sinovels Chapter 29 29
Chapter 29 29
Sun Yihang's return journey was not so smooth. First, the flight was delayed due to heavy rain, and he had to sit at the airport all night.
In the middle of the night, I received an urgent call from my senior brother to go to the senior brother's company to help. This time, a group of technical men stayed in the office for three days and three nights.
After the matter was over, Sun Yihang was in a hurry to go out, but his senior brother grabbed him and rubbed his messy hair.
"Are you in a hurry to go back again? Get some sleep before leaving."
"I slept on the plane. My friend from school had an accident. I'll go and see."
The senior brother didn't let anyone go, "Don't mess around, I don't want to see you faint on the way, go get some energy and go to rest."
"Here's what I said. Don't even think about going out if you don't rest. Last time you made a fuss and rushed back all night, and your blood sugar was low halfway. The master almost scolded me bloody."
Sun Yihang couldn't, so he could only go to the lounge to catch up on sleep, and when he woke up, his brother had already booked a noon ticket for him.
While the time was still there, he opened the local forum in Ancheng.
The first popular post was Su Shile selling milk tea.
During the few days he left, Su Shile's milk tea business was in full swing.
Many people buy a cup of milk tea with the mentality of giving it a try, and then get out of control and become milk tea addicts.
Sun Yihang read the post quickly, ignored the parts he didn't care about, and fixed on a photo.
In the simple and small milk tea shop, among the five or six beautiful boys and girls, Su Shile is still the most beautiful and conspicuous, but the bright smile on his face is strange to him.
Standing on the snack street in Ancheng, looking at Su Shile with a tired smile, comforting the customers who queued up but failed to buy milk tea, and offering a [-]% discount card to express his apology, Sun Yihang felt more disobedient in his heart .
The Su Shile he knew was not like this.
Timid and cowardly, honest and honest, even being bullied by roommates and classmates, he will not defend himself, and will only secretly hide in places where no one is around and cry secretly.
Crying silently, sobbing softly, if it wasn't for him waking up from a nightmare and bumping into the person sitting in the corner of the bathroom, biting his arm and sobbing silently.
He didn't even know that this little boy who was subjected to school violence was silent and didn't resist, but tortured himself desperately behind his back.
Such a timid and fearful person, in addition to showing a focused gaze in programming, will also fall in love with someone without hesitation.
After moving to a dormitory, Sun Yihang bumped into his brother several times.
On weekdays, Su Shile, who cowers and lowers his head, hardly dares to look at others, is as happy as a pug dog having fun, chatting non-stop, "Brother is long and brother is short", as if the usual silence is an illusion, And that elder brother, every time he came, in Sun Yihang's eyes, it was like a bandit entering the village. All the food, drink, and money in the dormitory were swept away.
Even Sun Yihang's things were turned upside down.
He euphemistically mentioned it to his roommate, and the other party helped him pack his things in fear and apology, almost crying.
But next time, when that person comes, the roommate's beautiful peach eyes can only see that one person, and the dormitory will still be ransacked.
After three or five times, Sun Yihang had to put some important documents and USB flash drives in the doctoral supervisor's office. If he hadn't been so busy with his doctoral graduation, he would have moved out.
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When did Su Shile change?
Sun Yihang recalled all kinds of things, starting from the fact that the roommate's income from part-time jobs and scholarships could not satisfy the man's appetite?Or from loan sharks to Ancheng University, the roommate's temperament changed drastically after being under pressure?
Roommates spend less and less time on campus, Sun Yihang is busy with his doctoral dissertation, and spends less time with Su Shile.
Sun Yihang secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but felt lost.
Rumors began to spread in Ancheng University. Some people said that he was locked up by a loan shark, and some people said that he would be persuaded to leave by the school.
When he almost believed it was true, the roommate came back again and started to become very strange.
I don't know what I've been through, my timidity and timidity are gone, and the lingering haze in my eyes is also gone.
Looking at his eyes, it seemed that there was a mass of fire, so eager that he was at a loss.
Sun Yihang liked Su Shile's transformation very much at first, and he did some stupid things from time to time to make people laugh, and it was like a weed after being damaged by a storm, bursting out with stronger vitality.
Soon, he discovered that with the disappearance of that person, Su Shile's love for programming also disappeared.
After the matter was resolved, he would rather sell milk tea than come to class, and even wanted to drop out of school...
When Sun Yihang was standing in front of the KTV door in a daze, Su Shile had already put away the stall, and saw the tired figure of the sponsor's father at a glance.
Su Shile rushed over excitedly, but hadn't figured out how to greet his idol yet.
Sun Yihang spoke first, "Are you really going to drop out of school?"
Su Shile thought of the two rows of computers placed side by side in the dormitory. Sun Yihang was introverted and would not say many things clearly, but he also understood that things would not be so coincidental.
"I..." Su Shile bit her lip, "It's really not about programming. When loan sharks came to collect debts, I fell into my head and woke up with a blank mind. To be honest, I can't understand a word in class now... "
Leaving aside the fact that it must never be told to outsiders, this is already a recent lie.
When Su Shile woke up, he was lying in a "pool of blood" fabricated by loan sharks. He had no memory of his original body, and when he read novels, he swallowed them whole, only knowing the general direction.
As soon as he finished speaking, Sun Yihang directly took Su Shile's hand.
"where to?"
Su Shile had to take big strides to keep up with Sun Yihang's big strides.
"Take you to the brain department of the hospital for an examination, and treat if you are sick! Why did you delay talking about such an important thing as the brain until today?"
