Absolutely love

Chapter 38

Su Yinzhao smiled instead of anger: "Hehe, oh? Do you want to see him? This is very difficult. Let alone whether I will let him see you now, do you think he will want to see you? Huh? Hehe. Lin Xuanyi , you are cruel enough, your heart is made of iron, right? Hmm? You really earned a lot of face that day, Lin Qingtian, Lin Daqingtian! You are a great hero in the hearts of all sexes, and that day you stared blankly. Watching him go to death, without any remembrance of old feelings, you are so righteous and love is boundless. You are worthy of the whole world, you have upheld justice, then why do you want to see him now? You still want to see him? What do you want to do when you come to look for him? Want to catch him back and do Fa-rectification on the spot again? Hmm? You don’t feel happy if you didn’t see his head fall with your own eyes, right? Hmm? Haha, you can do it, Well done, Lin Xuanyi."

Although Su Yinzhao's tone seemed calm, there was an astonishing murderous intent hidden in it, which Lin Xuanyi could feel.What he said made him speechless, because it was the truth.Although there is a deviation from the most real fact.And he watched the punishment with cold eyes, but it couldn't be changed no matter what.However, if he gave up at this time because of his own helplessness, then would this person in front of him never let him see clearly again?No, I must convince him, I must speak out, otherwise, I am not the only one who regrets it?He could deeply feel the desperation and tingling in Zhao's heart when he said this.Yes, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, but the two people I love shouldn't be in such pain, it's all caused by me, and now I should restore and make up for it.

"Zhao, listen to me, it's not what you think, it's really not. I know that you won't believe what I say now, and everything I say seems to be sophistry. But I still want to say it. Zhao, please believe me , I actually wanted to save him, how could I really want to see him die, even if he and I are no longer lovers, I am still his genuine brother, how could I... ...Zhao, you believe me, I have my arrangements, but before I have time to act, Qing has already been rescued by you. I have been looking for you all the time, but I didn't expect you to be here Under my nose, it wasted a lot of effort. Zhao, please help me see clearly, I am no longer Lin Qingtian, I am not an official, I am just a person who wants to get back the most important thing in my life. Poor creature of the one I love, Zhao, please, let me see him, I want to tell him all these words, I want... um... Zhao, you...you..."

For the next words, Lin Xuanyi couldn't continue, he could only look at Su Yinzhao in disbelief, not even for a second.The mouth opened and closed there, but no sound came out, and even the consciousness gradually...

At this time, Su Yinzhao's evil smile came: "You, what do you want? Huh? Hehe, you can't do anything now. Tell him these words? I won't let you get what you want. First, you can't Let you hurt him again, even though he has already been hurt badly, so I am no different from you, we are both beasts. Hahaha... Well, if you get together, what will I do? From where? Perfect for you? Ha ha ha ha, ridiculous! I will not let you have a good time! Just like what Qing told me at the beginning, I will also make you collapse and go crazy! I have nothing... We are the only ones Don't do what you want. Lin Xuanyi, do you know? You dare to ask me out, and I hate you the most! You dare to throw yourself into a trap! Have you ever thought about how I will deal with you? Huh? Hahaha, you You must have never thought of it, you must never have thought of it...you will regret it, and regret that you will appear in front of me again..."

Lin Xuanyi really didn't expect that Su Yinzhao would treat him like this, he actually... Lin Xuanyi really wanted to open up and open up with Liang Yuqing, God knows how determined he was.And Su Yinzhao is also an indispensable part of his future, but... before he finished speaking, he fell into Su Yinzhao's San Gong San.That's what Liang Yuqing used on Su Yinzhao. This time, he used it on Lin Xuanyi.

Su Yinzhao really never thought that one day he could be so despicable, but for the first time, he was facing this person whom he could never forget... Looking at Lin Xuanyi's heart-wrenching expression, Su Yinzhao felt his heart ache. , also completely died at this moment, the breath, that distraction that he had been keeping all along, was also taken away at this moment, but he still couldn't let go... He tightly grasped the constant pain in his hand. He took out the 'fine sand' that was excavated, and he clearly knew that one day, none of the 'fine sand' would disappear into his hands.

Su Yinzhao didn't know what he wanted to do, but it was because he didn't know that he put Lin Xuanyi down. After that, he had plenty of time to think about it, how to deal with this person... how about it? Let this person also feel the kind of heart-pounding pain that he and Qing have both felt in the past.

Otherwise, let him also taste the kind of feeling he has experienced...?readily?

Ha ha ha ha...

