Really stunning and fake high cold [net match]

Chapter 58

The screen of the laptop was black, and Su Zixi sat there blankly. He felt that he didn't even have the energy to move the mouse.He held his mobile phone, waiting for Chu Hanyuan to call.

Although Chu Hanyuan didn't tell Su Zixi that he was going abroad in advance, the good-tempered Su Zixi didn't feel angry at all. To be precise, Su Zixi didn't even know how he felt right now.It doesn't matter if you go abroad, Su Zixi just wants to know which country Chu Hanyuan is going to.

At 10:30 in the evening, at the same time as usual, Su Zixi's cell phone rang, and the ringtone was "I Don't Want to Leave You Alone" sung by Chu Hanyuan.

At this time, who will call Su Zixi, don't think too much.

Su Zixi waited for the phone to ring several times before answering it.Chu Hanyuan's voice came from the other end of the phone. The voice on the phone seemed to be different from when he was talking. Su Zixi found that it was the first time that he felt so far away from Chu Hanyuan.

One is in City A and the other is in City F. If this can also be called far away, Su Zixi can't imagine what will happen if one of them is in China and the other is abroad in the future.

A distance is a distance, and it cannot be made up with a phone call or a greeting.It's okay if it's for a short time, but if they are separated for a few years, Su Zixi doesn't know what will happen.Not only did he have no confidence in Chu Hanyuan, Su Zixi also had no confidence in himself. There were too many things that could be changed in a few years. He was afraid of seeing Chu Hanyuan who regretted it, and also afraid of seeing himself who was completely changed.

"Have you turned off the computer? It's late, you should go to bed." Chu Hanyuan's voice was still gentle, which made Su Zixi's eyes swell.

"I saw your Weibo, and I can't fall asleep." Su Zixi almost spoke in a breathy voice.

Chu Hanyuan was silent for a while, and then said briefly: "It's a family arrangement, I'm going abroad for a while."

Chu Hanyuan obviously didn't want to talk about this matter, maybe it was inconvenient for him to go into details, or maybe he couldn't bear to go into details.

"Aren't you a teacher?" Su Zixi sniffed, trying to make her voice sound calmer, "Are you going to resign? So many students in the school like you, it's a pity that you don't become a teacher."

"I resigned before the final exam. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner." Chu Hanyuan's voice was full of apology, but words like apology were exactly what Su Zixi didn't want to hear at this time.

"I thought something was wrong with you before, and I thought it was just me thinking too much." Su Zixi paused, and then asked, "Then which country are you going to? How long will you be going?"

"Canada, maybe two years." Hearing the bitterness in Su Zixi's voice, Chu Hanyuan couldn't bear it.

Canada.

Hearing the expected name of the country, Su Zixi only felt a roar in his head, and for a moment, he seemed to be unable to hear any sounds from the outside world.Su Zixi also knew that it was not good for him to think too much, but he couldn't control himself. He clearly remembered that senior An Huaiyu went to Canada.

An Huaiyu was like a thorn between Su Zixi and Chu Hanyuan. Su Zixi felt that he could not care about it, but the thorn popped out from time to time, causing a little pain in his heart.If it was said that there was only envy for An Huaiyu in the past, then Su Zixi admitted that the current self is jealous.

All of a sudden the two of them became quiet, Su Zixi was slow to speak, and Chu Hanyuan couldn't speak again.If he could not still hear the shallow breathing, Chu Hanyuan would have suspected that Su Zixi had hung up the phone.

"Chu Hanyuan, do you know which country An Huaiyu is in?" Su Zixi asked suddenly, this was the first time he called Chu Hanyuan's name so seriously and solemnly.

"He's in Canada," Chu Hanyuan didn't realize the reason for Su Zixi's question at first, but when he said the word "Canada", he immediately reacted, and he hurriedly explained, "It's not what you want." As I said, I went to Canada, not to find An Huaiyu. I have no contact with An Huaiyu for a long time, and I don't intend to tell him that I am going to Canada. "

In fact, in his heart, Su Zixi believed in Chu Hanyuan.After being together for so long, Chu Hanyuan doted on him and liked him, it didn't seem like a fake.Su Zixi was just worried. After all, there were too many variables that could arise in the past two years.

