atypical package

Chapter 52

The second after he finished speaking, Li Yanxi fell into Wei Jiawen's arms, his head just resting on Wei Jiawen's shoulder. Although he couldn't see the other person's expression, he vaguely knew that Wei Jiawen was crying.

Li Yanxi's heart instantly turned into a puddle of water, no matter how much annoyance there was, he stretched out his hand, and gently stroked the back of Wei Jiawen's head, gently but firmly.

Wei Jiawen's shoulders trembled for a long time, but under Li Yanxi's silent comfort, his emotions gradually eased, he held Li Yanxi's face, rubbed his nose against him, and choked up, "But you know, I've never had anyone else. "

Li Yanxi opened his mouth for a moment, then wrinkled his brows together deeply.He didn't expect that in these three years, Wei Jiawen had never been with anyone else.Li Yanxi didn't know how to respond to Wei Jiawen's words, let alone how to comfort and relieve him, Li Yanxi only knew that he had to spend his whole life to repay these affectionate feelings.

Li Yanxi's voice was soft and gentle, like a gentle elder whispering in a child's ear, "Jiawen, I will never leave you in the future, never again."

Wei Jiawen's body paused, he wiped his face, then bowed his body, buried his face in Li Yanxi's chest, and whispered, "En."

Li Yanxi didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, but he always felt uneasy. After a long time, he slowly said, "I didn't have no feelings for you at the beginning... Before I found out that you had a crush on me, I had I thought about spending the rest of my life with you."

Wei Jiawen smiled self-deprecatingly. He stood up and looked at Li Yanxi's face. No matter how many times he saw this face, he found it touching. Neither can be uprooted.Wei Jiawen pecked Li Yanxi's lips lightly, and said seriously, "At the beginning, I thought about being your lover for the rest of my life. If I can stay undiscovered for the rest of my life, and if you don't get tired of me, I am willing to stay by your side forever, even if It's an unequal nurturing relationship, even if you never take me to heart."

Li Yanxi's nose was sore, and he held his eyes tightly to prevent tears from streaming down.

Wei Jiawen stroked his hair, then kissed him again, and said, "Li Yanxi, brother... I really love you, I don't want anything but your love , I can let go of everything except you. I lose my principles and abandon my dignity time and time again for you, so, I beg you, don't let me down again, okay?"

Tears fell down Li Yanxi's cheeks uncontrollably, fell on the floor, and smashed into Wei Jiawen's heart.Li Yanxi himself was surprised at the fact that he would shed tears, obviously he had exerted all his strength to control it, and obviously the tears in his life should have been shed on the day he learned that his sister had committed suicide.

Wei Jiawen kissed Li Yanxi's face up, gently licking away the tears along the way, and finally, the gentle kiss fell on the corner of Li Yanxi's eyes.Li Yanxi only felt that his eyes were getting more and more sour, and he could still control it at first, but then it was like a floodgate, and he couldn't control it. He sucked his nose, and then his whole body trembled violently in Wei Jiawen's arms, his chest followed. With the ups and downs of emotions, as if to spit out the emotions that have been swallowed up over the years.

Wei Jiawen was frightened by him, so he could only rub him deeper into his arms, coaxing him carefully, and said for a while, "Don't cry, brother, I love you..." After a while, he said, "I'm here, I always."

The more Wei Jiawen comforted him, the more sad Li Yanxi felt.

Over the years, he has lived like a steel and iron frame. While resisting all harm from the outside world, he has also sealed himself off.Suddenly someone loves him so much, he just wants to dump all his grievances.

These years, he doesn't believe in marriage, doesn't believe in feelings, and doesn't long for a family. He has never felt the warmth of a family, so he doesn't believe in the beautiful life in those literary works, which he obviously can't even imagine.But Wei Jiawen just gave him all the good thoughts, and gave him hope and hope in the most desperate and frightening late night.

During the year with Wei Jiawen, it's not that Li Yanxi didn't think about stopping the ship and docking, and it's not that he didn't have a heart for him, but after a moment of heartbeat, another stronger voice overwhelmed him, telling him, You're not going to end up well at all.

Li Yanxi doesn't believe what anyone says is forever. To him, love is just a ridiculous product controlled by hormones. After a moment of happiness, it will only be a long-term pain. Indulging in so-called feelings, if you don't get deeply involved, you won't get hurt. Li Yanxi has long understood this.

He once thought that a person like him would never have a good death anyway. He once thought that only loneliness and alienation would be his eternal keynote.But he happened to meet Wei Jiawen, and Wei Jiawen happened to smash all his defenses, making him willing to let go of those armors, and willing to bear the consequences that he didn't dare to think about.

While Wei Jiawen was obsessed with him, he was also obsessed with this love.

Li Yanxi's emotions went slowly, until she was tired from crying, her voice became hoarse, and she still lay on Wei Jiawen's shoulder and twitched.Wei Jiawen's heart seemed to have been gouged out by thousands of knives, and in the end, it was almost so painful that he lost consciousness.

Wei Jiawen knew too well what a proud and stubborn person Li Yanxi was, so he felt very distressed.

At this time, Wei Jiawen vaguely understood the fears in Li Yanxi's heart.

Li Yanxi is terribly afraid that others will love him, and even more afraid that the person who loves him will leave him, so he would rather be the one who leaves first, even if he will be sad for a while, even if he can't let go or forget it for a while, it is better than giving himself up completely Afterwards, another blow came.Li Yanxi has never been loved by anyone, so he doesn't believe that anyone will love him, let alone that someone will love him forever, so he would rather be that villain himself, and would rather drive away that young man who held his sincerity and let him send him away with his own hands.

At the end of crying, Li Yanxi's legs could hardly stand, and her whole body limply hung on Wei Jiawen's body.Wei Jiawen dragged him forcefully, and slowly led him into the bedroom.

Wei Jiawen put Li Yanxi on the bed first, then went to the bathroom, took a wet towel to wipe his face, and when Wei Jiawen finished wiping, Li Yanxi's mood gradually stabilized.

Wei Jiawen breathed a sigh of relief, he leaned against the head of the bed, while Li Yanxi leaned against his chest.While stroking Li Yanxi's back, he said in a low voice, "I'll ask you again formally now." Having said that, Wei Jiawen took a few deep breaths, "Li Yanxi, are you willing to be with me? No matter what happens, no matter No matter what difficulties you face, you will be loyal to each other, trust each other, and never be separated again, are you willing?"

Li Yanxi raised his head and looked at Wei Jiawen with panic for a moment, but when he saw Wei Jiawen's serious expression, he felt at ease in his heart.In an instant, Li Yanxi seemed to possess infinite courage and strength. He nodded with a hoarse but firm voice, "I would like to be with you."

After finishing speaking, what greeted him was passionate kisses until the sky was spinning.