All hearts do not die

Chapter 20

It wasn't his imagination, nor was it the reflection of the remnants in the dream, nor was it some self-indulgent misunderstanding - he definitely said this sentence to himself on purpose!

What is he implying?What does he know?Could it be that his memory was discovered by him due to his temporary weakness?

Shu Yi: "What's wrong?"

Luo Fan quickly came back to his senses, and pretended to be emotional: "It's okay, I just think she was also infatuated, just delusional..."

Shu Yi: "You sympathize with her? She almost killed you."

Luo Fan smiled heartily: "What she wants is a living soul, not my life."

Shu Yi: "What's the difference? Doing evil one point or ten points is the same crime in my opinion."

Luo Fanxin: "She just wants to do something within her capacity for the one she loves, not for me, I understand."

Shu Yi smirked: "If it's really within our power, there's nothing to say, but it's just beyond our power, hurting others and ourselves..."

Luo Fan rubbed his forehead: "Yes, yes, Mr. Shu is right..."

Shu Yi: "Fortunately, there are people who are stupid enough."

Luo Fanxin: "Uh... this..."

Shu Yi: "You are confused."

"Mr. Shu, you..." Luo Fan didn't expect him to comment on himself so directly, and he was particularly obsessed with such a matter that had nothing to do with him. Surprised, he silently swallowed what he was going to say later.

Shu Yu realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Luo Fanxin: "It's okay, it's not a big deal. Mr. Shu did what he thought he should do, fulfilling justice; Meng Yueniang also did what he thought he should do, fulfilling friendship. It seems that they have no right to seek benevolence and benevolence. To judge whether the other party is right or wrong.”

After hearing this, Shu Yu became stubborn again for some reason, and asked, "Even if she didn't mean to kill you, she almost killed you in the end. You have a reason to fight back and take revenge. Why should you understand? To forgive?"

Luo Fan didn't know how to explain it. If he said a bunch of high-sounding principles, it would be a bit pretentious. He didn't bother to flaunt himself, so he had to compose a short story: "There was a beggar outside the Town God's Temple, and suddenly one day He found the treasure and made a fortune. He changed into a Chinese dress and brocade hat, rode on a tall horse, rushed to the Temple of the City God, smashed the altar, and wounded several temple guards who had bullied him. He was very happy , I feel that this day has finally come, and it is finally his turn to bully others."

Shu Yu was puzzled: "What does this mean?"

Luo Fan smiled wryly: "I don't know... I just think that I am still a 'beggar'. Since we are all 'beggars', why bother to argue whether we should be 'beggars'? Even if one day I am no longer a 'beggar', and I don't want to learn to be a 'beggar' who can bully people."

Shu Yi: "I don't understand what you said."

Luo Fanxin: "You don't need to understand, just talk about it casually. Mr. Shu may have heard of my name, you should know that I once saved a..."

Shu Yi: "In order to save a remnant of the evil sect in Beiyou Island, he committed public outrage, implicated the sect, and was expelled from the mountain in the end."

"Well," Luo Fan smiled heartily, "That's me in the eyes of others. In my own opinion, I just did what I wanted to do and what I should do. The position at that time was the same as that of Meng Yueniang now. What's the difference? It's been a long time, and everyone is forgetting about it, but for me, nothing has changed. Unchanged."

Shu Yi: "So, you are still that 'beggar', aren't you?"

Luo Fanxin: "Well, that's right."

Shu Yi: "But you don't seem to mind letting others know that you are, aren't you afraid?"

"Ah? What's there to be afraid of?" Luo Fan looked at him heartily, and was immediately stimulated by that face again, and quickly turned his gaze back, "Don't I say that others will never know? Who in the world has never heard of me? Notoriety? Instead of changing your face and hiding it, it is better to admit it generously and let others say what they want to say."

Shu Yi was silent for a moment, then said in a low voice: "I don't believe that there are people who really don't care what others think of them."

Luo Fanxin: "Of course it's impossible not to care. You should care a little bit. After all, you are born as a human being, and you always have to carry some fireworks on your body, and you always have to be in the sight of others. I just realized it, and there is nothing I can do if I don't care. There are so many people talking, one can't block a group, so it's better not to waste that matter.

"Besides, if I randomly catch a ten-year-old boy from the Jianghu family sect, I can probably hear him say a few words about the Battle of Beiyou Island. Is he going to kill the boy? Does he really understand what he said? There are a lot of people, they are just talking about it, but in fact, they may not care who Luo Wuyou is, nor who he saved or betrayed."

Shu Yu said silently: "It's good that you can think like this...but occasionally you have to think about the future."

