sinovels Chapter 38 Suitable for "Tired~" Bai Qianmian hugged her even tighter, buried...
Chapter 38 Suitable for "Tired~" Bai Qianmian hugged her even tighter, buried...
The person beside him was moving a little bit, Pan Xun turned sideways, put his hands forward to support the other person's waist, Bai Qianmian finally managed to sit up.
Pan Xun waited for him to sit still, turned around and turned on the bedside lamp on the other side. After the room became brighter, he could see that Bai Qianmian was getting out of bed with his back facing him, and slowly moved to the bathroom.
Pan Xun squinted his eyes to adapt to the bright light, and joked lazily, "Am I a man?"
Bai Qianmian froze, her bare, bare back straightened, she opened the bathroom door without making a sound, and went straight in.
Pan Xun didn't care either, and yawned and glanced at the clock hanging on the wall.
A "war" The clock skipped five frames without a sound, the sky outside the window was completely dark, and Bai Qianmian turned on the shower in the bathroom.
Pan Xun froze for a while, touched his chin with one hand and felt completely relaxed, the corners of his mouth were curled up, and his eyes fell aimlessly on the bathroom door.
It was a frosted glass door. Although you couldn't see the people inside, you could see the lights coming from inside. Bai Qianmian turned off the shower and then turned it on again. Pan Xun remembered how he begged for mercy not long ago on and under her, and the corners of his mouth twitched. The pick is higher.
Come to think of it, Bai Qianmian should no longer have the courage to ask himself if he is a man. The films he watched before were really not in vain... Pan Xun evaluated his performance tonight, and he definitely did not show any timidity, his posture was strong Long lasting enough.
He was triumphant, and was going to tease Bai Qianmian after he came out. He was surprised to find that Bai Qianmian actually had another side that he couldn't see at all, and he liked that side.
The sound of water in the bathroom has not stopped, Bai Qianmian is probably taking a bath.
Pan Xun changed his not-so-serious thoughts for a while, and then slowly thought about his life after returning. He will no longer be a lonely family in the future. Some arrangements have to be arranged in advance, and he has to clean up his social circle.
Bai Qianmian's temperament and personality will make it difficult to adapt to Kunsag for a while, and the time for busy work must be reduced. When she first arrives in the new environment, she should accompany her more and show herself.There are Feng Jin and Feng Yu brothers and sisters who have to make arrangements. The little girl Pan Xun likes it, and she can take her home to accompany Bai Qianmian more often in the future. "A little farther away.
By the way, there are a large group of servants and bodyguards at home, Bai Qianmian must not like it, otherwise I'd better live outside... Pan Xun thought too much, listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom slowly Slowly start to feel sleepy.
He was already busy during the day, but when he learned that Bai Qianmian was coming, he was tense and did not dare to relax when he arrived at the door. When Bai Qianmian came, the conversation exhausted his energy, and the "discussion battle" just now was almost exhausted. .
Pan Xun's head was nodding, and he fell asleep in a daze. After some time, the sound of the water stopped, and Bai Qianmian opened the door lightly.
Pan Xun leaned against the head of the bed and didn't notice it until someone lifted his arm, and the moist breath rolled down into the quilt along with his warm body, Bai Qianmian hugged him sideways.
Pan Xun's arm was put down, and he lowered his head slightly after waking up from the dream.
Bai Qianmian got into his arms like a loach, and put his hands around her back.
Pan Xun yawned again, and smiled silently, "Did you wash?"
"Are you asleep?" Bai Qianmian's voice was hoarse, muttering dissatisfaction.
Pan Xun shook his head slightly, "Almost."
"Are you tired?" There was light in Bai Qianmian's eyes.
Pan Xun shook his head again, and said softly, "Aren't you tired?"
"Tired~" Bai Qianmian hugged her a little tighter, and rubbed her head.
Pan Xun listened to him acting like a baby, and then dropped his other hand to rub the top of his head.
