After the game emperor awakens

Chapter 33 Shadow

Xie Chongjin was silent for a long time, then said in a low voice, "I was the one who killed my father and queen."

Since he couldn't hide it from Lu Xuechao, he no longer denied it.

Lu Xuechao is the only person he can let go of his defenses and be honest with each other, showing all his unbearable fragility.

Lu Xue said, "It's not your fault—"

"Qingshu doesn't need to comfort me." Xie Chongjin chuckled lightly, with self-deprecating, "I am the protagonist of the emperor line, everything is caused by me, no matter what, it has nothing to do with me, why don't I think about it? I often think, Perhaps I am the fate of the lone star of the evil spirit, who restrains my father, my wife and friends, and my country, so that I will experience all my relatives and loved ones leave me, and I will live to the end, alone, watching the country and family perish."

"Even in the concubine line, the one being controlled by the player is Lin Chanzhi, not me, and I dare not get close to anyone. If I get close to anyone, even if I say a word to someone, or take a look at them, they will be killed. All I bring to them is misfortune...I don't even dare to get close to you, but I still can't keep you, and watch you die time and time again." Xie Chongjin's voice trembled, "Always bring disasters to those close to me , isn’t it the lone star of the evil spirit?”

"I'm the one who deserves to be damned, but every time I live to the end...why?"

Xie Chongjin's eyes became more and more gloomy, and his tone contained disgust that could not be concealed.

He was once the sun who loved the world and illuminated all living beings, the bright sunshine, the morning glow in the morning after the snow.

But now he hates himself, hates the world, hates living, and hides in the dark night, unable to see the dawn of dawn.

How could he become like this.

"You are not the lone star of the devil." Lu Xuechao was able to speak calmly when he was sad, but now he was crying subtly, "I have learned divination and calculated your fate. You You are a born Ziwei emperor star, surrounded by stars, bright and dazzling. You are a lucky star, you can bless the common people, and your name will last forever... I can’t make a mistake. You have been changed. The damned person is not You, don't underestimate yourself, and don't...don't think about dying."

He couldn't hear Xie Chongjin say this.

He has seen Xie Chongjin's proud appearance, and he feels even more sorry for Xie Chongjin's low self-esteem now.

Lu Xuechao cried many times in front of Xie Chongjin.He is afraid of pain and often suffers from illness, so he can't help but shed physiological tears.Or he could bear to cry in the bed, Xie Chongjin felt distressed when he heard it, and he didn't want to be a human being.

Looks like a very delicate person.

But Xie Chongjin knew how resolute and strong Lu Xuechao was. He never cried because of setbacks. He faced difficulties, was brave and fearless, and rarely felt sad or afraid.

It was he who made Qingshu sad.

The gloom in Xie Chongjin's eyes dissipated, he raised his hand to wipe Lu Xuechao's tears, and said with a smile: "Qingshu is so smart, she will also learn divination for me."

Lu Xue looked at him coldly - don't try to change the subject.

Don't pretend to be nonchalant and force a smile.

Xie Chongjin looked at him for a moment, then helplessly raised his hands in surrender: "I won't die, don't be afraid."

"Just for you, I will live well."

"Qingshu is still in the world, how can I be willing to leave the world."

This is the truth.

Even if she feels that the whole world is already terrible, but with Lu Xuechao in this world, it is better than all kinds of beauty.

He will try to live.

Lu Xuechao immediately hugged him tightly.

Xie Chongjin let him hug him, took him into his arms, and said after a while: "Have you hugged enough?"

Lu Xuechao didn't speak, and didn't let go.

Xie Chongjin smiled and said, "If you're like this, I won't be able to drive."

Both of them stayed in the carriage, unmanned, and the carriage had been parked here for half a day.

Lu Xue said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to stay in the car alone."

Xie Chongjin felt that he was afraid of loneliness, and said: "There is only a curtain, you talk inside, I can hear you outside, and you can chat."

Lu Xuechao asked back: "Do we have a relationship where we need to talk through a curtain?"

Xie Chongjin immediately felt that it made sense.After thinking for a while, he gave up his plan to be a coachman, opened the curtain and called out, "Dark guard."

A black-clothed man with a veil appeared in an instant, half-kneeling on the ground, and saluted with fists together: "My lord."

"Drive." Xie Chongjin ordered, and put down the curtain.

Shadow: "Yes."

They are shadow guards who cannot see the light. They have always been only responsible for secret protection and obeyed His Majesty's orders.

Although it was the first time to take over the job of the coachman, Shadow didn't have any objections.

Xie Chongjin embraced Lu Xuechao with peace of mind: "Now we can talk face to face."

Lu Xue said, "Outside is your secret guard leader."

There is no question sentence, it is a very calm statement sentence.

Xie Chongjin was surprised: "You know this too?"

The royal dark guards only obeyed the emperor's orders and protected the emperor's safety. They were more mysterious than the royal guards.Select and train from the ordinary guards who entered the palace since childhood, and select [-] elites in each generation, and the strongest will be the new commander.

The dark guards have no names, only numbers. The code names of ordinary dark guards range from one to nineteen, and the code names of each generation of commanders are shadows.

It is not surprising that Qing Shu knew the existence of the hidden guards, but how could he tell that the person driving outside was the leader of the dark guards?He just called the dark guard.

Lu Xuechao reminded him: "You forgot? One of the plot concubines."

Xie Chongjin: "..."

Ok, remembered.

In the early stage of the game, the shadow is purely an escort tool.

