as gentle as you

Chapter 27

Qi Yuanyuan hugged Ling Fei and comforted her for a long time before she slowly stopped crying.

The next stop is the place near Qi Yuanyuan's house.

"Xiao Fei, I'll accompany you to the hospital. I'm worried about you doing this." After Ling Fei's grandmother passed away in the afternoon, her body has been in the hospital.

Ling Fei looked at her best friend with open red eyes, and gratefully stretched out her arms to hug her, and said in a voice hoarse from crying: "No need. Thank you, Yuanyuan."

Qi Yuanyuan saw that her mood was much more stable now than before. Although her expression was still sad and sad, it also made her feel a little relieved.Moreover, it is not appropriate for Ling Fei to go by herself after her grandma passed away. She thought about it, then nodded and said, "Okay."

The door opened, and it was time for Qi Yuanyuan to get out of the car.

Before leaving, Qi Yuanyuan stood up and hugged Ling Fei again: "I'll see your grandma later and take a good look at her for the last time, my condolences."

"Thank you, Yuanyuan." Ling Fei thanked again.

"I'm out of touch. If you say thank you again, I'll break up with you!" She blinked playfully and bid farewell to her, "Okay, I won't tease you anymore. Then I'm leaving, you have to be good!"

Ling Fei was also amused by what she said just now, and waved goodbye to her with a smile.

After a few stops, we arrived at the hospital.

As soon as the car door was opened, Ling Fei pushed and got out of the car. During the process, she accidentally bumped into other passengers, causing complaints and dissatisfaction, and she couldn't care less about it.

On the way to the hospital, Ling Fei ran at the speed of the sports meeting.

She raised her head and glanced at the sky, only to find that the warm golden sunset just now had long since disappeared, replaced by a gloomy sky, with gray clouds gradually gathering, but slowly disappearing into the dark sky background, until two The colors are completely blended together.

Looks like it's going to rain...

Grandma, look, even the sky is sad for you...

Don't worry, Xiao Fei will come to see you soon, waiting for me...

While running, suddenly, her injured knees suddenly started to hurt, her legs went limp, and she fell to the ground.

"Hiss, it hurts..." Ling Fei immediately tried to stand up and continue running, but she couldn't stand up all of a sudden. Why are you so useless... You are a waste, you can't even run your best... Woooooo... Grandma, I'm sorry..."

The passers-by who came and went looked at her strangely and whispered about her, but Ling Fei ignored her completely.After the fourth attempt, she finally stood up, sniffed, and wiped her tears and snot with her hands as she ran.

I can't just give up or feel disappointed because of this little setback on the way, grandma, she is still waiting for me...

If I can't even see my grandma's last face before her burial, am I still human?

During the journey from the fall to the arrival at the hospital, Ling Fei has been trying to get rid of the grievance just now and calm herself down.Finally arrived at the gate of the hospital.

Ling Gang met Ling Fei at the door.After asking where her grandma was now, she rushed straight into the hospital building without saying a word.

During the short distance to the ward, Ling Fei thought about how her grandma was lying on the hospital bed at the moment. Although she was no longer breathing, it must be the same as when she was asleep.The difference is... grandma can no longer talk to me, smile at me, let alone hug me...

It was only at this time that Ling Fei realized that she went to see her grandma a few days ago, why she suddenly wanted to hug her when she was leaving, but it turned out... Was it because she felt that she was about to leave her, this world?It turned out that it was the last time she saw her, talked to her, hugged her...

People of the older generation say that some people will feel that they are going to leave this world before they die, and will subconsciously say goodbye to their families in various ways, and then leave with nostalgia.

And myself, actually so stupid...

Why... didn't you stay with grandma for a few more days?

Ling Fei thought about it a lot, and more of it was self-blame and regret.But it's useless, she has lost her grandma...

Finally arrived at the door of the ward.Ling Fei subconsciously stopped.She slowly put her hand on the doorknob, turned it, unscrewed it, and walked in slowly.

The layout of the ward is the same as when my grandma was sick and came to this hospital last year.Suddenly, she seemed to have returned to the day when her grandma came to see her when she was sick last year.

At that time, she also came to see her at this time.It's just that when she came, it was unfortunate that grandma was sleeping, because she knew that grandma was always a light sleeper, and she was afraid of waking her up, so she walked to the bed very lightly and slowly.However, when she got to the bed, grandma was still awakened by her footsteps, she opened her eyes and said with a smile, "I knew Xiaofei was coming when I heard the footsteps..."

The scene in memory, the grandma in memory, everything seems to have never changed.It was a dozen steps away from the door of the ward to the bedside, Ling Fei held her breath, and finally arrived.

The grandma in the scene in memory is also lying on the bed at the moment.However, everything was a little different after all.The familiar and kind face on the hospital bed was now pale and colorless, even worse than the white sheets.

Grandma, here I come... Open your eyes and look at Xiao Fei...

Although Ling Fei had already arrived at the bedside, she didn't see the eyes that would look at her with a loving smile open, and she didn't hear that old but gentle voice speaking to her...

Looking at the lifeless person in front of him, tears flowed down without warning.

Most ordinary people are still a little afraid of corpses, but in fact, this is a kind of fear of unknown death and reverence for the dead in human bones.

But in Ling Fei's eyes, even though grandma was no longer breathing, she still loved her the most, her dearest person, how could she be afraid.

