as gentle as you

Chapter 66

Since when... did I fall in love with Ling Fei?

Ling Fei asked her like this, but Wen Yiran didn't quite understand it herself.

Ever since Ke Jie's car accident, Wen Yiran has never been in a relationship for a long time.

It's not that no one chased her, but because she didn't dare.She is afraid.She was afraid that after falling in love with that person, her lover would leave her like Ke Jie, leaving only regret and loneliness with her.

So, she is used to being alone.I am used to being alone in society, I am used to facing all kinds of troubles alone, I am used to the happiness and sadness of being alone.Although sometimes Xiao Yihan would accompany Wen Yiran by her side, but no matter how good a friend is, it is different from a lover.

Until Ling Fei appeared.

Ling Fei was like the light that Wen Yiran suddenly encountered in the foggy forest, the sudden appearance illuminated Wen Yiran's heart full of haze.

I still remember that when Wen Yiran met Ling Fei for the first time, she happened to hide under a big tree and looked at the unfamiliar buildings and routes around her in a daze.Wen Yiran only thought Ling Fei was cuter, and didn't pay much attention to her.That day the school came to report that there were so many students, but Ling Fei and Wen Yiran met, and a series of things happened after that, which can only be said to be the fate arranged by heaven.Perhaps since then, Ling Fei has planted a seed in her heart, and the countless encounters in the future are just the dewy fertilizer arranged by fate, allowing the seed to grow slowly.

And when did it take root and sprout without her noticing?

It was that sports meeting, Ling Fei was running on the sports field, she looked at her confidently and gently smiling from a distance, but suddenly her body fell down unexpectedly, and my heartache and nervousness for her were burning. ; or the love and sympathy I felt for her when I learned that she, like myself, was the closest relative who left me.It is also possible that there are countless moments that I have not noticed.

What often comes to Wen Yiran's mind is the image of Ling Fei working hard for herself.Although she studied hard because of herself, it has to be said that Ling Fei like this is really distressing.Wen Yiran knew that if she tried so hard to get close, she would get her own approval one day.

Perhaps, I was moved by her hard work and persistence, so I deeply imprinted her in my heart.

Therefore, while Wen Yiran started to care about her, he also began to deliberately alienate her, all in order to cut himself off from the possibility of loving her forever before he completely indulged in it.

Every time Ling Fei was pushed away indifferently, her heart felt like a pinching pain, but for Ling Fei and herself, she had to do so.

As much as she loved Ling Fei, she was cruel to herself.

Unexpectedly, her stubbornness almost caused Ling Fei to leave her forever, and she almost regretted it for the rest of her life.

Fortunately, Ling Fei is still alive. God gave her a second chance to say those three words.

After a while, Wen Yiran looked down at Ling Fei, thought for a while and said, "I don't know, maybe it was a certain moment."

Ling Fei looked up at her, approached her and said mysteriously, "Mr. Wen, do you want to know when I fell in love with you?"

Wen Yiran nodded, pampered her cheek and asked softly: "Then, when did you like me?"

Ling Fei was satisfied by Wen Yiran's gentle movements, smiling like a slicked-up Samoyed in her arms, and then told her: "Actually, I told you a long time ago, when I saw Yang Guo mistakenly lifelong."

Wen Yiran reacted immediately.It turned out that what Ling Fei said to herself at the entrance of the supermarket that day was a hint, and she didn't forget to think about it at all.

It turned out that it was love at first sight... Wen Yiran scratched her little nose, and said with a little coquettishness, "So you 'Little Guo Xiang' have been eyeing me 'Yang Guo' for a long time, huh?"

Ling Fei held the hand she was scratching her nose in, and corrected with a straight face: "I am not Guo Xiang, and you are not Yang Guo. Guo Xiang and Yang Guo were not together in the end, but we are together now."

Speaking of this, for some reason, Wen Yiran suddenly felt a little sad.I and Ling Fei are now in love, but there are so many obstacles and barriers between her and myself, can they really be properly resolved and finally stay together for a lifetime?

