Bad intentions

Chapter 11

In the end, the director still didn't add any drama to Yu Chen'an.

Jiangshan is easy to change, and nature is hard to change. The director who woke up the next day still felt uncomfortable looking at the sky and the sky, but he was wronged not to have a seizure.I don't know if Yu Chen'an will be a good actor, but he is probably a good employee, and he will not be angry at his shortcomings, although I suspect he may just not understand.

"Aren't you going back to work?" Yu Chenan asked me.

I said, "There's nothing to do, the family is going bankrupt, mortgages are underway, and I'm fleeing debt."

Now Yu Chen'an has been able to tell which of my words are nonsense, and he will still look at me with a smile and say: "You are already an adult, you can't evade your responsibility."

When others tell me this, I'm afraid I don't even bother to listen, but when Yu Chenan says this, it's like a kitten has just learned how to stretch its claws, and it doesn't matter if it is scratched.I said: "Then why don't you hurry up and fulfill your responsibilities, go back to your room and go to bed early, and you will be filming early tomorrow morning?"

Yu Chen'an said: "The pipe in the room leaked yesterday, and there was the sound of dripping water all the time. I couldn't sleep when I went back."

I don't know if it's an excuse, but it's also possible. Yu Chen'an's rooms are all arranged uniformly, which is not good. He is not the kind of person who is demanding, and he can sleep anywhere.Now say he can't sleep and wants to stay in my suite.

"Your lips are split." Yu Chen'an said, and showed me a mirror. Sure enough, the weather was too dry, and the mouth was cracked due to the fire.

"Is there any lip balm?" Yu Chen'an started to look for it, and then realized that he was doing useless work. How could I have such a thing, but he was not prepared. I wanted to joke that it would be good if you come here for treatment, so Chen An pushed the door and ran out.

After a few minutes, he came back, panting from running too fast, holding an unopened small jar: "I asked the makeup artist sister to ask for it."

I have to say that Yu Chenan's popularity is actually very good.Foolish people have foolish blessings, and when people who seem to be in a daze say good things, they will always give people a sense of accomplishment.He is very obedient and can be manipulated by others. Even good-looking dolls are popular, and of course the same is true for people.

Yu Chen'an twisted open the jar, got lip balm on his fingers, and applied it on my lips.I didn't have any fancy thoughts at first, but Yu Chen'an's appearance always made me want to joke with him and see him flustered: "Hey, I can't be satisfied so easily."

He did stop.

"You're knocking on investors' doors," I said, "you should be doing something else."

In fact, it is not necessarily a joke, but the matter of joking does not depend on one person.I think it's all Yu Chen'an's fault that I've become indecisive, indecisive, and sticky.

Yu Chen'an finally relaxed a little this time, he said, "I'll think about it."

I don't know what he was thinking, but before he could figure it out, I left the film and television city.

My dad has a brain attack.

He didn't call me himself anymore, and asked Uncle Geng, the housekeeper, to notify me.I don't understand medicine, so I was startled when I heard it, and thought it was serious. As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I went straight to the ICU ward, but I didn't ask where he was.I finally found my dad in the general ward. He was being persuaded to leave the hospital by the medical staff, saying that the beds are very tight now, so don't occupy the bed since he is fine.

But my dad has become a fragile middle-aged and elderly person. He feels uncomfortable here and there, and refuses to leave until he is at ease.This is not the first time this kind of thing has happened. He would occasionally pose for a photo and send me a photo. If it wasn't for the conditions, he would probably have to insert a tube for himself.

I said: "You haven't even reached the average life expectancy of the Chinese people, so why worry. Besides, those messes haven't been cleaned up yet, so you can persist for another 30 years."

My dad said, "But I'm old."

He has said this more than once recently, and he really said: "When are you going back?"

"Inherit the family business?" I asked, "Okay, it should be enough for me to lose everything in a few years."

He was angry again: "Can you stop competing with me, how old are you?"

"No," I shrugged, "I'm just like this, with no future, no hope."

My dad may be really old. If it was changed to before, he would start beating people, but he is not like this now, he will show weakness to me, or keep silent.

"You're blaming me," my dad said.

"No, I didn't blame you," I said, "but I couldn't be like you."

I should have said a lot, but after thinking about it, I had nothing to say, so I walked out.

"Why are you here?" I asked Yu Chen'an who was standing at the door.

Yu Chen'an lost his mind in a panic: "I accidentally passed by..."

I looked at him, and I could see Yu Chenan staring down at the floor: "I came back from leave."

But he still explained: "I don't have any part in the scene these days!"

It's not easy to think about it, and I was scolded by the director again for asking for a hypothesis.