"Don't you believe me?" Chu Hanyuan spoke with some difficulty.

"Since you said so, I believe it. But two years, so long..." Su Zixi's tone was trembling.

If Su Zixi loses his temper or asks loudly after hearing the news that Chu Hanyuan is going abroad, it will make Chu Hanyuan feel better, but Su Zixi behaves so reasonable, which makes Chu Hanyuan feel more guilty and more blame yourself.

Hearing Su Zixi's voice, Chu Hanyuan could completely imagine his current expression. Chu Hanyuan was so distressed, but he couldn't do anything.

"As soon as I have time, I'll go back to China to see you, okay? In two years, you'll be graduating, and I'll come back to watch your graduation ceremony, okay?" Chu Hanyuan's every word seemed to squeeze from between his lips It came out, so hard, and so much involuntary.

Su Zixi's tears were already rolling in his eyes, he choked up and said, "When are you leaving? Before you leave, don't you go back to City A, won't you come and see me?"

"My plane on the night of August [-]th may only meet you on YY. After celebrating your birthday, I'm leaving." Chu Hanyuan was reluctant to part with Su Zixi, but he couldn't disobey his parents either.

"That's how it is. I'm going to bed, and you should go to bed earlier." Su Zixi's voice was muffled, and he covered his mouth, trying not to cry.He doesn't want to continue this topic anymore, he might as well get some sleep, everything will be fine after sleep.

Chu Hanyuan wanted to comfort Su Zixi, but felt that any language was too pale and any vocabulary was too hypocritical.He hesitated to speak several times, and finally only sighed: "Good night."

Su Zixi hung up the phone, and he directly closed the screen of the laptop.He just wants to lie in bed now, not think about anything, and have a good sleep.He also understands that this is just a kind of escape, a kind of cowardice.He also understands that nothing will change when he wakes up from sleep.But what can be done?He couldn't stop what Chu Hanyuan was going to do, all he could do was wait until Chu Hanyuan came back.

Su Zixi knew that going abroad must be a decision made by Chu Hanyuan in desperation, so he didn't blame Chu Hanyuan, he was willing to wait for two years.I only hope that after two years, there will be no more accidents. I only hope that after two years, he and Chu Hanyuan will be safe and sound, and will never be separated again.

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In the next few days, Chu Hanyuan and Su Zixi's text messages increased, and Chu Hanyuan would only call after ten o'clock in the evening.Su Zixi is not very smart, but he is definitely not stupid either. Over the past few days, he found that it was not convenient for Chu Hanyuan to answer or make calls during the day.

Su Zixi almost guessed the situation on Chu Hanyuan's side: Chu Hanyuan must have encountered resistance when he came out of the closet.As for going abroad, it was mostly a way Chu Hanyuan's family came up with to separate the two of them.

Two years should be enough as a buffer.Two years later, if Chu Hanyuan still persists, then Chu Hanyuan's parents should not make things difficult for him anymore.Su Zixi couldn't help thinking about the scene when he and his family came out.Parents all over the world probably have the same heart. They just want their children to be well. After two years, even if Father Chu and Mother Chu cannot support their being together, at least they will not strongly oppose it.

Su Zixi still remembered what his mother had said to him when he came out.

"I also hope that you can be with the person you really like, but you like a man! You have no guarantee of marriage, and you will not have children in the future. Are you just two people? The pressure, trivial matters, and conflicts of life in the future will all be in vain. It may make your love wear away, and you won't last long."

Yes, no one knows what will happen in the future, so let these two years prove something.

Thinking of this, Su Zixi felt that the pain in her heart was no longer so painful. Maybe this was just poor self-consolation, but it was not easy to be comforted a little.

It's good to be apart for a while, let everyone think about it, when Chu Hanyuan comes back, everything will be settled.

After time's polishing and achievements, the relationship should be more stable.

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