Countless thoughts flashed through Wen Yiran's mind, and he finally made up his mind.

She gently kissed Ling Fei's smooth forehead, and said softly, "Xiao Fei, I have something to tell you."

Although it was just a kiss on the forehead, Ling Fei's heart still trembled when Wen Yiran kissed her. Feeling her love and tenderness towards her, Ling Fei's heart softened, and she frowned and said, "Okay."

Wen Yiran let go of Ling Fei, sat on the chair beside the bed, facing Ling Fei.Ling Fei put the pillow behind her waist, leaned the chair against the head of the bed, and waited for her next words.

Wen Yiran unconsciously clenched his five fingers slightly, restraining the smile he had when he was joking just now, and his expression was a bit serious instead.She sighed, and said the decision she had just thought of: "Xiaofei, first of all, you have to understand that due to our identities, you can go to school when your legs are good, and you and I can only do the most ordinary things." A teacher-student pair cannot cross the line in the slightest. So, this is the first thing I want you to promise me. Our relationship cannot be told to anyone, especially your parents. Can you understand what I mean? "Since Ling Fei's accident, Wen Yiran felt that he cared too much about Ling Fei and taking the initiative in front of Ling Fei's mother, which was very abnormal for a teacher.I have promised Ling Fei that I want to be with her, but if I want to be together, Ling Fei's parents are the most difficult, and these difficulties can only be faced together when Ling Fei grows up. Confrontation, so now is not the time, I can't let her parents know about my relationship with Ling Fei so early.Moreover, with this relationship with Ling Fei, Wen Yiran doesn't know how to face Ling Fei's parents now. She feels like a thief coveting other people's treasures, greedily hoping that others will find out later , found out later.

Ling Fei knew what Wen Yiran meant.They are teachers and students, but they fall in love with each other in violation of morality and ethics. This kind of thing is contemptible and immoral in the eyes of others.Ling Fei knew that if her parents found out, the consequences would be disastrous.So Wen Yiran was not only protecting the two of them, but also Ling Fei's parents.So she nodded: "I understand what you mean. Don't worry, I will keep it a secret from others." Ling Fei thought for a while and then said: "However, they still need to know in the future, and I will definitely convince them. Don't worry. "As early as Wen Yiran said her promise, Ling Fei made up her mind to stay with Wen Yiran for the rest of her life, and her parents would know about it sooner or later.

"I believe in you. But not now." Wen Yiran reminded.

Ling Fei nodded.In the end, she still couldn't help but said: "Then, can Qi Yuanyuan know? She...she already found out that I like you..." Ling Fei's voice came to the end, hesitating and whispering, afraid of offending Wen Yiran angry.

This was beyond Wen Yiran's expectation.With Ling Fei's character, she probably wouldn't tell anyone about this kind of thing, she must have slipped the tongue when she was drunk...

Sure enough, as she expected, Ling Fei lowered her head slightly, pretending to admit her mistake, and defended herself: "That time I accidentally called your name when I was drunk, that's why she knew..." She continued quickly : "However, she will not tell others, I can guarantee this."

If Ling Fei could not share the sweetness and joy of her love with her friends, it would be too cruel and harsh to her.Wen Yiran looked at her helplessly, and finally nodded.

Seeing Wen Yiran's nod, Ling Fei was very happy, held her hand excitedly, pressed a soft kiss on it with her lips, and said affectionately: "Of course, why are you so nice..."

Wen Yiran had never been called by his nickname by anyone other than his parents. Hearing Ling Fei call him by his nickname at this time, he felt shy and hot in his heart, and his ears couldn't help turning red.She was extremely shy, she didn't know how to respond to Ling Fei's words, she subconsciously bit her lip.

Ling Fei looked at her, his eyes suddenly became hot, and the hand holding her slowly tightened.

Wen Yiran met her eyes inadvertently, and the girl's eyes, as bright as flames, were filled with longing.Wen Yiran knew that now was not the time, so he deliberately coughed and continued: "Xiao Fei, I still have two things to tell you."

Only then did Ling Fei restrain her enthusiasm: "Say it."