She knelt down beside the bed, lightly holding her grandma's hands that were no longer warm, and suddenly recalled in her mind the way her grandma took care of herself since she was a child, the way she cooked for herself, and the way she washed her clothes , The appearance when the primary school picked me up from school... Grandma, she always smiled at her so softly... Thinking about it, her silent sobs suddenly broke out, and the painful and desperate cries echoed in the ward.

"Grandma, I'm sorry...Xiao Fei came late, and I couldn't see you for the last time..."

Seeing this scene, Ling Gang and Li Li couple outside the door couldn't help feeling sad.Ling Fei kept kneeling on the ground crying, her frail shoulders twitching constantly, her thin and thin back looked so helpless and distressing.

Li Li has been crying since Ling Fei entered just now, looking at her sad appearance through the glass on the door, and wanted to go in to comfort her, but Ling Gang shook his head and said: "Don't go in, let her and her grandma stay alone for a while Right. This child must be feeling uncomfortable..."

About 10 minutes later, Ling Fei finally came out.

"Dad, Mom," she lowered her head slightly when she came out, and when she approached her parents, she suddenly raised her head, her eyes were red from crying for too long, and the tear stains on her face showed that she was a little embarrassed at this time.Her voice was low and choked with sobs, but she said every word extremely hard, as if it was squeezed out from between her teeth, and she asked each word one by one: "Tell me, I saw that grandma is still fine a few days ago." Yes, why did he die suddenly?!"

Hearing the obvious anger in Ling Fei's tone and seeing her gloomy face, the couple knew that she must be blaming them for not telling her in time.Li Li hurriedly stepped forward and explained: "Your dad and I just talked to the old man on the phone last night. It was fine at that time, but this morning at eight o'clock this morning, I was still in a meeting, but your grandma suddenly called me. I hung up before I could pick it up. Based on my understanding of your grandma, she usually wouldn't take the initiative to call me for nothing, so I called your dad to go and have a look."

"Sure enough, something really happened to your grandma. When your dad and I arrived, she was already unconscious on the ground. I sent her to the hospital immediately, and the doctor rescued her from morning to afternoon, but..." said Now, Li Li suddenly covered her face and started crying again, and continued with a trembling voice, "I still can't be rescued... I left at [-]:[-] this afternoon..."

Ling Gang continued: "Your grandma was sober for a while, I wanted to call and ask you to come over, but she said no, she couldn't wait. She had a conversation with us, and the one who was most worried , It’s you. She said that she couldn’t see Xiaofei going to college, getting married and having children, but no matter what, as long as you are happy and happy, she will feel relieved.”

Ling Fei listened blankly, and when she realized it, her face was full of tears again.After a long while, she wiped her face with her hands indiscriminately, clenched her fists tightly to relieve the trembling of her body, then raised her head again, and asked in a cold voice: "Grandma, what is the reason... What did the doctor say?"

"Myocardial infarction... The doctor said that she should have symptoms of heart disease before, but it was very mild. She may not have paid much attention to it, but over time it is likely to cause more serious consequences." Ling Gang took out a bottle from his coat pocket The medicine, and handed it to her, "I saw it on the table at grandma's house, she should have been taking this medicine for relief."

Ling Fei took it over and took a look.The names of the medicines were all chemical terms, which she couldn't understand, so she turned to the indications, and it really said it was treating heart diseases.

Why didn't I find it when I went to grandma's house last time... I was so careless!

The more Ling Fei looked at it, the more sad she became, her hands tightly clutching the medicine bottle.Grandma...why didn't you tell us that you were not feeling well? !Why keep hiding it from us? !

Thinking of this, Ling Fei couldn't help complaining to her parents, and immediately yelled: "Why didn't you bring her back sooner?! If grandma lived with us, we would have found out that something was wrong with her earlier, and such things would not have happened. !"

Li Li cried and said, "It's not that you don't know your grandma's temper. No one can change what she decides... It's not like your father and I haven't persuaded you..."

That's right, grandma is such a stubborn and stubborn person, and she is determined to live in the old house. If she tells them that she is not feeling well, they will take her back no matter what...

At this time, Li Li suddenly turned her head and said to Ling Gang: "Why don't you visit your mother more? If you are willing to care about our mother, she will not leave!"

Ling Gang immediately retorted: "Our mother? You know it's your mother! I'm usually so busy, how can I have time to see it! Why don't you go yourself!"

Li Li sneered: "Are you busy? You are busy with entertainment all day long, and you have private meetings with lovers... Look what you are busy with!"

When Ling Gang heard that she was "bringing up old things again", he was obviously still worried about what he did in the past, so he didn't want to "act" in front of the children anymore, so he simply said directly: "It happened so many years ago, it's long gone You still mention it! I haven’t mentioned you yet, you know about work all day long and don’t stay at home. Have you ever seen a woman who only has work in her eyes and no husband or children?!”

……

The two of you talk to each other, fighting with each other, neither will let the other.Parents at home usually seldom quarrel, Ling Fei knew that it was all for her to see.Today, because of grandma, the "drama" between the two of them finally couldn't go on.But there were too many things that happened today, and the blow she suffered was too great, and her mind was in a mess.

"Stop making noise!" Ling Fei had had enough, she suddenly didn't want to stay here any longer, so after saying this, she turned around and ran away, turning a deaf ear to her parents calling her back.

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