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Chapter 42 P2-chapter 42

I haven't come to work for a long time, and I thought I was unwilling to be fired. To be honest, I have never seen someone as irresponsible as me.Ask for leave twice in three days.Unexpectedly, the boss actually praised me!The matter of Blue Butterfly's investment has been settled.

I'm sitting in my personal office with a cold and modern landscape outside the glass.

On the importance of selling your body?

Thinking about it this way, I don't seem to have the right to anger Henry.Anyway, they are still related, right?

It's autumn and it's very cold.

'Waiting for you on the island - warm. '

Nuannuan, this name is good.What do you look like?

islands

When I saw Zhang Xiong and a bunch of brothers behind him, I remembered that I forgot a very important thing. After blocking Zhang Xiong’s number, I didn’t know that he was looking for me all over the world.

Avenger's Flame

Hero, spare your life!

"Brother Xiong, if you have something to say, let's talk about it, what are you doing with so many people?" I smiled obsequiously.

The field was cleared in an instant, and a bunch of people stood around Zhang Xiong and me.

"Bai Yanjun, it's ok, block me, and why are you cheating on labor? Even the young master is protecting you. If you didn't come to the island today, I wouldn't be able to find you."

"Then Brother Xiong, you have misunderstood. I split my leg before I met you."

"You're still proud of coauthoring?" Zhang Xiong's entire face was twitching.

I 'sit down seriously': "Brother Xiong, you are handsome and magnanimous, you won't argue with me, right? You are still a child, aren't you?" You have to act like a baby at critical times.

Sure enough, Zhang Xiong's tone was a little softer, but he still had a gangster air: "Bai Yanjun, since you call me Brother Xiong, then I will give you a chance. I, Zhang Xiong, have always been vengeful. Now I give you two choices. One is Sleep with me, two, my brothers are not vegetarians."

'Crack! '

Zhang Xiong covered his bleeding head as soon as he was smacked: "MD, do it! Don't kill me."

Anyway, the final scene was quite chaotic. I have the ability to create mess but not the ability to clean it up. There is an idiom called seeing death as home.

Woxin kicked Bai Yanjun's body, and gritted his teeth angrily: "Get out! MD, don't let me see you on the island again!"

What a merciless heart!I got up from the ground, rolled and rolled, and then I really rolled and crawled.

Fuck, it hurts so fucking badly, my ribs must have been broken by his kick.

"Can you fucking have some backbone?!"

"Bones are broken by you, the backbone of the fart!"

"Fuck." Zhang Xiong cursed in a low voice, and then under the watchful eyes of everyone, he picked up Bai Yanjun and walked out, throwing him on the street, "If labor and management didn't like you, do you think you can live until now?!" Zhang Xiong lit a cigarette and knelt down to watch Bai Yanjun get up from the ground.

"Bai Yanjun, if you are willing to have a good time with labor..."

Without turning my head back, I walked into the neon night.

"Fuck, what a fucking stubborn guy." Zhang Xiong broke into pieces, turned and went into the bar.

I sat on a wooden bench in Qing Leng Park, with the sparkling lake in front of me, reflecting colorful lights.I heard the sound of leather shoes stepping on the stone road, clear and monotonous.

"If you came to beat you up because of my cheating, there's no need, look, someone beat you up." I smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I'll take you home."

"How did you know I was here?"

Gong Haiyi shook the phone: "I have installed location in your phone."

"When?"

"Last time you slept with me."

……

Fireproof and anti-theft, put people next to your pillow.

"Not only do I know that you are here, but I also know who beat you up." Gong Haiyi rubbed medicine on him, his face and body were covered with wounds, his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and he was in a state of embarrassment, "You will offend those people sooner or later. You still messed with some powerful people."

"The big deal is just being beaten, and it's not the first time." He looked indifferent, "What are you afraid of?"

"But I'm afraid, Yanjun, that's enough, don't indulge anymore."

I shook off his hand: "That's how I am, if you don't like it, stay away from me, I'm a scum, and you don't know." I got up and left without looking back, I know this is very handsome, Even though my image is a bit awkward, I can still look handsome when I stand up.

After walking a few steps, I stopped and sat back again: "Gong Haiyi, let's...break up." It took me a long time to say these words.This seems to be the first time I have taken the initiative to break up.Gong Haiyi, this unlucky bastard.

"I don't care how many boyfriends you have, I just need to be one of your boyfriends."

"Why do you do this? With your situation, you can find someone better than me anywhere."

