sinovels Chapter 20 As long as you want, as long as I have
Chapter 20 As long as you want, as long as I have
After going upstairs, An Ning went to the window to look for the bear again.
I feel a little bit reluctant to part with it, this joy that came from heaven.
Probably because his warning about deduction of money had an effect, the big bear in the red vest returned to the garden obediently, and continued to be photographed by his ears, which was extremely popular.
"Mom, is there any activity today? Why did the hospital suddenly find a bear?"
"Who knows, maybe it's the hospital's anniversary, and it's so lively." His mother lay halfway on the bed, "Ningning, pour me a glass of water."
"Okay." An Ning responded, turned around and ran to pour water, sent it to her mother's bedside, and returned to the window after delivering it, watching the fun with her chin propped up.
Round head, fat belly, big feet.
Too stupid, big stupid, not talkative.He smiled unconsciously, and smiled, but he remembered another person in his heart, and the smile slowly froze on his face.
I don't know what Ah Wen is doing, but does he occasionally think of a person named An Ning?
After a long silence, he took out his mobile phone and opened WeChat without any hope as usual, but there was a red dot in the dialog box.
Eyes widened suddenly—
Han Yan: "I'm in Linjiang."
The time was a quarter of an hour ago, when he went upstairs.
An Ning almost thought that she was wrong.After not contacting for nearly half a month, I thought that Han Yan would never come to see me again, but I didn't expect the news to arrive with him.
The bear downstairs was finally tired from work, and he waved his hands to anyone who asked him to take a photo, and seemed to look up at the upper floors of the hospital building before leaving the garden.But An Ning didn't notice, because at the moment he was fully focused on how to reply Han Yan's message.
"When did you arrive?" Forget it, no good, delete and rewrite, "Do you want to meet?" Still no good, let Han Yan answer.
While hesitating, a new message appeared in the dialog box.
"Let's see each other."
"if you are free."
The latter sentence is obviously a supplement to the previous one.Probably because I felt that the previous sentence was too arbitrary, so I made up for it.
An Ning gritted her teeth, and replied the word "convenience" as calmly as possible.
"Afternoon or night."
"What about you, when is it convenient and you don't have to go to work?" Last time, he was just that busy.
"The project has come to an end, and there are two days off."
"Then in the afternoon, I will choose the place, and I will treat you to dinner." He wanted to add a tilde, but held back.
"I'll pick you up at five."
Same time as last time, same ending.
Putting away the phone, An Ning still felt that it seemed unreal.Looking up and looking out the window, there is a blue and sunny sky, and the clouds are just like the mood at the moment, and the pulse is swaying and flawless.
After lying quietly for a while, he suddenly started flying around the room like a fully charged honey.
"Dad, please call Xingxiangji to book a seat for me, this afternoon!"
His father raised his eyes from behind the reading glasses and glanced at him strangely: "This afternoon? You won't eat with us?"
"Don't eat, don't eat, I have an appointment with someone, it's the one from last time, please help me fight."
His father shook his head and poked his phone, "Hello, is this Xingxiangji? I want to order..."
"Mom, where is my coat?"
"It's hanging there, isn't it? Why go there?"
"I'm going home."
"What are you going to do in the afternoon?"
He didn't answer, and when he touched the key and the phone, he scraped out of the ward, and said goodbye while running, "I'll be back later at night!"
"Run slowly and be careful not to fall!"
"understood!"
Sparks and lightning all the way, back home as fast as possible.It was two hours before five o'clock, and I had to take a shower and change clothes. I always felt that the suit I wore in the morning smelled of the disinfectant water from the hospital.
The house is quiet, a small world for one person.An Ning hummed a song while taking a shower, and after washing, she blow-dried her already soft hair to make it smoother, and the face in the mirror was flushed.
It was ten minutes before five o'clock, and he hurried to the east gate of the hospital.
At this time, there are basically no patients coming to the hospital for medical treatment, except for emergencies, so there are fewer cars coming in and more going out.Although it's already the beginning of winter, but because there is almost no wind, it doesn't feel that cold when waiting on the side of the road. The sun is shining on the back of the neck and even feels hot.
After standing there for 2 minutes, the phone rang.
"Are you there?" He looked around.
Han Yan's voice seemed to be very close: "You can't turn around here, I'm across the road, black 862."
An Ning raised her eyes, and saw a black BMW parked right in front of the overpass. It looked expensive at first glance, but she instinctively thought otherwise.But there was only this black car, and there was no other choice.
In the next second, the BMW's window was lowered far away, revealing a familiar side face, which was indeed Han Yan.
