After becoming an actor and operating cp, the mermaid lay flat all the way

Chapter 49

Jiang Li, who was coaxed by Yan Lingfeng to drink several cups of honey water, woke up this morning.

He didn't sleep well, and the dream that hadn't appeared since he came to land reappeared last night.

The picture and feeling gradually became clearer, and the feeling of depression and loss was more severe than before. Until now, it still made him feel lingering.

Even though the dark circles under his eyes are as thick as those of a first-class protected animal in a certain country, Jiang Li has no intention of going back to sleep.

He stepped on the floor with bare feet, the cold touch made him tremble, remembering what Yan Lingfeng said last night, Jiang Li had to look down for slippers.

When he came out of the bathroom after washing, Yan Lingfeng happened to knock on the door.

"Didn't sleep well?" Looking at his dark circles, Yan Lingfeng was a little surprised.

Jiang Li responded lightly, and didn't want to say more, so he asked, "Do you want to see the singing and dancing teacher today?"

"Feeling tired?" Yan Lingfeng asked back.

"No." Jiang Li shook his head, and smiled calmly: "It's just that the dark circles under the eyes are not good-looking."

Yan Lingfeng didn't say anything, and took Jiang Li downstairs for dinner.

Seeing the young man's eyes gradually brightened because of the food, Yan Lingfeng sighed softly.

It seems that from the first day he saw Jiang Li, Jiang Li has not been sleeping well.

Unacceptable?

Yan Lingfeng was thoughtful.

When Yan Lingfeng pulled Jiang Li into the car but didn't go to the company, Jiang Li realized that he didn't want to see the singing and dancing teacher today.

"Where are we going?" Naturally, he focused on Yan Lingfeng in everything, and asked this question just out of curiosity.

But Yan Lingfeng's answer completely broke Jiang Li's joy: "Filming."

"Today..." Jiang Li's voice immediately weakened, "Are you going to be filming today?"

Sensing the loss of the young man, Yan Lingfeng sighed softly, raised his hand and rubbed the young man's delicate black hair, and comforted him: "I know you have suffered a lot because of filming, but it's not your fault, nor is it the fault of filming. wrong."

Jiang Li looked up at him suspiciously.

"Trust me, okay?" Yan Lingfeng said every word, his face was reflected in his deep eyes, which made Jiang Li stunned for a while.

The difficulty he thought he could overcome now seemed to be a huge grievance because of Yan Lingfeng's question, which made Jiang Lifang feel his eyes sore when he thought about it.

Tears seemed to flow out in the next second.

Although he tried his best to restrain himself, Yan Lingfeng still saw the blush at the end of the young man's eyes.

Such round and lovely clear eyes are not suitable for crying by nature, they should be happy for a lifetime, bright and pure like moonlight, and the waves of eyes flow like sparkling waves.

Yan Lingfeng raised his hand to gently wipe the corners of his eyes, but unexpectedly wiped away the tears, which slipped down drop by drop, and were wiped away by the young man in a panic.

Jiang Li also felt that he was very worthless, but he had suffered a little during the filming, so it was really inappropriate to cry in front of Yan Lingfeng so pretentiously.

He hurriedly pushed away Yan Lingfeng's hand, looked out of the window awkwardly, tried his best to conceal the fact that he had just shed tears, but before the line of tears was finished, new tears continued to flow, intermittently, as if they could not end generally.

Jiang Li blushed in embarrassment.

Yan Lingfeng was still provoking his tears: "Don't be afraid, with me here, I won't let you be wronged again in the future."

Jiang Li stubbornly didn't look back at him, but his heart seemed to melt.

Although he has the support of Jiang Che and the entire mermaid clan, but in this strange land, what he wants most is to be alone, anyone is fine, even if it is just a chance encounter, even if it is only a one-time relationship.

He wants someone so much that he can tell him when he is sick that he can actually buy medicine without going to the hospital; he can tell him when he is about to pass out that he doesn’t have to force himself to go home; The night when I was living on a bench in the street, I was by his side...

Although everything at that time was over, he also struggled to persevere, but...

Jiang Li was pulled into a hug, the familiar temperature made his heart tremble, and he couldn't help but tighten Yan Lingfeng's neat white shirt.

Yan Lingfeng's voice pressed against his earlobe, and the warm air made his heart itch: "Stop crying, okay?"

That's what he said, but Jiang Li couldn't control himself.

He was crying, and he didn't care that the driver in front of him could hear his sobbing. He clutched the corner of Yan Lingfeng's clothes and said, "It's not that I can't endure hardship, it's just that I... I can't stand the heat by nature, and I didn't mean to find work for the director and the crew. , I haven’t learned those hand fight scenes, I don’t understand them, I don’t know how to shoot them, and I’m very sad if I repeat them over and over again, but I don’t feel well and have bruises, I just…”

"It's not intentional to ask for leave. I can't go to the hospital. I will be woken up by...waking up after three days of comatose at home after receiving a call from Jiang Che. I didn't realize that so much time had passed."