In the game, after the diligence value is lower than 60, Xie Chongjin will be assassinated every now and then.At this time, the force value is not enough, and it will be successfully killed.

If the force value is enough, the plot of the game is not about the emperor killing the assassin himself - after all, it is the emperor, and it is too strange that there are no guards around.

At this time, a mysterious masked man in black would jump out to escort the emperor to keep the emperor safe and sound.

When the man in black has escorted him more than fifteen times, it will trigger the man in black to fall off his face scarf during the escort, revealing his cold and handsome face.

Then the player can bring the shadow into the harem.

Xie Chongjin didn't think of this for a while.

It's just that the player has collected too many harems, how can he have the heart to remember them all.Although he has all the memories of his previous life in his dream, he automatically filters out the plots of concubines other than Lu Xuechao.

It's nothing if you don't mention it, but when Lu Xuechao mentions it, Xie Chongjin feels weird.

"If you care, I'll drive with a dark guard?" Xie Chongjin asked.

"If I care, can I have tea parties with those eight people in the palace every day? Can I still tolerate Yunluo by your side?" Lu Xue said, "It's not that I'm ignorant, I won't care about these things."

"Obviously he cared about it." Xie Chongjin revealed, "He only said one word outside, and you recognized it."

Shadow cherishes words like gold, and he hasn't had much contact with Lu Xuechao. If he hadn't paid attention, how could he recognize just one word.

With Lu Xuechao's good memory, photographic memory?

It's not impossible...

Lu Xuechao didn't hide it: "In my previous life... when I was preparing to assassinate you, he found out about my whereabouts."

He has never practiced martial arts seriously, and it is impossible to hide the secret from the leader of the dark guard who is highly skilled in martial arts.

Xie Chongjin was suddenly nervous: "Did he do anything to you?"

When his force value is not enough, the game will let him send the dark guard out to do the task, which logically allows the assassin to kill him successfully.But when Lu Xuechao assassinated, Xie Chongjin's force value was usually enough.

In other words, there will be hidden guards around him to protect him.

Xie Chongjin had already issued an order not to harm the Queen under any circumstances, did Shadow not follow suit?

There is no need for the hidden guards who do not obey the emperor's order to stay.

Outside the carriage, the shadow on the driver's seat suddenly felt cold behind him.

Is there any danger?He looked around warily.

He didn't dare to listen to the conversation between His Majesty and His Highness the Queen, and he had already closed his sense of hearing. If there was any danger around him, he would be noticed by other hidden guards who followed secretly.

"No." Lu Xuechao shook her head, "He didn't do anything to me."

"He said..." Lu Xue looked down, "You told me that if I want to kill you, they don't need to escort me."

The original words of Shadow are: "The lord has ordered that the dark guard should protect you as he protects him. If there is a conflict between the two, your safety will be higher than the lord. If you have the intention to kill the lord , the lord let us not have escorts."

Both Yunluo and Yingying are loyal to Xie Chongjin, but they are different.The former has an exquisite mind and has his own thinking and judgment. After Xie Chongjin is going to be abolished, Yun Luo will persuade him to think twice.The latter is completely one-sided, a machine cultivated by the royal family that can only obey orders. If Xie Chongjin asked him to kill the king, he would probably do so without hesitation, and then commit suicide.

Xie Chongjin breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."

"What's the matter?" Lu Xue said expressionlessly, "You don't have any memory of those worlds, and you already knew that I was going to kill you, so you even gave such an order?"

"Qingshu understands me, I know that I am being forced by others, I also understand Qingshu, I believe you will come to help me out." Xie Chongjin said calmly, "Although I am not as smart as you, I am not stupid."

"Are you so sure that I know you are being coerced? Killing you is to free you?" Lu Xuechao asked.

Xie Chongjin was silent for a moment, and said: "I'm not sure. But if Qingshu thinks I'm a betrayer and comes to kill me, I'm willing too—hiss..."

Lu Xuechao bit down on Xie Chongjin's neck, biting hard, no blood was seen, but tooth marks were left.

"You just want to die." Lu Xuechao said every word.

Xie Chongjin smiled and said, "I don't think about it now. Really."

"You laugh again."

"...Qingshu is so domineering, why don't you allow me to laugh?" Xie Chongjin was extremely aggrieved.

"..."

"I admit that I don't want to die all the time, but now I want to live more than ever before. It's not like I'm in pain all the time, I force my face to smile, and I'm happy when I see you. Pretend not to be happy?" Xie Chongjin sighed, stroked the tooth marks on his neck, "Qingshu shouldn't bite here, bite me here, I will be happier."

Xie Chongjin put his fingertips against his lips.

It's not that he still wants to ask for a kiss at this time, it's just that he said inconspicuous words to make Lu Xuechao stop being sad and angry.

But Lu Xuechao really kissed her.

In the dimly lit carriage, he clasped his hands behind Xie Chongjin's neck and turned his head slightly.The soft touch and warm temperature are drawn from between the lips and teeth.Xie Chongjin tasted the clear and sweet taste, which was better than mung bean soup and watermelon juice in midsummer.

Xie Chongjin stared at Lu Xuechao's trembling eyelashes, and bent his eyes: "Qingshu actually has a day to kiss me?"

Due to her personality, Lu Xuechao always expresses her love in a reserved and introverted way, and writing love poems is always graceful.When they first got married, Xie Chongjin had to bathe and burn incense every time before having intercourse, feeling that he had blasphemed the immortals.

Lu Xue turned her eyes away: "This will make you happy, why not if I kiss you every day?"

I just hope that you are happy every day.