About my death opening new doors

Chapter 10

The ribs were done just right and had an alluring sheen.However, Lu Chuan couldn't feel the warm heat, couldn't feel the taste, he just felt that he had chewed a piece of greasy wood. [Don't forget, you are no longer human. 】He now understands what the black cat means.

But he could still see that Lu Chuan saw Guan He's tense appearance, the back of his hand was splashed red by hot oil, couldn't help but go over the food to pinch Guan He's face, deforming that cold handsome face: "You Bad rabbit."

Guan He asked a question.Lu Chuan shook his head with a smile, and stuffed his mouth with food: "It's delicious."

Guan He is just a rabbit, jumping around, stepping on the nails hard in his heart.On the one hand, he thought the rabbit was cute, but on the other hand, he felt that the nails were really painful.The pain was too much for him to bear.

The man frowned and knocked off the chopsticks in Lu Chuan's hand. There was obvious frustration between his brows: "Don't eat if it tastes bad...I should practice for a few more days..."——Lu Chuan sometimes hated the other party's untimely sensitivity.

He had no choice but to put down his chopsticks, and said, "Then let's go for a walk." Then Guan He came out of the darkness of "after practicing cooking for so long, but still failed and messed up the date", his eyes lit up. ——Lu Chuan sometimes hates the other party's straightforward expression of emotion.

——Because it will make me look like a fool too.

This is a young city, and the vigorous vitality radiates from the bustling crowd and the flickering neon lights, and merges into Lu Chuan.But Lu Chuan's greatest attention was on the hand he shook with Guan He, and he couldn't help raising that hand to his eyes.Guan He's hands were broad and slender, able to wrap most of Lu Chuan's hands; he seemed to move uncomfortably, and Lu Chuan could see those blood vessels, like a blue dark river flowing slowly under the snow.The heat flowed out from the dark river and flowed into Lu Chuan's frail soul.

He put Guan He's hand to his mouth and kissed it lightly, then turned his head and smiled.As expected, Guan He blushed again, looking really happy at last.

That's right.Lu Chuan curled his mouth and walked slowly, shaking his hand with Guan He.Crowds are darkening moths, and crowding at night brings them closer together.They don't know where to go, what to look for, each other is each other's light source, as long as they hold each other's hands, they have the courage to cross the wilderness.

If possible, Lu Chuan would like to keep walking with Guan He.However, hopes in the world often fail, and Lu Chuan finds that he can't walk.

To be precise, I can't go.He began to feel the oppression of time. Did Cinderella feel this way at the beginning?Lu Chuan actually laughed.

It's a pity that he didn't leave the glass shoe for Guan He.

Guan He was pulled back as he was walking, and when he looked back, he was almost frightened away.Lu Chuan's legs had already started to become transparent, but the other party was still smiling: "Today's moon is so beautiful." It was beautiful, if the moonlight hadn't penetrated his legs.

Guan He first felt that he had been teased again inexplicably, and then felt angry. He seldom had such strong emotions, and he was reluctant to vent to Lu Chuan, so he had to open fire on himself. Clenched hands tightly.

He lowered his voice, afraid of blowing Lu Chuan away: "What's going on?"

Lu Chuan couldn't be defeated by this question, he had already thought of the reason.He pretended to be relaxed and said, "You know Cinderella. I'm not actually human," which was true. "So I'm due to go as soon as the time comes! But we can still-"

"You are not." Guan He held Lu Chuan's hand tightly, and at this moment he showed that annoying sharpness: "There, you said, 'When I first came'...you Not native there. You should be like me, you just don't want to come back."

"why?"

Guan He looked at him stubbornly. At this moment, he seemed to have returned to the first time we met. This man was serious and cold, and his frozen lake-like eyes were full of oppression.But, but, ah!Lu Chuan hated this word to death!But the frozen lake was clear and open to him forever. He saw the ripples and surges in it, and he was completely puzzled and wronged.This makes Lu Chuan soft-hearted, and soft-hearted makes him even more annoying.

He wanted to yell, lose his temper, ask him: what do you think you know? !But he wished he didn't know anything.He knew that the man was innocent, so he could only hold back, and said dryly: "I...I won't go back." Guan He didn't understand his pain at all, and clamped his shoulders: "Why?"

what why!Why are there so many!Why don't you ask the magic conch? !Shall I say, Shall I tell you, I'm dead? !For a moment, the words rushed to Lu Chuan's mouth, but a sense of fear, a predictable, abyss-like sense of distance made him clenched his teeth, and words came out from between his teeth: "No freedom. "

This kind of truth dissipated part of his irritability: "I can't be free...Guan He."

He talked more and more vigorously, as if the topic was no longer an excuse he made up, but that it was the way it was: "Give me a body, but don't let me run. Give me a heart, but don't let it run well." Jump. Give it to my relatives, but don't let me be..." The hypocritical "love" word lingered on the edge of his lips for a while, and Lu Chuan finally chewed it and swallowed it whole.

Lu Chuan felt happy seeing Guan He's obvious sadness.The rain, dew and sunshine that the blue space bestowed on him disappeared all of a sudden, those branches and leaves fell off and died one by one, and the healthy young tree turned back into a seed that had never seen the light of day in the soil, and he finally turned back to the person who lived all day long. The pale boy on the hospital bed.But so what, half of my 20 years have been spent like this, and I am like this, cloudy, pessimistic and gloomy.There is still time to return everything.

Guan He tried to hold Lu Chuan's gradually transparent body in his arms, but after Lu Chuan struggled, he dared not move, for fear of breaking the moonlight.He opened his mouth, but still couldn't speak: "Will you be able to get, um, freedom if you are there?"

Lu Chuan felt that this person was joking, so he shook Guan He's hand violently: "Isn't it?! I—"

This time he was hugged firmly.Guan He turned him around, and this man, who had lived seven years longer than him, looked into his eyes, and finally showed a magical charm of a mature man, and he said seriously: "There, you can't see me .I have more and more things, more and more stories I want to show you, more and more things I want to do with you. I want you to see more of me in the daytime and in the evening. Besides, you can't even cry there."

Why am I crying?Lu Chuan felt ridiculous.He has stopped crying since he was 12 years old. Tears are an admission of defeat and a reason to be rejected by others. Don't you think he doesn't know?

But he suddenly understood again.oh.It turned out to be like this.He remembered that he was like a crazy hedgehog just now, and began to pray that Guan He would never despise him.

I just want to cry.

Guan He was not angry.He still looked very sad, like a golden retriever that fell into the water, kind of wet and pathetic.However, his smile was helpless and tolerant, and he gently kissed the corner of Lu Chuan's mouth.

The time has finally come.Lu Chuan melted into the moonlight.Only the dry touch and voice of Guan He's lips remained.

"I'll wait for you. I'll wait for you."