as gentle as you

Chapter 62

Wen Yiran was not at all surprised that those two words could come out of Ling Fei's mouth, but the guilt in his heart was also deepened because of it.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault..." After Ling Fei's accident, Wen Yiran said sorry in his heart countless times, and now she was finally able to say it out for her to hear.

Ling Fei smiled weakly and shook her head, then held Wen Yiran's hand in her own.

"If I could have let you stay..." None of this would have happened!When Wen Yiran thought of this, his nose suddenly became sore again, and tears flowed down his face.

Seeing her tears, Ling Fei also felt uncomfortable, maybe she really regretted it.

"When that car drove up, you must have been terrified."

When Wen Yiran talked about the situation at that time, Ling Fei seemed to see that dazzling reflected car light again, pale as a sharp sword aura, slashing at her like this, and he had nowhere to escape... Ling Fei's whole body had already started to tremble, and Wen Yiran's hands were wrapped behind her hands that had become cold from fear. Wen Yiran seemed to be infected by her, and unexpectedly began to tremble too.

The palm of her hand is filled with Wen Yiran's unique temperature. Ling Fei thought of the car accident scene where she was almost dead. The desperate bone chill at that time seemed to wrap her body again in an instant, and she held back the severe pain while trembling and shed it. tears.

Seeing Ling Fei's frightened eyes and feeling her trembling body, Wen Yiran felt pain in his heart again, and apologized for the second time: "I made a mistake, Xiao Fei, the teacher knows I was wrong."

Ling Fei motioned her to bend down, and stretched out her hand with difficulty to reach her neck; Wen Yiran bent down and lowered his head, but still kept a distance from her, for fear that his inadvertent touch would hurt her.Ling Fei hugged Wen Yiran's neck as she wished, and kissed her lightly behind her ear with her lips.

"No." Ling Fei pressed her lips against Wen Yiran's ear, and still uttered those two words.Ling Fei didn't know how to comfort Wen Yiran's feelings of fear and guilt, so she had to tell her sincerely in her ear again that she didn't blame her, and she wouldn't blame her. Very satisfied.

"I will never let you leave my side again." Wen Yiran whispered in her ear.

Ling Fei nodded, she wanted to tell Wen Yiran that when she thought she was dead, she was always by her side, heard her call, and clearly felt her fear and worry, that kind of despair and helplessness She's been through it with her.

"Do you know? Besides my mother, you are the only one I have." Wen Yiran suddenly choked up and said another inexplicable sentence in Ling Fei's ear.Ling Fei couldn't help shaking.

When she first met Wen Yiran, Ling Fei felt that she was so mysterious and mysterious, like a hidden treasure in a secret realm, waiting to be discovered and explored by herself.She thought that it was just that she didn't know Wen Yiran too well, that's why she had such a strange feeling, but after getting along with her for nearly a year, Ling Fei realized that it wasn't because she didn't know Wen Yiran well, or because she spent too little time with her. But Wen Yiran didn't give himself a chance to understand her at all, so he never understood her.

Ling Fei only knew that Wen Yiran had a relationship when she was in college, and she didn't know whether the love partner was a man or a woman. What happened between her and her love partner?Why didn't Mother Wen dare to mention this person when she went to her house for the first time?And why didn't she see her father for the last time when he died?Xiao Yihan treats her so well, so has Xiao Yihan really been in love? ...

When Wen Yiran said these words, the past events that he didn't want to touch came to his mind like a nightmare. Five years ago, after his father passed away, the accidental car accident of the person in his heart followed, and the successive blows made him once He was so depressed that he never dared to talk about any feelings with anyone since then.After meeting Ling Fei, I finally felt my withered and icy heart beating alive, but I didn't expect that my fear and timidity almost missed her!If Ling Fei dies like that person back then, no matter how strong Wen Yiran is, he will not be able to bear his beloved leaving him for the second time. Wen Yiran is even thinking that if Ling Fei is really gone, there is no point in living. ?

Ling Fei felt water drops falling from Wen Yiran's face, and she kissed her side face, gently kissing away the tears that flowed down, trying to calm her disordered breathing due to the pain.

As if infected by Wen Yiran, Ling Fei's eyes couldn't help but heat up. She wanted to tell her that she would not leave her side. She had so many things she wanted to say to her, but her whole body was covered with every mouth. She was in so much pain that she had no choice but to express her thoughts with kisses.

After a while, Wen Yiran straightened up, wiped away the tears from Ling Fei's face, then wiped his own, looked at Ling Fei seriously and said, "I won't let you leave my side in the future, and you don't want to leave either." ,OK?"

She was really scared, she didn't want to experience the same nightmare scene a second time, if Ling Fei on the bed really had no heartbeat at this time, what would happen to her?