Just when the red light turned green, An Ning took a deep breath and ran across the road.Before he got there, Han Yan opened the door and got out of the car, frowning and waiting beside the car, "Why are you running?"
"I—" An Ning nearly bumped into his body, and stopped hastily, "I'm afraid you'll wait."
After finishing speaking, he lowered his head first.
Looking down, only Han Yan's legs can be seen.He is straight and slender, with faint undulations on his thighs, probably because he doesn't have to go to work, so he doesn't wear leather shoes, but wears a pair of moral training shoes, which are very dignified.
Those legs paused for a moment, then turned around and walked towards the car door, "Get in the car."
He nodded and followed suit.
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Evening rush hour, traffic jam all the way.
Han Yan was put in a bad mood by the road conditions, but An Ning was not in a hurry.
"Are you here this time, are you going back tomorrow?"
"Ah."
"Where to stay tonight, or the hotel last time?"
"Yeah." When the car next to him squeezed, Han Yan almost brushed against him, and said with a calm face, "Check if there is another route."
An Ning groaned, and obediently took out her mobile phone, but she was absent-minded.After being fooled for a while, he said in a low voice, "The other roads are also very congested, why not just this one, maybe it won't be blocked after passing this intersection."
Han Yan didn't speak any more, so he agreed.
He is very attentive in driving.In fact, he is just like him in everything he does, rigorous and focused.If it wasn't for Qiao Yu's unreliable friend, he probably would never have known An Ning in his entire life.
The journey was long, but An Ning boldly looked at him quietly.
But Han Yan always had to look in the rearview mirror.The navigation broadcast reported that there was still a kilometer of congestion ahead. He turned the steering wheel and asked, "Is there a word on my face?"
"No, it's just..." An Ning smiled and closed her eyes, "Long time no see."
The second half of the long time no see, I will always miss you very much.
It gets dark early in winter, and the setting sun has already appeared. The warm orange afterglow is reflected from the outside of the car into the car, and shines on his cheeks, subtle and soft, sentimental and fragile.
Han Yan was silent for a moment, then raised his head and pressed the light above his head, "How are you doing recently? It sounds like you have a cold."
An Ning shook her head lightly, "It's a little bit, but it's not serious. Don't worry, it's a typhoid cold, and it won't be contagious."
"How is Auntie?"
"It started to get better this week. The chemotherapy worked, but she lost her hair, and she refused to wear the hat I bought her."
In the confined space, Han Yan's voice was even more calm: "The fight against cancer is a long-term thing, you and your uncles and aunts must be mentally prepared for a protracted battle. Especially you, now you are their spiritual pillar, physically and psychologically. It can't be broken in any way."
"I know that," An Ning nodded slightly, "Dad and I are both busy, and we won't be too tired at all."
"The nurse still refuses to stay overnight?"
"I've already resigned."
While driving, Han Yan turned to look at him: "Because of the cost?"
"Ok?"
"If it's due to cost considerations, you can talk to me, I still have a lot of savings on hand."
An Ning did not expect Han Yan to mention this at all.
He opened his mouth slightly, and looked at the person in front of him stupidly, feeling surprised at one moment, and not at all at the other.
Under his stare, Han Yan turned his gaze back stiffly and looked straight ahead, "I'll borrow it from you."
An Ning slowly raised her hand, tightened the seat belt in front of her, and asked softly, "How much are you willing to borrow?"
"It's not unlimited."
"Ok?"
Han Yan pondered for a moment, "I only have 45 in current demand, and I can transfer it to you tonight if you need it. But this time I came out with all my documents, and there are more than 180 million in financial management and regular thawing, which should be enough to deal with my aunt's illness .”
For a long time no one answered.
He fixed his eyes on An Ning, "Not enough?"
Nowadays, many anticancer drugs are really expensive, and a bottle can easily cost [-] to [-] yuan. It is bound to cost a lot of money to save lives.
An Ning lowered her head, refusing to meet his gaze, and looked from the side with her lips tightly pursed, as if she was embarrassed.
"Not enough. I still have a car. You have seen that Subaru."
A car is considered chattel, not liquid capital.
An Ning groaned lightly: "This one."
"This car is rented and cannot be sold."
"The rent is so good?"
"I'm useful." Han Yan didn't explain much, just said, "Send me your card number, and I'll transfer the money to you later."
Never sloppy.
An Ning didn't say yes or thank you, she silently took out her phone and sent it on WeChat.Han Yan drove without looking.
When they arrived at the restaurant, the reservation had already been booked, and Xingxiangji couldn't eat, so the two went to a Cantonese restaurant next door.Thinking of An Ning's excitement when Xing Xiang Ji was mentioned last time, Han Yan thought that he would be disappointed this time, but he didn't expect that.