It seems that I haven't really gone crazy yet. Even at this moment, I still remember the deepest longing in my heart, the indescribable and indescribable desire for the person in front of me who has given up all pride. eager……

By the time Lin Xuanyi realized that he had been tricked, it was already too late.His body instantly limp and fell to the ground.Lin Xuanyi just looked at Su Yinzhao like that, he was just unprepared, he never thought that his Zhao would plot against him.But he found that his body was gradually losing control, so he had to hurry up and explain to Su Yinzhao.Seeing Su Yinzhao turned around to leave, he crawled forward twice and grabbed Su Yinzhao's hem.It stopped Su Yinzhao from leaving.

"Zhao, please don't leave, I really love him, it's because of love that I..."

Su Yinzhao turned back and looked coldly at Lin Xuanyi who was prostrate at his feet. At this moment, he was unparalleled in the world, with such a humble posture, although Su Yinzhao was a little happy in his heart, he still couldn't help frowning.He, can't bear to...

Su Yinzhao stood there, as if he had been immobilized all of a sudden, and just stared at Lin Xuanyi, staring at his eyes that were a little watery at the moment.

Can't help thinking, Lin Xuanyi, do you know?When I first looked at Qing, you were by his side, looking at the two of you, I don’t know who is nervous, who is angry, who is worried, who is jealous , Actually, really do not know?That's just self-deception.

Me, in fact, at that time, behind you, in your eyes, there was more than one figure. I met you on the same day as Qing, my childhood sweetheart, he loves you, and I knew it before him, so, in my heart That feeling was overwhelmed.Do you know how painful it is for me to hide?Hehe, I thought that I followed your figure because I hated you for stealing the attention of Qing, whom I always wanted to care for.

At that time, in my heart, I was Qing's best friend, and Qing also thought so deeply.For his happiness, I can give up everything, but I can't forget, I can't forget that time when the willow catkins are flying by the willow river, in the breeze, standing quietly, looking at you like an exile in the distance.

do you know?You may never believe how shocked I was that day?My heart was beating, and for the first time in 16 years, I had the feeling of real heart beating.I know it shouldn't, because my heart has always been moving for someone.I don't know that a person can like two people at the same time, but I really like two people...

In my heart, I can't tell the seriousness, the closeness, the closeness...

Am I greedy?I don't want to lose any of them.

Am I generous?I have no choice.

At that time, I gave up, whether it was you or Liang Yuqing.

I stand behind you willingly and unwillingly, creating opportunities for you, you know?My heart is bleeding.But who cares?

But you shouldn't, you shouldn't have got him, trampled on him, even let him down, and the most hateful thing is, you hurt him and almost killed him.You made my success a joke.Let my forbearance become nothingness.

Lin Xuanyi, pat your chest, are you worthy of Qing and me?Do you still have the face to quibble here? !

Is this love?Is this the love you keep talking about?

When you told me you loved him, I smiled and blessed him, but you...

That's right, I also had a part in that matter, but I was also helpless. I didn't expect that you would really give up. I thought that for the sake of love, you could desperately fight side by side with him, but when I Before you knew it, you had already left sadly, leaving Liang Yuqing with only a shell left...

This is your love for him...

You once said that this love is dead...

You once said that this love will last forever...

So, I believed in you and gave up on you, just because of the vow you made when you spoke of your love for Liang Yuqing... the sincerity of your love...

Why?Isn't love the greatest force in the world?Why?In the face of reality, we make love so ridiculous and sad?You who love him the most hurt him the most.I, who love you the most, can only feel dejected in a corner where no one is around... Accumulating the power to destroy everything, waiting for the moment when we die together...

Before, I couldn't imagine the reason. It wasn't until today, when I hurt the person I love the most, that I realized that actually, to hurt someone, you have to have such deep feelings.

The more you cherish the person, sometimes the more you want to hurt.But those outsiders couldn't bring up the idea of ​​harm at all.Because they have nothing to do with me...

We are too weak, we care too much, we are too self-righteous, we... have caused today's irreversible situation and irreparable damage...

Meditation is over, reality still has to be faced.There is an illusion that those things used to be just a 'moment of the past', but if they can really easily become the past, how good would it be?

Su Yinzhao looked at Lin Xuanyi again, and couldn't help laughing, "Haha, that's ridiculous, you said you did it because you loved him? If that's the case, then your love is too cheap! Your love It's too selfish! You love him, can you see him in pain? You love him, can you be cruel and stab a sword in his heart? You love him, you know what he wants, but Don't say a word to him before his execution?? You love him..."

This is your love...

You make me look down on you!

But, do you really have the right to ask such a thing?What right do I have to seek 'justice' for Qing? ?That's ridiculous! !What are you?At best, it's just a clown!He even dreamed that he could act as one of the male protagonists in Qing's story.

"Zhao, Yinzhao...", Lin Xuanyi wanted to explain again, but because of forcibly resisting the force of the medicine, the Qi and blood flowed backwards, and a mouthful of blood spurted out, so he couldn't continue.

And Su Yinzhao just watched so coldly...