"Well," Luo Fan pursed his lips, "What I want to know more now is...why Mr. Shu cares so much about this matter? You...do you have any other views on this matter?"

Shu Yi shook his head: "No."

Luo Fan said "Oh" in his heart: "You may think that what I did back then sounds ridiculous, but it's okay, no one can do empathy, and I can't do it, you will listen to me So much is good! Thank you!"

Shu Yi suddenly said: "I can't understand it, but I can empathize with it."

"Huh?" Luo Fan was slightly surprised, "What does Mr. Shu mean?"

Shu Yi added: "When I was young, I was Kai Huiwan. When I was seven or eight years old, I couldn't speak very well. I was ridiculed by many people."

"Is that so..." Luo Fan frowned inwardly, thinking about his pretty face: a young man who looks like glutinous rice balls, is white and tender, and is bulging all day long because of being ridiculed. The small appearance must be very cute and pleasing...

Shu Yi: "Are you laughing?"

"No!" Luo Fanxin quickly adjusted his expression, "I was just thinking, uh, it's actually not a big deal, if you don't care, no verbal attack can hurt you! Really! I can see it just by looking at it It’s okay, you will definitely not get used to it at first, but when they become a habit, you won’t feel abnormal at all!”

Shu Yi focused on a strange point of attention: "When what becomes a habit?"

"Uh..." Luo Fan frowned, wondering why this person likes to ask difficult questions so much? !

Shu Yi didn't seem to notice the other party's embarrassment, and asked inquisitively: "Waiting, looking, wandering? Or being cast aside, bullied, or humiliated? Or... life and death?"

"This...these are quite miserable..." Luo Fan was very embarrassed, very very embarrassed.

Shu Yi: "Don't you want to start over?"

Luo Fan looked at him heartily: "Start again? I don't need to start again, those stains will not accompany me for the rest of my life, everything is fine now."

Shu Yi: "Those stains will accompany you for the rest of your life."

Luo Fanxin: "No."

Shu Yi: "Yes."

Luo Fan felt a little displeased, and didn't understand why this person wanted to poke someone's sore spot so hard, so he couldn't help but bluntly replied: "Even if it will be with you for a lifetime, it's no big deal, I don't care, and people who really care about me don't care. I won't care about it. Also... what exactly does Mr. Shu want to express? If you underestimate Luo because of those old things, then don't mention it."

Shu Yu: "Didn't you say you don't care? Then why are you still sullen?"

Luo Fan was angry: "I'm not sullen..."

Shu Yi: "Yes."

"..." Luo Fanxin gave up resisting, "Okay, sorry."

Shu Yi recovered his indifferent expression, and said softly, "I should say sorry, I asked too many questions, I'm just curious, don't worry about it."

"Oh, it's okay," Luo Fanxin yawned, "I'm a little sleepy, I have to go back quickly, if it's later, Fu Sheng should be in a hurry."

Shu Yi: "Yes."

Luo Fanxin said politely: "Where will Mr. Shu live? If you haven't decided yet, why don't you go to Hehun Courtyard first. Although the small courtyard is simple but clean, it can last for one night."

Shu Yi: "Is it your yard?"

"..." Luo Fanxin said silently, "No."

Shu Yi: "You rented that?"

"..." Luo Fanxin replied honestly, "No, no money was taken."

Shu Yi: "Then how can you stay with me instead of the master?"

Luo Fan was speechless.

Shu Yi: "I've already arranged the place to live, so I won't bother you. I'll visit another day and take the Changhe Dao along the way."

Luo Fanxin: "Master Shu wants the Changhe knife?"

Shu Yu didn't explain, just nodded.

Luo Fan felt a little helpless: "Okay."

Shu Yi: "I'll take you back."

"No, no, don't bother." Luo Fan felt a little uncomfortable, and was also a little flattered, "The Hewan Courtyard is not far from here, I can just go back by myself."

Shu Yi didn't seem to hear it, and carried him outside, let's go, and said: "In the future, I will do what I can."

"..." Luo Fan felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable!He sighed sadly: "Master Shu..."

When the bright moon is in the sky, there will always be idiots who understand infatuation, not idiots... don't force to understand.

how to plan

When Fu Sheng ran home, Luo Fanxin was already talking to Uncle Xu in the room.Fu Sheng's jaw was about to drop, and he quickly grabbed Luo Fan's heart and asked things: "Young master, why did you arrive before me? What about him? Where's that white-clothed fairy? How did you come back?..."

Luo Fan was so entangled by him that he couldn't help it, so he just sat down and poured a glass of water and explained slowly: "People