Ah Chang

Chapter 73

Just after a rain, Qi Yun was washing the blood on his hands by the water, the glaring scarlet faded away in the water, and as it flowed under Youfeng's feet, he heard Qi Yun ask her: "Have you ever thought that one day in the future, you can not have blood on your hands?" Live like this again?"

"..."

"Stop killing people, stop being on guard day and night, live in seclusion in the mountains with those you like, and live a life like wild cranes in the clouds, or don't need to live in seclusion, the hustle and bustle of the market, there will be fireworks in the world."

Qi Yun said it indifferently, as if casually chatting, but You Feng just stared at the floating beauty on the water, completely unintentional with Xian Yun, wild cranes or fireworks in the world, she never thought about the future, she didn't even have her own life, even though Qi Yun said She wanted to live for herself, but she couldn't do it now since she was young and took another look at the person who had stood up.

Keli's medicine was not completely successful, and the harm caused by the semi-finished product was immediately fulfilled on Qi Yun's body. She vomited a mouthful of blood, which was the backlash caused by the forced use of internal force. You Feng and Keli knew the harm very well. Qi Yun didn't know that her reckless and willful behavior was all because of the hatred buried deep in her heart. It had been burning in Qi Yun's heart for four years, and it had already burned everything she had about the future.

He has no hope for the future, that's why he can say so indifferently, after calming Qiyun's breath, Youfeng rarely asks: "What about you, have you ever thought about it?"

"..." Qi Yun blinked. I don't know if it's because of the wind or something else. Flowers are falling on the water surface. The hot and busy summer will be gone, and the bleak and lonely autumn will come next: "This day, It's getting colder every day."

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Qi Yun said that if A-Shang liked it, this place could be hers too. At that time, A-Shang was indulging in the soft jade fragrance, but after a few days, the embroidery shop really changed owners, and the shopkeeper bowed and flattered her. Greeting the arrival of the new master, it made A Chang feel a little bit troubled.

"My shop is not big, but it's not small either!" The shopkeeper explained the things in the shop one by one, but A Chang was a little absent-minded. She was not sure if she could take on the heavy responsibility to run the shop. What a store, afraid of disappointing everyone's expectations and Qi Yun's heart, when he came to his senses, the shopkeeper had solemnly handed over the key to A Chang: "Here is your new start, girl. "

"A new...start..."

A Chang stared blankly at the key in his hand, and suddenly felt that it was as heavy as a thousand pieces of gold, but he was aroused by this sentence. It has never grasped anything with its own will, and it has been like a fallen leaf for 24 years. Drifting with the wind, as if controlling one's own destiny, the feeling in my heart at this moment is hard to describe.

Ah Shang wanted to thank Qi Yun immediately, and just stepped out of the store with the corner of her skirt lifted, the street was covered with red and fallen leaves just after it rained, and a sense of silence suddenly surged in her heart, just like the autumn wind It also got into her heart.

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When Fu Que came to tidy up You Feng's room, Qi Yan was lying on You Feng's bed stretched out, and rubbed her sleepy eyes when she heard some movement in the room: "Why did you come back..."

Before the word "come" could be said, Qi Yan had already seen who was coming, and immediately sat up from the bed as if ejected, and said while arranging his clothes: "Why, why is it you."

Qi Yan was very embarrassed. After all, it was impolite to sleep on someone else's bed without authorization, but it happened that she was bumped into by Fu Que who cared the most. Smokey Girl is resting."

Fu Que didn't ask why Qi Yan was here, which relieved Qi Yan's embarrassment a little, so he walked down the steps Fu Que gave, cleared his throat and said, "No, it's okay. I, I just have some trouble looking for her. It’s okay, I waited for a long time and didn’t get it, so I left first.”

"so."

Qi Yan was rubbing shoulders with Fu Que, but at last she couldn't help but stop and turned around: "Are you here to see her too?" Fu Que turned around politely with a smile, saying that she was just here to tidy up You Feng's room .

"Clean up the room?" Qi Yan opened her eyes wide after hearing this: "She is such a person, she has hands and feet, does she still need someone else to clean up her room? Besides, this kind of thing is also the job of servants, right?"

Qi Yan was bewildered while running against You Feng, Fu Que went straight to the bed: "There is no distinction between master and servant in Jianshui Pavilion, everyone is sister, this is the order of the pavilion master."

"..."