"The second thing, Xiaofei, you are very good. You will be admitted to a better university in the future. Go on the path you want to go, do what you want to do, and don't be influenced by me." Yiran spoke in the capacity of a teacher, so he spoke with great sincerity.

Ling Fei shook her head and said disapprovingly, "I have no path to take, and nothing to do. I just want to be with you."

When young, love is often impulsive and does not consider the consequences. At Ling Fei's age, once falling in love, it is mostly like this.Wen Yiran understood that even if she explained clearly to her now, she wouldn't listen, so she simply refused to explain to her.

Wen Yiran continued: "The third thing is..."

Wen Yiran stopped talking as if he had forgotten the words.Ling Fei seemed to feel what she was going to say in her heart, and she was still quietly waiting for her next words.

She hesitated for a while, finally gritted her teeth, sighed, and said, "Ling Fei." She called very formally and seriously, but there was sadness and sadness in her eyes that Ling Fei couldn't understand: "If one day you don't If you like me, please tell me generously, don't turn around and find someone else without telling me..."

"No way!" Before Wen Yiran finished speaking, Ling Fei interrupted her eagerly, "This day will never come!"

"Ling Fei!" Wen Yiran pressed Ling Fei's agitated shoulder to comfort her, "Listen to me!"

Wen Yiran's catkin strokes Ling Fei's furrowed brows, which were still stretched just now, repeatedly, as if to smooth out those wrinkles.

Ling Fei immediately calmed down, feeling the gentle movements of the person in front of her in a daze.

"Teacher Wen?"

Wen Yiran didn't speak, and while smoothing Ling Fei's eyebrows, his own eyebrows became more and more wrinkled.

Ling Fei felt more and more strange, why did Wen Yiran say the third thing so sad and heartbroken?Did something happen between her and her ex-boyfriend that she didn't know about?

After a while, Wen Yiran put down his hands, looked at Ling Fei, and gave a silent wry smile.Her deep eyes were filled with sadness and grief that Ling Fei could not understand: "Ling Fei, I told you once, you are still young, and there are many possibilities in the future, maybe you like me now, but What about in the future? Maybe you will meet many people who are better than me in the future, then what will happen to us?"

Ling Fei watched her say this sour words, her eyes became more and more red, and her voice was choked with disbelief: "You don't believe me?"

Wen Yiran smiled sadly, shook his head, held her hand, and comforted her: "Xiaofei, it's not that I don't believe you. It's just that many things in the world cannot be decided immediately and will not change for a lifetime."

"I just need you to promise me, okay?"

Ling Fei's tears finally flowed down uncontrollably.She looked at Wen Yiran's sad and desolate expression, her heart was full of distress and resentment.She feels sorry for Wen Yiran who has lived alone for so many years, and feels sorry for her that she has encountered such a life change, but no one can accompany her to take care of her; Da, can't protect her in front of the whole world?

"Okay, I promise you." Ling Fei nodded heavily.

Wen Yiran was infected by Ling Fei and also shed tears.Seeing her nodding, Wen Yiran cried and laughed, then bent down and hugged Ling Fei gently.

"I'm sorry," Ling Fei hugged her back tightly, resting her head on her shoulder, choked up, "I'm late, that's why you have suffered so much. Do you blame me?"

Wen Yiran was originally moved by Ling Fei's emotional words, but the last question made her laugh.Wen Yiran looked at the girl in his arms, and said sincerely: "No. As long as you come." Wen Yiran closed his eyes, and hugged Ling Fei even tighter.

Wen Yiran knew that she was guilty and shouldn't indulge herself with Ling Fei, but she couldn't do it.She restrained herself once, but what she got in exchange was almost a repeat of the old things a few years ago!She didn't know how long she could be with Ling Fei, and how long Ling Fei would like her before getting bored, she didn't care about these.As long as they are together at the moment, as long as they are happy and happy at the moment, Wen Yiran really wants to have the sweetness created by these "stolen" moments.If possible, she is willing to stay by Ling Fei's side all the time, even if it is to drink poison to quench thirst.

She also died without regret.