as gentle as you

Chapter 76

Wen Yiran did not expect that this meeting with Xiao Yihan would lead to the current situation.When she left, she was almost desperate, and the innocent heart that had just been resurrected was crushed to pieces by the reality.

Only when the words that had tortured her countless times in her heart were uttered cruelly from the mouths of those close to her, did she realize that it was different from what she had imagined.

It seems... It hurts more.

Every word and every sentence, every word is heart-wrenching, and every sentence is deep, like a whip lashing her body again and again, until the blood is dripping.

But this time, even Xiao Yihan, who has always supported her, did not stand by her side, unable to understand, question her, and even unable to accept such a self.

Wen Yiran bit her lower lip tightly, frowned, and walked alone on the brightly lit avenue, but suddenly felt that she had fallen into a long dark tunnel again.

Since her father and her boyfriend passed away one after another, she seemed to have walked into a boundless darkness, with no light of hope, and no hope for tomorrow.She lived every day mechanically like a walking dead, living without emotion, waiting for the day when time would end.

Until Ling Fei appeared.The flames radiating from her body suddenly lit up her own darkness, as if her heart that had been numb for a long time had suddenly come to life again, beating vigorously again.

The light of the flame was very weak, but it continued to illuminate the dark road that I was struggling to move forward, and illuminated my entire life.

The lower lip tasted the smell of iron rust, and Wen Yiran let go of the bloody lips that he had tortured, feeling the slightest bit of pain passing down the nerves into his consciousness, and he felt a little relieved in his heart.

If ruining her reputation, betraying relatives, and being spurned by others can relieve everyone's anger, then she is willing to spend her life to atone for her sins.

At that time, we had been with each other, regardless of the end of the world.If it is destined not to be together for a long time, she would rather enjoy the joy of the moment with Ling Fei, even if it is just a moment is enough.

Enough for her to survive the difficult journey of the long night of the rest of her life.

This is the price she should pay.

But people in love are not selfish.What would she do if she wanted to be with Ling Fei for a long time?

When she thought that she would not be with Ling Fei for a long time, the pain in her heart was torn apart, which made her realize, when did she become greedy?

Sure enough, it is impossible for people to be satisfied.

Wen Yiran didn't know how he got home.After sitting on the sofa for a long time, it was getting dark, and I didn't think to turn on the light.It wasn't until Ling Fei's call came that she woke up like a dream.

She answered the phone subconsciously, and before she could speak, the sweet voice of the little girl over there came over.

"Mr. Wen, I didn't reply to me when I sent you a message. I thought you were still busy. Did you miss me, huh?"

The girl's voice was sweet and coquettish, which softened Wen Yiran's heart within minutes and dispelled the dark clouds in his heart.She laughed and gave a soft "hmm".

Ling Fei also laughed, feeling happy, and continued to ask, "How about the cultural exhibition, Mr. Wen?"

Wen Yiran on the other end of the phone praised in an exaggerated tone: "Wow, that's so wonderful! I really should bring you to see it too!" Then she began to describe it to Ling Fei with examples.

Ling Fei breathed a sigh of relief.Hearing Wen Yiran's voice was normal, presumably Xiao Yihan didn't confess his love or did not succeed in confession, right?But she didn't believe it, didn't Xiao Yihan tell Wen Yiran anything?According to Wen Yiran's personality, she would definitely reply as soon as she saw her text message, but why didn't she reply?Is there really something busy with Xiao Yihan?

Thinking of this, Ling Fei interrupted Wen Yiran's description, and said, "Teacher Wen."

Wen Yiran stopped and asked her, "What's the matter, Xiao Fei?"

As if hesitating for a long time, Ling Fei said after a long time: "Sister Xiao, she...didn't say anything to you, did she?"

Wen Yiran's smile that was barely supported by the girl just now disappeared without a trace.My heart sank again, like drowning in water.The conversation with Xiao Yihan in the coffee shop in the afternoon played in her mind like a scene from a horror movie, making her tremble like chaff.

Wen Yiran on the other end of the phone didn't make a sound for a long time. Ling Fei thought she had hung up, so she asked, "Mr. Wen, are you still there?"

Wen Yiran was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "Oh... I'm still here." Suddenly remembering the question Ling Fei asked just now, he replied naturally, "It's okay, we just chatted about exhibitions and work. nothing else to talk about."

Although Wen Yiran said it was nothing, the careful Ling Fei still felt that something was wrong.But Wen Yiran obviously didn't want to say more, and Ling Fei didn't feel comfortable asking further.

She was still thinking about when to ask Wen Yiran again, but the other end of the phone said: "Xiaofei, if you have nothing to do, you should go to bed earlier."

Just as Ling Fei was about to say yes, she suddenly seemed to remember something, and hurriedly said, "Don't hang up, Mr. Wen, can you allow me one more thing?"

