Ah Chang

Chapter 25

"People, in the depths of consciousness, this kind of situation may occur out of an instinctive self-protection. Those things that have been forgotten may not be good things at all. It doesn't matter if you don't remember them. Only in this way can you live a more comfortable and happy life. Your conscious instinct chose to cut off the painful past for you, just to start a new life.”

Ke Li said that those were the memories that A Chang chose to bury, maybe they were some bad memories, so it's better not to get entangled.But people may be like this, the truth sounds like everyone understands it, but it is often hard to let go of it when it comes to oneself. A Chang is not a casual and open-minded person. Don't get entangled in what others say, it is difficult for her to do it.

The missing memory was like being dug out of a corner of her soul out of thin air. She didn't understand her cowardice, and she didn't understand why she was embarrassed all day long.

The spring rain makes people worry for no reason. The rain is like smoke and silk, sticky, just like A Chang's thoughts. She looked at the rain outside the window obsessively, and then remembered another sentence from Keli: "If you want to remember It’s not impossible to get up, and it may be possible to stimulate it with the help of people or things related to the time.”

"A person or thing related to that time..."

Ah Chang tried hard to think, and remembered the sentence when he and Qi Yun first met in Baihua Pavilion: "Don't come here, A Shang."

She thought that Qi Yun should know about her past.For Qi Yun, Ah Chang admires and looks forward to, but there are so many unexplainable fears, what this fear comes from, and what kind of intersection they have had, this is what Ah Chang wants to know.

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"This rain... will it stop..."

A Chang was waiting at the door of Qi Yun's room with the medicine in his hand, but there was no one in the room, and Qi Yun might have gone out again, but A Chang wanted to wait.

The Jianshui Pavilion at night is very quiet, only the sound of gurgling water can be heard, and the continuous rain for several days has knocked down a field of begonias. A Chang can't help but feel distressed when he sees the bright red everywhere. He didn't notice the arrival of You Feng. .

"Pavilion Master is out." You Feng stood beside her, always separated by just the right distance, his cold voice was like the wind with rain, blowing past, A Shang was timid and frightened, and quickly hung down With panicked eyes, he responded in a low voice: "You...Master Youfeng..."

"Come back soon."

"..."

"Yes! Thanks..."

Ah Shang obviously didn't expect You Feng to say the next sentence, she hadn't finished thanking her, and when she looked up again, You Feng was no longer there.

Looking out of the window, the rain became lighter, and Ah Chang began to look forward to it.

"Maybe it will stop after tonight..."

A Chang was thinking this, when Qi Yun's figure appeared in the gradually receding rain and fog, she suddenly became nervous, Qi Yun seemed to have noticed the peeping sight from the attic, she raised her eyes from under the umbrella, and smiled, Xiao Xiaochunyu, a solemn beauty, just looking at Qi Yun walking towards her in the rain, A Chang felt her heartbeat also missed a beat like the rain that was gradually subsiding.

Qi Yun let A-Shang enter the room together, and took off the rain-soaked coat in front of her, while A-Shang lowered her eyelashes with her usual humble attitude.

"I just brought back a jug of good wine, would you like to try it?"

Qi Yun pulled the blue silk casually, revealing her slender and smooth neck, and her tone was rarely naughty on weekdays. A Shang stared blankly at the delicate flagon in her hand, as if bewitched, ordered it without thinking. nod.

With the last gaffe, A Chang only took a sip carefully, Qi Yun asked her how it tasted, A Chang frowned slightly, although it could be seen that it was a good wine, but the taste was very ordinary.

"Delicious..."

"you are lying."

A Chang panicked all of a sudden, thinking that Qi Yun was angry, but Qi Yun just smiled and took the wine glass in her hand: "This wine is terrible, it can't be compared with the crabapple wine I brewed, isn't it?" ?"

"..."

A Chang wanted to agree, but she was a little embarrassed because she saw through the lies just now, so she had to bury her head deeper. She felt Qi Yun approaching, and her body instinctively hid. She whispered in her ear:

"Are you afraid of me?"

