as gentle as you

Chapter 59

Ling Fei was walking quickly on the side of the road. The road sign at the corner not far ahead reflected the pale car lights, dazzling people's eyes.She suddenly remembered that afternoon when Wen Yiran promised to reward her for doing well in the exam, the light of approval and pride in her eyes suddenly shone into her heart, which was even more dazzling than the dazzling sunlight. Own obsessed and warm.

Since there were no street lights and the road was too narrow, Ling Fei leaned closer to the side of the road for safety, but she didn't expect that the reflected car lights were getting closer and closer to her. When she reached the corner, the car behind her stopped without slowing down I started to turn, because the speed was too fast, and I ran straight into it before I could turn...

At the moment of the bang, Ling Fei felt her body collide heavily with a cold and hard behemoth, and then she floated up. The sound of metal scraping and tearing was heard in her ears. There is a whimper in the wind, is that the sound of Wen Yiran crying for herself...

Ling Fei didn't know, and didn't seem to have the extra strength to find out.The moment she landed heavily, she only felt that the huge collision made her body hurt so badly. There was no place in her whole body, from the inside to the outside, that was not painless, as if all the viscera and bones in her body were scattered.The pain was so severe that Ling Fei felt that the physical pain of the dying person was not so terrible and painful, because no matter how much and painful the physical pain was, it couldn't compare to the pain of dying in the heart.

I moved my fingers with difficulty, and the pain was involved in the whole body. I don't know when the ground was wet and greasy. There was a warm liquid flowing down the face, sticking to the bangs, and part of it along the The eyelashes were dyed into the eye sockets, Ling Fei was forced to blink continuously, watching the driver get out of the car and take a look in horror, then hurried away.

In the darkness, even the last ray of light was taken away by the half moon hiding in the clouds.Ling Fei lay motionless on the ground, and she didn't even have the strength to move her fingers. At this moment, she only felt pain and drowsiness all over her body.

So sleepy and tired, I really want to sleep until I never wake up again.In the past, when she pursued Wen Yiran tirelessly, she didn't feel so tired, but now, she just wants to have a good sleep.

In a trance, she seemed to see someone slowly approaching.

Is it Wen Yiran?Or, is it a hallucination caused by pain?

Ling Fei suddenly misses Wen Yiran.

She wondered if she had fallen asleep now, and wondered if she had begun to loathe her constant pestering?She also wondered if she was even... beginning to forget her...

No, she decided not to.

If her future stops here, she doesn't want Wen Yiran to forget her, she would rather she hate her for the rest of her life, as long as she still remembers her, even if she really died today, she would be willing.

However, she still really wanted to, really wanted to see her again, just once...

But, can she still have a future? ...

Before the last moment when her consciousness lost consciousness, Ling Fei felt that many things came out of the depths of her mind one after another.She saw the happy time when her father hugged her and went to the amusement park with her mother when she was a child. She saw the angry appearance of her parents when they quarreled after taking class photos after graduating from elementary school... Finally, she saw the bright smile with her. The warm Wen Yiran, and the resolute and disappointed embrace behind...

But the picture was deflected, and she seemed to see Wen Yiran farther away.She saw her sitting up suddenly from the bed in the darkness, calling out her name loudly, Ling Fei wanted to tell her that she was here, but she seemed to be dumb and couldn't make any sound; then, Ling Fei saw Standing outside the classroom, Wen Yiran was constantly on the phone. Her face was full of anxiety and sadness. After a while, she couldn't get through to the phone, and sent a text message, but she didn't reply. She seemed very annoyed, walking back and forth in the corridor Pacing, then continuing to call.

How can you get through?Ling Fei could speak now, but no matter how she yelled or passed in front of her, she would just frown at the phone or mutter to the floor.

Ling Fei was suddenly sad because she didn't want to see Wen Yiran feel so sorry for herself.She walked over, put her hands around her waist as she did when she left, wrapped her whole body in her arms gently, then hugged her tightly from behind, resting her head on her splashed ink On the long hair, the crystal teardrops flowing from the corners of the eyes slid down the smooth hair to the ground, and then disappeared suddenly.

Just like I am now——

Ling Fei felt that her body was soaring into the air, and the hands surrounding Wen Yiran gradually moved up, her body began to become transparent while flying, and then got farther and farther away from Wen Yiran, and finally, Wen Yiran didn't see it either. she……

Wen Yiran didn't know how she returned to last night. The darkness in the corridor and the narrow road without street lights made her shiver for a moment.

In the distance, she saw two figures emerging from the dark night one after another.The person in front was herself, and the person behind was Ling Fei. The two walked one after the other, like strangers they had never met before.