"what is the matter?"

Ling Fei chuckled, and then said: "I will tell my grandparents that I will go back the day after tomorrow. When I go back, can I go find you again?"

Wen Yiran took advantage of the opportunity to think of the sweet time when he was alone with the girl, and the smile gradually appeared on the corner of his mouth.However, at the next moment, there seemed to be a thunderbolt in her ears, and Xiao Yihan's stern and cold words sounded in her mind: "...Teach me to bed..."

Wen Yiran's face turned pale suddenly, and his heart beat like a drum.

Ling Fei keenly noticed something wrong with Wen Yiran's silence on the other end of the phone, and stepped down to both sides sensibly: "If...if you don't have time, then I'll see you after school starts...it's okay."

The disappointment and sadness in the tone could not be concealed.

At this moment, Wen Yiran felt the obviously depressed mood of the girl in the words, and the pain in his heart was like a needle prick, and the pain continued.She wants to tell her that she wants to see her, that she wants to be alone with her, that she wants to be in bed with her, that she longs for her embrace just as much.

Just like now, she was terrified, trembling uncontrollably, she wanted to say, my beloved girl, can you hug me?

However, in the end, she could only softly say to Ling Fei with guilt: "Have a good rest, good night."

The girl answered her sullenly: "Okay, good night."

Then she hung up the phone coldly, fearing that she would repent if she heard the girl's sad voice again.

Ling Fei froze for a moment.Since the relationship, Mr. Wen never took the initiative to hang up her phone. He hung up the phone first after saying good night to her, and then fell asleep listening to Mr. Wen's gentle good night.

Is my estimate wrong?In fact, after all, didn't he fully walk into Wen Yiran's heart?Although Mr. Wen indulged himself after being together, but this time, he refused.Ling Fei was a bit glassy for a while, and she was so sad that she wanted to cry.

She was used to Wen Yiran's embrace and the days spent with her.Ling Fei resisted the urge to cry, cheered herself up and encouraged herself, she was too impatient, she was definitely not yet an adult, and it would be fine when she became an adult next year.

The sky is getting brighter, and the warm sunlight is projected through the casement on the big blue bed in the center of the room.Wen Yiran woke up naturally like every ordinary morning, and turned to look at Ling Fei who was lying beside her.The girl was sleeping soundly, with a smile on her face, still smacking her lips, Wen Yiran lovingly pecked her on the cheek, then got out of bed to wash.

Opening the door of the bedroom, Wen Yiran suddenly felt that the living room was noisy, she thought it was strange and went to have a look.Just two steps away, the deceased father appeared in the living room somehow.The father kept pointing at her with trembling hands, and said angrily, "How can I, Wen Heng, have a daughter like you?" Then he pointed at the door and said, "Get out! Don't appear in front of me again! "

After finally seeing her father, but wanting to drive her away, Wen Yiran's heart was about to break, and she knelt down and cried, begging her father not to drive her away.Before she could say a few words, Ling Fei's parents suddenly walked in from outside, and they humiliated Wen Yiran: "You kidnapped my daughter, you are not worthy of being a teacher!"

Suddenly the scene changed, this time Wen Yiran suddenly came to the school.Surrounded by teachers and students of the school, pointing around her. "It turns out that Wen Yiran likes women! And she is a female student who is much younger than her! I heard that the girl is not yet an adult, how can she handle it? No wonder she wants to break up with Teacher Liu Jian! Hey, really Perverted, I feel sick just thinking about it!"

Suddenly the scene changed again. On the small road downstairs of her apartment, Ling Fei, who seemed to be a little older, was standing opposite her. The streetlights stretched Ling Fei's shadow very long, but it did not overlap with hers.Wen Yiran looked softly at the girl's smiling face, smiled and walked forward to hold her hand, but she threw it away all of a sudden.The smile on the girl's face suddenly disappeared, replaced by eyes full of disgust and resentment: "Wen Yiran, you kidnapped me back then, I hate you!" Then she reached out and grabbed the hand of a boy standing beside her, only Leave a determined back.

Wen Yiran loudly called Ling Fei's name from behind, seeing the girl walking further and further away, she ran behind, but couldn't catch up.Finally, Ling Fei's back was no longer visible. She sat on the ground like a child who lost her toy, sobbing silently...

Xiaofei, don't leave me...don't leave me...don't...

Wen Yiran suddenly opened his eyes and woke up.His father's anger, colleagues' comments and Ling Fei's back were all gone.

It turned out to be just a dream.Wen Yiran touched his sweat-drenched forehead, the fear in his heart did not recede in the slightest.Thinking of the nightmare just now, Wen Yiran couldn't help curling up into a ball of shrimp under the quilt, tears falling silently.

She regretted not allowing her girl to come to her.

Ling Fei, I'm sorry, can you come and hug me?