sinovels Chapter 60 I Just Want to Marry...Brother Xiao
Chapter 60 I Just Want to Marry...Brother Xiao
At this moment, I don't know what time it is in the middle of the night, but the whole camp is in silence, only the lights of the patrol duty are on, rubbing the tall and dense tree shadows outside the window on the ground of the ward.
Because the house is too dead silent, not even the grass insects chirping, as if they have strayed into a secret room that is suffocated and hypoxic.
Even if there was no light leaking in, Yun Zian's face was as pale as paper, his hands grabbed the quilt into folds, his pair of light-colored eyes were like stagnant water in the abyss from beginning to end, under Rong Xiao's sight, his Adam's apple was difficult Rolled a bit, because the trachea choked a lot of lake water, this action even made him feel hoarse pain, no matter how tense he was, his voice trembled a little, "What do you want to hear from me?"
This rhetorical question was like an ice pick piercing his heart hard, causing Rong Xiao to close his eyes heavily, and sighed deeply as if he was extremely exhausted.
Humans are not machines after all, no matter how much Yun Zian tried to stabilize his emotions, the bloodshot eyes still gradually crawled up, which made his eyes look a little scary, even if the light was directly on them, the inorganic pupils would have no light It could be said that there was even an inexplicable paranoia and madness hidden, and his chapped and bloodless lips were subconsciously clenched, just like his closed heart.
Rong Xiao has been learning the necessary qualities for military and police personnel such as interrogation and investigation, and he has been laying the foundation for the future since he was almost seven or eight years old. of the best.
But Rong Xiao never imagined that one day, the skills he mastered against criminals and even vicious people would be used on his childhood sweetheart since he was a child, and now the lover who sleeps with him every day.
The combat readiness vehicles patrolling outside slowly drove into the camp at this time, the bright yellow headlights flashed from the window, and the light and shadow in the room flowed with it, but neither of the two confronting each other in front of the hospital bed moved. It was like being frozen in place.
All of a sudden, darkness returned to the ward, and the shadow was like a monster's abyssal mouth, unscrupulously devouring unreliable feelings and... untouchable feelings.
Rong Xiao suddenly realized that at this moment, he seemed to have never really understood Yun Zi'an.
He tried to recall the past 28 years, but he couldn't remember clearly what happened before the age of five. Going back to the beginning of the acquaintance, that scene can almost be said to be warm.
At that time, the delicate and gentle Aunt Rong had not yet passed away, she led a child who looked like a white glutinous rice dumpling, and walked up to the little Rong Xiao who was punished to stand, wiped the sweat off his face with a handkerchief, and smiled Bringing the sweet scent of sweet-scented osmanthus, "Xiao'er was punished by grandpa again?"
Xiao Rongxiao, who was only six years old, had already seen his stubborn temper for the first time. He puffed up his cheeks and refused to say a word, but he felt a soft little hand holding his little finger. When he lowered his head again, he saw that glutinous rice dumpling, baring his deciduous teeth. , smiling at myself.
"Brother..." The three-year-old little Yun Zi'an couldn't speak very clearly, but he smiled nicely, "Brother Xiao..."
The children in the memory of the old yellow almost grew up very fast. Rong Xiao carefully recalled his complete childhood and even adolescence, and he could always inadvertently find Yun Zian's figure in a certain corner. They almost followed each other like a shadow, sharing all the joys and sorrows of each other .
It turned out that this intimacy that accompanied them since childhood was just wishful thinking and even self-righteousness.
They are actually... a pair of strangers who live close to each other.
It was only two months of filming. The single boring food and high-intensity training made his body too internally exhausted. Yun Zi'an's eye sockets were obviously sunken, and even his shoulder bones looked thin. Answering Rong Xiao, observing every trace of affectionate expression on his face, from the bruises under the eyes, the throbbing veins on the forehead, and the clenched teeth, all of them illustrate a fact——
Rong Xiao was very disappointed in himself.
This should have been a heart-wrenching signal in a relationship, but Yun Zian didn't know why, but unexpectedly developed a self-destructive emotion, and even wanted to laugh for no reason, and his shoulders trembled uncontrollably.
Then let's be disappointed to the end, let's go, let's go completely, and leave my life forever.
At that moment, too many cold and even vicious words rose up like bubbles in the depths of my mind and exploded. In the aftermath, tears filled my eyes so disappointingly, and the tip of my teeth subconsciously bit my lower lip and let go. After repeating this several times, the lips and teeth finally opened a gap——
——That's right, I'm a rotten person, corrupt to the bone, why did I enter the entertainment industry?That's because I like sleeping with men...
——Didn’t you leave three years ago?What right do you have to intervene in my life now?This marriage was originally a joke. You care about it so much, which really puts me under a lot of pressure. Isn't it good to play your own way?
- Do you think I really love you?The most unbelievable thing in this world is the love that the prodigal son says, Rong Xiao don't be so self-righteous anymore, he is as naive as a child...
