atypical package

Chapter 58

The next day, Li Yanxi woke up in a daze after sleeping until noon.He habitually touched the side, but he didn't touch anyone. He opened his eyes and looked around for Wei Jiawen, only to find that the person was no longer there.He frowned, suddenly lost interest, and closed his eyes unhappy again.

The phone rang like a reminder, and it rang almost at the same time. Li Yanxi picked up the phone and connected it. Next to his ear was the panicked voice of his assistant Zhao Yu, "Mr. Li, Mr. Wei exploded!"

Li Yanxi just woke up, didn't understand, and asked, "What happened?"

"Mr. Wei's Weibo hot search! It went viral!"

Li Yanxi panicked and asked quickly, "What's the content?"

"······ gay."

Li Yanxi just felt dizzy for a moment, he tried his best to hold back his anger, but it was still in vain, and finally threw out a few words from his mouth, "Didn't I tell you to keep an eye on those marketing accounts, and press down on any black material?" ?”

Zhao Yu was also very wronged, "You asked me to suppress the marketing account, but this time it was Mr. Wei who broke the black material himself."

Li Yanxi burst into anger and didn't know where to start it. He took a few deep breaths, said "Okay, I see" and hung up the phone.

Li Yanxi rubbed his eyebrows, anxiety and irritability raged from the bottom of his heart to his whole body. He repeatedly looked at the Weibo post by Wei Jiawen. There was only a short line on it, which read, "Don't guess, I already have a lover. Love is happy, he's good."

Li Yanxi turned round and round in the living room. He didn't know how things had developed to this state, let alone how it would end. He had dealt with countless disputes, but he had never been in such a difficult situation. .It was all because of this damn love that he lost his usual resoluteness and became this look of being afraid of wolves and tigers later.

At sunset, there was a sharp "squeak" sound from the iron fence outside the door. Li Yanxi opened the door and met Wei Jiawen's eyes, but the moment he saw the two bags of rice in Wei Jiawen's hand, he couldn't get angry .

Not only Wei Jiawen, Li Yanxi himself should have been content long ago.He has lived heartlessly for more than 36 years, but he was able to regain love at the age of [-]. This is Wei Jiawen's forgiveness for him, and it is also God's love for him. Like Wei Jiawen, he should have no more. Please.

Wei Jiawen saw that everything was going well with him, as if he didn't know anything, quickly walked across the yard, walked up to him, shook his hand, and said, "Come on, I've brought you something delicious."

Li Yanxi sat at the dining table, with all sorts of thoughts in his mind, and let Wei Jiawen busy himself, finally arranged the meal and sat beside him.

Li Yanxi was preoccupied and didn't have much appetite. After a few mouthfuls, he put down the bowl and chopsticks. After Wei Jiawen persuaded him repeatedly, he picked up the chopsticks again. After taking two more mouthfuls, he felt his stomach churning, pushed the chopsticks away, and frowned. Wei Jiawen shook his head.

Wei Jiawen didn't hold back anymore, and after simply tidying up the lunch boxes, the two of them sat on the sofa together.

They both had their own thoughts, and neither of them spoke.After a long time, until the lights came on, and until the night was quiet, Wei Jiawen only moved a few times, then he rubbed himself into Li Yanxi's arms, repeating what he said last night, "I will be with you every night from now on, okay Is it?"

Li Yanxi frowned, and then realized in a trance that Wei Jiawen didn't just say it casually last night, but planned it long ago.He rubbed between his brows feebly, only hating himself for not seeing through Wei Jiawen's thoughts earlier.

After a while, Li Yanxi asked calmly, "Do you have something to tell me?" Wei Jiawen couldn't hear Li Yanxi's plain and simple accusations the most, as if his mistake was so obvious, and as if all of this was his own. wishful thinking.He backed off in an instant, pretending nothing had happened, trying to fool him. If Li Yanxi wanted to mention this matter again, Wei Jiawen would justify that he was sleepy, and then went to bed on his own.

Li Yanxi was annoyed by his appearance, and sat on the side of the bed sulking, Wei Jiawen was afraid that he would be really angry, so he squinted his eyes and peeked at him, and after a while, leaned towards him with aggrieved words, "Brother, don't be angry. "

"Then what does that Weibo post mean? Do you still want to be a singer?" Now, it's not that people don't know that the government rejects gay people, so how could they be so stupid?

Wei Jiawen sighed, and simply said, "I thought about making it public a long time ago."

Li Yanxi didn't know whether to cry or scold him for a moment, and Wei Jiawen wanted to make it public a long time ago about what he was so wary of and worried about.He pursed his lips, his brows were tightly knit together, Wei Jiawen looked at him like this, only as if he was unwilling to reveal it to himself, and said cautiously, "Don't be angry... I didn't disclose your identity, Besides, no one will connect the two of us at all, and it won't have any influence on you."

Li Yanxi's heart twitched violently, and his voice unconsciously raised his voice, "That's not what I meant."