Those dexterous hands caressed the wrinkled bed that Qi Yan slept on, and Fu Que blinked her eyelashes lightly: "Besides, You Feng has other important things to do, so I don't always stay in the pavilion. I only do this voluntarily, to save her worry." That is to save worry for the pavilion master."

"..."

Fu Que used Qi Yun as an excuse to answer Qi Yan's two questions, and hid all her selfishness privately, leaving Qi Yan speechless in a decent and perfect way, and even had some small prejudices against Fu Que in her heart. guilt.In order not to be so narrow-minded, Qi Yan quickly took the initiative to ask Ying to help tidy up together. Fu Que did not refuse, but still smiled amicably, and arranged for Qi Yan to start with simple desktop tidying.

"Youfeng doesn't like clutter, everything is as simple and tidy as possible."

"Youfeng doesn't like strong smells, whether it's scents or anything else, remember to keep the room well ventilated."

At the beginning, there was some absent-minded mechanical wiping, but gradually Qi Yan seemed to find some fun in it, especially when hearing Fu Que's habit of going out one by one, Qi Yan thought to be more perfect, so that When You Feng comes back, invite a lot of compliments.

"You Feng has an old disease under her neck, so the pillow should not be too high. The higher quilt pillow was placed behind her back when her back injury recurred."

Qi Yan was still thinking about it, and felt a little heavy from You Feng's habits: "Does she have so many injuries?"

"Okay and more, it's all new wounds on top of old wounds." Fu Que maintained her movements and tried to speak as calmly as possible, but when Qi Yan heard this, she frowned anxiously, and as soon as she threw the rag under her hand, she began to ask: "Is she What are you doing with Qi Yun all day, how can you always get hurt when you are so good?"

At this time, the first ray of early autumn wind was blowing outside the window, bringing with it the residual fragrance from the courtyard and a piece of crabapple leaf, which fluttered for a while and then fell on Qi Yan's palm. Withered, just as she was about to say something, her body suddenly became hot, and then she passed out.

"Hey! Hey!"

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Qi Yan is petite, and was already sweating profusely when he carried Fu Que to Keli's place. Before he could catch his breath, he saw Keli carrying Fu Que into the wooden bucket and began to undress. Qi Yan instinctively avoided going out of the house. Thinking that a decent woman like Fu Que should not want others to see her in a mess, but she still saw the terrifying scars on the man's body the moment she closed the door.

"Can leave..."

The temperature of her body gradually sank, and Fu Que regained her sanity. The strong smell of herbs around her body let her know where she was at the moment. As soon as the weak voice fell, there was a concerned response: "I am here."

Just these two short words, at this moment, there is nothing that can reassure Fu Que more than it. Under the potion, her body is becoming more and more unbearable. Just as Fu Que wanted to lower her eyes, Keli snapped her head back.

"Don't look." Those soft but firm eyes glowed with a light that only Fu Que could see through the water vapor: "Look at me."

Fu Que didn't insist anymore, she only touched the hand on her cheek weakly, and the moisture gradually filled her eyes.

"I was sold into Qinyue Building when I was six years old."

Fu Que talked about the past she had never mentioned to anyone. She was sold into a brothel by her drug-addicted father when she was six years old, and her first night was sold when she was 12 years old.

"In the beginning, I also thought about death, when I was 12 years old."

Fu Que once thought about killing herself, but in the end she didn't dare to be unwilling. She had been abandoned once and could not abandon herself again, so she chose to put on a mask and began to wander in the wind and moon.

"When people walk in the dark for a long time, they don't feel dark anymore."

Unconsciously, the early autumn night was getting longer, Keli listened silently, his eyes showed distress, Fu Que looked at those eyes, and stroked them with wet hands, Keli's eyes were like crystals, after seeing life and death, they remained the same. Chengjing is also Fu Que's unforgettable eyes.

Passing through the secularity and prejudice, the glance across the river bank is the first ray of light that illuminates Fu Que's gloomy life, picking her up from the numb and sinking days. Perhaps Fu Que herself has not realized how much it meant to her. importance.

"Ke Li, if I..."

"No." Keli interrupted her words, gently stroking the corner of her fragile lips: "With me here, you will be fine."

The first round of the moon in early autumn, without the company of the stars, is a little lonely after the clarity. People look at the moon in the world, knowing that the world is suffering, and it is not easy to achieve one's heart.