"you......"
"Still asleep..."
With the same voice, Pan Xun immediately said: "What do you want to say?"
"You..." Bai Qianmian hugged her sideways, buried her face in his arms, and said in a vague voice, "How many lovers have you had?"
Pan Xun was waiting with tenderness on his face, when he heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and coughed dryly: "Why do you ask this properly?"
It's really inappropriate to talk about this kind of topic immediately after going to bed, but...Pan Xun's complexion is also not good, he suddenly remembered the very special woman Bai Qianmian mentioned before.
So Bai Qianmian also had lovers before!He has fallen in love with other people.
Pan Xun grimaced, trying to restrain his emotions.
Bai Qianmian didn't look at him, and continued to say "Huh?" vaguely.
Pan Xun licked his lips, and said cautiously: "It's all over."
"Pan Xun," Bai Qianmian said relentlessly, with clear eyes, "I want to know."
Pan Xun frowned, and coaxed, "It's meaningless to know, it's nothing special."
"I want to know more about you." Bai Qianmian lowered her eyelashes and said in a low voice, "You were without my participation in the past."
Pan Xun frowned again, sighed softly, "There's really nothing to know."
"Don't you want to tell me?" Bai Qianmian pursed her lips in silence for a while, then suddenly turned around.
Pan Xun became anxious, and helplessly grabbed his shoulder and pressed him back into his arms, giving up his principles and saying, "I'll tell you, tell you everything, don't be angry."
"En." Bai Qianmian responded very quickly, opening her eyes cooperatively.
Pan Xun pondered for a while. He seemed to be organizing his words, but he was actually considering whether he could speak... After all, no man would take the initiative to bring up the past with the incumbent, unless he was stupid. Even if the incumbent took the initiative to ask, he could avoid it Just avoid it, the ex is not a delicacy, it is not worth reminiscing at all.
But Bai Qianmian is destined to be different, what the two of them need most is to be honest and open, and Bai Qianmian is actually very sensitive about the things that happened in the past.
Pan Xun pondered for a while, and chose to be honest, "Actually, they are not lovers."
"Huh?" Bai Qianmian sized him up in his arms, "How many?"
Pan Xun hesitated, touched Bai Qianmian's cheek with one hand, and said awkwardly, "I can't remember."
"what?"
Pan Xun licked his lips again, and said in a very conflicted way: "It's not a lover, we're talking about business, and the occasion requires..."
"Really?" Bai Qianmian frowned, her tone specious.
Pan Xun was flustered, and held Bai Qianmian's palm under the quilt with the other hand, "I admit that at the beginning it was out of curiosity, the curiosity that men all have, and then there were a few pure physical needs..."
"Really." Bai Qianmian said meaningfully.
Pan Xun regretted it very much. If he had been sure that he would come to Bai Qianmian, he might have kept his body like a jade.
"Tch!" Seeing that his face turned paler, Bai Qianmian suddenly chuckled.
Pan Xun immediately looked down at his eyes, and Bai Qianmian shook her head and sighed softly: "You don't have to be so nervous, I can understand..."
What can you understand?Is this what understanding real life is all about?After all, he never thought that Pan Xun would come back to find him. The CEO of the consortium, the head of the Pan family, it is not surprising that Pan Xun had a woman, do you mind?No one can ignore it, but everyone has a past, including myself, and...
"I didn't know I would like you as much as today," Pan Xun sat down a little, hugged Bai Qianmian and kissed his forehead, "If I knew..."
Life has no ifs.
Bai Qianmian looked lazy, and suddenly said: "I once had a lover."
Pan Xun's shoulders stiffened, and he said as naturally as possible: "That woman you mentioned in the hospital?"
"Well, I was wandering outside for many years before I came to Moka City." Before Pan Xun could ask, Bai Qianmian said by herself, "I met her when I was wandering. She is very gentle and treats me very well. We have been together many times." We worked many jobs in the city, we saved money together, and took care of each other when the other was sick, like relatives.”