Although she didn't appear very happy, An Ning didn't seem unhappy, her cheeks were always slightly red, as if she had a fever.Halfway through eating, Han Yan stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, which startled him.
"It's a bit burning." Han Yan whispered.
An Ning bluntly, lowered his head to scoop up the soup, "It's not burning, it's hot."
The heat of the soup lingered on his cheeks.
The meal was inexplicable, and the two were a little more silent than before.At the checkout, An Ning had to pay, but Han Yan refused, and took out her mobile phone to pay.An Ning scowled, turned around and walked away.
Han Yan thought he was bored, so he didn't stop him.Opening WeChat, the message An Ning sent in the car suddenly appeared.
It's not a card number at all, but five words:
"You look like a fool."
Han Yan frowned.What is this, a revenge for calling him a fool when we first met?
He went out and saw An Ning waiting beside the car with his head bowed, the soles of his shoes grinding the steps, and when he saw him approaching, he straightened his back nervously.
It's okay, there is still help, and I still feel guilty after scolding people.
"boarding."
"where to?"
"Take you back to the hospital."
In fact, An Ning wanted to ask if he wanted to go shopping with him, but just now his father sent a text message saying that his mother wanted to eat oranges and asked him to take some back, so he was too embarrassed to delay.
On the way back, he asked, "Which hotel are you staying at?"
Han Yan said a name, it was near the hospital.
He groaned, "Then you put me down there, I'll go to the fruit shop." He was also around there.
When we got there, it was completely dark, but fortunately, it was still a busy city, with many pedestrians coming and going.
Han Yan pulled the car over and unlocked the door.
"What time is your flight tomorrow?"
"Ten o'clock."
"It's so early again."
"I have something to do." It's something to do again.But Han Yan said, "I'll come back next week."
At this point, it seems that there is no need to ask why he came here.
An Ning was silent for a long time, unfastened his seat belt, and looked at Han Yan with some stubborn eyes, "Actually, I can do it alone."
He didn't want Han Yan to work so hard, but he had to fly on both sides of the rare vacation.
I thought that with Han Yan's character, he wouldn't answer anything.Unexpectedly, before getting out of the car, Han Yan turned off the lights and said in a low voice, "You have done a good job."
As for who pays for whom, it is all voluntary, and there is no need to calculate who paid more.
An Ning's nose was slightly sore, she turned around and got out of the car, not letting Han Yan see her off, for fear that she would be reluctant to let him go.It wasn't until I walked into the fruit shop and turned around that I saw the BMW turn around and leave.
He stood still at the door of the store, quietly watching the taillights drifting away.
Customers came and went at the door of the store, a little girl hugged a bouquet of flowers, and there was a huge gift box.When he bumped into him, he suddenly came back to his senses, and suddenly remembered that last time Han Yan said that he would give himself a gift, which was left in the hotel, and he has not revealed what it is until now.
After the accident last time, An Ning was already wary of the variables that would appear at any time, and quickly decided to go get the gift back before it was too late.
The hotel is not hard to find.Carrying the oranges he bought, he rushed to the front desk in only 5 minutes.
"Hello, I want to ask which room Han Yan lives in?"
The attitude of the front desk is very good, but after checking and checking, there is no customer named Han Yan in the system.
He was stunned for a while, and went to the intersection to call Han Yan, but no one answered.
Where did it go?
Han Yan is always like the wind, coming and going freely, unpredictable.
An Ning guessed that she missed the gift again tonight.He walked slowly along the pedestrian path towards the hospital, stepping on his own shadow, and walked past dozens of street lights.
Passing by a convenience store, he wanted to go in and buy a bottle of hot drink, but he suddenly caught a familiar figure standing deep in the alley from the corner of his eye.
Under the dim light, Han Yan leaned against the wall, slowly puffing and puffing, with an old trash can half a person's height beside him.
The car was not on the side of the road, he seemed to be walking over.Maybe they came to buy cigarettes, maybe the hotel banned smoking.
An Ning retreated quietly, hiding her body in the shadows, intending to wait for Han Yan to exhaust himself and come out before calling him.
It's another feeling when two people are separated by half an alley, each thinking about something related to the other.
After about 5 minutes, there were footsteps in the alley, and then Han Yan appeared at the entrance of the alley.An Ning was about to step forward to pat him on the shoulder, but saw him turn right and walk in the opposite direction from the hotel in a familiar way.
He found no peace.
He doesn't seem to be unfamiliar with this road. When walking, he neither looks around nor relies on his mobile phone for navigation.
A few minutes later, he stopped outside a strange apartment complex and took out a key card from his coat pocket.