However, there was no chance to say these harsh words.
Rong Xiao kissed his lips like a tiger pounced on him, almost pressing him on the hospital bed, full of venting, despair, and radiating anger, biting heavily always made him so angry that his internal organs were involved With painful lips and tongue, he forcibly clasped Yun Zian's hand, clenched it in his own palm, and interlocked his fingers tightly.
The moment Yun Zi'an was kissed, his brain went blank because he couldn't react, his pupils dilated subconsciously, a strong bloody smell exploded in his mouth, his lips and tongue were bitten and gnawed, and the pain was almost numb.
In a trance, he felt that he had turned himself into a dying prey, being crushed under the claws of the beast-like Rong Xiao, biting the deadly carotid artery.
In such a suffocating, bloody deep kiss, Yun Zian's tense and suppressed emotions finally collapsed. The tears accumulated in the eye sockets slid down, and a low growl sounded from the depths of his throat. respite.
"The only person I've ever loved deeply in my life is Yun Zi'an." Rong Xiao stroked the tears from the corners of his eyes with his palms, and just pressed his forehead against each other, and you could feel the warmth of each other's body with every inch of skin, from an unprecedented close distance , staring into Yun Zian's eyes, "His baby name is Yuan Yuan. The reason why he took this baby name is because he looked like a little girl when he was young. Since he was three years old, he chased after me and called him brother. The elders always joked,' It's a pity, why isn't a little girl marrying your brother Xiao, forget it', but..."
A smile bloomed at the corner of Rong Xiao's mouth, and he gently kissed Yun Zian's forehead, "However, I finally married him and became my lover forever."
"I will wait until he is willing to open his heart and tell me everything in person." Rong Xiao grabbed Yun Zian's palm and dragged it to his chest, letting him touch the beating heart, "Do you feel it?" ? Everything in this life belongs to Yun Zian alone, and I, Rong Xiao, are monopolized by him from the beginning to the end."
Yun Zi'an's chest was bullied violently, and his crying was choked in his throat. However, even though his emotions were so boiling, he still didn't want to cry wantonly. Rong Xiao's heartfelt words were like a knife piercing through It pierced through his heart and cut his trachea, except for the pain caused by the violent struggle of his soul, he couldn't feel anything else, except...
Except for that trace of sincere and passionate love that flickers like a candle in the wind and rain, but never goes out.
"Good..." Rong Xiao stroked Yun Zian's back with his palm to help him calm down, and at the same time put the phone in his palm, his tone was very soft, "Call your psychiatrist, I want to know your condition." How is the situation, what kind of medicine are you taking..."
His fingers trembled violently, and he could hardly hold the phone. Yun Zi'an raised his head with tears in his eyes. The next question was almost inexplicable, but it made people's hairs stand on end, "Brother..."
"If I kill someone... what will you do?"
At the same time, the capital thousands of miles away.
The ward has just been disinfected, and there is a smell of alcohol mixed with disinfectant. In the [-]-person ward, only the bedside table next to the window is full of flowers and fruits. It was as if he had come to make an offering.
Yan Si, who had always been a gentleman in a suit and leather shoes, was wearing a hospital gown that was the same as that of other patients. He was lying on the hospital bed with his hips pouted, holding a mobile phone in his hand, and typing away.
A lot of deletions, deletions and deletions have been made. He, who has always been a prodigal son in love, actually sent out the simplest and most complaining, "What are you doing?"
And then... nothing happened.
Yan Si clicked his tongue heavily, looked at the words "Mengzhu" on WeChat, and simply stated, "I'm hospitalized."
Since he posted the photo of the hospital gown yesterday, there has been an endless stream of people visiting the patient. A small "anorectal department" has a feeling of luxuriance, and all the people coming in and out A beautiful and handsome young student, holding flowers or pastries, but there is no figure he wants to see.
It's been a fucking day and night!This is unreasonable!
This news came to nothing again, Yan Si collapsed on the hospital bed as if he had a headache, flipped through the message records, all of them were talking about himself, Meng Wen only occasionally replied, "I'm busy."
Yan Si was really convinced, he was such a fucking fool, he looked at the time, and when it was time to apply the medicine, he had just finished hemorrhoid surgery, had to struggle to get up, and walked tremblingly to the dressing room.
And not long after he walked out, a tall figure appeared at the end of the corridor. Meng Wen, wearing a shirt and suit as always, came to the door of the ward with a bouquet of carnations representing health and recovery.
I heard whispers in the ward, "No. [-] bed is out of order. It's probably only two days. Relatives and friends have come to say goodbye..."
Mengwen's black leather shoes stopped abruptly, and he raised his head first, his usually emotionless pupils showed surprise for the first time, looked at the sign "Anorectal Ward 207" at the door, paused for a few seconds, looked at Carnation in his arms, and remained silent down.
I don't know if I can go to the hospital supermarket and ask the boss to exchange it for a pot of white chrysanthemums, will I have time...