Pan Xun really wanted to interrupt. Although he was curious about Bai Qianmian's past, he didn't really want to know too carefully.
Bai Qianmian didn't seem to know his mood, and continued to say: "She has a pair of beautiful hands, white and tender, and she doesn't look like a hard worker at all. She also loves to sing. We used to live in The environment in the tent I built was really poor, but she was very optimistic, singing every night, and the children and old people nearby loved her very much."
"What happened later..." Despite being irritable, Pan Xun saw that Bai Qianmian had the desire to talk, so he could only ask softly.
"After my father died, she was the first person who cooked for me. She also mended my clothes and applied ointment for me. She had beautiful long golden hair," Bai Qianmian recalled, with a smile on her face. Smiling, "She taught me the cooking skills I have now."
Pan Xun hugged Bai Qianmian, and suddenly adjusted his sitting posture.
Because of his actions, Bai Qianmian was forced to pause.
"Then how did you two separate?" Pan Xun took the opportunity to ask, he didn't want to hear those sweet scenes together.
"..." Bai Qianmian was silent for a while, "She has met someone better, who can give her a stable life and stop her from wandering."
"So she abandoned you?" Pan Xun was full of malice.
"No." Bai Qianmian shook her head, "That person really likes her and wants to take care of her. I always knew that she wanted to have a home, a warm home that could shelter her from the wind and rain. It was best to have a bright kitchen and a large kitchen. She can grow flowers on the balcony and bask in the sun, cook delicious food in the kitchen, and best of all, she can have a bunch of children, both boys and girls, she likes children, and that man can satisfy her."
After talking a lot, Pan Xun looked down at the person in his arms, and said complicatedly, "What about you?"
"I left without saying goodbye. She was sick and was hospitalized," Bai Qianmian said in a relieved tone, with only blessings in her eyes, "The last time I visited her, that man was proposing to her in the ward."
"So you're leaving?"
"Actually..." Bai Qianmian smiled, and said clearly: "She also likes him."
"Then you don't have to go far, do you?"
Bai Qianmian shook her head again, and suddenly raised her face to look at Pan Xun.
There was displeasure on Pan Xun's face, because there was nostalgia in Bai Qianmian's tone when he mentioned that woman.
"If I don't leave, she won't go to meet her own happiness."
"You're so stupid." If you think about others, you will end up with nothing.
"It's not stupid," Bai Qianmian retorted, looking at Pan Xun with nothing else in her eyes, "In the end, she and I just accompanied each other for a while when we were most lonely and helpless, we thought we could reach the end, I just thought."
"Then you guys," Pan Xun had his own concerns, and asked directly after taking a deep breath, "Have you ever slept?"
Bai Qianmian nodded.
Pan Xun frowned, "She... knows your body..."
"She knows." Bai Qianmian still looked at him, "I told her before we got together that she never disliked me."
"Yeah." Pan Xun's unhappiness faded because he thought of Bai Qianmian's physical condition, "Actually, it may not be curable. The current medical level is completely different from 15 years ago, and I can make the best doctor in the league Come and form a team."
"Yeah." Bai Qianmian blinked, not wanting to talk about it, he put his head down again and said coquettishly, "I'm sleepy, I want to sleep."
"Okay..." Pan Xun lay flat, with Bai Qianmian's head against his chin, and her body leaning against him.
Unwilling to be reconciled, Pan Xun asked masochistically, "Do you love her? Have you ever loved her? Do you still love her?"
Bai Qianmian didn't answer, and in the silence, Pan Xun could only hear his breathing.
The lights were turned off just now, and the room was pitch-black. Pan Xun couldn't get an answer, so he could only look at the roof miserably.
"Not everyone is so lucky." After a long time, Pan Xun thought that Bai Qianmian was already asleep, and suddenly a whisper came from his arms, "Most people just find a suitable person to spend their lives... .More people can't even do that."