"Is he alright?" Yu Chen'an looked through the crack of the door again.

"Did you eavesdrop outside just now?" I asked Yu Chen'an.

"I heard a little bit," he said.

"What are you thinking?" I asked him again.

"You said you never blamed your father." Yu Chen'an just repeated my words.

Smoking is not allowed in the hospital, and my addiction to cigarettes was getting worse, so I dragged Yu Chenan outside, and only remembered to reply to him when I lit up a cigarette.

"What's so strange, I'm an adult." I said, "I've met too many people like this, and I started looking for reasons on others if I didn't have the skills. The language is not my fault anyway. Interesting?"

"But," Yu Chen'an said, "you should blame him."

"What?" I didn't understand.

"I did inquire about him. He didn't fulfill his responsibilities as a father, and he didn't set a good example for you." Yu Chen'an suddenly admitted, "Isn't that so?"

"The law only stipulates the obligation to support," I said, "I didn't starve to death, I didn't break the law, and I still have money to spend, isn't it good? Who does he sleep with, and I have to hold him accountable?"

"If you didn't care at all, then you wouldn't be in this mess with him. To say he was wrong is not to ask him to pay the price or to repent, but to tell yourself that this is not your fault. You shouldn't I've been trapped inside." Yu Chen'an stood in front of me, the smoke rose up, his face was blurred, I could only hear his clear voice.

I thought, this doesn't sound like something Yu Chen'an could say.None of my crap therapists can tell, and neither can I.

"I also blamed my parents," Yu Chenan said again, "That's not shirking responsibility, it's just... expecting them."

"My dad's not a bad guy," I can only say, "it's just me."

"You're fine," Yu Chenan leaned over, his brows and eyes finally became clear, "You are the best person I've ever met."

I think Yu Chen'an was probably deceived, he still doesn't know what I look like.But like the secret he's been hiding, there's another side to us that we can show each other, and it's just as real and naked.

So on impulse, I kissed it in broad daylight.Yu Chen'an wanted to resist, but he failed. His strength was far inferior to mine, and finally he gave up. He closed his eyes, but I couldn't see his beautiful eyes and his clear heart.

Zhao Jia came to me and said to me: "What's the matter with you recently? It's been a long time since you helped bartending. How many people have asked you. If you don't go to the bar, it will close down."

I finally said to him: "You are not even as good as Huang Shiren, what a fuck, if you don't give me shares, I'll go to hell."

Zhao Jia said: "If you don't bring this kind of thing, it's better like this. I'll exchange Yu Chen'an's news with you, and you can help me."

"Get lost," I suffocated at his stingy exchange, "If there's anything I don't know, just ask him."

"Then there might be something you don't know about it," Zhao Jia said with a strange smile, "For example, it is said that he ran to knock on other people's rooms in the film crew..."

I sprayed wine all over the table.

"I know it's you," Zhao Jia said, "but can you do it? You haven't hit home plate yet. Is it impotence? Do you need me to introduce you to a doctor? He's in the entertainment industry. If you don't Fish come ashore, but they are caught by others.”

"Why are you talking so much fucking nonsense?" I scolded Zhao Jia, "You force me to take this bottle of your wine to water the flowers."

Yu Chen'an is sending me messages, I don't care about this annoying tweet anymore, I just look down at the photos Yu Chen'an sent me.

It's obviously a selfie, but most of the face is not in the shot, only the eyes are exposed, and behind it are the extras who are resting in other crews, a court lady took off her shoes and sat with her legs spread apart, and a eunuch beat her to pieces The little flower parasol shades her, and the messy background looks very loving.

But what he said was irrelevant: "I see the weather forecast at your place, the temperature will drop tomorrow, be careful!"

Standing under the big sun, worrying about the cold wave in other places, I always don't understand Yu Chen'an, but Zhao Jia said that I smiled like a spring.

"Don't you care about why he approached you?" Zhao Jia asked me.

"He's done all the medical reports." The drink was quite strong, and I seemed to be a little drunk, so I simply lay down on the bar counter, "It's just as long as I don't get AIDS. I don't have anything to plot."

Zhao Jia said: "Aren't you guilty of saying this? Can you think about how much property your family has?"

I remembered Yu Chenan's words again, he said that I trapped myself, I don't know why he thinks so.I always feel that I am a normal person, different from my dad, I don't cheat, I don't cheat, I don't have promiscuity, I don't like women, I don't take care of anyone, I'm good enough for everyone, but in the end people say I Just like my dad, he said I have no heart.even said—

"You did it on purpose." Zhao Jia said the same thing after drinking the last sip of wine.