Suddenly, the self in front of him stopped moving, Ling Fei tightly grasped the corner of his clothes, Ling Fei's mouth was long, and she didn't know what to say, then Wen Yiran saw another self mercilessly breaking Ling Fei's hand away , Ling Fei was thrown away fiercely by him, then turned around quickly, walked forward resolutely and ruthlessly, the expression on his face was disgust and impatience for being disturbed, and he didn't even look at Ling Fei behind him.

Then, Wen Yiran saw that Ling Fei's face showed heartache and despair that he had never seen before. She stood there in a daze, staring at her leaving back from a distance, tears dripping down silently, It dripped into Wen Yiran's heart at this moment.Then, Ling Fei's thin figure squatted down slowly, and the incomplete moonlight shortened her shadow, making her look so helpless and lonely.She buried her face in the arms resting on her knees, sobbing softly, and the wind that came and went filled her breath of sadness and despair.Wen Yiran's nose suddenly turned sour, and she also shed tears. She really wanted to rush up and hug her tightly, and tell her that she didn't want her, but that she had done wrong all along.

Yes, she was wrong, it was too wrong, she always thought that if she didn't face up to and touch this feeling, she would never fall into it.However, I underestimated Ling Fei's persistence and excellence, and I even underestimated my own heart.I have been hiding my thoughts under the banner of thinking about Ling Fei's future and self-deception, rejecting her and staying away from her again and again, but I can't help caring about her and caring about her again and again under the banner of teachers caring about students , but did not expect that he had already fallen into this gentle trap, slowly sinking into it, and could no longer escape.

"Xiao Fei..." Wen Yiran watched Ling Fei's lonely and thin body fluttering in the wind, his heart hurt so much that he was about to faint, and he was about to run over to hug her immediately, but no matter how Wen Yiran ran, he seemed to be with her forever Ling Fei was separated by a distance.Finally, Wen Yiran saw Ling Fei standing up, her back was facing him, she quickly tightened the fluttering sleeves of her clothes, turned her head and glanced at the window where she was, and then left slowly, submerged in the dark night .

Wen Yiran quickly followed her and walked to the narrow road where the street lights were broken. Suddenly, Ling Fei turned around and looked at her with a bright smile.

Wen Yiran also stopped, and looked at her indifferently.

"Ms. Wen..." the thin girl spoke, with a hint of cheerful innocence in her voice.

Hearing her clear voice calling to him, Wen Yiran couldn't help grinning and staring at her.

The next second, Ling Fei suddenly stretched out her hand and waved in Wen Yiran's direction, "Goodbye." The voice was still so pleasant.

"Xiao Fei!" Wen Yiran was flustered by her inexplicable behavior, but at the next corner, a black car drove over in a hurry. She just looked at the car and passed straight through the Ling Fee's body...

Wen Yiran walked forward quickly, the originally dry ground suddenly became wet, she looked down, it was covered with dazzling red blood, the blood eventually merged into a stream, flowing to a further place.Wen Yiran looked along the end of the stream, and suddenly there was a person lying on the ground - the girl who was joking in front of her just now, just lying on the cold ground.

Wen Yiran looked at the dying person lying on the ground in disbelief, and knelt down heavily on the ground, waiting for her to wipe off the thick blood on her face with her hands, and see her pale little face due to excessive blood loss At that time, it had already completely collapsed.

Wen Yiran covered her mouth and wept silently. Tears dripped down on Ling Fei's lifeless pale face, but she seemed to be sleeping peacefully, unable to hear the person she loved the most calling her.

"Xiao Fei..." Wen Yiran reached out and hugged her in his arms. Her cold body was like a dead fish that had been frozen in the freezer for a long time.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...it's my fault, I should have let you stay...I'm sorry..."

If he hadn't insisted on asking her to leave, if he had agreed to let her stay at that time... perhaps, none of this would have happened.Wen Yiran hates herself so much now, why can't she be allowed to stay! ?Why did I push her away! ?

Wen Yiran kept saying sorry, deeply blaming himself, seeing Ling Fei's blood-stained clothes had already begun to cry so that he could not speak.

I haven't told Ling Fei that she has fallen in love with her long ago, and I haven't told her that I am willing to choose to be with her regardless of the shackles of the world and morality. She still wants to cook delicious food for her, and she still wants to accompany her She spent the difficult and fulfilling high school life together, and she will be with her for the rest of her life... But how could she leave herself alone?She wanted to blame her, but when she saw her lying motionless in her arms, she didn't have any words anymore.

"Ling Fei!..." Wen Yiran heard his heart-piercing cries echoing in the silent night sky, which lasted for a long time.

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