't laugh when you think about it."

Yu Chen'an has already learned to ignore Huo Jintang's sarcasm, he said: "Since you know that there is a problem with my company—although how you know is also a problem, why didn't you tell me earlier."

Huo Jintang met an idiot student: "Didn't your teacher teach you that nothing is black and white? Your manager didn't want to make you popular because he was bored, but he didn't want all the good resources to be concentrated on you as a top artist." It’s just on her body. She brought several people with her. It’s better to get two or three reds than just one. Of course, your company didn’t fully consider your interests, nor did it make long-term plans for your future, and even wanted to share the cake. But you As a newcomer, this company is indeed the best choice. You don’t have to leave early, you need to gain a firm foothold, but now that you have a certain reputation and connections, you need to leave, don’t trust anyone blindly, Understand?"

Huo Jintang actually spoke very plainly, but Yu Chenan was still a little uncomfortable. He remembered his manager, who would send text messages to ask him to wear more clothes, and sometimes made soup for him to nourish his stomach. Yu Chenan knew that people not only have On the one hand, but suddenly let him hear such a specific thing, only to find that there is still a big gap between the conceptual understanding and the reality.

"When I saw you, I knew you were suitable for entering the entertainment industry," Huo Jintang said, "If you have some money, of course it's good to do other things, and you will live a good life, but others are just perfunctory or lying to you for money. , they don’t think stupidity is also a kind of talent; only in the entertainment industry, beauty can cover many things, innocence can be protected, fans will love your innocence and beauty.”

"You mean because of your face." Yu Chen'an said sullenly.

"Isn't it good to have a face?" Huo Jintang said, "My dad is obsessed with beautiful women every day. Not every face is worth recording, but it's a pity if you don't go in. It's good to wear jeans and a white T-shirt, but you You should also wear shiny diamonds and flowers. But in this fast food era, it will be a little harder to maintain, so you have to be obedient."

"Do you listen to what you say?" Yu Chen'an said, "But you just told me not to trust anyone, so you might treat me like this?"

Huo Jintang was stunned again, but he reacted quickly this time, and patted Yu Chenan's head again: "You are still learning very quickly at this time."

Huo Jintang said: "Then you can pretend that I have been lying to you all this time and seek revenge on you."

When Huo Jintang spoke like this, he seemed to have a well-thought-out plan, knowing what Yu Chenan would choose.Of course Yu Chen'an had thought about this possibility, if so, he would not have suffered any disadvantages.First, he asked for it, and second...

If Huo Jintang was lying to him, then let's lie for a while longer.

It was time to go to bed after supper, and Yu Chenan followed Huo Jintang into the same room.

After rinsing out, Huo Jintang was lying on the bed, holding something in his hand, Yu Chenan didn't see what it was, Huo Jintang noticed his gaze, and put it under his eyelids.

It was a hotel condom from two years ago.

"It's expired and hasn't been opened yet," Huo Jintang said, "I think it's necessary for me to go for a physical examination, maybe I really have sexual dysfunction, you're the one to blame."

Yu Chen'an didn't answer Huo Jintang's words, this bed is big, he can lie on the other side.

He thought of a Chinese saying, which was very unpleasant. Yu Chenan felt that there was an invisible Chinese characteristic building in this room, called the archway.I have come to this point, lying on a bed, still thinking that nothing happened without crossing the last red line?

Huo Jintang said: "You can't do it. After a few words, you become anxious again. Don't pretend to sleep with you."

Yu Chenan opened his eyes, sat up with his arms propped up, and turned to stare at Huo Jintang.

Huo Jintang said: "What are you thinking about, stop thinking and go to sleep."

Yu Chen'an leaned down and kissed Huo Jintang.

Huo Jintang was quiet again after taking the eighty-point test for the second time today.

"Obviously you are the coward," Yu Chen'an attacked Huo Jintang verbally, "You are the idiot. If you call me stupid in the future, I will..."

He couldn't think of any threatening words, so he continued to pretend to be asleep.

Yu Chenan turned his back to Huo Jintang and closed his eyes. Huo Jintang finally exposed him without disappointment this time. Even after a while, Yu Chenan felt a hand reaching out, pulling him over, embracing him, and continuing Using him as a pillow, after a while, Huo Jintang really fell asleep.

Yu Chen'an thought of the melatonin and some pills with the labels torn off that Huo Jintang found under the cabinet when he was sleeping.It's possible that Huo Jintang didn't come to him for incest, but just found a natural sleep aid.

What Huo Jintang said makes sense, loser likes to find reasons on others if he has no skills, tracing the root cause all the way back to childhood, Yu Chenan also thought about it.

Mom wasn't abusing him, but she seemed to care more about her own life and the boyfriends who came and went.When she first came to the UK, her English was a mess, so Yu Chenan was not allowed to speak Chinese, and she communicated with him in broken English at all times. In the end, Yu Chenan spent a long time learning Chinese again.

She was in the late stage of illness, and one day when Yu Chenan was in front of the hospital bed, her mother suddenly said that the reason for this was because of the man who abandoned her, and then she found a birth certificate for Yu Chenan, saying that it was your father's name , you have to remember him.Mom said she didn't expect you to do anything, and left you a sum of money, you just spend it well, but since she told Yu Chen'an about this, naturally she planted a seed in Yu Chen'an's heart.When dreaming back at midnight, Yu Chen'an would always think of the "father" he had never met.

Yu Chen'an is not sure, is it really because of maternal love?

If you tell a psychologist, I think there is something wrong with me, some people will say whether you have childhood shadows, while others will say whether it is because of sex, you should study Freud or the Oedipus plot ...

There are reasons for everything, there are always many reasons why what is wrong, can love heal?It is very likely that it is not possible, but it is adding to the chaos.

However, there may always be a good prescription to cure the disease in the world. Although the prescription is also highly poisonous, I have to hug someone who also has a wound.Huo Jintang tried his best to tell Yu Chenan that he was only close to you because of your skin.But he was telling Huo Jianming that blood relationship is endless, and love is also endless.

But Wilde probably did love Percy, in whatever form.This is the answer that Yu Chen'an can imagine, maybe not full marks, but it's true.

The author says:

Only superficial people don't judge by appearances. — Oscar Wilde