"And terminate the contract with the company... I just..."

"Okay, okay." Yan Lingfeng stuffed a piece of candy into Jiang Li's mouth, blocking his chatter, "Don't think about it, okay? This kind of thing will never happen again in the future."

The sweet and fruity aroma spread in his mouth, Jiang Li said vaguely: "What about after the contract expires?"

After speaking, he realized that he had said the wrong thing.

He was just a wage earner, what qualifications did he have, and what identity did he use to talk to Yan Lingfeng and raise conditions.

Fortunately, Yan Lingfeng was not angry, and coaxed him with a good temper: "Even if the contract expires, I will protect you."

Jiang Li heaved a sigh of relief, twitched in Yan Lingfeng's arms, and actually fell asleep.

When he opened his eyes again, they had already arrived at their destination.

It seems that because he was sleeping with him, Yan Lingfeng's neat and meticulous shirt had already become crumpled now, and his tears were still stuck to the neckline, and the wet little piece hadn't dried yet.

"Still sleepy?" Yan Lingfeng didn't seem to realize how messed up his shirt was at the moment, and couldn't help chuckling as he watched Jiang Li staring at him in a daze.

"No...not sleepy anymore." Jiang Li stammered a bit, and turned his eyes away like stealing his ears, not looking at Yan Lingfeng's crumpled clothes.

Yan Lingfeng thought he was worried, and took his hand to comfort him: "Don't be afraid, just follow me closely."

"Okay." Jiang Li consciously didn't remind Yan Lingfeng.

In fact, the filming of the film they took over has not yet started, and they came here today to meet the director first, and then let Jiang Li see how the crew next door are filming.

But when they went in, they happened to catch up with the leading actors filming a kissing scene.

The crew next door is not a big production, and the funds are insufficient, so the small studio looks a bit cramped.

But it also made the two protagonists in it stand out, both of them were wearing green school uniforms, one of them was a small young man sitting on a messy desk, with his hands on the desk, blushing and asking another young man kiss.

Seeing this scene, Jiang Li was momentarily taken aback.

Yan Lingfeng's movements also paused slightly, but he returned to normal in an instant. He pulled Jiang Li to stand aside, and explained softly, "They kissed in the wrong place."

Jiang Li had heard of the word dislocation, although he didn't know why Yan Lingfeng suddenly mentioned it, but he still pointed to the two people who had hugged and kissed at this moment and said: "No, they are just...kissing."

Yan Lingfeng's hands tightened, and then he said: "It's okay to not be seated."

"Yeah." Jiang Li agreed, and carefully observed the two leading actors, hoping to learn something.

But Yan Lingfeng didn't want to add another sentence: "But it's better to be with the person you like, and then..."

"Well," Jiang Li watched intently, and blurted out without thinking: "It's like me and my brother, you can be in a good position."

Yan Lingfeng seemed to be stunned again, and after a while, he replied softly with a hint of annoyance.

He originally planned to take this opportunity to tell Jiang Li what the real filming is like, but now it seems to be getting more and more chaotic?

But fortunately, after this segment ended, the two quickly restrained their emotions in the play, got up like nothing had happened, and walked to the rest area.

Yan Lingfeng breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at Jiang Li.

Jiang Li seemed to be a little stunned, and it took him a while to hold back a soft sentence: "Scumbag?"

The corner of Yan Lingfeng's mouth twitched, and he dragged Jiang Li out of the studio helplessly.

"Brother, what's the matter?" Jiang Li felt that Yan Lingfeng was not in a good mood, so he asked cautiously.

"I have something to explain to you clearly." Yan Lingfeng was rare and serious, "The so-called filming is all fake, do you know? Those script characters setting the plot direction are all fake, this is just a job."

Jiang Li's eyes widened, and he wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Yan Lingfeng: "So what you saw just now is a very normal thing, you can't call him a scumbag, do you understand?"

"Ah," Jiang Li replied vaguely, Yan Lingfeng said it very clearly, but that sentence of "fake" still made him feel sad for no reason.

He and Yan Lingfeng are also working. Those cares, those likings, those pampering, and the gradually formed habits are all fake?

But he... always thought that even if it was a job, it shouldn't be a fake.

At least none of what he said to Yan Lingfeng was false, so did he do something wrong?

Jiang Li lowered his eyes desolately, the feeling of powerlessness that is difficult to integrate into human beings took him deeply again, he really couldn't understand the twists and turns of human beings, thought that filming was to put himself in a big environment, somehow I felt that I had to hand over my sincerity, but I didn't expect that it was all a lie.

Even when he was crying and hugging Yan Lingfeng, Yan Lingfeng's consolation and pampering were all fake...?

Jiang Li's complexion was not very good, Yan Lingfeng sighed silently in his heart.

In the past, Jiang Li had been doing fake plays for real, but now he told him the truth directly, it's normal for Jiang Li to feel a little uncomfortable for a while.

He lightly patted the young man on the shoulder and coaxed him, "Let's go see the director and take you to eat something delicious at noon."