Su Shile used all his strength to break free, looked at the visibly angry father of the gold master, and explained in a low voice, "I checked, and there is no physical problem."
"Brain CT, EEG...even checked for brain damage."
Thanks to Jing Xuyang, his brain has really done all the tests.
"I really don't have any impression?" Sun Yihang's anger weakened, and he was a little more powerless. If you are talented, can I help you with tutoring again?"
Su Shile broke the fantasies of the sponsor's father with some cruelty.
"I tried it in class, but I couldn't understand a single sentence... It's too difficult for someone who can only play games with a computer to write code, just like someone who only knows basic Chinese characters learning a foreign language."
"I can not do it."
Sun Yihang said urgently, "You can take a break from school for a while, ask a tutor for tutoring, and retake freshman year next year."
"Shile, you are still young, don't be short-sighted, I know you are making money selling milk tea now, but are you willing to sell milk tea for the rest of your life? A cup of five yuan, you take advantage of the current popularity, it is very easy to sell, but this thing does not have much technical content at all , money fluctuates in people's hearts, and it won't be long before similar imitations appear on the market, and even pirated copies will be cheaper than yours."
"What are you going to do?"
Su Shile lowered his head slowly. He had been in Yiwu before, and he knew all the problems mentioned by the gold master's father.
He will work hard to produce new products, faster and harder than others, and pirated versions will always have to follow behind, copying and copying.
However, the price he paid was also very heavy. In the game of Taobao small sellers, he used the gesture of sacrifice, almost at the cost of burning his life force, in exchange for money and career success.
I worked on customer service, packing, and delivery until one or two in the morning, and rushed to buy goods at six in the morning. The days of unloading several tons of heavy goods and reluctant to hire porters lasted for five or six years.
Thinking back now, he doesn't know how he got it down, probably because he held his breath in his heart and was afraid of poverty.
Alone and helpless, and unwilling to be trampled in the mud, I can only work harder than others, and dare not rely on anyone along the way.
Sun Yihang let out a long sigh.
"Shile, you are still young, and you still have a long way to go. Don't give up easily. Although I don't know what happened, if you really can't program, your grades can be adjusted to majors. If you like selling milk tea, go to Study marketing or business administration, I have the impression that you have a good memory, you can go to Master of Law, or enjoy cooking food, Ancheng University also has many good majors in design, don't be stupid."
"That's all I've said, so do it yourself."
After speaking, Sun Yihang left slowly with heavy steps.
Su Shile bit her lips tightly, not daring to raise her head, and waited for the sound of footsteps to fade away before raising her crying face.
The idol spoke earnestly on the phone, which made him feel ashamed.
I felt very uncomfortable, even worse than when Chuanlai owed a huge amount of usury and was running around.
Suffering for the substitute, but also worrying about myself.
No one is born to be a top student, nor is it possible for any grown man to be able to carry heavy loads of hundreds of catties, it is all forced by life.
Wiping away tears with his sleeve, Su Shile ordered a bunch of barbecue at the supper stall in the snack street. He originally wanted to order a dozen beers, but thought of allergies before giving up.
Squat on the curb and eat like crazy.
I ordered spicy mutton kebabs, and I didn't eat a few bites. I was sweating all over because of the spiciness, and my nose and tears couldn't stop the car again.
The tears are hot, he doesn't want to cry at all!He didn't like to cry since he was a child. Only children who are loved and coaxed are like to cry. He is not.
Su Shile walked from the snack street to a secluded place with few people, feeling in a mess.
For an orphan like him, the golden master's father is the first light that illuminates him in this world.
Even though he knew that this beam of light was attracted by the double, he still wanted to get closer like a moth to a flame.
Now, it has finally been dismantled...
When he first came in, Su Shile was very scared. He was afraid that a passer-by would jump out and point at him. Where did the ghost come from?
He thought about the scumbag, the adoptive parents who were taken in as substitutes, and even his classmates and teachers... He didn't expect that he would be an idol.
Su Shile swallowed the last string of delicious mutton skewers, turned his grief into appetite, and wiped away his tears.
When the stomach is full, the heart is not cold.
What should come will always come, he, a selfish ghost, shouldn't be greedy, greedy for everyone's kindness to him.
The gold master's father is right.
He is a philistine!Short-sighted, you can only feel at ease if you hold the money you have earned.
He was reluctant to let go of the slightest bit of kindness released by others, and he was contradictory and did not dare to approach.
He lacks love and is afraid of love. For him, an orphan who has never been loved, he has no money to rely on and no sex pleasure.
The night wind was very cool, and the night sky was beautiful and quiet. Su Shile wrapped her clothes tightly and hugged herself, suddenly remembering the diary she had kept for her.
It's not the secret love diary that Zha Gong often peeks at.
It was the book that the double was locked in the study room of the library, and he seemed to see himself more than ten years ago.
Not only did they have the same name, but also their destiny was surprisingly similar. No, no, no, the substitute was happier than him, and ended in a dismal end, and his father took revenge for him.
He, from the beginning to the end, has never been loved by others, so he loves himself desperately, desperately trying to catch the goodwill released by others.
The author has something to say: This is the first time a scumbag author writes sand sculptures, and there are many shortcomings. I'm sorry~ Su Shile is a coquettish and sloppy silly white sweet. He will work hard to grow under the "education of love" by Mr. Su and Jing Xiaogong , but congenitally deficient, there is no way to grow into a good person with socialist values~ In addition, there will be a side story for the stand-in, which will not be written in the main text. If reading the text makes the little angel feel uncomfortable, the scumbag author is really sorry, three bows~