Gong Haiyi smiled: "None of them are you." How would I know, I just met you, I fell in love with you like this, I can't forget you no matter what, no matter how humble I am, I feel happy, as long as I can be with you you are together.

I sneered: "To be honest, I was really scared when you said you were willing to be No. 0 for me. No matter how you look at it, you are not a No. 0. Anyway, I have slept with a lot of No. 1, and it is not bad." You are alone, so I can barely play with you. But I don't like you, and I don't want to continue with you now. "

"I know you don't like me, but I don't want to care about it now, as long as you have me in your eyes when you are with me. I only have this pursuit, Yanjun, so I won't break up with you."

"There is someone in my heart, and that person is not you. Gong Haiyi, I only want to be number 0 of one person in my life, but that person is dead in my heart, so I can't be number 0 for you in my life. You It's painful when you're number 0, isn't it?"

"It doesn't matter if you have the same bed but different dreams, as long as I'm with you, the pain is nothing."

I became impatient: "I don't need it! Gong Haiyi, don't force me."

"I'm forcing myself." Forcing myself not to love you, but I can't.Bai Yanjun, I know you too well, I know you better than yourself, so no matter how bad you behave, I know it's not you.

"You fucking look at what you look like now, where is that arrogant look?! Pretending to be pitiful? Pretending to be humble? Do you think that I will sympathize with you and promise to live with you? Hehe, silly, it's impossible! Don't Thinking that you can force me to submit." I yelled at him, I don't know what's wrong with me, a fire is erupting in my heart, I can't control it, I just think, let him go, get out, leave!Whatever it takes, just leave!

"I didn't force you, and I don't want to force you."

"Get lost! There is no good result for following me!"

Gong Haiyi smiled, a bit miserably: "Yan Jun, I don't expect to be your ending, but I just want you to be my ending, even if I'm just a process in your eyes, I'm willing, I asked for it."

I pulled up his collar, collapsed, yes, collapsed, all these annoying things just disappeared! "You are playing tricks on me now, right? Labor and management can't play with you, can you! Get out, don't appear in front of my eyes, get out!"

"Yanjun..."

I punched Gong Haiyi hard on the face, and I roared like a trapped animal: "Get out! Did you hear me! I don't care if you like it, you make me feel sick! Whoever wants you to like it, who wants you The fucking white lotus is selfless. Let me tell you, I'm heartless, you're in my way, you know, I don't like you!

roll!let me go!Gong Haiyi, you fucking let go of me!

I'm going to kill you!I killed you, Gong Haiyi!

you let go!

……

I beg you, let me go, please, leave me alone.

Let go... um...."

In the end, it almost became a plea.Just let me go, nobody cares about me, please, let me die.

I can't feel the pain, the wound on my body is ruptured again, and the blood is flowing, but I can't feel the pain at all, angry, collapsed, as if all the darkness in this world is pressing on me.What I am most afraid of is that if you are serious, you are forcing me, and you are all forcing me.

I finally stopped struggling, just curled up in Gong Haiyi's arms, crying, crying uncontrollably.

Gong Haiyi didn't move, Bai Yanjun caused many injuries on his body, Gong Haiyi couldn't care less about bleeding himself, so he hugged him so hard, afraid that he would hurt him again: "Curse it, whatever you want, Bai Yanjun, this It's useless to me." I know you too well, these words hurt me far less than you.

The person in his arms finally calmed down from the pain, which turned into sobbing.The atrocities, biting, and madness just now seemed to have disappeared, and now everything is quiet.It's eerily quiet.

He raised his head and looked at himself blankly, his eyes were still scarlet, he said in a daze: "Gong Haiyi, something seems wrong with me."

Gong Haiyi was speechless, the pain was about to tear his heart apart.Several times, he told himself that this was normal, but now, he couldn't lie to himself anymore.

Bai Yanjun suddenly became a puppet with a broken thread, the puppet, the empty eyes, like a bottomless pit, without strength, and without popularity, just so blank, dazed, unable to hear, see, smell less than.Everything around seems to have become air.

Gong Haiyi picked him up, very light, even lighter than last time, this person is getting thinner and more painful.

"go home."

Gong Haiyi stroked Charles' head, this guy has gained weight recently.

"I didn't expect this to be your little friend." Gong Yao came out and looked at Gong Haiyi with a half-smile, "Why, are you really worried?"

"You know Yanjun?"

"He was one of my patients."

Gong Haiyi stood up: "Patient? When."