Wei Jiawen bit his lip, shook his head, and said, "It's okay. You also have your own social life and relatives, and I won't reveal your secret regardless of everything."

Li Yanxi's voice became higher, almost yelling, "I said that's not what I meant."

Wei Jiawen smiled, lowered his head, and it took him a long time to squeeze out a few words, "Then what do you mean?"

Li Yanxi felt sorry for him, grabbed his hand and rubbed it repeatedly, full of pity, "Jiawen, you have put in countless painstaking efforts and efforts to get to where you are today... I don't want to see you destroy everything with your own hands. "

Wei Jiawen stared blankly at the ceiling, "Of course I've thought about all of this, and I'm not a fool."

"But I was originally gay, and I had my own lover. Why did everyone force me to hide the truth? For this career, I have said a lot of lies and done a lot of things against my will. I don't want to I don’t want to deceive my fans anymore, and I don’t want to force myself over and over again.”

Li Yanxi stared at him for a long time, he couldn't say any more words to reprimand Wei Jiawen, and after a while, he whispered, "Just as long as you feel happy." Then, he said very firmly, "In short, no matter what, I will always stand at your side."

Wei Jiawen smiled and said, "With your words, I have no regrets."

The Internet is full of gossip about Wei Jiawen. He was unwilling to let all kinds of voices spread, so after much deliberation, he chose the program of his old acquaintance Sun Jing to be interviewed.

Sun Jing is over forty years old, and he is a veritable senior in the entertainment industry. He has always been known for caring for younger generations, and has a lot of contacts in the industry. Being on his show was a choice made by Wei Jiawen after weighing many factors.

Wei Jiawen was sitting on the soft blue sofa in the studio, and sitting across from him was Sun Jing, whom he had known for four years.

Sun Jing's magnetic voice sounded slowly, "We all know that Jiawen became popular through a talent show called "New Singer", right? I remember that you had some problems with your voice at the finals? Is that so? ?”

Wei Jiawen nodded and said sincerely, "Yes, I lost my voice at the finale of "New Singer". Of course, Senior Sister Zhao Tianlin is far above me in terms of singing skills and stage experience. She deserves the first place." .”

Sun Jing smiled and continued, "Hey, Jiawen, when we participated in a variety show called "Wild House", you seemed to have said that the reason for losing your voice on the day of the final was because of a broken relationship... "

Wei Jiawen twisted his clothes, and then quickly returned to normal, "At that time, I had been secretly in love with my lover for seven years. In the year when I first debuted, we had been dating for about a year. During that year, I wrote two songs for him, namely "Secret Love" and "First Experience". On the eve of my finals, our ideas had some differences, followed by some problems in our relationship, and then we separated. Basically, Said, the main reason why I lost my voice was because of this."

Sun Jing continued to pick according to the script, "Then why are you together again?"

Wei Jiawen blushed suddenly, he smiled and said, "Because we are in love."

Sun Rui nodded, "Don't you blame him for leaving at your most critical juncture?"

Wei Jiawen's eyes wandered for a moment, and then he said seriously, "Actually, I hated him, but all the hatred added up can't be worth the longing."

Sun Rui expressed his understanding, and then asked, "What prompted you to disclose this matter? Including your lover's gender."

Wei Jiawen smiled, and said truthfully, "I have been gay from the beginning to the end. I have kept this matter hidden all these years for my own career. I feel tired and guilty. In fact, I have thought about it countless times. I have been too public, but never had enough courage to do it, and I can't imagine the accusations and abuse I will face."

"However, now that my relationship with my lover has stabilized, his existence has given me the confidence to tell the truth. I know that no matter what I will face, I will never be alone. No matter what, he will Always by my side. That's enough."

"Actually, I choose to be frank. First, I don't want to deceive my fans again. If I say it myself, you don't have to bother to guess; second, I want to live a little easier. I don’t want to act as a perfect person anymore; the third is that I want to give my lover enough sense of security. From my debut to now, I have had several scandals, which are actually a kind of harm to my lover , I don’t want this kind of thing to kill the relationship between the two of us. Considering all these factors, I decided to make this matter completely public.”

Sun Jing and Wei Jiawen had communicated many times before the interview, what questions could be asked, how far they should be asked, and how far they should be said. They both had a sense of proportion, so the interview went smoothly.Sun Jing continued to push forward, "Can you tell me what kind of person your lover is?"

A faint smile appeared on Wei Jiawen's face. He paused for a moment, and then said, "He is a very kind person. Since he came back from the United States, he has been helping poor students; although many people think he is fierce, but he It's actually very gentle."

Sun Jing's eyes lit up, "Has he been doing charity? How long has he been doing it?"

Wei Jiawen's eyes showed pride, "It's been more than ten years."

Sun Jing opened his mouth in surprise, and said sincerely, "Your lover is awesome."

Wei Jiawen smiled and said, "In short, he is really good, he is worthy of my continuous liking for more than ten years, and even more worthy of my lifetime love."