A Chang's heart trembled, like a flower trembled by a drop of rain.Qi Yun's questions often have no reason, which makes Ah Chang even more unsure how to answer, and after repeated consideration and hesitation, he squeezed out the slight "No..." that was too slight to be heard.

Qi Yun was not annoyed, just turned around and walked away, A Chang was able to breathe, but even the silence began to become cautious, when Qi Yun approached, she would be moved, but when Qi Yun got closer, that kind of heartbeat would evolve became fear.

This ambivalence became more and more intense, and Ah Chang finally couldn't bear it anymore. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, then said timidly: "Pavilion Master..."

With Qi Yun's back facing her, one can already guess the expression on her face at the moment, frowning, like a frightened bird.A Chang's thoughts were all seen by Qi Yun, even if she didn't miss a single bit, she only turned slightly to indicate that she could hear, and every word A Chang said next was in her expectation.

"We did cross paths."

Qi Yun glanced down at the coat that she had just taken off for A-Shang to look at. The sleeves of that elegant white dress had three indigo clouds embroidered on it. A-Shang knew that it was made by herself.

"This is......"

But these three clouds have never existed in A-Shang's memory. The real objects in front of him and the fragmented memories are intertwined and overlapped in A-Shang's mind, and some missing pictures are embroidered like flowers and flowers. , blood-stained eyes, and the voice that made Ah Chang's heart tremble, "Ma'am".

A Chang held the sleeves, her pupils flickered quickly, she was trying her best to connect those memory fragments together, but at this moment a hand was suddenly wrapped around her waist, breaking all her thoughts in astonishment.

"It's too slow, why don't I just order it for you." Qi Yun held her hand tighter, and with only a little force, Ah Shang was tightly trapped in his arms. Ah Shang turned her head in astonishment, but After seeing the pair of eyelashes that were close at hand, he dodged his gaze: "Pavilion...Pavilion Master..." This weak sound was directly ignored by Qi Yun, and even the avoiding eyes were ignored by Qi Yun. When Yun caught up, A Chang felt the itching in her ears, every inch of Qi Yun's breath was on her cheeks, at such a close distance, A Chang began to feel fear, she shrank her body and instinctively wanted to hide, But in the end it only made him hugged even tighter.

"Master..."

Ah Chang's heart beat so fast, she tried to call out again, this time Qi Yun responded, raised her hand and directly turned her face away, forcing Ah Chang to look at her, almost eyelashes touching each other , Ah Chang could clearly see the desire lurking in those beautiful eyes, like the moisture after the spring rain, floating faintly, Ah Chang had nowhere to hide, and there was rain in his eyes.

Seeing that A-Shang was about to cry, Qi Yun didn't let go because of it, instead he put his hand into A-Shang's skirt, and caressed those sensitive twin peaks without hesitation.

Qi Yun's hands were slightly cool, and became gentle when touching A-Shang's skin, A-Shang's body trembled slightly, and a cold fragrance filled the air, with the smell of spring rain, matching A-Shang's weak breathing Blending together, weaving the room full of ambiguity.

"don't want......"

Even the begging for mercy at this moment has become a kind of temptation.

Qi Yun's hand moved up along the sensitive spot, and came to A-Shang's fragile and slender neck. A-Shang desperately raised her head to hide, but felt numb when touched by the cool fingertips.

She wanted to resist, but her body didn't seem to refuse. Her will was firm, but her body turned into a puddle of spring water under Qi Yun's caress.This contradictory feeling made Ah Shang feel ashamed and lost. She finally shed tears unbearably, and some fragments of memories emerged in her mind. In those fragments, she was also occupied by a woman, and she shed tears as well. .

Warm tears fell on the back of Qi Yun's hand, Qi Yun tried it for her: "Do you remember, A Shang?"

Everything stopped, and there was another night of rain outside the window.

Qi Yun killed all A-Shang's admiration and longing for her in this rain.

She said that A-Shang might hate her after recovering her memory, if this is what A-Shang wants, that's fine.