Gong Yao straightened his clothes and said seriously: "I am a doctor with professional ethics and cannot disclose the patient's information. But there is one thing I can tell you, his condition is getting worse every time. He has suicidal tendencies."

"depression?"

"Ah."

"Help him."

"Don't worry, I'm his psychiatrist, and I'll do my best to help him." Gong Yao sighed, "I'll prescribe some medicine, supervise him to take it, and watch his behavior more often."

It has been several days, and Gong Yao said that the wide field of vision is helpful to the condition.Bai Yanjun's room faces the courtyard, and it's all made of transparent glass.It was dark and gloomy inside, with a small hill raised under the quilt.Gong Haiyi opened the curtains, and the soft sunlight came in.

Bai Yanjun shrank into the quilt all of a sudden: "Pull it up!" He was extremely impatient.

"The weather is nice today, take Charles out for a walk?"

no response.

"It's time to eat." Gong Haiyi gently pulled Bai Yanjun's quilt, and in just a few days, this person lost a lot of weight again.The bruises on his body were still there, against the white skin, it was very glaring.Gong Yao said that it was because of Bai Yanjun's relationship problems, "Yanjun, not everyone in this world treats you as well as I do, why do you torture yourself for those who are not worth it."

"I want to go home." I think he is very annoying, very annoying.Like a fly, buzzing.

"I'll take you back when you feel better."

Bai Yanjun didn't respond much, Gong Haiyi went downstairs, just in time, the contact person also arrived.

"Junzhen is with you?" Xu Huanzhou asked.

"Well, the condition is not very good."

Bai Qingyun glanced at the person lying on the bed: "Brother."

Bai Yanjun didn't even look at anyone, he was paralyzed there motionless like a puddle of mud.The smell of decaying limbs.

"Tell me what's going on, can you please don't do this." Bai Qingyun looked at him, he was obviously such a cheerful person, when did he become like this?It seems that after a certain period of time, my brother has become more and more weird, unwilling to call family members, and has become indifferent to everything, "Mom and Dad still said a few days ago that they wanted to visit you, because you always Don't go home. Even if you don't want to die, you should think about it for us, what will we do if you die?"

what to do?How do I know what to do?Does it have anything to do with me?Even if I die, the world will still turn.Who would really care about a rotten person like me.

"Jun, buddy, I'm still here."

"Brother, you bastard! What are you doing like this? How can you be so selfish? Do you think that everyone will forgive you after death? Look at what you look like now, yes, I am very disappointed in you, a person who is very disappointed in his life A person who is not responsible for life and life. But you are my brother, I care about you and hope you are well. Is it useful to give up on yourself? If you die, nothing can be changed, except for making parents sad."

"I don't want to die." I looked at them blankly, I never wanted to die.

But I was very afraid, when I closed my eyes, I would always see blood, it was all blood, and then someone said to me softly, go to hell, Bai Yanjun, die quickly.

I will forgive you when you die.

don't make me

Don't push me!

"Get out! Get out! Don't force me! I don't want to die! Don't force me!!!"

dead, i forgive you

don't hate you

Do not blame you

forgive you

forgive me?

The three of them were roughly driven away. They heard the mad struggle and noise inside, and the sound of everything being smashed.Tearing and pain.

Then, be quiet.

"He keeps saying that someone is forcing him to die." Gong Haiyi said, frowning.Gong Yao only said it was depression, but he didn't think it looked like it.

"See a psychiatrist." Bai Qingyun said resolutely.Bai Yanjun, a lunatic, is so cruel to himself.

"I also think you should find a psychiatrist for Jun." Xu Huanzhou was worried.

"I looked for it, and it was said to be depression."

Bai Qingyun looked at the door of Bai Yanjun's room tangled up. My brother obviously forgot about that matter.

"Xiaobai, let's go first, don't tell your uncles and aunts about this for now, I'm afraid they won't be able to bear it."

"Yeah." Bai Qingyun came back to her senses, "Take brother away, I don't worry about him."

"I'll take care of him."

"I don't believe you." Bai Qingyun said firmly.

In the end, in desperation, Gong Haiyi had no choice but to let him go. After Bai Yanjun became more emotionally stable, he asked Xu Huanzhou to take Bai Yanjun away: "Take Charles, too. He has always been close to animals. He has a broken calf and two broken ribs." , be careful at ordinary times."

"Thank you."

"Can I see him?"

Bai Qingyun hesitated for a moment, then nodded.