Ling Fei looked at Wen Yiran in a daze, as if she didn't believe what she said. "Really?" Ling Fei couldn't help making a mouth shape and asked.

Wen Yiran understood what she said, nodded seriously, and said, "Of course it's true."

That's right, how could the teacher lie to the students?Ling Fei was stunned for a moment, then made a "good" mouth shape, smiled, and then cried again.

Ling Fei waited too long.From the first time I met Wen Yiran, from realizing that I fell in love with her, to Wen Yiran admitting that she likes me just now, only I can understand the hardships and bitterness in the process.However, now Wen Yiran actually made a promise to accompany him for the rest of his life, this was a result that Ling Fei didn't even dare to imagine.I just want to be by her side, whether it be her student or her lover in the future, as long as I can stay by her side, as long as she can accept me, Ling Fei doesn't care about her status or the length of time , so humbled, I only blame myself for loving her too much.

Wen Yiran held her hand again, and wiped her tears with a tissue: "Okay, don't cry, let's take care of your body first. You can sleep for a while."

Ling Fei hugged her hand and finally fell asleep again.

A week later, Ling Fei was recovering well after the operation. On the doctor's advice, she was transferred to the general ward, and she was able to sit up and drink porridge.Because Li Li sometimes had to go to the company for meetings, Wen Yiran volunteered to take care of Ling Fei when she was not around.Every day after get off work, Wen Yiran would come to Ling Fei's single ward, tell her some school affairs or give her some Chinese topics when she was willing to listen.Because Ling Fei was injured and hospitalized and unable to go to class, Wen Yiran suggested that she could read the textbook when she was free in the hospital, so that she would not understand what the teacher said when she went back to class.

After getting off work that day, Wen Yiran came to the hospital to visit Ling Fei. When he first walked into the ward, he saw that she was still writing Chinese papers.

These papers are the weekly test papers for this time, and Wen Yiran specially got her a set from the school.At first, Wen Yiran didn't plan to give it to her, thinking that she was still in the hospital and her health was not yet fully recovered, so she was afraid that she would not have the extra energy to do these questions.But Ling Fei felt that she had read enough books these days, so she wanted to do the quizzes to test herself, but Wen Yiran couldn't hold her back, so she had to bring it for her.

"Are you almost done?" Wen Yiran poured Ling Fei a glass of water, sat down by the bed and asked.

"Soon, I'm writing an essay now." Ling Fei wrote seriously without raising her head.

Wen Yiran didn't speak any more, and quietly watched her answer the question.Ling Fei's fonts are clean and tidy, the strokes are strong yet elegant, and it is pleasing to the eye.Wen Yiran remembered that when he corrected Ling Fei's homework for the first time, he was attracted by this font, and then remembered it.People always tend to be beautiful and good-looking things, and the same is true for teachers changing their homework. Every time Wen Yiran corrects Ling Fei's composition, she always gives her an extra one or two points because of the font. a habit.

After an unknown amount of time, Ling Fei put down the pen and let out a long sigh of relief: "It's finally finished, Wen..." Ling Fei just looked up, but saw Wen Yiran staring at her paper in a daze.

There was a hint of sweetness in her heart, she chuckled and said, "Mr. Wen, I've finished writing. Would you like to take a look?"

Only then did Wen Yiran come back to his senses, and smiled embarrassedly: "I was fascinated by watching it just now, so let me take a look."

Wen Yiran took the paper and read it.On the other hand, Ling Fei was uneasy. Some questions and questions had been lingering in her heart for the past few days. She wanted to ask but had no chance to ask them. It just so happened that her mother had gone back to the company for a meeting, and she couldn't come back for a while, so she could take the opportunity to ask. clear.

"Mr. Wen, that..."

"what do you wish to ask?"

Unlike lying on the hospital bed before, Ling Fei was still a little nervous and uncomfortable in front of her. She hesitated for a long time before she finally asked, "You... really want to... be with me in the future. together?"

The answer to this question went back to the moment he heard about Ling Fei's accident, Wen Yiran made up his mind and could not change it.Because, with the same result, she didn't have the strength to bear the second time.

Wen Yiran smiled and touched her hair, his tone was as firm as when she rejected her before: "Of course."

Although Wen Yiran made a promise to accompany him for a lifetime when he couldn't sit up before, but at this moment, the affirmation of his liking for him was like a reassuring pill, and Ling Fei couldn't help jumping up in his heart .

"Teacher Wen..."

"Huh?" Wen Yiran heard the words, but when he looked up, he saw Ling Fei's eyes staring at him like two clear lakes, "What's wrong?"

"Thank you."

Thank you for daring to fall in love with me, thank you for accepting my love, and thank you for being willing to be with me.

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